Just A Line

OK. Fine. If you guys want me to say it straight to his face, I WILL. Instead of posting it up here, I just can't take it anymore! I've got nothing to lose anyway, everyone already knows, HE already knows... So? Why the hell am I still thinking 'Should I tell or not?' Besides, he already knows, telling, is just for the fun. I like it. I don't know why, but... Confessing is an easy but hard thing to do...

Whatever... Just... Need to find the right time. Nah. What the hell, tomorrow is GREAT.

I'm kinda high, so... Gimme support, and... I'll do it. I'm a bit crazy for some reason. I feel like exploding... Too much...

Oh well... Good night, and good day.

June 25th 2010

I really don't know what title's best. I'm running outta titles... I even forgot the title for my book!

June 25th... The preliminary competition, Kiko's first death anniversary... Just to make things better, this is Micheal Jackson's first death anniversary too. I got it right, right? Cause... Screwing up people's death day is a bad thing...

The results were... Okay. 66.8... I was going for 70. But... I guess it's okay, I tried my best to not screw up, I was a bit worried about part 3, but... I did it. Not perfect... But, I tried... Good? Maybe...

My mum said that the GCs should smile, only one... ONE... Has a smile on, from the start to the end. No, not soloist, but CG2... Marianne...

I don't know about everyone, I just concentrated on myself...

Avoiding, huh? Well, can't blame him... The o_o||| face you typed, I actually imagined his face like that... He didn't have foam coming out from his mouth right? Everyone's the same, no matter what. It must be a shock for him. What happened to the 'We never intent to let him know about it' thing? Whatever... It's already done anyway, just gotta live with for another 6 months. I'll just act like I don't know a damn thing. I'm actually avoiding it too. I don't know how many people already know, so... I don't know anything.

DAMMIT

Can things get any worse? I know he wont but I'm still hoping that he will, I'm believing in the impossible right now. UGH. I know that I said that I'd do anything, but, if you know me, you know that I wont change for anyone. Even if my life depends on my change, I wont change... I like the way am I. So what if I'm not the brightest or prettiest of all? So what if I don't give a damn about my hair, my face or my diet? I can do what I like. So what if I hate school? Who doesn't? So what if I'm lazy? Isn't everyone?

You know something...

I like Hong Leong, so, if he doesn't like me, he doesn't. I don't care. I'm tired of all this actually. I don't know why, but... I just am. I never saw this coming, I didn't think that he'd find out. So... Yea. I like him, but... I don't want him to like me. Maybe...

Well, we're in finals so... More practice... I still suck, even if I did a good job...

I would love punching someone in the face right now.

That reminds me... I haven't had lunch yet... And... It's tea already?!

Faith... 80%

Seriously... Because of THAT... Everyone's looking at my blog?

Oh wow, HE KNOWS? Ah... What the hell, he's gonna find out anyway... So what?

You guys like Favorited that post or something? How many... Yesterday was ten... So? Today? I cannot imagine... The... UGH. Never mind.

Robinson is a brave man, braver than me, because, I'm not a man.

I actually wrote that for literature... Hey... She didn't look at it, did she? Oh well... At least I'm happy. She's disappointed? Why? Me getting 31/40 is a shock? My mum doesn't know about my results yet, hope she forgets... Man, I really suck this time... 50 for Chinese... No surprise there.

I have nothing to hide... How nice... I hate this. Why does things always have to be this way?! Sometimes, people die! If things are REALLY BAD...

80% faith... Faith, faith, faith...

Faith... Tell me, TRUTHFULLY... What do you think the chances are? You know him better than I do. Obviously. Who even viewed my God damned blog in the band room? Who wanted to see? Damn... Everyone? Seriously... Everyone? Can't blame anyone... No, I'm not stupid, I just don't want to. I answered the question... In your minds... Whatever they are, I'm sure it's the same answer.

Faith...

Faith...

Faith...

You keep reminding me about 80% faith... Okay, well... Fine, I have faith... I HAVE FAITH! I just... Don't know...

I'm curious about one thing, everyone just read those BIG WORDS right? Nothing else? Cause... I hate people knowing who I am. It makes me... NOT ME... I like keeping myself, to myself. Hey, who knew... People would ACTUALLY read this...

Great, so what? Another ten tomorrow? I seriously hope not... Good thing everyone's quiet about it. So, um... I'll act like I don't know anything, but I actually know something... I can be a great actress, but... At times, I suck. I don't know about this... So, I'll just... Avoid... Things... People I don't really know who knows...

