Wish Ya'll SPM Candidates The Best, and Good Luck

It's just as the title says...

Well... I'm sorry, but, I kinda lost your numbers... I lost the number... That was most important to me... So... I guess he'll be receiving one less good luck message... He doesn't really give a damn anyway.

I... Only have 3 numbers... Of all the form fives...

Well...

Since I'm so damn free, I'll wish everyone that I can think of good luck later...

I will support you guys mentally... In my sleep...

Nehh... Sorry... If I spelled you names wrong... Most of you... I don't know, and don't like... But... Good Luck Anyways...

                  Tan Shin Yun

Too Zongxu

Ngoo Jia Xun

                      Diong Hai Teng

Ding Hong Leong                                                   Goh Swee Kai???


                                               Yeoh Hui Bao


                                                                                                    Lee Hui Ming


                              Ching Huei Su???


                                                              Ong Huey Pei


Fiona... Ling...

                                                                               David Ling

uhh...

                 Ling Siew Wei???


                                                          Lianne??? 

ehhh...

Anyone else????

I seriously don't know....


Good luck everyone... Even if I don't know HALF the people in the list above... All the best to you guys...

Do well...

Do well...

Do well...

That's all I can think of right now...

Don't be nervous... Or anything... Cause, you don't have to be nervous... It's just a test... A very important one... I guess... No pressure... Haa...

Just try your best and everything... Will... Turn out how it turns out...

It'll be fine, no matter how bad it is, everything's gonna be okay...

Just okay...

Fine...

You've all studied hard I suppose...

Do great.

I love you all...

No...

 I just love the few of you...

Not all...

Whatever...

GOOD LUCK

Even if this doesn't mean anything...

Still...

There's the thought...

GOOD LUCK

My Neighbor Totoro

Hyaa! Totoro is just so cute >_<

Plot Summary: Two young girls, Mei and Satsuki, move into a new home that is close to the hospital that their mother is in. In their yard is an extremely large tree which is home to three Totoros, gods of the forest. Soon after, news from the hospital comes up that their mother can't come home as promised, so Mei (the younger daughter) runs away from home to visit her mom. Satsuki then needs to turn to Totoro for help in finding her sister.

AnimeNewsNetwork

Well, I'm guessing if you like Studio Ghibli, you have already watched this. The company's logo is already Totoro^^ I think this is the first movie... No wait... Second movie??? Haha, I don't really know... 

Hey... I was wondering, since Taylor Too likes Joe Hisaishi... Do you have the songs???? 

I like Spirited Away better... That was the ONLY non-american movie that won the Oscars! Yeah! Miyazaki! You are one great dude!

LOL

No... Seriously, I like Spirited Away more. Well... It was more adventurous, and... It was VERY creative, a giant baby, twin witches, spider worker? Haha... It was really good... 

My Neighbor Totoro... I just liked the characters =D

Is it me or does EVERY old lady in Miyazaki's work have something like a mole? On the face, and they are all short and fat... They all kinda look the same ==

My Neighbor Totoro

"Granny"

Spirited Away...

OK, fine, I admit... Yubaba is... 

WAHAHAHAHA

But still, there's the mole???

Howl's Moving Castle

Well... I think all old women look the same ==

You know what? Let's just forget the whole OLD LADIES stuff... That would be better...

I haven't watched Howl's Moving Castle yet... Maybe tomorrow...

Seriously... I apologize for NOT liking One Piece... No, I haven't watched it, I just watched a bit... Before... All this... ==

Tatata... Downloading Grave of the Fireflies... Black dude is right, who needs to rent/buy movies when you can get them at The Pirate Ｂａｙ?

Sorry for not supportin original, but... Hey... It's not like mom would buy them... Cause, in my country, they cost a lot, and... I would probably be broke by now. And to NOT support those who sell them at the market, I download my movies, so... Uhh... Still rugi... But look on the bright side, at least I don't let those people earn fast money???

Ooh... Nausicaa doesn't look bad... Ah, I'm downloading the whole collection... Sorry Studio Gibli!

Haha, I should stop now...

Let's put pictures first^^

Sorry, I was lazy to crop my pictures...

Mei is so cute^^

Weee~ Totoro's so cute I wanna hug him and sleep on his big round tummy and I really want him to be my neighbor T^T

Totoro, so cute^^

Yeah, yeah, so what if I keep taking pictures of Totoro? 

He's cute, know?

Look at him, innocent forest spirit =D

Even if I hate cats, I would REALLY like to sit in one of those~

It's furry, and alive too^^

Wow, look at the interior, isn't it just soft? 

I would love to sit on it... I wish my bed was like that...

Satsuki and Mei...

