Rac's SIXTH Mail

Oh wow, can't even sms from Iran? How bout calls? Is that the messy country? Where women cover their faces and all that? And bomb bomb bomb and all that? Is it even safe to go there? Hmm... Do you get a raise? :]

Haha, Thai food? Maybe next time, we're going for comp not for fun, so... I don't want to have a tummy ache during that time. Don't know, we can't go by ourselves, cause, it's another country, if we get lost, end of story. So, I guess I wont be visiting 'Sizzler'... All the frees... Buh-bye! Why don't they have it in Sitiawan? Oh right... That'll just be rugi business, they'll go bankrupt within um... 3 to 6 months, the way we eat, and if they get customers like you-know-who... They'll surely go bankrupt!

And yes...

MALAYSIA BOLEH!

MALAYSIA BOLEH CHIN CAI BUANG RUBBISH!

MALAYSIA BOLEH CHIN CAI BUAT CONSTRUCTION SAMPAI ORANG-ORANG MATI!

Well, it's true. People from Singapore come here just to litter, and, well, they're kiamsiap, so, they do their groceries shopping, petrol filling here. They, fuss a lot, well, your brother is a good example, and they make funny faces too, again, your brother is a VERY good example... SHHHHHHH! Don't tell him I said that, cause, if you do, I'll never... Er... Go near him? Haha.

No,no. Well... Chinese ARE number one kiamsiap in the world. Singaporeans are EXCELLENT examples! So, not just Malaysians being kiamsiap. What about China? And Taiwan, and Hong Kong? Are they equally as kiamsiap? Hmmm... Why don't they do a kiamsiap survey? Haha, see which country's people get number one, I'm sure it will be Singapore! Ehehehe.

Oh great, what? So I have a thing against Singaporeans now? Ish...

Yes, it is human nature to grumble, cause, we are NEVER satisfy, and we NEVER will be. Cause, that's just us. Humans. Are... I wouldn't say that word. Or words.

Of course, everyone can afford 100, those too poor for a home is an exception, but, come on, band members? Neh, all the crap about being poor? Yea right... They can afford branded stuff man, so, complaining about 100, to Bangkok?! WTH... It ain't even their own money, it's their parents. I don't know... Well, we're kinda doing it for our school, but, mostly, we're doing it for ourselves. Cause, we want to go, the school... Chin cai us. So, you don't expect the school to pay, or use the band money cause, we're almost bankrupt...

Mutton

Mutton

Mutton

I don't eat mutton.

I don't eat a lot of things...

Yet, I'm fatter than you all!

Fourteen years of my life, no one has ever said that I got slim...

That...

Changed...

TODAY!

Hey! After fourteen years! Fourteen years baby! Someone finally told me :

''Eiiii, you look slimmer. Hey, look, your chin looks sharper! Or maybe... I just didn't see you for a long time...''

LOL

I asked another person, she looked at me, from head to toe, and again... Finally said :

"Um, oh, yes,yes, yes."

After fourteen years! Finally!

LOL

I bet it was your fault, you forced me to eat! When I was little! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Briyani

Briyani

Briyani

I don't really eat that, but, I can eat it. I just don't eat it. I don't know. Food seems to be getting boring for me. I'm in a crisis! I don't know what I want to eat, I don't know what to cook... All I want... Is...

Is...

Is...

H...

Ho...

Hon...

Honey. Sweet. Chocolate. Vege. Fruits. Juice. Tea. More fruits. More tea. Biscuit. Milo.

Yes... I suddenly hate food. No, not hate... I just, feel like eating sweet stuff... That's why, after dinner everyday, I take caramel and chocolate... Caramel... Nice, sweet, and sticky too! Lucky I saved those chocolates, cause, I didn't feel like eating them before! LOL!

Suddenly... I feel like eating honey chicken wings... Satay... Ice Kacang... Cendol... Tandori Chicken and nun... Dammit...

