Holidays Turn Me into a Zombie Otaku

I think I’ll just do what I do best. Write. Hm. Although, I think it has become a rather serious problem for  me, writing, it’s like I’m obsessed with it. I know very well that isn’t the case, since I sometimes complain about it, but still, it’s the only thing I can think of in situations like this where I feel alone in a sort of comforting yet somewhat awkward silence.

Should I write a letter to you?

I’m writing, on my computer and also yours .  It’s kind of frustrating, that I see almost every word with  a jagged red line underneath it. After all, I’m writing in a language that’s not set as the laptop’s default language so I guess it’s understandable that it keeps highlighting my “mistakes”.

I have no idea what I’m doing actually. I have access to your computer, yet I’m just here, writing? I can write on my own laptop, or even in my journal, so why am I doing it here? I have no  God damned idea. Okay, I admit, I was going to fill this page with sweet words, write a love letter to you so that when you come back, you’d see my surprise but I guess my plan backfired. Yeah, typical.

All these Dutch words on your screen looks fascinating though. Sticky notes are plaknotities—very cute. I wonder if you’re having a hard time reading this, since most of the words are underlined; it looks like a poorly written highschool essay by a three-year-old! Ah, that’s better! Changed the font size from 11 to 12!

I want to write you a poem, but nothing seems to be twinkling in my head right now. All I can think of is the crap I’m putting down as each second floats by.

This is a rather creepy software, allowing us to access each other’s computer like this with just a mere click of the Mouse! I browsed through the pictures, your music library and videos folder. I don’t dare click on anything else, since I’m afraid I might end up screwing things up. I ended up here with the romantic idea of leaving you a letter after rummaging through your libraries. Yes, yes, this isn't one bit romantic, I know. Heck, I might even post it on my blog! If you allow me, of course; after all, this was supposed to be a letter for YOU! Now, wtih almost every word underlined, I really can’t tell if I made any mistakes.

The Sami is online. Whut? Since when did I have a contact named The Sami. Did Ladybird change his name? Then, I realized, The Sami is YOUR contact.

Sorry hon, this little note isn't romantic at all… Did I just say “little note”? This is no note… This is one long ass piece of my mind! The human brain is a wonderful thing, it can come up with so much crap when it’s not occupied and when you need it to process critical thoughts, it comes up with this: poop.

I whip my hair back and forth… Sorry. I used conditioner on it just now and it’s just really soft now; couldn't resist.

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Yeah, I typed that on someone else's computer.

What do you know? It's a quarter past two in the morning and I'm still in front of my laptop! This is why I don't watch anime. Once I start, I don't stop! I guess the two-week break turned me into this zombie otaku again... 

Earlier today, I had a little chat about anime, and it made me realize how forgetful I actually am! I said I've never watched Fate/Zero before, but then, in the back of mind, a plot unfolded and scenes from the anime I don't remember watching flashed through like shooting stars, so I Googled Fate/Zero. I realized... OMG, I've watched it before! I was not very pleased with myself and it bugged me for a good while, that I forgot watching it. I frowned, wondering just when the heck did I watch Fate/Zero! After I finish this post, I'll look through my old blog posts that have the anime tag on them. Hopefully, I'll find something! I never fail to visit bloggie whenever I'm in otaku mode~ It just adds to the late-night-I-should-get-a-life feeling. 

Right now, I'm watching To Aru Kagaku no Railgun S. Jenson suggested the anime, and yes, things are getting pretty interesting in this season! I expected more, but I'm not gonna complain since I sorta like it. Fufufu. Once in a while, I call out Kuroko's name~ 

I wonder if I should read some manga... I never really did have patience with them. I abandoned Ao no Exorcist, Jigoku Shoujo, Petshop of Horrors, some yaoi manga and even the one I used to translate! I'm just horrible really, when it comes to chasing after chapters. I guess I'm not very attached to anything... As always, laziness rules and I succumb to its slob. 

Not gonna think about that.

I would love some ramen and green tea. Man... I haven't had tea in a while. Oishi brand green tea is making me miss Thailand a lot... I CAN'T WAIT TO BUY EVERY GENMAI FLAVORED OISHI GREEN TEA AT SEVEN ELELE WHEN WE GO TO THAILAND THIS DECEMBER!

I Love Green Tea

While I Download Anime...

As I type each word, my download is slowly being completed; kilobyte by kilobyte. Every time my finger lands on a key, it makes this cute sound-- though I doubt that anyone else would find the sounds of plastic keys being hit as cute.

Tap tap tap tippy tap tap tap~

Roughly one hour more until my download for season I of A Certain Scientific Railgun is completed. Since I have tomorrow off thanks to Mr.Haze, the rather suffocating guest from Indonesia, I'll probably stay in my room ALL day and watch a marathon of 24 episodes! It's been a while since I've been like this and I kind of miss it. Ramen at midnight while watching anime with my legs folded in front of me, the steam blurring my spectacles that I find myself lost without... I feel like starting the marathon right after it's done downloading, but I know, it's bad for my health if I stay up all night and sleep when the sun begins to rise.

