I think I’ll just do what I do best.
Write. Hm. Although, I think it has become a rather serious problem for me, writing, it’s like I’m obsessed with it.
I know very well that isn’t the case, since I sometimes complain about it, but
still, it’s the only thing I can think of in situations like this where I feel
alone in a sort of comforting yet somewhat awkward silence.
Should I write a letter to you?
I’m writing, on my computer and also
yours . It’s kind of frustrating, that I
see almost every word with a jagged red
line underneath it. After all, I’m writing in a language that’s not set as the
laptop’s default language so I guess it’s understandable that it keeps
highlighting my “mistakes”.
I have no idea what I’m doing
actually. I have access to your computer, yet I’m just here, writing? I can
write on my own laptop, or even in my journal, so why am I doing it here? I
have no God damned idea. Okay, I admit,
I was going to fill this page with sweet words, write a love letter to you so
that when you come back, you’d see my surprise but I guess my plan backfired.
Yeah, typical.
All these Dutch words on your screen
looks fascinating though. Sticky notes are plaknotities—very cute. I wonder if
you’re having a hard time reading this, since most of the words are underlined;
it looks like a poorly written highschool essay by a three-year-old! Ah, that’s
better! Changed the font size from 11 to 12!
I want to write you a poem, but
nothing seems to be twinkling in my head right now. All I can think of is the
crap I’m putting down as each second floats by.
This is a rather creepy software,
allowing us to access each other’s computer like this with just a mere click of
the Mouse! I browsed through the pictures, your music library and videos
folder. I don’t dare click on anything else, since I’m afraid I might end up
screwing things up. I ended up here with the romantic idea of leaving you a
letter after rummaging through your libraries. Yes, yes, this isn't one bit
romantic, I know. Heck, I might even post it on my blog! If you allow me, of
course; after all, this was supposed to be a letter for YOU! Now, wtih almost
every word underlined, I really can’t tell if I made any mistakes.
The Sami is online. Whut? Since when
did I have a contact named The Sami. Did Ladybird change his name? Then, I
realized, The Sami is YOUR contact.
Sorry hon, this little note isn't
romantic at all… Did I just say “little note”? This is no note… This is one
long ass piece of my mind! The human brain is a wonderful thing, it can come up
with so much crap when it’s not occupied and when you need it to process
critical thoughts, it comes up with this: poop.
I whip my hair back and forth… Sorry.
I used conditioner on it just now and it’s just really soft now; couldn't resist.
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Yeah, I typed that on someone else's computer.
What do you know? It's a quarter past two in the morning and I'm still in front of my laptop! This is why I don't watch anime. Once I start, I don't stop! I guess the two-week break turned me into this zombie otaku again...
Earlier today, I had a little chat about anime, and it made me realize how forgetful I actually am! I said I've never watched Fate/Zero before, but then, in the back of mind, a plot unfolded and scenes from the anime I don't remember watching flashed through like shooting stars, so I Googled Fate/Zero. I realized... OMG, I've watched it before! I was not very pleased with myself and it bugged me for a good while, that I forgot watching it. I frowned, wondering just when the heck did I watch Fate/Zero! After I finish this post, I'll look through my old blog posts that have the anime tag on them. Hopefully, I'll find something! I never fail to visit bloggie whenever I'm in otaku mode~ It just adds to the late-night-I-should-get-a-life feeling.
Right now, I'm watching To Aru Kagaku no Railgun S. Jenson suggested the anime, and yes, things are getting pretty interesting in this season! I expected more, but I'm not gonna complain since I sorta like it. Fufufu. Once in a while, I call out Kuroko's name~
I wonder if I should read some manga... I never really did have patience with them. I abandoned Ao no Exorcist, Jigoku Shoujo, Petshop of Horrors, some yaoi manga and even the one I used to translate! I'm just horrible really, when it comes to chasing after chapters. I guess I'm not very attached to anything... As always, laziness rules and I succumb to its slob.
Not gonna think about that.
I would love some ramen and green tea. Man... I haven't had tea in a while. Oishi brand green tea is making me miss Thailand a lot... I CAN'T WAIT TO BUY EVERY GENMAI FLAVORED OISHI GREEN TEA AT SEVEN ELELE WHEN WE GO TO THAILAND THIS DECEMBER!
I Love Green Tea
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