LOL

I think I'm going picnic and... prawn catching? This Sunday, I don't know, my friend's father is bringing. But, will have to confirm with the others. Our house is near both Teluk Batik and Teluk Rubia, so, why don't we go again? Funny. Been two years since I went to the beach that is 10 minutes away from our house! Your wife doesn't like going out to sandy places, does she? I think we're going to Some beach where turtle lay eggs, like, um, half way to Segari. Where is that? Did you take the GPS? I'm gonna look for more... Er... Food shops... xD

What? It's for future use, besides... Hey... I still haven't ate the dessert! Dammit... All because of BB... Damn damn damn... Right... It was a month ago...

One day... I will finish tasting the many foods, in the many food shops in Sitiawan. Although... Most shops are boring and the same... I'm lazy...

That reminds me... UHGH... My room! Cleaning it will be like cleaning a junkyard! Oh good... Stacks of books... Boxes... On my study table! Dust is piling up on my books... Never take me to the book store... AGAIN... Unless I finish my books... That will be... Er... If I have time, 2 years. What? You don't expect me to read 2 books a day, do you? I have like er... 30 books... Unread.... If you add the gifts... I guess... 50 unread... NOVELS...

OMG

OMFG

Make that 3 years.

Always remember, when the food in the pic looks good, it sucks.

Oh hey! You bought a Better Homes and Gardens towel in Walmart? LOL! I subscribe to their newsletter! Apparently, re-decorating means new paint, new furniture, new wall stickers and all that... Man... Too bad everything here is built-in. Can I paint the cupboards? And doors? And... Walls? Probably not. Looks like a bad idea, I'm in my room, so, as lazy as I am, I'm afraid of the work if I actually do it.

Well, the hero? As usual. You know him... Sometimes, I wonder, what does his girlfriend see in him. Oh well, guess that's a good thing, besides, he's the only male son... That looks gay. And acts gay... Sometimes... Fag... And I think a guy like him?! LOL! On Facebook anyway! Freaking fag!

ANYWAY...

No, we don't have an Apple store in Malaysia...

BUT

There are re-sellers.

My other friend bought his in Ipoh, Jusco! I can't believe that I didn't even know that there was a re-seller there! I CAN BE SO BLUR.

Inherited the blurriness, the no-math gene, and the musical gene from your wife. I guess I got your looks^^

WOW

I forgot what I wanted to say...

Well, I don't have time, it's just... It's midnight now, and, I guess I'm free at this hour, so, I guess I write?

I wonder if they allow us to bring our laptops... Cause, 16 hours on a train? I'd die during the 12 hours of day if I do nothing... Well, at least I can watch movies if I bring this thing, cause, I download movies. Saves me money from buying.

Will money drop from the sky? When a rich guy's jet blow up in the sky?

Better stop dreaming, cause, that'll never happen. unless... I blow the jet up myself... Can you get guns? And bombs pass custom?

Just asking.

The hero wants to buy a gun in Thailand.

He'd never do that, or get pass custom. So, no worries!

I feel sleepy...

Good night!

Bye!

Love you!

Miss you!

Be safe!

RACHEL

Rac's FIFTH Mail

Yes, going to Bangkok is better, know why? Cause, my friend say got a food place called 'Sizzler', mum said that they have it in New Zealand too, anyway, I heard that there's a FREE salad bar, and, FREE drinks refill! Oh, look at all the FREES! And one time, when she and her family go to Thailand, they went there to eat, in he end, the manager had to chase them out. Can't blame the manager either, WTH, 6 people eat, call 1 drink... Kiamsiap ka Si! You know who? LOL. Mummy's GOOD friend ***** xD

Kiamsiap LOOO!

Ahahaha? Plane? NAH. WTH, people tell me :

" Wah, rich people say rich things, RM100 not enough? RICH LOOO!''

Really, RM100 is NOT enough. A plane ticket is about 300++, if sit plane? I think everyone wont go. Now, I see why every shop in Sitiawan can go bankrupt. WTH, RM100 to Bangkok is considered cheap OK? The grad trip I had in 08 was RM300++ and we only went to Genting and some stupid museum. How can these people complain about Rm100 being EXPENSIVE? And hello! WE'RE GOING TO BANGKOK! Not inside Malaysia! ISH!