Satsuki looks like a guy in a dress... That's irritating ==

Well... This movie was more family-like, and how naive children are, and how much Satsuki loves Mei... Well... If my sister got lost, when she came back, I would probably shout at her and lock her up so that she'd NEVER get lost again... Well... Until I cool down... Mei is really cute^^ Unlike my sisters...

Satsuki's and Mei's house.

Got this from Wikipedia.

Looks a lot smaller than in the movie~

Cute house, I will have a contractor build my house like this =D

It wont cast much... I hope... Teeheee... While people dream of living in expensive condos, big mansions and all... I dream of living in an old wooden house, which is cute =D

Who knows... Maybe I'll have Totoro as my neighbor^^

Totoro~

Totoro~

Totoro~

My next pet... I just hope it doesn't get so fat like Totoro that I can't even carry it...

Maybe I'll just buy a stuffed Totoro... Maybe when I grow up, I'll have one custom made real life stuffed Totoro... MUAHAHAHAHAHA... 

Rachel's Life Goals:

1. Comikketto.

2. Custom Made REAL LIFE SIZE Totoro^^

3. Cute wooden house.

That's about everything... Until I find more goals... That is... PMR, I think I'll get 4 As... Or less... Or maybe more... 

Oh... My tea's getting cold!

MemeMeRachel@0103

My Neighbor Totoro

Hyaa! Totoro is just so cute >_<

Plot Summary: Two young girls, Mei and Satsuki, move into a new home that is close to the hospital that their mother is in. In their yard is an extremely large tree which is home to three Totoros, gods of the forest. Soon after, news from the hospital comes up that their mother can't come home as promised, so Mei (the younger daughter) runs away from home to visit her mom. Satsuki then needs to turn to Totoro for help in finding her sister.

AnimeNewsNetwork

Well, I'm guessing if you like Studio Ghibli, you have already watched this. The company's logo is already Totoro^^ I think this is the first movie... No wait... Second movie??? Haha, I don't really know... 

Hey... I was wondering, since Taylor Too likes Joe Hisaishi... Do you have the songs???? 

I like Spirited Away better... That was the ONLY non-american movie that won the Oscars! Yeah! Miyazaki! You are one great dude!

LOL

No... Seriously, I like Spirited Away more. Well... It was more adventurous, and... It was VERY creative, a giant baby, twin witches, spider worker? Haha... It was really good... 

My Neighbor Totoro... I just liked the characters =D

Is it me or does EVERY old lady in Miyazaki's work have something like a mole? On the face, and they are all short and fat... They all kinda look the same ==

My Neighbor Totoro

"Granny"

Spirited Away...

OK, fine, I admit... Yubaba is... 

WAHAHAHAHA

But still, there's the mole???

Howl's Moving Castle

Well... I think all old women look the same ==

You know what? Let's just forget the whole OLD LADIES stuff... That would be better...

I haven't watched Howl's Moving Castle yet... Maybe tomorrow...

Seriously... I apologize for NOT liking One Piece... No, I haven't watched it, I just watched a bit... Before... All this... ==

Tatata... Downloading Grave of the Fireflies... Black dude is right, who needs to rent/buy movies when you can get them at The Pirate Ｂａｙ?

Sorry for not supportin original, but... Hey... It's not like mom would buy them... Cause, in my country, they cost a lot, and... I would probably be broke by now. And to NOT support those who sell them at the market, I download my movies, so... Uhh... Still rugi... But look on the bright side, at least I don't let those people earn fast money???

Ooh... Nausicaa doesn't look bad... Ah, I'm downloading the whole collection... Sorry Studio Gibli!

Haha, I should stop now...

Let's put pictures first^^

Sorry, I was lazy to crop my pictures...

Mei is so cute^^

Weee~ Totoro's so cute I wanna hug him and sleep on his big round tummy and I really want him to be my neighbor T^T

Totoro, so cute^^

Yeah, yeah, so what if I keep taking pictures of Totoro? 

He's cute, know?

Look at him, innocent forest spirit =D

Even if I hate cats, I would REALLY like to sit in one of those~

It's furry, and alive too^^

Wow, look at the interior, isn't it just soft? 

I would love to sit on it... I wish my bed was like that...

Satsuki and Mei...

Satsuki looks like a guy in a dress... That's irritating ==

Well... This movie was more family-like, and how naive children are, and how much Satsuki loves Mei... Well... If my sister got lost, when she came back, I would probably shout at her and lock her up so that she'd NEVER get lost again... Well... Until I cool down... Mei is really cute^^ Unlike my sisters...

Satsuki's and Mei's house.

Got this from Wikipedia.