What now, what now?

I actually just erased two paragraphs. I didn't think that they were suitable, and even if they were, I didn't feel like sharing. I don't know... In my head, the Carl Orrje Piano Ensemble's version of  After You Become Used to the Sea is on loop. I love that song, though I didn't enjoy the anime very much. Maybe now that I'm older, I should try re-watching Only Yesterday and Ocean Waves, see if I like them now! 14-year-old me didn't quite get the meaning of those two Ghibli films because Spirited Away left me wanting adventure, instead of watching something more down to earth.

After You Become Used to the Sea is a very nice song, but the sheet music for it is hard to find since it isn't composed by Joe Hisaishi. Even in the Studio Ghibli Best Collection Piano Book, this nostalgic piece couldn't be found. I searched online all morning in vain. The sign that let me know it was time to give up was that even the China website didn't have the song! If it isn't even on a China website, you bet that it doesn't exist! If I'm desperate enough, I might try searching for Japanese websites!

Neh, this is a rather boring post isn't it?

It's not a video. It's just the music that's been stuck in my head.

One little percent by one God damned little percent! I wonder how long this will take... In the mean time, I'm  probably going to help dad with a favour since mum can't be relied on when it comes to doing things on the internet. Dad's in South America at the moment, Whatsapping with mum, giving instructions that's driving her nuts. He texted her: "Show Bom-Bom(my nickname =-=) this message, she'll know what to do when she's there(website)."

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Did the upload just fail...?

Back to Forever Alone-ing

People rarely update their blogs these days! Back then when I first joined Blogger, there were more posts on my reading lists than I could bear! Now, even I rarely come on this site. When I do, it's because I'm bored and don't want to sleep yet.

I find that this little thing we've created for ourselves, a personal online space that takes whatever we give it, have become the companion for the modern Forever Aloners with too much on their chest and too little to share with--unless you're the type of hardcore blogger that blogs about everything from politics to personal life to health and beauty.

On my reading list today, Yuri-Ichigo has updated the blog I thought to be dead! Sono Hanabira Kuchizuke-o, how I miss the series! I hope they complete the English patches for the latest visual novel soon! The characters in the latest series look so sweet~ drools~ HAHAHA!

I actually just deleted a whole paragraph because I thought it was inappropriate =/

What brings me here today?

Ah, someone reminded me of my blog.

I missed the days where I'd do this every single night. Now that I'm here again, I feel like a hikikomori again. After all, the reason I retreated here to this ever so welcoming blog of mine is because I have lost the person I shared my life with. So yeah, since my journal is only written during the day, I figured that blogging could fill  my night, take the place of the calls I'd receive back then.

Chinese pop songs all sound so miserable. Fits the mood though.

It may not seem like I'm deeply sad today because I've become mad. A screw or two have gone loose in this head of mine. Yay. Studies show that the funniest people are often the most depressed, so you shouldn't really be surprised by my cheerfulness. I've become so broken that all there's left to do is to laugh. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

I scare myself sometimes.

Mm...

好不容易又能再多爱一天，但故事的最后你好像还是说了拜拜。

You know I'm emo when I start quoting lyrics from Jay Chou's songs. The above line was from Fine Day, 晴天. It fits my situation perfectly, so there's no need to come up with another phrase.

I don't know what I'm doing these days.

Macadamia, feeding time!

WHAT A WASTE OF PAPER!

Hi hi! The week long torture simulator has ended! Now, all I've gotta do is sit back, relax, and wait for the real thing.

THEY WASTE SO MUCH PAPER!

I just cleared out my bag, and I took out so many sets of questions. After taking out a stack, I looked inside my bag- Another one. When I thought that I had taken out everything, another set of questions pop out. Ah. that pile of paper lying on the floor, there is this itch to burn it and send them all to hell, but... That will just be polluting the environment.

SO... I am going to recycle my test papers =D

But then... Won't the teachers want us to paste them in our books? Do corrections and whatever? Oh well... These people are so... So... So... What do you call that... So... So... So... UGH. I give up, I can't think of a word.

I'm such a bad person, the last test, I stuffed all the question papers into the trash D=

So sad.

Hmm... Let's see... I'll be rummaging around this bloody messy room of mine for recyclable items. I keep my soap bottles in a drawer, waiting... For the day my lazy ass finally decides to take them to the recycling bins. Ah, I wonder if used condoms are recyclable O_O NOT THAT I HAVE ANY USED CONDOM ANYWHERE!!!!!! I swear. I don't have any used condoms anywhere. For the time being.

=)

DON'T GET THE WRONG IDEA!

=_=

Ah, I feel so sleepy. Sleeping too much in the exam hall kills you, damn it. Hmm... I wonder if people really do die in exam halls. Hmm... Something I will never know...

Tsk. Tsk. Tsk. I feel so heart broken looking at the pile of hateful papers. I hope when I recycle them, they don't come back as my toilet paper!