Yep. I guess you learned something, NEVER eat Briyani in... Um... Where again? Haha... I thought that Biryani came from their country? LOL! How can they NOT make something that came from their country NICE? Ahahaha! Maybe they think that it is? LOL LOL LOL xD

yaya, I think she'll pay for lunch, but, what if she forgot to bring her purse? Or, she leaves through the bathroom window? Haha... I'm just joking, apparently, Singaporeans do that kinda stuff! AHAHAHA!

Yep. When she said that she's gonna follow me in the train, I was like telling her not to, cause, you know her, and her Ke-po-ness and everything. She said that it's troublesome for her to sit a plane, cause, she don't know this, don't know that, the usual blurriness. She taking Lisa and the hero. Lisa says she wants to see a ghost. Heh. Say so nicely, later when she actually sees one, I think I'll have to perform exorcism on her, and, she wont eat for a month, or sleep for a month ,cause, she'll have nightmares, and every time she closes her eyes, she'll see IT again! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Search the internet? SEARCH THE INTERNET?

I'll have to do it FOR her. And... I'm lazy to do that.

Actually, there's no Apple store here. Dammit. How low can this country get?

My friend got one iPod Classic, I asked him, said bought it in Singapore. How much? Don't know.

Damn, it's not like Malaysians CAN'T afford to buy Apple products or anything. So why don't they OPEN UP A STORE? Well, they DO have an online one, and they have a re-seller, which only sells iPods and MacBooks.... Hmmm... No iPhones...

Dammit.... I have to save for Christmas shopping, a new phone, and an iPod?????!!!!!!

That's like... UHHHH...

RM1500?! I'm not even half way there! I just got like what? 200? Man... That's gonna take some time... First thing's first... I guess Christmas shopping is more important. I can save if I get a lot of Ang Paos for new year, man, this year sucked... No one gave... Not many people anyway... I feel like getting Ang Paos from every resident in Sitiawan next year! Helps me when I'm saving money. I should make a donation for myself, I can't sell my bears... They look... Cute... I think I can sell the Barbie dolls... BUT... They're gifts! And one I bought from um... Hamburg? LOL. You paid for it.

Money... Money... Money...

OH! I KNOW! I KNOW!

I'll go work at McDonald's!

I'll get free lunch and dinner too! And, after working there, I don't think that I'll go near McDonald's again! Or KFC, or Burger King... Or... Fast food restaurants, of course, you would like that.

LOL

Printing sheet music from the net. Can't get 'When you believe' outta my head. Kinda printed this other song... Damn... I didn't see that it was for duets! UGH!

Oh yea, after talking about band for so long, I realized, you don't even know this year's theme yet!

It's

THE PRINCE OF EGYPT

LoL, from a Dremworks movie, kinda old movie, but, nice songs. When you believe is nice! You should watch the cartoon, I know you probably wont. Anyway, we're not really sure about Thailand, so, fingers crossed.

Haiz

Lynnette still can't teach yet... Wow... I think mum will have to teach me. I don't know how her students think of her as a nice teacher, it's SO different from how she teaches us, damn, she gets angry pretty fast when it comes to teaching her own children, is this natural or something? LOL. She CAN teach... She just... Well, complains A LOT when you play something wrong. That, never happens when it comes to teaching her own students, does it?

Oh well...

Money

Money

Money

LOL

11 already, I have tuition tomorrow....

Rac's FOURTH Mail

Ahahaha!!

Not going to JB, we're going to Thailand! Woo-Hoo! But of course, don't know about those exam-lovers. We're going to Thailand in September, nearer to the REAL PMR. But, if those exam-lovers don't wanna go, we're still going, just have to find replacement. But, this time, it's easy, cause, anyone can go for the competition, not necessarily students, so, our ex-members can replace those exam-lovers! And you know what? Green Green is supporting again! AHHH! I'm so happy!

5 boxes of plum? ==

AaAa

This time only in THIS side of the globe? LOL.