Looks a lot smaller than in the movie~

Cute house, I will have a contractor build my house like this =D

It wont cast much... I hope... Teeheee... While people dream of living in expensive condos, big mansions and all... I dream of living in an old wooden house, which is cute =D

Who knows... Maybe I'll have Totoro as my neighbor^^

Totoro~

Totoro~

Totoro~

My next pet... I just hope it doesn't get so fat like Totoro that I can't even carry it...

Maybe I'll just buy a stuffed Totoro... Maybe when I grow up, I'll have on custom made real life stuffed Totoro... MUAHAHAHAHAHA... 

Rachel's Life Goals:

1. Comikketto.

2. Custom Made REAL LIFE SIZE Totoro^^

3. Cute wooden house.

That's about everything... Until I find more goals... That is... PMR, I think I'll get 4 As... Or less... Or maybe more... 

Oh... My tea's getting cold!

MemeMeRachel@0103

Overprotective Much?!

How many times? 'I wanna go for a picnic' or 'Yea, lets go to the beach'... Planned so much but it's always zero percent of going.

After SO many failures, I have decided... Feeling sorry, and feeling guilty if you DON'T invite other friends for that bright, sunny picnic, is pathetic. I used to be pretty soft, I still am... But... Not SO soft. Ish. Can't believe that I liked everyone back then... And then... After some time, wow, those people are really ugly. Ugh.

Don't even think about picnics right? Your parents don't even allow you people to watch a movie at the cinema. What the hell is up with that? Movies... In a place where you watch movies... Right... And... It's dangerous cause??? You might knock yourself cause it's too dark inside? Or what? Someone would rape you in there, with people watching?! I have no idea why parents are being so... Protective? Man... Isn't this going overboard?!

Yeah, yeah, sure, sure... Unlike your parents, my parents are actually normal. 

Sure, this is just being selfish cause I'm too bored and I wanna go to some place with friends, BUT CAN'T because of their parents... Man this sucks. I'm not saying that you people are bad parents... Well... You people are... Umm... Old fashioned.

This is Sitiawan. Sitiawan comes from the name Setia Kawan, the name of some elephant. WHAT CAN POSSIBLY GO WRONG AT A CAFE?! OR THE CINEMA?! OR THE POOL IF MY MOM'S THERE WATCHING?!

I DON'T GET YOU PEOPLE!

Yes. Call me a stupid, spoiled brat who just wants to play, play and play, and that I'm a FUN influence on your children. Damn... No wonder all those western people get the wrong ideas about us Asians. You know, when I'm on OMGPOP or Farragomate... Or some stupid Facebook quiz... Or some movie... We Asians, ESPECIALLY CHINESE, are...

1. Results, all A++++, cause, if we happen to FAIL, our parents would beat the crap outta us.

2. We're stingy.

3. We TA PAO the leftovers from wedding dinners, or just simple dinner outside.

4. We keep goats as pets ==(Some girl from US asked me this on Farragomate... WTF?!)

5. We ROVE rice.(ROVE, saying that we suck at pronouncing, which I don't disagree)  

Ugh. Western people are starting to piss me off. ONE, we don't eat only rice, and TWO, ramen is healthy, and it's not food for low lives or college studenｔｓ! And most of all... WE DON'T KEEP GOATS AS PETS! 

Right...

As much as I hate western people... The eastern culture... Well, it's not OPEN, but... Come on... Keeping your children INDOORS or just your BACKYARD, and can't spend time with friends EVEN ON THEIR BIRTHDAY... Isn't that kinda like how you treat women during the... Uhh... China's very very VERY early dynasties? Where women are said to be useless, and that they're only job is to produce, produce, and produce? Or work at home like slaves? Come on people, THAT is over. Heh. Most successful people are women these days... And there's a saying BEHIND EVERY SUCCESSFUL MAN, THERE IS A WOMAN =D

Uhh...

That was outta topic, wasn't it?

Chinese... Even if I am Chinese, my Chinese isn't very good. I know that we are suppose to be stingy and all that... But sorry, I can't follow tradition, cause, my math ain't good.

To all my friends'parents who are overprotective of their children... Loosen up. I know, during your days, you enjoy yourselves a lot, everything is wonderful and you people run around the whole village, climbing coconut trees and stealing mangoes... Catching fish, and swimming... It was fun right? 

I do agree on this, society isn't like before when you can sleep with your doors wide open, or leave your gold on your doorstep. But... Nothing unnecessary is gonna happen. So, stop jumping to conclusions first. 

You know... You all tell us NOT to find excuses, but... You parents... Are always finding excuses. You tell us to go to our meetings and all that stuff right? But... When the other committee members call... You all find some excuse like 'Oh, I'm sorry, I'm busy on that day, I'm truly sorry.' or just 'Ah, I'm sorry, I'm outta town.' and that is being responsible?