Uhuhu, every time something like this is over... I'll be movie marathon-ing, otaku-ing, and not sleeping. Oh yeah... That reminds me, I still have to go to school, and... Band practice. UGH. I'm so lazy. Oh... Why do we practice six days a week again? HELLO, I HAVE A LIFE! Please don't ruin it by kicking me out when I go on holidays. o zero o.

Ooh... I see a red plastic bag *v*

When will I go to Pos Laju? I have something to post... I'm too lazy, maybe I wont go post it... I think I'll wait for him to come back before I hand my torn journal to him. Ah, I don't feel like giving it. It is messy, and depressing, I feel like burning... Uh, I mean RECYCLING... It.

What a waste of paper, I think I should just save my diary in my laptop instead of... Writing 4 books a year =_=  ouch.

Post #349

Second day of the monthly test, I have a good feeling that Pn.Choo won't be happy with our history test scores. Whee~ I studied, but only ten question came out, ten to twenty, but... I forgot everything when it came to the SUBJECTIVE part. I think... I think... I even wrote... Datu Patinggi Abang Haji bin Datu Patinggi Mohammad Kassim... One heck of a long name, which I think... IS THE WRONG ANSWER... =_=

I forgot the rest of the names, I got HALF of Sir something somthing Clarke's name right =_= HEY, at least I got the Rukun Tiga Belas thing right, +1 mark  T^T

Science was easy... I think...

Ah... Skipped tuition again today. AGAIN.

I feel kinda dizzy... Ahhhhh~

Currently downloading... X-Men: Origins. The Witches of Oz... And... Dragon Age Ultimate Collector's Pack...

So... I was bored and I desperately need new RPGs to play... So I Googled for games as usual... Then the results were all like... Dragon Age II... Dragon Age: Origin- Awakening... And more Dragon Age... So.. Wikipedia time~

Mm hmm... It had good comments and stuff, positive ratings, nice story and fantasy world and stuff... So.. I got the mood to DOWNLOAD DOWNLOAD DOWNLOAD @_@

Ahhh, I think... I'll play after my PMR. I'll just download it, and extract, and mount and stuff... Another important thing before I start playing is... I NEED TO UPGRADE MY LAPTOP.

So yesh, I have decided, I will follow Mr.Ngoo Big Head's recommendation and change from this stupid Vista, to Windows 7~ And also add more RAM to this thing... Huhuhu... I wanna play the games so badly +_+

I wonder if I should try American McGee's ALICE, and the sequel: Alice:Madness RETURNS. Well... That's what happens when I stalk people... I stalked my cousin for a bit, he has a Xbox 360, and he is playing Alice: Madness... So... Ah, WIKIPEDIA again... Now, I wonder why didn't me and my cousin become good friends, he watches anime too~

Eh... I'm not sure about these shooting and killing stuff RPGs... They... Scare me =_= especially those like Left 4 Dead and Resident Evil. I mean I don't mind if it's Justin Bieber I have to shoot, at least he doesn't look all bloody and scary as hell! AHHH! The Witch from Left 4 Dead. NOT COOL. I tried playing a vampire hunting one... But... I ended up screaming and covering my face. I swore never to play these undead-hunting games. As for The World of Warcraft, I have no idea what items to buy, so I gave up.

I think something is wrong with me... Why... Do I like playing RPGs... Shouldn't I be playing with... Barbies...?

Ah, tomorrow... I'm going to watch The Borrower Arrietty tomorrow. I wonder if I should download Transformers: Dark of the Moon... Oooh, 6.7 on IMDb... Not bad I guess... Okay... DOWNLOAD~
Hehehehe... Movies, movies, movies, movies~

BUT OF COURSE!!!!!!

I haven't forgotten about REICHERU'S DIETING PROJECT. I'mma buy a book, and write down everything I eat, starting... Sunday. But that doesn't mean I'm still eating McDonald's okay? I had half a cup of bird's nest and a bown of Corn Flakes before I went to school. My bento today was... Grapes, oatmeal biscuits, and a wholemeal bun, I drank barley for recess. Lunch was porridge, with fish and egg, I had half a glass of soy milk during lunch. Dinner will be porridge again, but I'll drink 0% fat strawberry yogurt.

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Did I seriously eat only just those stuff...? Okay, I gotta admit... I... I... I... I... CURI-CURI MAKAN two pieces of Lap Cheong(臘腸) >_< NOTHING ELSE! I SWEAR... Maybe... Soy sauce, pepper, and black pepper... And... Uh... The fish I had was... FRIED >_<

I never exercised today... Maybe I'd do... A few crunches... I... I... I... I CAN'T DO SIT UPS >_<

Poor abdomen muscles...

Will my mum PLEASE shut up about me studying. The hell like I care, what if I study? Not like I will ACTUALLY ABSORB THE CRAP I READ! Heck, if I want to study, I WILL... OKAY?! NOW WILL YOU JUST STOP BUGGING ME?!

ARGH! I hate this!

NEVER MIND! At least my mum saved you guys, she made me lost the mood to blabber.

GOOD DAY!

~!@#$%^&*()_+





That reminds me, I need a new webcam, and a mic.