Not... One... Word...

Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill...

Sounds familiar?

Oh... Right, I was suppose to talk about dinner first...

Damn, it was good. GERMAN SAUSAGES, from US. TAIWAN WINNIES, from Taiwan... MANGO from my backyard... Oh and... Pork. All... Grilled and ate on the spot. Thank you George Foreman grill! I guess tomorrow will be roasted chicken... Hmm... I wonder...

Glee goes GaGa... Nice episode. Anyone watches Glee? Besides Pn.Kamelawati?

Can't read my

Can't read my

No

He can't read my

Poker Face

Um... IDK... Another Post I guess...

HAI! Today's Tuesday, also, the second day since the school break ended, also, our band pre-show, AND... Kiko's 1st death anniversary is in 3 days! And oh, thanks but no thanks NJX... You... Read the post with REALLY REALLY REALLY BIG WORDS in the band room? Nice job. Everyone saw huh? Including Ah Boon and Hui Bao? Nicely done. And thank you Toozgx... For telling NJX about THAT. I guess...

Well, everything's okay, SO FAR. Apparently, Mr.Milk is a skeptic, so, I don't have to worry. I don't really know what skeptic means, SOMEBODY told me. Oh well, 10% luck, 10% fate and 80% faith... I'm not a very lucky person, fate? I guess it's okay... Faith? Well... How about a 50%? Even if I tell him myself, like you said, he's one tough nut to crack. Sorry for pulling you into such a boring conversation, when clearly, you were interested in talking about band.

OOOOOOH!

Yea, tried out the George Foreman grill my dad got from US, oil free! The grilled meat is oil free and tastes damn good, different from using the stove, best of all, you don't need oil... This is electrical, so, no need for charcoal. I guess it'd be BBQ dinner for some time, welcome to join us!

The pre-show... Everything went well, I didn't screw up! Wee-hee! Or maybe I just did what I can and didn't even know if I screwed up... UGH... Well, at least my tunic fits. I love the feather on the hat, is it made out of chicken feathers? Fluffy! Why do they have to make such tight fitting uniforms? The collar was... UGH... I can barely breathe! But, I managed. Surprisingly, I wasn't worried at all, even with people looking. Maybe because I know that I'm not alone...

Didn't anybody notice? I got a hair cut! This morning! Damn... Nobody noticed? Fine... I'll go shave my head next...

Kiko, I love you, hope you're happy.

Toy Story 3

Waaaa! Full, ate Laksa and Rojak, for tea, close to dinner time, but... Dinner is another story :D

Just came back from the movies, yea, Toy Story 3. Suppose to watch The Karate Kid too, but my mum said that one is ENOUGH. Met Justin and his dad, they sat in front of us, me and my sisters. I didn't call any friends as usual, I hate doing that... They have to ask this, ask that... UGH, troublesome! And besides, I just decided this morning while watching Disney Channel xD

So basically, this movie is about... Toys. Unlike Toy Story 1 and 2, Andy's a big boy now, and going to college. Andy didn't play with them for years, they feel unwanted and all. They never gave up, they try to get Andy's attention... But, they fail. After that, Andy started packing for college, guess what? He packed Woody, but all the others were going to the attic. The other toys were accidentally thrown out by Andy's mum, so, they thought that Andy doesn't love them anymore, Woody told them that Andy still loves them and that they were accidentally thrown out, but, they didn't listen... Didn't believe Woody. The other toys decided to be donated to Sunnyside Daycare... And there is where the fun begins...

Sunnyside Daycare seemed like the perfect place for a toy, a toy's heaven, toys forever being played by children... The perfect place for unwanted toys, or so they thought...

Lotso, the cuddly bear who smells like Strawberries is in charge of the place, well, to the toys he is. He seems kind and cuddly... But inside, he's a monster. You see, he belonged to a girl named Daisy once, she loved him very much, she loved him like there was no other... One day, Daisy, her family and her toys - Lotso, Big Baby, Chuckles went for a picnic, or something like that. Daisy fell asleep and when it was time to go home, her mum carried her into the car, but... The toys were left behind. They waited... But, she never went back. They decided to go back to her, and when they finally did... Lotso was disappointed, in her hands, a new replacement that looks just like him... He was replaced, from that moment on... He changed...

Well, I don't want to spoil the fun if you guys haven't watched it yet, but, I'm guessing that many of you already did.

