Anime... Anime... Life... Comparing

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

I tried so hard not to watch them again. But, I failed. I love anime. Anime anime anime anime anime anime anime anime anime anime anime ANIME!

Damn those Japanese for drawing such cute things, cute characters, interesting storyline... Nice.

Remember when I said that I hate vamps? Well, I do. Maybe I just hate Twilight. Hmm... BUT, Vampire Knight is a different one! OOOOOOOOOOOOH! Yes, all the blood-sucking... Muahahahahahahaha... Well, not THAT much blood-sucking, Blood+ has more blood...

I finished two seasons in two days. Well, make it one and a half day. I started watching it... Um... Yesterday evening, finished the first season and five eps of the second season, and then... Hmm... Finished the rest today, about half an hour ago, started at 5 I think...

Boy... You sure lose track of time watching these things. I think most people are glued because of the characters, they are dreamy... They look so good... But, they're fake. Why why why why why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anime characters look cute, no matter how you look at them. Eye color, hair color, they're just perfect. But when you try copy them in real life, you'd look crazy and scary. The real world vs. the anime world, I would love to be like the characters... How easily they love each other.

But of course, an anime, was made, planned, drew by artists. No matter how good they look, how nice, interesting their lives are, humans thought of them, and, they can't live freely, they don't even have a life. It's all just a disc... Playing over and over and over again... Planned.

It's not wrong to fantasize, I mean, I do it all the time. It's just a dream one can never reach.

Humans are selfish beings, we can never TRULY be pleased, that's our nature. Lets say... You want something, something you loved for very very long, and you finally get that something, and when you get that something, you'd feel GREAT at first... But slowly, you get bored, you get tired, you just feel annoyed every time you see it, you don't want it anymore.

Isn't it true?

I'm amazed by couples. Those who are serious and are together for a long long time anyway. Not those play-play types. They're like prostitutes. In a way.

Well... How can somebody love another person for so long... Forever? And have kids? How does it feel? To love someone for so long? Don't you get bored? Tired? What does it feel like... I don't know... To truly love someone...

I've never had the feeling. I just wondered... That's why... I can never be together with somebody, I'd just get tired after a while, even if I envy couples. Maybe it's because I envy the love they have? The patience. Understanding.

Who understands me anyway? Besides my friends. My TRUE friends, to be exact.

Betrayal.

Lies.

Manipulation.

I'm tired. I'm tired. I'm tired.

A best friend is all I'm ever going to get. Nothing more.

Trust.

Believe.

Acceptance.

I will never accept you. I can't even look at you for God sake. You'll be gone in a few months anyway. Until then, don't talk to me, don't look at me, I hate it when you call out my name. Even if you're new, you're just the same, and I can't accept you, so don't try. I can't. I don't like you. The harder you try, the more I hate. There's a type I don't like, and lucky you, the type is you.

I don't know why, but, I can't get myself to like her. I can't. I can't! There's just no way... No way... NO WAY! I don't... Want to... I can't... She's... Repulsive.

Zongxu plays too much L4D, I watch too much anime. They way Japanese speak, it's kinda stuck in my head, they like to stammer, don't they? No matter how much I think of Japanese's way of speaking... I don't REALLY know Japanese, or else... Boy... Everything would be in Japanese. YOSH! I will not be effected... I just did it... Didn't I?

AAAhhh... Wakateru... Wakateru!

VAMPIRE KNIGHT SEASON 3, I'LL B

E WAITING...

THEY'RE ALL SO DREAMY...

I'll also show you a sweet dream

Next night

I guess I chose this blood-sucking scene on purpose.

Without the blood-sucking. Zero and Yuuki.

Kaname. I think Jess LOVES him.

How about I turn my eyes red?

Hanabusa. Nice eyes.

The whole gang, saves me time.

The chairman, Cross Kaien. From that, to WHOA...

Ichijou...

Shiki and Rima at the back, Akatsuki and Ruka in front.

I'm done, and sleepy. I just found pics for fun.

Night.

AVATAR: The Last Airbender

Well, I'm home! Went to watch The Last Airbender, a summary on the cartoon AVATAR. The summary of the first season anyway. Well, they changed it a bit here and there to make it more interesting. I got smaller pics from Google, I think that it'll fit in the... um... Post line thing? I learned my lesson the last time, big pics are no good for my blog.

So...

Yea, I enjoyed the movie, I'd enjoy it even more if the baby beside me was asleep and not crying and shouting all the time... Damn families, when they watch a movie, don't bring the whole gang! Especially babies! Who bring babies to the cinema? Or three year olds? Do they even understand the movie? A waste of money, and annoying to the people in the room.

Funny thing, the Fire Nation people are all... Indians... Prince Zuko is played by the guy from Slumdog Millionaire, who knew he could speak so well? The Avatar, I have no idea, I'll go check it on IMDB(The Internet Movie Data Base) later, he's a cute bald kid.

Summary

A long time ago, the four nations, Air, Water, Earth and Fire nation lived peacefully together, until the Fire Nation attacked. Just when the world needed him the most, the Avatar vanished.