MemeMeRachel@1740

Moneyless

I wonder... Can I get a  part time job at McDonald's??? What's the pay... Higher than most places? I have many reasons why I need money... But of course, most of you would think that my reasons are pathetic. I don't disagree. Really... The only reason money is for... Is to spend.

Yes. I'm gonna buy pointless things. Remember how I said that I LOVE collecting things... Well... And that those figurines are SO expensive that they make you faint but they are irresistibly cute? Yeah... I want a Nendoroid!

It's a cute small figurine. But scarily expensive that you would think of robbing instead of buying~

Sebas-chan! Daisukiiii~♥

You wanna know how much he costs?

RM148 T^T

Ciel.

Same price as Sebastian.

Goddammit.

Huufff. It would be great if I could own them.

I know... I know... The quality is as same as the price... So... It's no use complaining... But still... I can't help it... You know how I am... 

They come in sets... I think... Not really sure though, if  I have the chance, I'll go to the XL-Shop in Mid Valley and take a look. I think dad bought us that 1000 pieces glow in the dark jigsaw puzzle there... Shoot... I don't think I'm going anytime soon... Maybe I'll ask someone to check it out for me... 

Collectibles...

Ehh?

Fate/Hollow Ataraxia English patch completed?! YEAH! But... The release date is still unknown... I hope it will be available for download... Can't wait, Can't wait~ ♥

I still have a long, long way to go... Before I can start collecting +_+

I wonder... Being an otaku isn't cheap... So... And how do they even COLLECT everything??? I thought most otakus are... umm... Stupid... Like me... ??? Do they live with their parents get a part time job and spend their pay checks on anime/manga/figurines???

I would hate it if I'm 40 and collecting...

So... Umm... If I'm old enough to work, I'll start collecting till I'm... uhh... Not too old... How bout... 29? I'll stop when I'm thirty =D

In that case... Better marry a rich dude... And when I'm done collecting... I guess we can divorce if he has an affair. Rich people are SO unreliable. Especially rich GUYS. Either that or I'm gonna have to work as some CEO of some company by 20. Which is impossible. 

Nah... A teacher is enough right... But... Seriously...? A teacher... Hmm... I think I'm gonna go teach Chinese in US or something... Well... If I'm not good... I can always teach 8 year olds... Maybe teach English in Japan... Ahahahaha... That works +_+ I'm sure my month's salary will be more than 3,000 yen...

I'm getting carried away...

I always do that...

Hatsune Miku...

Downlaoding Hatsune Miku Project Diva for PSP~♥

Hope SOMEBODY doesn't delete it. Seriously. He even HID my phone files and now I can't view them without the fucking code he set. Goddamn the HideMe app. Shhesh... Why would JAVA even create it? To hide what? Pictures of your girlfriends from your wife??? Uff...

I need to sleep... I'm gonna be waking up in another 4 hours or so...

I'm so unhealthy. 

All my music sheets... LOST... Dammit. Who would wanna steal my file? Are they idiots or something? Why would they even want it? Yeesh... I'm positively sure this time... That... My dogs didn't eat it. They ate my other file =_=

Look at the time... If I don't sleep now... I'm gonna end up being a panda... I wouldn't mind being reincarnated as a panda though... I would be cute, soft and fluffy, and nobody would say that I'm fat ^^

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2.30 Post

Seriously... I forgot... AGAIN... Dammit, this has to stop happening!

Watched Only Yesterday... Damn... It sucked... Of all things... Why period? It was VERY realistic though... I guess I don't like reality that much... It's boring. I like magic =)

Karigurashi no Arrietty  was released in July... But funny I couldn't find the download online OR to watch it online... Hmm... Buy it? It's NOT by Miyazaki though... Someone's gotta take his place ya' know?

ARGH!

Fuck the internet connection. Streamyx is gonna die soon... Hope the company falls too... See, this is what happens when you put those slacking pig brains in charge! Uff... Can't go ONE paragraph without it freezing! I wonder if it's just  me... 

* SHRUGS*

Yeah, bought Death Note. I was thinking of buying Full Metal Alchemist too, but... Damn... I had no money left... Money is important ya' know... Especially when you're so young and your mom doesn't like you watching anime cause she says that it's crap and it's bad for ya' and it'll ruin ya' head! 

Put it in a simple way. My mom hates me watching anime.

Why buy when it's free online???

Well... I think I'mma do something legal for ONCE. Although... I'm pretty sure fansubs are legal... Hmm... 

I like collecting things. So... I buy some anime once in a while. If I have Kuroshitsuji... It would be GREAT... But too bad... I already watched it... Unless... Somebody gave it to me as a present ^^ No one would waste so much money on me... Now would they? Sad.

Let me just wonder in my own world for a bit~

Full Metal Alchemist~

Full Metal Alchemist BROTHERHOOD... Damn it costs 99.90 T^T

Hellsign 

Darker Than Black

D Gray Man

Reborn!

Angel Beats

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Waaaaaaa~

When I get a job... I'll buy them... I feel like collecting Kuroshitsuji for some reason... And Kaichou wa Maid-sama... 