The toys were almost roasted at the end, if it weren't for those three cute three-eyed aliens and their love for claws, they'd be BBQ-ed toys... At the end, Lotso got what he deserved, pinned to the front of a truck. Who knew toys could be so evil? And I must admit, Big Baby gave me the creeps. OOOOH... Dolls. Man, Ken... Is soooooo GAY! It's a wonder Barbie would like him, well... They are made for each other... Seriously... THEY ARE.

Nice hand writing, Ken. ==''

Being in my room, with shelves full of toys... I really wonder, are they sad? I mean, I don't play with them, I don't hug them... They're just for show... And the Barbie dolls... OMG, they're in the drawer? Oh great... Who'd want them, oh yea, the orphanage... I guess... I'll see, I don't think I'll be clearing my room anytime soon though, it's already Saturday... And tomorrow's Sunday... And... Hell... School starts, and the pre-shows? And... The competition... Break a leg...

あなた。。。フィオナはあなたを愛しされません、でも。。。あいしてる。。。なんで。。。なんで？！なんにしても、あなたはまだ愛して彼女。。。先輩バカなの。。。レイチェルさばか、のために愛するあなた。

はい！

Direct translations are never good...

I know some words, I don't know some words...

I don't even know if that's a sentence which actually makes sense to

Japanese ==

Friday The 18th

This is Friday, the 18th, so what if it isn't Friday The 13th? Besides, I don't want Jason come looking for me and taking my head.

Well, I made the wrong choice, congratulate me, I'll feel worse.

Going to Ipoh seemed better, if I went, I'd be having coffee instead of sitting under a tree and pinching myself. Nice leaves, nice petals... Nice grass?

I love walking. Yea, I walked from Watsons, my mum was going to church so, she dropped me off at Watsons. Walk, walk, walk... Music in my ears, but... I can still hear the cars, and smell the smoke... UUUUH!

I reached the school gates, huh... What the hell, a stupid garbage truck, and, the school's still empty, so, I decided to take a walk round the living area of the opposite living district. Walk, walk, walk... Pressed the traffic light button. Blink, blink, blink... Green, I crossed till the middle...

'Assholes! WTF?! Can't you guys freaking see that it's green of me? Fuck you guys! Look at the traffic light! ASSHOLES!' I really shouted that out. It was GREEN for ME! And yet... It's like there's a monster chasing them, so many cars... I felt the rush... I almost fell...

Freaking idiots...

Walk, walk, walk...

The street's empty, except for old people jogging, or going to buy breakfast. Saw the same old man twice, saw the garbage truck twice too... Garbage truck huh? UGH... Well, at least it was empty.

Walk... Walk... Walk...

I see him. On the other side... 'So maybe it's true that I can't live without you, and maybe two is better than one...' The song is playing... Two is better than one... Nice timing eh? Without knowing why, I ran... Chasing after something that I can never get... On the other side? So many cars... Zooming pass poor me. I ran anyways, TO THE TRAFFIC LIGHT, if I ran across the road, I don't know who'll die, me, or the drivers... Or everyone...

Pathetic right? Going was already a stupid choice, and that? Even worse...

Yellow T, black pants...

He looks good, as always...

*SIGH*

'Stop yourself, stop this. Rachel, this is ridiculous, you know this better than anyone. Snap outta it. HEY! Are you listening? OI!' I said to myself... Shaking my head, I try not to think about anything and just wash my trumpet. That was bad... I didn't really wash it... It was a waste of time... I would be happy, if I went to Ipoh... Not THERE! Because of what? I want to prove to myself that I what? Like him enough to make myself miserable? Yea? Fuck that... I missed shopping, coffee, food, movie... I missed things I loved most, and for what? For him? For me? I wonder... Is he really worth it? I gave up my day... Just so I can see him... How dumb can I get? This sounds like a bad joke... But, it's true...

He didn't even talk to me, he didn't even know that I was there, he didn't even say 'hi' or 'bye'. I wasted my time, missed my chance, made myself miserable... Because? I wanted to see him? It doesn't make any difference, does it? All I'm doing now, everything I did in the past, and everything I will do in the future... Is hurt myself...

I don't know if anyone realized it, but, being miserable, being hurt... Is me. The happy, idiotic, mad person is also me. Two sides... I can be both at the same time too...

It doesn't matter anyway...

Nobody really cares, all they ever do is... Look...

*SIGH*

No matter what, he will never like me, will he?

We're different.

But still... Never mind. Forget it.

Just looking... Never saying...

Him Over Fun, Fun Over Him?

Oh wow, why does everything have to be on the same day? FRIDAY...