Going to Singapore, hmmm... I want an iPod Nano :)

SG and () MY price :

iPod Nano- 8GB, S$228 (RM599). I want red color. If 16GB is S$288(RM719), expensive...

iPod Classic- 160GB, S$388(RM979)--.

iPod Touch- 8GB, s$ 308(RM779). 32GB, S$468(RM1,119). 64GB, s$628(RM1,599)... ==

iPad- s$ 728.

iPhone 3GS- s$748.

iPhone 4- Price unavailable~

Shops are all over SG... Haha... If in Orchard:

EpiCentre@ION Orchard

2 Orchard Turn, #B3-14/15/16 Ion Orchard

238801

+65 6509 5028 EpiCentre@Orchard 501 Orchard Road Wheelock Place, #02-20/22 238880 +65 6238 9378 Best Denki@Takashimaya 391 Orchard Rd, #05-01/04 Ngee Ann City Podium 238872 +65 6732 7605 Don't know where you going in SG, so, I find shops in Orchard. I don't know. The prices, SG or here cheaper? Or same? Anyway, those are the online prices. Rm28 for Nasi Briyani? LOL! Here can get from RM5 you go there eat? Haha... yes, Subway better, only RM18. Haha. Just now eat half way go meeting, the meeting, was shorter than expected, 30 minutes++? WTH... Made me miss the FISH AND CHICKEN! I ate the prawns, what's left anyway. Everything is fine, we're all happy for now. Going or not to Thailand, the PIBG will have to agree, if they don't... I don't know, I guess we'll still go. The PIBG Chairman, is a stupid guy, but, he's rich. UGH. This time every one of the PIBG members are in MCA. Don't know, don't care. They say that going to JB is FAR, what do you think they'll say tomorrow when the band teacher says we're going to Thailand? Faint? I hope so. JB? Far? Nah. I wonder, how will we go to Thailand? How do you think we'll go? Each person only needs to pay about RM100++, so? Haha. I don't know, I think that joining the competition in Thailand, they sponsor us or something, cause I think the guy knows Mr.Tan or something like that. I don't really know. Where do you think we'll stay? OMG... Most importantly, WHAT WILL WE EAT!!!! @@ I guess that your wife is getting more popular, EVERYONE in band kinda know that she's MY MOM! OH She likes shouting, doesn't she? Well, um, during the meeting just now, she was like very fierce(my friend told me^^), say : "OK! If anyone doesn't want to go, say it now! HEY! SAY IT NOW! ANYONE?!" And she was looking at this one girl, LOL, Tian Siang's granddaughter! AHAHAHA! Cause she didn't want to go to JB. But mummy said that she was saying "WANT WANT WANT" when they say that we're going to Thailand. You know your wife. But, I guess she's better than Green Green. LOL Night! Love you. Bye. RACHEL.

Concentrate

I can't concentrate on anything.

Maybe not going for the comp is a good thing, but, maybe it isn't. I was so sure that we'd go, but... We're not going... It's hard, not to think about it... I can't think straight... I feel so dispirited, so lifeless... Again...

I just stand there like a blockhead, staring at everything but noticing nothing.

I just sit there like a statue, staring at the field when there's nothing there.

I just lie there like a twig, staring up at the open sky and trying to reach for the nothingness.

I just close my eyes... Hoping that when I open them, a miracle would appear before me.

Seeing everything...

The familiar roads.

The familiar buildings.

The familiar surroundings.

Which road did I use to come here? Just a second ago, I passed them, I looked at the buildings... I forgot, even if it was just a minute ago...

Staring at the wooden desk, full of drawings and quotes of other people, full of my answers in blue ink... Drinking my everyday tea, ignoring the teacher that is teaching the subject.

Time passes so slowly, but at the same time, it just flies by.

Day by day.

Night by night.

I spend wondering...

About what?

About nothing.

There is so much to think about, yet, there is nothing to think about.

I gave up on hope. I guess my heart was with my hope... Now, they're both gone.

I gave up on hope.

I gave up on him.

I gave up on me.

I gave up on you.