Hey... Anyone know where I can get a job??? I need money. I'm broke. I can't stand being broke. It scares me and it makes me cry. No, seriously, it does... 

I'll watch Hellsign online... Saves me 39.90. 

Expensive...

Selfishly... I would want her to get Kuroshitsuji for my Christmas present even if I already watched it =) Not telling who though, if you people knew... Then you'd know how selfish I am~

Actually... I wouldn't mind Full Metal Alchemist either...

Ah... Find... I'm not getting a Christmas present like that.

My sister already gave me my Christmas present... 

I just write for fun, I'm bored. 

Hope it wont rain tomorrow... I'm gonna go roll on the sand~ Don't stop me xD

It's good to dream big. When I get a job, I will go get myself some anime. And if I have some leftover cash, I'll stop by AnimeTech and see if I want anything... Maybe I'll just go get myself a freaking iPod already...

Anyway...

I'd buy anime, cause, I know... I'll own a Nano sooner or later... 

I didn't make sense...

Bah...

I NEVER make sense at all...

Dammit...

Let's just say good-night and go to bed.

MemeMeRachel_0230

Chaos;HEAd「カオス；ヘッド」 is Confusin @_@

Sucking on chocolate =D Thank you again to Li Yi for giving me two bars!!! >_<

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I just don't feel like watching One Piece, although I pretty much said that I would DEFINITELY watch it... But... Uhh... You know... I kinda don't like those long anime, with A LOT of people, and SUPERPOWERS and all that... Well... A bit of fantasy maybe... But... One Piece is just too much T_T

Oooh, Hazel Nut~

Right... Chaos;HEAd...

It's really confusing you know???? What the hell are Gigigogoaa.... WHAT??? I forgot what they're called T^T I such a failure T^T

I know that it's something to do with... Hallucinations? Illusions?? And Science... Mystery... And... Girls with BIG BIG swords =D with an anime freak~

Hmm... So far... I think that they're goal is to stop an electronics company??? Cause they're creating some kinda thing that sends waves to people's mind, causing them to see hallucinations. This is where the Science comes in==

We see things... How do we know that they are real?

Nerves sends waves to the brain... Interprets the object... And... Ta-da! But... We don't know if they're real or not... This is the whole 'humans are machines' thing...

UGH... In case you got confused, sorry, this isn't what I meant by it being confusing. LOL. I know  that I shouldn't mix up anime and reality, but... It's somewhat true though~

I think that the story moves too fast... It has only twelve episodes! Aww... At least make 24! Or 30!  Short stories which includes fantasy, horror, mystery, sci-fi ARE ALWAYS CONFUSING!For example, Kuroshitsuji II... It moved too God damned fast right? The first season was better. Isn't that right ZN? Come on... You're the only person I know who watches it T^T

I'm currently streaming episode 8, that's why I'm writing this. I could read manga, but... I have so much to write, I think I can write five posts in one hour. Of course, you  guys can skip these anime posts and read those where I swear a lot, and criticize about ALMOST everything. Mostly just people.

Ooooh! Another hazel nut ^^

Chaos;HEAd's main character is this anime otaku who HATES 3-D things... In other words... This guy only LOVES anime, and hates the world... He's worse than an otaku, he's a... hikikomori O_O

Oh, a raisin this time!

Chaos;HEAd is set in 2008 Shibuya, Japan.

So far... I only know that the main character is a God damned idiot! Nishijou Takumi. But... I think he's cute *_* WHAT? He has purple hair =D

Sure, he's always stupid and is obsessed with anime/games, but... He's cute =D AND HAS PURPLE HAIR 

Another raisin~

Whoa... I think... I like PINK EYES now???!!!

Aww, pink eyes are... Nice =D

Alright... Enough with this... You guys don't read anyway... And, I AM PRETTY SURE YOU PEOPLE DON'T WATCH ANIME!!!

Dammit... Now that I've watched Chaos;HEAd I really REALLY want to play the visual novel... But... DAMMIT... Why doesn't it work? WHY?! God dammit! WHY WONT YOU WORK! 

Does this mean that I have to BUY it now? But... Is it an ero? If it is... HOW THE HECK AM I GOING TO BUY IT? 

Why... why... why... wont the download work >_<

MemeMe@Rae-chan#1822#

Junｊou Romantica

Plot Summary: Misaki is suddenly having some unexpected and odd problems. What started as a need for some college entrance exam tutoring has somehow led him to being romanced by a suave older man who also happens to be his big brother’s best friend. Confused by all of his brand new emotions, Misaki struggles to deal with his suddenly very odd life. And if that wasn’t enough, his suitor, Usami, has plenty of issues of his own. A man-child who decorates his room in giant teddy bears and toys, Usami is a famous novelist who also writes steamy boys’ love novels on the side. When Misaki cracks open one of these books and reads sentences like “Misaki licks every inch of Usami’s hot body”…well, let’s just say that all hell breaks loose.