I know, I know... Chinese are very hard to convince... 

For the love of God... Children these days don't get to taste what it's like to be children anymore! All we do... TUITION! SCHOOL! PIANO! VIOLIN! BALLET! WALTZ! LATIN! BADMINTON! TENNIS! KARATE!

OWH STOP WITH THE CRAP!

If we like it, we like it, DON'T FORCE!

Sure, sure... I know ALL parents want what's best for their children, but, ALL parents are also the same. They decide on their own. WITHOUT asking us if it's good for us. 

Yes, I know... Back then, you people didn't have the chance, so, you thought that it'd be nice for your child to HAVE the chance to experience something that you haven't right? That your child is lucky and all that crap?  Well... Think again mommy!

Sure, sure, have time for all those USEFUL crap, but, no time for fun right? Oh. I get it. I absolutely get it. When you're a child, study, and when you're eighty and can barely move and have ALL the grandkids, enjoy. What is that crap? Seriously... You people want us to believe that? Who in the right mind would believe that?! Hah, enjoy when you're eighty. lmfao. 

Call me spoiled, other parents, but, I'm not. I go out a lot, so, I know what to do when I get cut. I don't run to the doctor and cry 'Waaaa! I have a bu-bu!' or just let myself bleed to death. I know that if you're going out, ALWAYS, no matter where, or when, ALWAYS bring cash, you always need it. And if you get lost, don't panic, it's a crowded place, you're not gonna die. If you don't go out much, you'd probably get kidnapped, and then, raped. Is that what you want for your child? That they can't be independent?

Hah! I can do my own laundry! BETCHA DIDN'T KNOW THAT! I am capable of washing my own underwear!!!

I can cook too. Yes, I can cook other things besides instant noodles. If I run outta food, there's always 7-Eleven, or... A cafe.

Yes, yes, I'm still young. Whatever. Just you wait... I am going to Pangkor soon. I don't care if I'm going alone. If my bro can go to Ipoh alone, then I can go to Pangkor alone. It's just a five minute boat ride, if I don't make it, I'll swim back. UGH.

I am sick and tired of planning things because you people NEVER let your children out. So what's the point? And don't you criticize my parents! THEY ARE GREAT PARENTS, I have a balance of FUN and... Uhh... Study? Well, whatever, I have good grades... I just... Failed math... WHAT? THE OTHERS WERE ALL As and Bs... a D for KHB and E for math... You gotta admit, I'm good. I don't have a C =D

See, you people always say...

'wah, Rachel again ar? Going alone ar? Dangerous lo.'

Hello, I asked your children, but, what do you know? They can't go because they told me...

'MY PARENTS SAID NO'

Ah well...

It's always me.

I don't really get bored in my room cause I have my number one companion, the internet, and my laptop. But, it ain't healthy, so, I wanna go out more...

I don't know how you people can stay at home calmly... Huh...

Whatever. Next Sunday. I'm leaving. If you wanna come text me, IM me... Whatever. I could care less.

It's an open invitation.

MemeMeRachel@0140

Spirited Away~

Wow, I think I'm gonna borrow the disc from ZN, I think she bought My Neighbor Totoro... Or maybe it was a set?? I forgot...

In the middle of her family's move to the suburbs, a sullen 10-year-old girl wanders into a world ruled by gods, witches, and monsters; where humans are changed into animals; and a bathhouse for these creatures.

Listal

I just watched Spirited Away, yea... I'm 9 years too late. The English dub was made last year?? I don't know... Remind me to NEVER watch English dubs... They may be convenient... But... They call their names weirdly and sometimes... They just don't feel right???

Haha... Whatever...

I don't really know about Hayao Miyazaki, since I've just watched like... ONE of his many classics.

Spirited Away was really good... Although I didn't like the main character THAT much... But at the end, I think that she's nice. I don't know why... But... I think that it was sad at the end...

Miyazaki is really old, but... In his stories... It's mostly children... I'm not saying that he should write about people his own age... Well... Umm... Let's forget the 'children' part. Who cares how old the characters are when the plot's good...

It was a really nice movie, the drawings are cute too^^

I liked the mouse, and... No Face Spirit???

See? Isn't that mouse cute? Ah, it's so chubby that it looks cute >O<

Well, see? No Face is cute... Look at the white mask... When he moves, it's cute and innocent and clumsy!!! Hyaaaa!

I tend to dislike lead actors/actresses in movies. Well... I like the dragon better, it's... Nice =D

It's very creative, and relaxing. It doesn't make you go all 'Owh... WTF?!' and all that. You just move along with it, like you're ACTUALLY in THAT world... Or maybe that's just me? Well... I know that unlike most movies, this doesn't make you hit yourself in the head about what choices they make. Enjoyable movie... Better than horror movies and action movies. Definitely better than talk shows =D

I don't really need to do much explaining cause... Obviously, no one cares. But if they do, they already watched it. And... I suck at explaining.