Instrument cleaning, Ipoh trip... I can't decide, although, I pretty much did, I chose, something that nobody would, I chose to stay back, not because I really care about my trumpet, I don't really care about anything, really... I chose to stay back because I wanted to see him? Dammit.

I need some time away, I know that better than anyone, but... Just thinking about him, makes me wanna stay, going... Wouldn't that just mean that I'm running away? I don't know... Oh, great, I need help and everyone's either watching football, asleep or missing their girlfriend. Well, can't blame anyone, I'm the stupid one here.

Now, I know... Just when I needed her the most, she's in Thailand, I miss her stupid smile and messages that sometimes makes no sense at all. No, I'm not... UGH... I just want her to cheer me up and gimme advice that would ACTUALLY help... Well, guess not only her boyfriend misses her, I MISS HER TOO...

Oh yea? You'd recommend my blog for him? Well, in that case...

Hey, Hong Leong, I like you.

Well, how's this for ya'? NJX, recommend this anytime, take a picture if you want. It's in really BIG words... Haha, thank you, if you actually did...

Now, I kinda change my mind, I think I'm going to have fun instead of pinching myself to NOT cry, to... Um, help me concentrate. I don't know... It hurts so much, not the pinching... But, when I see him. It's not pain, it's... Um... I don't know, burning? Kinda like, I can't breathe, well, I don't know... It just hurts, without pain...

Finally, I wrote that out in big words in a place where people ACTUALLY sees. Um.

Anyways, if any of you happens to read this, leave a comment, say hi or whatever... Just let me know how many of you actually reads this, I'll be so happy, maybe... A Happy Meal for each? ^^

But, um, I'll only buy you guys Happy Meal during McValue Lunch~

I love you all. In a friendly kind of way. And a thank you line...

Another Out Of Boredom POST!

I'm bored, chatting with Ksin, LOL, on my dad's laptop, since mine is with that idiot whose going to meet his mother-in-law on Friday.

Well, I'm going along, but, I'm just gonna go shopping, with two... babysitters... ==

My babysitters? I don't know, but my bro said that they're walking with me... I don't want that, and I'm thinking they don't want that either, so, I guess... I wont be having babysitters... Well, if they are going to babysit me... UGH... They are... Mr. Matthew the idiot and Mr. Dexter Chew whom I don't know... ==

Really... I barely know them. Guess... The Body Shop wont hurt... Or Lovely Lace, or the home decor place... Well, maybe coffee, or tea. I just hope I have enough money... For everything...

Well, hope that I have NO BABYSITTERS!

WOW, I really bored. And...

HEEEEYYYY! I'm still chatting with Ksin, LOL, thank you for keeping me un-bored. LOLx

Damn Facebook...

Anyway...

How 'bout McDonald's? Tomorrow, 7pm, bring my God damned book, some money, and, the stupid history folio... Anyone wanna have dinner? Bring your own cash^^

Oh well... IDK, I just want my book back...

It's been so long, and the image is still in my mind, WHY OH WHY... Did you have to be so happy, so close? Well... Can't blame you for being happy, if it weren't for you, I wont be happy... Well, IDK... Damn... ILY... But... Then... You don't. Oh well, I can totally live with that. :] T.T

Awwwwwwwwwww...

I'm...

BORED...

Dolls and Clowns... SCARY

I've been afraid of dolls and clowns since I was six, because of Child's Play... Damn that Chucky...

I don't know, I still LOVE stuffed animals, but... No... NO DOLLS! OMG... I even locked my sister's doll in the cupboard, the one with large eyes, and you know what's worse? When you lie it down, it closes it eyes and when you let it stand up, it opens them! ARGH! But, I don't have to worry, seems like being afraid of dolls runs in the family == My sisters, my bro... Wow...

Clowns, well... They always gimme the creeps, who knows what's under their colourful faces... Maybe a zombie! Killer clowns... Killer clowns... FAINT...

Zombies and Scarecrows are another thing... But dolls and clowns? They're on top of my GET-AWAY-FROM-ME-LIST... Shivers...

Well, I'm just bored, let me remind you why I hate dolls and clowns so damn much~

A two in one... Evil killer baby dolly clown...

I have no idea why I chose this pic... With a girl in it... Chucky don't look scary, but... I wouldn't want to meet him...

Aww... BORING...