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Yeah, yeah, sure, whatever, I know, the anime was aired in 2008, but, you know? I'm not one of those people who watch it the hour they come out... But then again... I kinda finished watching those many anime that aired in 2010... The second day they got subbed... What? I can't watch RAW versions... I don't understand without subs!!!

Okay... Junou Romantica. SUGOII!!!

Yeah, judging from the picture... All guys... Yeah... It's... yaoi... 

BLs are just so good... I never thought I'd say this but... I'm a fujoshi...

There are three couples in the series, The main couple is Usagi and Misaki. Strange, I thought that Misaki is suppose to be a girl's name?? @_@ Of course, main characters are always the best right?So, yep, Usagi and Misaki！！！

The other two couples, well, they have an on-going side story, Junjou Egoist and Junjou Terrorist. Only manga, no anime. Junjou Romantica's manga is still on-going too, first started in 2002... How can they make so much??? I can never understand... But... I don't think I'm gonna read the manga for Junjou Romantica, there's not much story... It's just... Sweet, and like the title, ROMANTIC!

Junjou Romantica is your average romantic comedy... Your average GAY romantic comedy. 

This is different from Loveless, Loveless was more of the fantasy type, Junjou Romantica is in reality, with no cat ears as sign of their virginity == 

This is a really fun show to watch, guaranteed too make you laugh! Oh, I laugh so hard sometimes that I have to use my toy doggy to cover myself~

A sweet, romantic, funny, hot, lovable, shy, gay love story. 

You know... Even a straight guy could be gay... I have no idea, but, to me, liking anyone is fine, we're all human beings right? But... I pity gay people... If they have sex, it's either anal sex, oral sex, or... No sex at all... Owh... WHAT AM I SAYING?!

So guys, be careful, you never know when a guy would come up to say "I love you" to you. And well... you might even be together someday! 

If you would like to understand how the straight-to-gay system work, I suggest that you watch Junjou Romantica. It takes only one gay, to make a straight gay. And well, gay couples, the seme and uke have different personalities, and usually, they hate each other, and then... BAM, they're together.

I'd be lying if I said that there wasn't gay sex in this series, BUT, they don't show you how they do it, it's just hints that they're doing it. And... You know... After finishing 12 episodes... I still don't know how gays have sex... Not that I wanna know... Or anything...

Dammit. Misaki and Shinobu are so cute! Damn gay people... They're all hot... And they're so lovable... And girlie... And a certain someone sure is like them... I wonder... Is he... Oh never mind... 

Anyway, if you're bored, or just curios how good BLs are, check this one out. No wonder there's so many fujoshi in this world... Well, I think some guys love BL too... But... Wow, truthfully speaking, it's sweeter and more romantic than those straight ones. Of course, if you EXCLUDE the sex part. UGH. I don't want to see gay sex! THAT'S WRONG!

I don't know if anyone realized this... But... I think people are grouped according to instruments...

Clarinetists are all... UGH... SMART and polite, geeky... Soft... Most smart people are clarinetist.

Saxophonists... Wow, I hate them all.

Flute... Gays, and... FIERCE WOMEN @_@

Trombone... 3 8 

Horn... Stupid.

Percussion... Cute == 

Trumpeters... PERVERTED 

Of course, we have a porn photographer, and if you cont Mr.Too in... We have a porn director. Sri Tan is... Uhh... You know... And our section leader... Hmm... I think she's fine. And I think we have a couple of gays here... And me... I don't have to say what I am... Right? You people should know =D

Yeppp, now, for pictures =D

This is the series' main couple! >_< 

Misaki, and Usagi!

Chuu~ <3

The second couple in the series!

Nowaki, the black haired one, and Hiroki, the grumpy literature professor xD

Third couple! 

Miyagi, and Shinoubu! 

OMG, Shinobu is cute >0<

Isn't that sweet? 

I think that they're the best, they fight, fight and fight,

but in the end, everything works out.

Having a literature professor as a boyfriend, not good, he's grumpy =D

Misaki and Usagi are really sweet,

they love each other so much that when there's an episode about them,

at the end, or the middle, it's always sex ==

But, they don't show you, of course, you'd know that it's an act of love xD

Anyway... It's getting late now. 

I fucking failed my math paper and I'm still alive. OMG, mum, I love you so much. I guess that I should cheat next time so that I wont fail again... Of course, I didn't cheat, that's why I sucked. Damn. This is my standard. I fucking hate math.

ぼくわレイチェル、ぼく好きでやおいアニメそして。。。ぼくわへんたいじゃない、ぼくわオタクです。。。そして。。。腐女子。。。何が悪い?

レイチェル＠０１３８

Half Way Thru Finals~

Oh yeah! I'm already half way there... Half way there... Half way there...


But, now that I think of it, the real challenge starts tomorrow 0_0 And ends on Friday =D


Geography


History


Science


and wow, Chinese objectives!


Oh great, Kelly is beside me. Wow, I what a good way to make me NOT cheat during finals. But, it's a habit, so, I guess that I can't help myself. My mouth's so itchy that I can't stand NOT talking, even if I don't really like talking to people. I know. I'm just SO weird.