About the whole anime non-stop plan... Well... I'm not doing it. It's bad for me. Yeah... I'm also lazy, and I can't pick ONE to watch... One... One... One Piece? Nope. What can I say? I guess I don't like fighting with fire and mages much. I would prefer... Some things like Blood+ and Kuroshitsuji, Vampire Knight... BL... And... Some STRAIGHT romance... No sports... Maybe MORE drama =D

Dammit... Where's my nori?

UGH. How can I make onigiris without nori?! Dammit... Will you stock faster? I've been waiting for over a month now!

Anyway... I'm really blur now...

Funeral tomorrow... Hai.... Hai...

... I know it's a bit too late, but, I've always loved you. No matter how hard I tried, you just never loved me back... You... Know what made me disappointed? The fact that you don't even care enough to dislike me... 

Risako. 

Junjou Romantica- Junjou Terrorist. 

Logging Off@0214

MemeMeRachel 

Me and My God Damned Fantasies

What the hell was I thinking? Caught up in my own fantasies once again... It's always the same... Every time... It's just me and my imagination. There's so many possibilities ya' know? The more I think about them... The worse I get. I don't know... You know? Haha... Chibi-tan... I don't know why I called you that... It's ridicules... Well, nothing works out, especially the scripts that are made in my head whenever I see somebody that catches my attention. It's normal... I think... Pointless. If things would just go according to my scripts for once... Then , I'll be happy. It's sunny. A bit TOO sunny... Me and my God damned fantasies... So... Reap what you sew right? I'm walking back to grandma's house... In this kind of weather... Ahaha, and... I'm going for the funeral tomorrow afternoon... Me and my God damned fantasies... Ahaha... I'll be as black as my Prince of Egypt shirt now. Ohoho... I feel the hot air already... Time to get moving... And yes, I'm using my phone... ==

I Failed

Remember when I said that no matter how dumb I may be, I will NEVER fail a subject? Well... I guess I'm dumb enough to fail one subject. Math. No problem, I hate it, it hates me... It's a hate-hate relationship.

I was suppose to write this a LONG time ago, but... It didn't matter. Hey... Mum didn't kill me. So, I thought that it'd be fine... I forgot one tiny bit... One failed subject is... A big problem.

I just needed two more points to pass anyway... What? I didn't cheat... For once in my life, I didn't.

I was going to... But then again, I was on bad terms with a certain somebody that's in front of me... Even if I wanted so badly to copy her paper... I have my pride right? I can't just USE somebody like that... It's just low... So... I think I failed my Math paper because of my silly way of thinking...

I knew that even if I copied her answers, just like last semester, she wouldn't say anything... But... That would be unfair, and like I said... I have my pride...

Ehehe, mum... The score I got for my Math paper last semester... Well... You could say that it was... Fake. Since I copied my WHOLE subjective paper from somebody else... 

I could have won... If it wasn't for my stupid Math paper. I hate losing. But.. I don't care... See, I don't care, but, of course, I'm upset... If anybody MAKES me even more pissed, I will seriously lose it and strangle them in front of the whole class. Jeez. Who knew I was so competitive.

I will say things again.

I don't care so much for my results, but, if I happen to fail, I will be VERY upset because I have never failed anything, until now.

I'm not smart, but, I'm not so stupid either... So, I'm smart, I just hate Math, and most of the time... I'm so lazy that I don't bother to do the calculations. Yes... This is one of the reason why I failed.

I set goals for my studies, which nobody knows about, not even me. If I'm impressed, I'm impressed. If I'm not... I'll just sit there, and give out a very dark aura.

I don't care about placing. Just so you know, I'm gonna be at the back, cause I failed my fucking Math paper. So, if it comes out, just keep your mouths shut, I don't want to hear even a 'try harder'... And, yes, don't talk to me. OR come near me.

When I get home, if I get shouted, I will take all my snacks, cucumber, and tea to my room, and will never come out. IF I get shouted.

You know what...

I give up. There's no point, is there? When the time comes, I'll just take my fucking results, and go home, so I don't have to see your happy faces.

Yes, I'm jealous. Save the crap about not working hard.

I know, I never worked hard, because, I don't want to, and I don't see the need to. I'm satisfied. And nobody has the right to say that they are disappointed in what I got. It's mine, so it's mine, nobody else needs to tell me anything.

I'm a lazy person. Lazy in some things, and active in others, and... Studying, I just hate that. It's a waste of time studying before exams, if you know, you know. Before the exam, just flip through a bit... You'll manage...

