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Red

Red, my red,
the color of my heart,
the color in my heart.
The burning of the color,
the burning of my heart.

Red, ever so red,
the color of colors,
reminds me the past.
The fading of the color,
the fading of the past.

Red, the only red,
the color in mind,
the color that burns.
The wounds have heal,
but have I?

Red, my precious red,
the color of you,
the color that hurts.
I speak of lies,
the truth in lies.

Red, my only red,
the time has gone,
and so have you.
Time to say farewell,
I will never forget you.

Okay... Double WHAT?!

OMG... As if the last 'WHAT?!' wasn't bad enough. Now DOUBLE WHAT?! This is so... Ewww... Thinking of it makes my hair stand. For the love of God, SHE WANNA KAO MY BROTHER? Oh damn. The pain of being my brother's sister...

Dude, you have issues you know that? I'm just saying as your sister, thank God you don't read, or else I'd be dead.

And how many girlfriends do have exactly? NOW. Not counting the past or last month. Just now alone. You no good two timer, or three timer. Or whatever. Dude, you have a girl's picture on your phone, a different picture in your wallet, and you have... Her pictures in my phone. Dude, you don't even like her. You told me that, you psycho. I don't blame you, she hiao her problem. And thanks for letting me know you were joking about kissing her^^

And next. SHE IS UGLY. Lolx, said it, I SAID IT. But who cares? Those morons thinks she is.

Well, you guys are gonna get a shock for this one! It made me and my brother's hair stand!

EE SUK CHING LIKES MY BROTHER AND WANNA KAO HIM?! WTF?

LMFAO

This has got to be the worst of the worst. I mean whoa, she is ugly enough, but this one? OMG... OMG... OMG... SO DAMN GELI... YERRRRRRRRRR!

Oh God, if it weren't KFC for dinner, I wouldn't have eaten anything.

WHAT?!

WHAT?! Okay, fine. FINE! Things are like this eh? Fine, fine. I can live with things this way...

Things are just so wrong! UGH! Sometimes, I wonder, what do people see in people! HER? I mean, come on... HER? I know it's none of my business to complain about YOUR relationship, and I know your just playing around. You know I hate her, and hey, you told me you were just playing. But dude, even if THAT'S the case, I still feel uncomfy with her being my... 'in-law'... And come on, when mum asked why you didn't kiss her you said your bag weren't there or you would have kissed her?! Boy, I cannot imagine that. Nu-uh. No.

And new phone? Nokia 5800. I have to say... Fuck you. You told me you were broke dammit! And I think you still owe me 30 bucks! Damn... Why on earth did you even become my brother? And I don't see how we can be related... Big difference... Ya ya... Real big...

And there's YOU... It's like this eh? okay, okay. I wont fucking say anything. No,no,no. In fact, I think I need new friends. Why? Cause I'm sick of being ignored and hated, I know you hate me, JUST FUCKING SAY IT!

Seriously, my life has gone from bad to worse. I didn't think I was gonna have to transfer for sure. But now, I'm really eager to go away. Away from all THIS!

Sure, even if our distance is the furthest, she is still my best friend. The best you guys will ever be.

I hurt your heart? Stop saying that. You don't even come close to being hurt by me.

Say it. Say it now. I'm cold and I don't care. I'm a bitch who hurts everyone in her way, friend or enemy, it's still the same. That's just me. I'll admit.

Fine. Decide. Don't keep thoughts to yourself. Tell me the truth. I don't mind saying your names out.

Stephanie
Jessica
Shu Zhi Ngor

Just say whatever mean stuff you guys are meaning to say to me. I can take whatever that's coming. But wait, no one ever fucking reads my blog.

Sorry

Sorry. I wanna say sorry to all of you who know me. Especially my best friends, you guys know who you are. I know I'm hell and I'm hard to handle. I know I hurt everyone with words, so, sorry. I'm just gonna go away and never return okay? Besides, I'm sure no one will miss me, I don't even miss myself. When the time comes, I'll just go away quietly, I'll say good-bye. Just know when the good-bye is.

Not now, not now...

Enjoy yourselves without me.

Me, Rachel

Gone

There comes a time when everything goes,
Friend or foe is yours to decide.
When all is gone,
you will miss.

There comes a time when everything goes,
memories of bad and good times will all be cherished.
Sweet or sour,
you will miss.

There comes a time when everything goes,
loves we love no matter old or young.
When love is no more,
you will miss.

There comes a time when everything goes,
you or me is still the same.
Good-byes are important,
many words unspoken.

Today

Today, was a good day.
Today, I will remember,
A day that holds every emotion.

Today, I found out.
Today, I saw,
And I felt.

Today, makes me wonder,
Today, makes me doubt.
Today, makes me hate.


Today, is fun,
Today, is sad.
I will forget today, and yet remember it always.

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So, what do you guys think? If it's confusing, you guys are dumb! If you guys misunderstand the meaning, you guys are also dumb.

Nice day. Wow... I guess... Maybe some things are better left unspoken.

Finished my homework before I went out. Got to know a wee bit of thousand year old Chinese translation at Jessica's. Helped her with her essay, I tell you, IT IS FUN. When we were writing the essay, she keeps laughing, I think I can call Tanjung Rambutan.

There are pictures, funny poses. Wee~

That reminds me...

SHIT! WE'RE ALL SO CAUGHT UP IN OUR CHINESE HOMEWORK, WE TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT THE COMPUTER PROJECT! I BET EVERYONE OF YOU IDIOTS FORGOT ABOUT THAT! WELL, I GUESS THINA WILL BE PISSED IF NO ONE PREPARED. IT'S PROBABLY USELESS REMINDING YOU GUYS NOW, BUT HEY, I REMINDED YOU GUYS. DIDN'T READ?

YOUR PROBLEM.