Even weirder, my laptop settings are in Japanese because I thought that Chäos;HEAd needed it that way. Woo, even Wikipedia's in Japanese. *SIGH* I still know nothing about Japanese. And... Chäos;HEAd didn't work! Must be some problem somewhere while I downloaded it. UGH! 


It's like... OMG, finals are almost over! OMG! I need to download, download and DOWNLOAD for the holidays! 


While people shop till they drop, I for one, DOWNLOAD TILL I DROP.


Thanks for all da buffday wishes ya'll! Thank you to mommy, Lisa, and Sarah for that BIG, SOFT AND CUTE stuffed puppy. Huggin it now^^


Thank you Jeremy! And... Er... What's your name again???? Sorry, I can't remember your name, I can only remember Jeremy's and Ong Tae Ngyong's???? @_@ Anyway, thanks for the cards! Love you two! Jeremy and... Someone I forgot what's your name!!!! T^T


Oh! Six minutes left! And I'm done! With... Part one ==


Edelweiss Eiden Fantasia. Hope it works. Maybe I'll download Edelweiss directly too... Hmmm...


Oh, it's done, but... I need part Two to finish the download... Dammit!


Okay... SO... Finals... I'm okay with it. Feeling relaxed tho. Well, maybe cause I already know everything??? xD Well, maybe not EVERYTHING, but, you know... A bit here and there. There might be holes in what I know. Like, a missing date, a missing name, and a missing place... And, a missing contract agreement! As for maps... Screw them... I'll read one when I'm on a road trip, or just... Lost.


Science is okay... I know MORE about the human digestive system... I think... At least I know what's a Duodenum. Yeah, yeah smart guy, I know you know what's that. You don't have to think and show off to yourself how clever you are! 


Rats eating ya' alive. Gross. 


So, any progress anyone? 


Haha.


Results... People get the wrong idea of the point of exams. I mean, COME ON! It isn't about the result! It's about what you're dumb child learned during the year. Dammit. Why do parents always care for the results? What if that day my boyfriend died and I was in shock and couldn't do anything? HUH?! 


I don't have a boyfriend mom...


That was just an IF.


All you people EVER care about is the God damned result! That's why, in order to live on freely like a child is suppose to, we cheat. Unless of course, we're those brainy people like Jessica Tee and Ling Shu Jing. Nope, not missing anyone in that brainy people list in case you're wondering. IN MY CLASS. Not your form 4 or 5 or whatever. 


You don't care how we do it, as long as you can see the result, you're satisfied, and we're relieved. I don't know about MOST people, but, I'm like that. I believe most people are too? Cause, well, when you get a 10/100, you're gonna get kicked outta the house, and called a useless child and they would curse you so that you'd die faster. Family members these days... Joking == A bit...


It's true. No?


Another two days and it's freedom baby! Oh yeah! The Halloween party@Steak House! Woohoo! LOL, if I can get a scythe in time, I'd definitely go reap some souls! ::Evil Laugh:: I am the Grim Reaper after all... Although... What I'm going to wear is a robe, for... ::Chuckles::... Rituals... ::Evil Grin::


Enough with the evil-ing!


Gonna check my mail later, it's been SO long since I checked my mails... Mostly from Facebook and OMGPOP... Ah, social gaming sites, how I love them. You don't have to see each other, or know each other, you just play, and make friends. 


Oh damn, I've got Tsuki no Ame in my head... Probably because Sebastian's voice is so... Sexy??? LOL! I can understand why Grell loves him so much! SEBAS-CHAN! Chuu~ 


Lalalalalala~


Riko, you can download Ero, you don't have to buy them. But... I would like to own something original for once! I don't think Anime.Tech sells Ero. Maybe they do... But... I guess I'll have to wait years before finding out! xD


Good luck to you and me! 


Lets die together! Lets eat together! Lets celebrate together! Again!

Finals, I will beat you and only two more days, I can kiss you good-bye and we will meet again during form 4 cuz I'll be sitting for PMR next year instead! Don't miss me! Cuz I definitely wont miss ya'! 

It's time to say good-bye! Yeah! My milk expired.


Hey... I have a question, will it be okay if I don't perform in the Passing Out Ceremony this year? Well... There's... Nothing else to say. Can I go to Japan for Comiketto... No? Guessed it... Damn you.

MY NEXT TARGET! COMIKETTO! 

I will definately go to Comiketto! When I grow up, I don't care! I will go! AND I WILL COSPLAY! Damn you Malaysia for not having Otakuthons and Cosplay Conventions and all that stuff! 

失望した

レイチェル＠００００

Kuroshitsuji II

After reading people's blog... I have to admit... I suck at this T_T 

But whatever, it's not like ya'll gonna read it right? Ya'll are just gonna scroll down and looks at pictures like always. Well, at least there's visitors to look at pictures... Hmm... They're from Google as usual.