Next year, PMR. I don't know... Just another useless object in the way that I have to clear to move on.

Studying is a pain in the neck. When you find a job, I doubt that it will NEED history. If you're into arts, I doubt that it needs Math...

Whatever...

Clearly, I'm just pissed off.

So...

It's best that nobody says anything next Tuesday.

I never hurt people the way I want to, I'm not strong enough... I always swallow that hate, you know? And then... Meditate... And wow... It's like nothing happened... But believe me, I would like to know...

Murder is an art of enjoyment... 

I forgot where I saw that sentence...

Paint the walls with that crimson color, and drown yourself in that bright color...

Pissed off@0025

MemeMeRachel

True Remembrance

Mm... La la la la la...

I can't help it... The background music is stuck inside my head... It's nice, and sad...

True Remembrance.... The most touching visual novel I've played so far... It almost made me cry... It was sad, but then again... It wasn't... It's sweet actually. Haha, who knew... I've been lying to myself the whole time... I like romance novels... Probably...

Romance... This doesn't really count as romantic... Not those 'I love you, you love me, let's be sweet' type, you know? It's more like... The story, in the middle, of how they fell for each other. Don't worry, this story is totally MUSHY-FREE! 

Just in case... MUSHY-FREE means that it's NON MUSHY... Not extra mushy... Damn... I can't believe you guys thought that SUGAR-FREE meant FREE SUGAR ==

Okay... Wow...

I really liked this story, you know? It's different from all the others that I've played... This is much better... It makes you feel warm... Kinda nice feeling... It doesn't piss you off, or make you angry...

I have to hand it to the creator, Shiba Satomi. Fits everything so well...

 First, there's a quiet where people go get treated from 'The Dolor', 'Psychical Corrosion'... They're kinda like memories which haunt you and makes you wanna commit suicide, so... You go to this town and get treated by Mnemonicides... These Mnemonicides erases your memories for you... 

Then, there's a girl named La. And the guy named Blackiris. 

Also, bombing and kidnapping... Guns...

Ghost...???

Memories...

Life...

Love...

Great story... And it's not very long too... Compared to Fate/Stay Night... 

Really... It's a meaningful story, read it if you have time... Well... Play it if you have time...

But in True Remembrance, you don't have to make choices, you just read the story... Kinda like Ripples, if you even bother to try Ripples... Ripples was quite meaningful too, it was more about life and fulfilling your dreams... Sort of... 

If you hate buying novels, you you hate BOOKS, or novels with no picture but plain texts, then I suggest you play visual novels instead... Some are voiced, and some aren't. But, you have nice background music, not to mention pictures that are fully colored... 

OH come on... You guys HAVE to try True Remembrance... 

I guess I can't push you guys huh? Well... Look on the bright side... If you do try it, you helped to support the original creator, and the translator. And... You READ a BOOK without having to chop of a tree for printing =D

Memories... What are they???

Well...

If you're interested, download it, it just takes a few minutes... Probably takes 5 seconds in Korea... If you know what I mean... The whole download/upload rate of the world thing. Yeah... Takes about 5 minutes, or 3 to download the game. And then, you just install it on you computer =D

Easy... I forgot if it's a zipped file... Hmm... Maybe not...

Okay... So... CLICK CLICK CLICK! Download below =)

http://trueremembrance.insani.org/get.html

If you would like to see the site, read through the synopsis, or characters or setting or whatever... 

http://trueremembrance.insani.org/index.html

Well... Both links... Same page. One is download, one is homepage... 

What? I'm just too free... Yeah, yeah, I know that it's 4 in the morning... Shut up will ya'?

Operating System is Windows 2000/XP/Vista. 

Since most of you is using Windows 7... Well... You know what they say, new, is not always better...

They say that the best version of Windows is Windows XP... The one that has the most problem is Vista... Which I'm using... But, Vista is great in some ways... It doesn't need Applocale =D

Enough with things you people don't know... No, no... It's not that you guys are dumb... It's just that... You guys don't care enough to know...

I have no idea why, but... I found this one interesting.

Screenshot-ed it during the game =)

I found this one cute... 

Fine... I thought that Blackiris looked cute >_<

I thought that this one was sweet, sad, and warm...

La holding Blackiris...

And just when I thought the story couldn't get any sadder...

He had to kiss her and say 'I love you' when he was about the LOSE all of his memories...

How protective of him~

Maybe I could switch positions someday...

I'd be the person holding my worthless boyfriend...

Or maybe I'm the worthless person being held...

I just found this one beautiful.

Isn't La a cutie^^

Whie hair, blue eyes, sad face...

Blackiris.

And the black haired girl, is La...

Well.. It was La in the olden days...