Rac's THIRD Mail

Well, I finally know the reason why she is SO against us going. Remember the whole thing about our headmaster last year? When she tried to make him get fired? Yea, so, the reason is our headmaster. I asked her daughter. Damn that woman, can you believe it? Just because of our headmaster, she's willing to let 87 kids down, crushing our hopes... Unless we can get everyone to agree tomorrow, there's no chance of us going. No. Fate is what we make ourselves, it depends on the decisions we make, but, it's not us that's deciding. It's our parents. No matter how much we want to go, even a few can ruin our chance.

That's the problem...

You see, being a non-carer of education, I don't give a damn about my grades. Not now anyway. It's not the REAL test is it? It's not gonna determine my life or anything, besides, the world's gonna end in 2012. At least, the ice will finish melting then... That's not the point! It's just a trail exam, and, there's a week before that, I think, so... They're not dumb, in fact, most of them are smart asses, even if they don't look like much. I don't get smart people. All they like is studying... Studying... Studying... And all they do is study... Study... Study... And study again! WTF is wrong with them? Most smart people don't have lives!

Respecting people's choice is another thing... I'm just saying what I want right now... It doesn't matter.

Mum did her best... What else can she do? Help them to sign the agreement paper? Wouldn't that be fraud, and, other parents can sue her for that right? There's nothing else she can say... Maybe we can do something, but... Who would be as crazy as to agreeing to my plan? Well... You know my plans, it either includes having people blackmailed or kidnapped. I have another one... But, we'll have to ALL work together... So, it's kinda like, those people who tie themselves to trees to prove how much they love Earth. Of course, I'm not tying myself to a tree... But, that could work... Hmmm....

Oh well, can't blame people if they don't understand. I thought that ALL parents should support the decisions their children make, what's all the crap about ''we will always support you, my child'' then if they don't support? Of course they want the BEST for their children, but what about what WE want? It's not always up to you parents you know. We have our wishes too. Yea, most parents might get fucking mad if their child says the truth to them, but, I thought we were raised to tell the truth? True, you parents raise us up, but, what's a week gonna do to us? It's not like they're gonna miss PMR or anything...

So, Wow, your son enjoys watching cars blow up, it somehow excites him. xD

LOL. I just ate SO much. Haha, who's the cook on board? Chinese food again? Everyday? Ahahaha... Can't be that bad right? Yes. You can lose some weight, do you use the gym? Hahahahahaha! Only sailing to these country? OH... Must be hot... Oh well... Hmmm... You sailing to anywhere else? Like maybe... Japan? Haha... Hmm... More chips! MORE CHIPS!

Anyway, I still haven't touched my homework, I don't believe in homework when I don't think I'll learn from it. I still owe Ah Toh... Like say... Maybe... 35 strokes? I left everything blank today... Except for 1 know... She's gonna kill me. And tomorrow... Is another 4 'famous old lines'... I'll probably write them on the table... AGAIN. I didn't today cause... Oh... Right... I was eating, and when I was about to write them on my table, the bell rang. Ta-da!

Oh, LOL. Just graduate? The company only accepts white people... Err... Chinese right? Or people with Chinese names... Haha... I'm beginning to think that... I er... Am a racists. Well... Haha... Eee... No, no. I don't hate black people, I just don't like black people with attitude problems. Well... Ahehehe... So... I guess... Well... I, don't like Malays. Especially after I learn that they're... Never mind. There was this one time when I was riding my, WHEN I WAS 10, my paddle broke, so, I had to push it all the way home. I passed this one house, that idiot threw stones at me! And it was like he was enjoying it! HE THREW THEM HARDER! That was when I, Rachel Cheong, started to know the many fuckers of the world. And, that was just one, and, that was when I was 10, so, you can imagine how ugly people in this world are to me now.

There are exceptions, of course.

Even if I hate it, I still have to do it. Saves time, and I have tution tomorrow so, I guess doing my homework now would help...

That's about it...

Everyday is the same, cause, I kinda lost it.

No spirit

No mood

No nothing...

I'm fucked.

Well... I guess mum's killing me when my results for the test comes out, the monthly test is in... Um... 3 weeks. I'll pass, just don't expect to see an A.

Night, love you.

RACHEL