OH YEAH! Finished Kuroshitsuji II, and OMG, I love it so so so so SO much! Seriously, BEST ANIME EVER! Man, Vampire Knight and Kaichou wa Maid-Sama! Can't compare! This is JUST SO DAMN GOOD... And... Wow... Sebastian is hot ::Drool::

When I first watched this series, I thought "Tsk, he ain't THAT hot.'' But... Without myself knowing it... OH MAH GAD! I'm in love with Sebastian ==

Ohhh, he's just so perfect. Can I have him? >_<

I love him so much that he's my wallpaper X_X

Enough with Sebby~

OK, so, Kuroshitsuji II is the sequel to Kuroshitsuji(obviously). What happened to Ciel at the end of season one was unknown, whether his soul got eaten by Sebastian or not. 

Well, in season two, there are new characters! And wow, I must say, they kinda suck... Well, not SUCK, they're... Somewhat... Hmm... I can't say evil either, maybe... I guess the new master is ALMOST THE SAME as Ciel. 

Alois Trancy. His real name is Jim Macken. He had a LITTLE brother, Luka Macken. But, that was a long long long time ago. So, He and his brother lost their parents when they were VERY young, and oh, Alois is 14 btw, and Ciel is 12... Damn... How old is Sebby? Just kidding... Now where were we? Ah yes... So, they were bullied and laughed at. His wish was for everyone to DIE because they didn't care about him and his brother. And you know what? His wish came true. 

Luka made a contract with Hannah, a demon, so that his brother would be happy, Luka wished for everyone to die. And when that was done, his soul was eaten by Hannah. Hannah was touched by Luka... And for some reason... Hmm... They were with Claude serving Alois... 

Yeah, yeah, I had to put the pic when Alois was naked. Whatever. That's Claude. Well, he's not that bad looking either. But, I like Sebastian more. Red eyes~ Ehehe.

Hannah, the demon maid @_@

I couldn't have found a better picture. I don't know where Anna and the other three came from, but, I think they just followed Claude... Hmm... The second season was SHORT and CONFUSING @_@

Yeah, Trancy servants are ALL demons~

So... Ciel's soul is THAT delicious, after having a taste of Ciel's blood, Claude was like AWH, I'm in heaven. Every demon wants that soul. Sadly, Sebastian didn't eat his soul, well, CAUSE CLAUDE STOLE HIS SOUL. If you watched Kuroshitsuji, you'd understand. Sebastian's arm was cut off, and the sign wasn't there so... Claude was able to steal Ciel's soul.

DAMMIT! IT MAKES ME MAD! WHEN NOBODY GIVES A DAMN ABOUT SUCH A GOOD ANIME! WATCH IT! ANIME IS BETTER THAN MICKEY MOUSE!

Kuroshitsuji II was pretty much about how Sebastian and Claude fought over Ciel's soul, and... I think it's pretty much that. But, I gotta admit, it's great. Sebastian was upset, disappointed... His face was just... So sad... And LOL, I got so angry that I cried D= 

Kuroshitsuji II is emotional. Aww man... With all the good-byes and all that... Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, Ciel lost his memories. But don't worry, the last episode, he got them back. Ciel turned into a demon, that was Alois' wish to Hannah, so that neither Sebastian OR Claude can eat Ciel's soul. 

And so... Final result, Ciel's a demon, Sebastian is Ciel's HELL of a butler FOR ALL ETERNITY. There goes my chance of getting Sebastian T_T

Kuroshitsuji II... 

It's like saying good-bye to all the cast... So sad... To Grell... My dear Shinigami... Grell T_T

My second fav Shinigami Undertaker T_T

Prince Soma and Agni

 

Lau and Ran Mao

Meirin, Finny and Bard, the servants of Phantomhive 

And let's not forget the Green-tea loving, loyal, smart Phantomhive company president/Phantomhive servant, TANAKA!!!

Ugh... Oh well... Ciel's annoying Finace who I curse, so that she'd die.

NO PICTURE FOR HER

And well...

Alois, Claude, Hannah and three other guys died. So... Good-bye already...

To my favorites, Ciel and Sebastian that cat obsessed moron...

I will be hoping for season three... Sebas-chan! Diasuki! Daisuki! Daisuki nano neko baka! SEBAS-CHAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes, yes, yes. I love him. I love him. I love him >o<

We'll meet again very soon. 

My future plans. Read the manga for H.O.T.D, and watch Loveless. And after Loveless, I'll read the Kuroshitsuji manga. I read illegally, on the internet. What? Even if I do buy, it'll be in Chinese, and then, I'll lose interest, and if it's in Japanese, I don't understand a single word! Malay... Even worse.

I wont be watching One Piece either. Naruto and Bleach... NEVER!!!

Well, like my Facebook quiz results says, Loveless is an anime with a lot of Bis and lesbos. So, yeah, I'm perverted. Alala, isn't everybody? It's fine anyway... Malaysia Boleh right?

So. Kuroshitsuji... Of all the anime that I have watched, this is by far THE BEST, and I mean, THE BEST anime!!! Sebastian just makes my heart melt. I love red eyes, and now, I'm starting to love blue eyes.

 

This is my wallpaper :x

''Yes, My Lord''

Sebastian Michaelis 

''Yes, Your Highness''

Claude Faustus 

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