I think I prefer the snowy hair La~

Well... I have to say... We don't care much... At least we DON'T SHOW that we care, we use clumsy words and cold expressions to hide the fact the we care. But... In truth, we care the most, we just hide it very well because of the way we are... And the way we treat people... The impression stays... And nobody thinks that we care... But then again... We care... A LOT... The most in fact... Even if we show no interest... Cold people are always kind... Just make sure he's not the DEAD COLD type who kills...

One day... One day... Either I will be the protected, or I will be the protector. Well... Sometimes... Being comforted feels great... But... In order to run away from all that... Choose to be the protector instead of the protected... In some ways... The gentle kind will always sooth you... Protect and be protected... That's all this how works huh? Well... Then... Either I want a cold, icy and serious, cool person, or one that always cries, can't do anything right but is very cute...

Right now, things are VERY out of topic and now... I will finally shut up, and go to bed.

One day, all of us will find happiness. But wait. We're all happy. Considered your happiness found. Complaints are a way of happiness. If you get it you way every time, it's not happiness, it's actually torture. Feel different, have something to feel. Even if I don't like caring much, you do.

MemeMe@Rae-Chan_0426

MemeMeRachel

Gray Sky

I haven't stepped outta my room today... It's cooling... It's gray outside... I wonder, what do people do on days like this one? Or... What do people do on Sunday? I don't really know... Since I don't really do anything on Sundays and the nothingness gives me headaches...

Wouldn't it be nice if it snowed...

It will rain soon. Clothes from yesterday scattered all over the place. I haven't threw them into the laundry basket yet... My jar of tea...Didn't really drink it... I was too tired yesterday. My bags... Papers... My books... All on the cold hard floor, stuffed animals surrounding me. It's nice to have soft things... When you have nothing else... No one else...

My phone is dead once again... I can live without one, since I don't get calls or texts. But, when I go out, it'll be hard for you to find me... I always go out with cash... So... As long as I have my two feet, I can go anywhere... Who needs a taxi?

I would love to try living alone once. The idea doesn't sound so bad... But of course... I'm still just a second grade middle schooler... Maybe next time... When I graduate from some university and get a job... Still a long way to go... I dream too much, I haven't even sat for PMR... Graduating from U is a long... Long way... But, It's good to dream.

I always like doing things on my own. It may seem weird to others but, why should I care?

Why is it weird? I don't get it...

People stare at you.

Is there something wrong with being alone? And doing things alone?

Sure, I go out with friends... Sometimes... It's not all that great... I prefer being alone. It makes me feel... I don't know... I can be at ease when I'm alone. And it's quiet. Even if it's in a crowded place.

I don't know how people get through their lives. I don't know how I'm going to make it next time. Life... Seems hard to get through.

You can't really count on anyone but yourself.

I'd do anything you ask me to. If I like you. If I don't... I wont even look at your miserable face.

Learning to be patient, and hide things well. It's a must. Stay calm at all times... When things are serious.

Emotionless.

Being angry at people is a waste of time ans energy. Why do so? Getting angry over another person which is worthless, it's something that all of us do. That's just how we are. I guess...

Feeling sorry for people who died. Another thing we tend to do. Why? Why are you sad over someone's death? It's their time to go anyway. Let them go in peace. If that person died because of that person's own fault, it serves him/her right. But... If he/she happens to take away other lives because of his/her fault... It's just unforgivable. So. Don't be sad. With anyone, it's the same.

Humans are the worst. You know? We are so pathetic... Desperately believing in our own dreams, even when everything has fallen apart. Still believing in that illusion, caught up in our own world of fantasy, causing people around us pain and trouble. Living in our own illusion, oblivious about reality, ignoring reality. Eventually, we go crazy.

Blinded by greed, lust, we are selfish. Why do you think people die?

Is it great that all of them found a way to make life better? After they die, they're no longer here, so why? Because they want ALL of us to enjoy what they've invented so that they themselves are remembered? Or is it the first step to ending civilization?

Without inventions. I wouldn't be here, you wont be reading this...

Probably... Earth wouldn't be falling apart.

Famous people... I doubt that they are all that... People today are... We are never better than people in those days. Why is that? Thanks to their improvement, we tend to slack off.

William Butler Yeats. You've heard of him. Yeah, he worships Baphomet. Easier way to put it, he was a Satanist. He cursed some other guy you know?

So. Really? They invented all of those themselves? Or rather... They had help? Who knows.

The sky is still gray. It would be nice... If the gray sky stays a bit longer. I would enjoy the coolness, instead of the Sun.

***

I have officially given up. You know? I wonder why I even try. From the beginning... My first try, I knew that it wouldn't work. But still, I believed that it will if I try harder, if I found out more... No matter what I try, it's always the same result, how many routes I've gone... Still... The same result... I don't know what to do anymore. Like any other pathetic human being, I give up...