A hundred years later, Katara and her brother Sokka from the Southern Water Tribe found the Avatar. Katara was the only water bender left in the Southern Water tribe.

Aang's an air bender, when he was chosen to be the Avatar, he ran away from the air temple. He didn't want to become the Avatar, the Avatar can't have a family. And from the day he was chosen, everyone started to treat him differently.

He ran away and there was a terrible storm, he used air bending underwater and was frozen in an ice ball with Appa, his Air Bison.

He ran away before his Avatar training.

That's his past.

Katara, Sokka and Aang then decided to travel to the Northern Water Tribe, where the most powerful water benders live, to learn water bending.

And so...

It begins...

Blah... Blah... Blah...

I'm just lazy to summarize everything!

I'd give this movie... Um... 9/10 rating.

Watch it! You wont regret it. At least I didn't.

Thank you!

The Boring Hours At McDonald's

At McDonald's right. Dammit. Forgot my phone, so... I guess I can't call anybody. Yes, I'm fucking bored, The stupid Wi-Fi here is UNUSEABLE. Can't connect to the internet. I wonder if it's just me... Hmmmm...

I'm with Sarah. My sister, not THAT Sarah.

So, yea... I can't watch movies, it's way too noisy in here, and all my movies involve shouting, cursing, killing... And very loud guns. I keep downloading the wrong movies! UGH! It's either blurry or it's an older version. What I expect from downloading right? But, some of em are clear and watchable.

UGH

It's been an hour! And it just says :

"Sorry

The service is initializing, please try again later.''

Fuck that.

I'm guessing that ZN is wondering why I'm not answering my freaking phone, well, I don't have it with me. And it's three already. I guess that no one's coming. How do I call anyone? Without my phone or the internet! Right. I can't. Not seeing anyone I know here... Oh right... Pn.Eng just went back.

I'm beginning the HATE the service at McDonald's. Can't they work any faster? Oh wow... There's 4 counters and only two are working. I don't get it. Why hire Malays... At least have some part-time workers right? I mean, HELLO, Puasa time... They can't eat, and yet, they work here. Funny. I don't know... I see Malays at the drive-thru. They don't puasa, do they? Thank God I'm not a Muslim! I would DIE!

I didn't eat double today... Didn't feel like it. Oh well... After seeing fat boy grow slimmer, mum decided to give Issebell Tan a call. The Total Life or something something seller. Boy... The things they want me to eat just for me to get slimmer. UGH.

I don't know. People look weird. Okay... Well... THOSE type anyway. You know which type I'm saying right...

WAIT

WAIT

WAIT

DID THAT GIRL JUST GRAB HER BOYFRIEND'S ASS?????!!!!

Shouldn't that be the OTHER way around? Hmm... If they get married, I bet that guy would be the stay-home dad. They both look unreliable. Bah... I'm just saying.

I'm bored.

TWO FUCKING HOURS AND IT IS STILL INITIALIZING

What the hell...

Should have went for a movie instead.

I guess that I'll watch a movie now...

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WHEN I FINALLY GET A CONNECTION

I'm home now :D

Fuck Facebook

Seriously, fuck Facebook.

That's all I wanted to say. I can't say it on Facebook, it's... Facebook. Well... Facebook.

This has been the shortest post EVER.

Just so all you Facebook lovers know, it's a free country! And... I HATE FACEBOOK!

I hate Facebook

I hate vamps

I'm just weird

Rac's 11th Mail

Oh well... I knew that. Aino? 1000+ lol... You get a discount right? How much cheaper? My phone's screwed... Again. It has an automatic switch off mode which EVERY phone doesn't have, a function that nobody in the right mind would want! And oh yea... My speakers don't work anymore... Oh... I can't listen to Lady GaGa anymore! GRRRRR! The hero even took my laptop to Ipoh. WITHOUT ASKING ME FIRST! Can you believe that? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Nah, I'm lazy to check on Facebook. It's kinda boring. I don't have a life there. I didn't really want one acc, my friends wanted me to create one so... What the hell, it couldn't be THAT bad having a Facebook acc. Well... I was wrong, AGAIN.

I wont be getting a bed. I wont be getting anything new. Can still have my room painted? Still... What color? Darker colors... Makes sleeping better, makes horror movies scarier too! WAHAHAHAHAHA!

I would donate em jackets... Or... Sell them.

Exam time, well, tomorrow's the last day. Nothing much, it's just the monthly exam.

Oh yea, Bugsy died yesterday. No, no, don't feel bad, I don't feel THAT bad. So, don't feel bad. It wasn't your fault. You know Bugsy right?

Oh yea... Pn.Chee died too. Mum's ex-teach. She's only 51, cancer.

Everyone's dying these days. Oh well... JUDGMENT DAY.

Everyone will go to Hell. Everyone's evil, everyone's a sinner.

Nothing much to write about these days.

Lets see. I cheated on my Math test. No others, just Math. The ABC part anyway. I can't cheat on subjective, it requires drawing.

Oh well.

Night, bye.

Love you.

RACHEL