You can ignore this one, I'm just bored. I don't know, man... Every time... I just stare at this thing, I don't know what to do, or what I can do. Facebook? Nah... I don't play the games, I don't even like it! ==

Games... Games... Games... I always get stuck on some stupid level! UGH! Especially when there's no walk through, well... I'm stupid and I like puzzle games... What did I expect? Visual novels have great storylines, but, you get tired and bored if you read it non-stop... Especially those which are 50 hours long, and usually, they're turned into series, like Fate/Stay Night and Tsukihime. Well, I have watched the anime of both, I'm still in the middle of the VN of Fate/Stay Night, and I haven't even started on Tshukihime! == I hope it works...

FOOTBALL FEVER... A month huh? My dad already won $900, so... Let's hope he wins more. Maybe then... I'll get new furniture? But... I wouldn't bet on that... The always say 'Your room is full, you don't have enough space to put this...' and blah blah blah. Well, can't argue with that, my room IS full of junk... Teddy bears, boxes, books, lotions???? WOW... Hm... I'm going to clear it again, but, just thinking about it makes me dizzy... And... My book? See, this is why I hate borrowing books to people, they take it for a long long time... Like Gary, he took it for 6 freaking months! AND YOU! You could have finished the God damned book in one day! OR three... But... Months? DAMN... IT'S A NOVEL IN CARTOONS! WHAT? ARE YOU 4? UGH!

I don't know, I feel like going to Ipoh with my bro and his friends this Friday, just to buy a notebook =='' Well, I have to start Rachel's Private Collection : Third Semester soon, I'm itching to write. WELL... The first and second is obviously done, the first one though... Is really private, cause... Um... It may ruin me... The second one? Nah... I don't care if the world sees.

ILY. LOL. IDK. IJLY. H...?

LoLz. I told you that I'm bored. I have to say one thing though... Silver Snow... Is a God damned scary doll == Wow... For a second there, I thought you liked dolls, and believe me, the thought of you being gay have crossed my mind...

TADA... SCARY... OH DAMN, IT'S LOOKING AT DA WORDS!

Sorry... I can't lie, even if I like you, I really thought that you were gay... Well... Whatever, not like it matters...

Band Camp

I made the right choice by going, I actually had fun. And... A very very VERY big thank you to the one who grouped us together, I had the best teammates. I love you... ...ALL...

Well, I enjoyed myself, but at night... HEY... I thought no food freaks? What happened? I barely ate anything! But... I wasn't in the mood anyway. You can tell by the way I walk, so slowly, almost dead. And going round and round the school compound, well... I was hoping I'd meet something, but sadly, I didn't meet anything... Just saw an Indian guy talking on the phone under the trees, where there's not much light, and Indians are BLACK... ==

ILY, HL.

Hm. I don't know... I... I'm sick... Mentally...

OLOLOLOLOLO~

My dad won $900 WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

From football betting.

HL, ILY,ILY,ILYSM ><

Umm... I just feel like shouting it out... Maybe I can, damn... I missed a good chance yesterday... DAMN...DAMN... DAMN... I should have shouted 'I LOVE YOU' instead of 'Everybody's Good' Umm... I had no idea, I always blow my chances.

And oh, this morning... You didn't finish your sentence. Well, I heard, I just didn't pay much attention... What were you saying? You kinda finished with a sigh, if I remembered correctly....

If I heard correctly...

Liang ge ta... *SIGH*...

What? I'm just curious, probably isn't important anyway... WELL... IDK... You know right? Damn this is hard... Hello... You... Say Hi back, will you?

No Reason

No reason for anything. No reason for me to go, I'm not going. No fun without me? That's not very true, is it? Even if I do go, I wont be happy. I don't know why, but, I'm just not in the mood for anything...

I'm thinking about things, what would it be like and all... Ping Yen said that I'm missing out on a chance, maybe I am, but... Maybe I'm not... I don't know... If I change my mind, bring an extra sleeping bag for me. I probably wont.

I don't see the point of going if I'm not happy... I feel like going, I just... Don't want to. So... I guess I may regret my decision, but... I don't really regret things, regretting is just a waste of time, what's done is done anyway. No point cursing myself over it.

I don't know... I'm asking everyone right now... If they really want me to go, I'll go... Besides... I feel like staying away from home for a while... And... I would like to see Milk. But I would like to be alone, if I go... A lot of things happening lately, so, I wanna take time and think, I need to stop pissing everyone off. And yea... Kiko's death anniversary is this month, I'll celebrate it when I see the headlines 'King of Pop's 1st Death Anniversary' yeah... Kiko died on the same day...

I feel like jumping off Niagara Falls... Or just stay somewhere cool and look at stars... BY MYSELF... I'm not hoping anyone would watch stars with me, no, no, why would I do that? Believe me, seeing stars with Milk never did cross my mind... But apparently, it just did.