My last words to you...

WHY THE HELL WONT YOU WORK?! Chaos;HEAd?! Your story was so damn good that I thought that I HAVE TO play this visual novel. But why... WHY?! Is it because of me and my lack of knowledge about computers or I'm just a hopeless case?! WHY THE HELL WONT YOU WORK?!

I'm sure... Everyone... Don't always think that everything has to be about him... You all got the idea that the above, above, ABOVE line was to him? Yeah... I get that a lot... But remember, even if I'm not much...

I still have a life.

Enjoy the cooling day when you can. Who knows, maybe after today, you'll never see it again...

MemeMe@Rae-chan

MememeRachel_1651

Chaos;HEAd「カオス；ヘッド」

Plot Summary:

Takumi is a high school student. He is withdrawn and is not interested in 3D things. In his town, a mysterious serial murder case happens and people get panicked. One day, when he chats on the internet, a man suddenly contacts him and gives him an URL. He goes to the website and finds a blog image that suggests a next murder case.... On the next day, it really happens....

Takumi Nishijō suffers from intense delusions as a result of his apparent schizophrenia and the extremely secluded lifestyle he lives as a hikkikomori. One day he accidentally stumbles upon a gruesome murder scene, a part of a chain of events called "New Generation." After this, his life gets caught up in these events, and he meets a bunch of increasingly insane anime girls with swords.

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Sorry for the many updates =D

But, you guys could just skip the anime posts, I have a symptom called 'own write, own syok' so... If you're bored, you can read, if you think that you wanna check out the anime, go on. Oh yeah, form 5, good luck in your SPM, and well... Maybe after SPM, we could watch anime together!!! So not happening, I mean, who in the right mind would wanna watch anime with me... It'd be 24/7 anime+food in front of laptop and in bed :x

About the earlier post, LOL, after finish watching 12 episodes... It's err... Not very confusing. I just don't get the whole 'I switched my illusion with yours, and my illusion became reality' thing. That's just... I have no idea what... What? I'm not smart, so you can't blame me for being stupid!

I wonder... Do Japanese love the number 7???

It's like... Every anime... They've got to have 7 fighters...

Fate/Stay Night is one... Fushigi Yuugi... Chaos;HEAd... And... Uhh... What else??? I think Vampire Knight is... More than 7 fighters @_@ is 7 THAT lucky???

Uwaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

This really makes me wanna play the visual novel! Nande?! NANDE?! WHY WONT YOU WORK?!

I'm trying it again... Better now have my hopes up... Fingers crossed. But after downloading so many visual novels... I think I know what to do now. Wish me luck.

Ah... If you're into some mystery, and some fantasy... Watch it. I really forgot what I wanted to write... Searched for the downloads... Ahaha... Well...

Picture time?

Anime otaku, Nishijou Takumi. The stupid-est main character in history.

That girl behind him, ISN'T REAL.

She's... Seira ==

A girl from a popular anime INSIDE the anime @_@

Her toy figure is available here, in the real world =D

Costs about $380 or something~

Do not underestimate this fool...

He's powers are amazing~

See it?

They're the same person...

Well, actually...

The one in the wheel chair is the REAL Nishijou Takumi

The young one is an illusion by the REAL Takumi...

Well, REAL Takumi has a sickness, so,

he had to create an illusion =D

That's so cool.

And oh,

REAL Takumi is as young as the illusion one...

Ah, Rimi. I don't really like her though...

But... She has nice eyes...

Pink eyes...

Oh wow... I think I'm over red eyes! 

Uwaaaa!!!

Sena!!! You're so cool ! I love you! >_<

Wehehe, Sena loves that blue Popsicle ~

A cute, sweet, girl...

WITH A VERY BIG Di-SWORD.

Oh right, I forgot, their swords, are called Di-Swords =D

As you can see, I'm a bit lazy. Haha, playing my RPG. I know... This isn't what a NORMAL GIRL

would do... I'm just hopeless. Well... At least I know that I AM A GIRL.

Oh well....

Takumi, Rimi, Sena, and Kozue is already done...

The white haired girl, with red eyes is uhh... I forgot her name... well,

she's the famous FES, lead singer of Phantasm xD

Girl with specs, Yua. I called her bitch. She turned Takumi in,

and then... She's a Gigalomaniac?! Or something...

Blonde with red hair band is Takumi's sister. Nanami.

Oh right...

Gigaomaniacs are the 7 people in the pic... 

They have the power the turn illusions real or something like that.

They have damn cool swords too...

I want one T^T

That's it... I'm distracted.

Good Night#0016#

MemeMe@Rae-Chan