Hey... Why isn't anyone replying? Except Jess... FINE. Since it's like this, I'll just look at the stars from my roof! And wondering what's everyone doing! UGH!

FIFA World Cup! Even if I'm not a fan, just, well... My dad is betting $600... Yippie... On one game...

WIN!

Whatever team he's betting on...

OLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

UGH... I haven't had my shower!

A Hurting Message For Friends

No heart too strong, nothing too patient. Why am I so disappointed? Is it my fault that my words pierce through the hearts of people? Why...

Everyone is the same. After all, we're all human. I'm not good at arguing, I'm just... Heartlessly honest. Is that so wrong? Well, nobody loses anything, in truth, I'm the one who always lose.

Hurting people have become so common, I don't feel anything at all when I say those words. Like now, emotionless. Like just now... When I said everything. I'm not apologizing though, I never do.

You said that I can let go? I'm not your friend. Well, I don't disagree either. Ignoring your call is just me, I don't like talking. I talk... I talk to make people happy, I don't talk about anything serious. When have I talked about something logical? When have I ever said something that helps? Exactly, NEVER.

Don't be so hurt, don't be so sad, you guys should be use to me by now. If not, I don't know what I can call you guys. Friends? No. Not even close. I have no friends, I just know people, to survive. Nobody can survive alone, knowing people will be enough, there's no need to get close. In this century, trust no one.

I don't care.

Say all you want. Talk all you want. I don't care. I don't see the point. Of course, after this, I'd probably be alone, but, I don't really care, aren't you guys already ignoring me? Hmm. Since... Seeing you guys... Makes me want to look away. I don't know, I can never be too close to anyone, the closer I get, the more I hate...

I'm sorry... I got too close to you... This is probably why, you're the one I hate the most... J... I don't think I need to spell the rest of the name?

Hmm. Thought so.

I'm always the wrong one, aren't I? So? Why should I care about anything? Why do I even feel disappointed? Is it because even my so-called friends can't stand me!? No one can. Lying is needed, but, I don't feel like lying. So what if you're hurt? Just take time, contemplate and make yourself less fucking annoying! If you don't have anything to say, just STFU!

UGH!

Fine, fine! Since I'm already this... Fucked, might as well just skip band camp too. Nobody wants me there anyway, I don't even have friends to begin with. I don't see the point of going, and I'm this moody, I have a strong feeling I wont have fun. So, just have fun without me, you guys have no problem with that since you guys do it all the time.

Someone has a boyfriend to spend time with. The other one can probably just play with anyone, since she's no much better.

Bitch...

UGH!

I'm gonna be alone in my room for the next week. If you have anything to curse at me, curse it here, curse it in person, through MSN , or through freaking Facebook or leave a God damned message! I DON'T CARE, I'VE BEEN CURSING PEOPLE MY WHOLE LIFE, IT'S ONLY FAIR THAT THEY CURSE ME BACK!

Bored-Boredy-Boredy-Post

I'm bored... I have sooooooo much to say.... Well... Not so much... I'm also sooooo lazy... And damn my bro for making this sooooo lag... I just hate him so much, and I hate myself too, making it so easy for him to bully me.

Thanks to daddy... I'm in a nutrition thingy?! WTF?! Herbal Life... Damn... He so desperate to get me slimmer and eat less... Well... Stop eating? NO WAAAAAY! Happy Meal is still on my mind :]

Love at sight? Oh, you make me laugh Jess' uncle... No way, besides... Never mind...

WOW... Rabbits can be so damn expensive... one for 460. How nice, eh? But... The fur is damn soft... OOOH! Cute rabbits... I'm still thinking about them... Turns out, we have a rabbit farm in Lekir, just found out ==''

AND

Apparently, we have a shop that sells English-Cottage-Style stuff... I don't know where, but my parents do, they went there. They said that the things were nice... And they have pretty prices too... Well... Guess they're afraid of taking me... Hm. But, I will go there. Someday... SOON...

Ki-kinda of busy... Eh...

Stop callin'

Stop callin'

I don't wanna think anymore, I left my head and my heart on the dance floor~

Can call all you want but there's no one at home you're not gonna reach my telephone`~

Cuz I'm up in the club and I'm sipping that bub you're not gonna reach my telephone~

Mah... Mah... Mah telephone~

Well...

I'm bored...

That was a bit by Lady Gaga.

Wow... 12.30 already?

LOL.

Gonna continue playing Fate/Stay Night.

Good night!