WHILE I STUDY...

This is a bad time to blog. I'm currently studying for my test tomorrow, a subject which for the past two years, I have ignored completely by either sleeping through, or writing through its classes. I pity Mr.Siah. He loves me so much yet I repay him by doing horribly in the subject he teaches. One time, he even told me to never go near science again since linguists is my forte. Hah, a physics teacher telling his student to forget about science, it just shows how horrible of a logic-grasper I am!

5.3: total internal reflection of light. All the drawings of light rays drive me absolutely nuts! Skip skip skip--ain't nobody got time for that! All the angles remind me of mathematics, another subject I loathe with every reason of my existence, yet, taught by the same person who I love ever so much, Mr.Siah! T^T I hope the old man enjoys his retirement. He's retiring this year, and I must say, it's an honour to be his most horrible student during his last days of service. Bow.

Candidly, I've forgotten what I read for the past hour or so.

During the last 60 minutes of my--ahem--study session, I've fitted at least half an hour of doing random shit! First of all, I would pause my ineffective last minute studying to go on Facebook, look at some rage comics, feel bored and resume torturing myself with something called a physics workbook. At one point, I had the urge to try out dresses that I never wear, and I did.

I left my book on the bed and started trying out the outfits I have but never ever put on. The Leo installation is on the 21st this month, and I have no idea what to wear, so I just rummaged my small cupboard for dresses I think would suit the occasion. Admiring my fat self in mirror for a little while, twirling in the pieces of feminine clothing, I weirded myself out and came back to my senses. What the hell? Physics, not dressies!

Back to bed and flipping through pages of physics!

Barely finishing paper III of heat, I decided to move onto the next topic. If it's not gonna come out tomorrow, then I'm not gonna go through it! Fuck this shit!

And somehow, I unplugged Shiro-san from the charger and turned on its Wi-Fi. Bzz bzz bzz. Two unread conversations. Two siblings, from a land far far away. Come to think of it, this is the first time I'm acquainted with a friend's older sibling through their introduction.

Now, I'm just here, blogging, and talking to Shiemy-san. She's actually in class right now! But the universal problem of boredom persists, and she's infected by it. I do feel bad for replying to her text, since she's in class after all and I'm a sort of distraction!

I should probably press the Wi-Fi off button. Dinner is making my senses tingle and my stomach is begging me to feed it again. I need to go on a diet, but I don't really care about the extra chub because I'm actually happy. If you mind a little flab on me, then you won't matter. Like what Dr.Suess says: those who matter won't mind and those who mind won't matter. I love my organs so much, I protect them with a layer of fat. Pinch pinch. Poke poke.

I sound like a fat cow who weighs 200 kilograms, don't I? Hah! So what if I am?! Hmm... Probably gonna die of a heart attack in that case.

I've been staying away from Macca's for months now, thanks to a specific person who managed to rub off some of his views of how disgusting the food actually is on me. Associating the golden arches with his frowning lips is something like a habit now though once in a while, I do take a bite of the greasy, poorly prepared food. Honestly, I've come to like McDonald's a lot less.

I've spend longer than expected here. I still have two and a half chapters left to cover. After finishing light, I'll need to move onto electronics and radioactivity. Lord have mercy on my soul!

My eyes are getting pretty tired, and I already slept my afternoon away! That's why I ended up opening my book only in the evening ==

平时不烧香，零时抱佛脚。我就是这样，这么样？

Right, I already finished my Chinese paper this morning so no point blogging in that highly sophisticated language.

I always study last minute. I don't usually get the motivation to do so unless it's the day before sitting for the paper, but this round, I don't want to study at all. Nothing's pushing me and I haven't even the slightest hint of stress weighin down on me. In fact, I'm going to Pangkor this coming weekend to get a taste of its island festival despite having the sit for the more suicidal papers next week. Additional mathematics on Monday, biology on Tuesday, followed by chemy on Wednesday and ending with moral on Thursday. I don't know shit about chemistry either, and since my mathematics is already as useless as a rock's, my additional mathematics can't  even compare to the most pathetic existence in this universe.

Despite my stupidity, I'm happy. After all, fools are the only happy ones in this world.

Ineligible Ideas

I'm not a big fan of essay competitions, but what the heck, I participate anyway! I love writing, I just don't know what to write when it comes to a competition.

These competitions are mostly for educational purposes, so we're encouraged to write about positive stuff... You know me, I prefer the darker way of writing; the Japanese way. Japanese novels are brilliant and sexy, that's why they're my favourite.

Sigh...

I don't know what to write about.

I have ideas... I just don't think those ideas are suitable for the competition.

I'll go write now... And if I get too frustrated, I'll go to bed.

Good afternoon and happy mother's day. Do something special for your mummy.

Working

It's finally break time!

After five hours of abusing my poor long legs, I finally get to sit down! The sole of my feet hurt so much that they're begging me to go home-- just forget about the other three hours and go home!

I don't exactly have a job. I'm just filling in for a friend today, since she's busy with something. I'm promoting Schwarzkopf products at Aeon, so if you read this post before 9pm tonight, make sure to come visit me! Buy from me too, if you're in need of shampoo.

It's dreadful, standing there and smelling the scent of all the shampoos mixed together. I almost stole some Panadol from the health section because all the shampoos were giving me a big headache!

After five hours, yours truly still haven't sold anything. Yep. I suck at this job.

People treat me like I'm some kind of threat. They walk away almost immediately with their fastest possible speed after I ask them if they needed help. Do I look like a person who would rape you in a mall, at the shampoo section? Sheesh.

Just when I thought I'd sell my first product, the guy turned out to be bald.

A bald Indian man asked me which hair dye suited him best... I was looking at his hairless head and thinking what the hell, does he not realise he's bald?

How would you handle a situation like that? I couldn't tell him he had no hair... He might throw boxes of dye at me...

It's my first time eating at Wing Zone. Not bad. Although, the sandwich is a bit big for this tiny mouth of mine... Ah well everything's big to my tiny mouth! It's just the size of an unstretched rubber band. And no, it won't get any wider.

I wish Oporto would consider opening up a franchise here in Malaysia... Sigh... I miss their fries more than their burgers!

The waitress just refilled my iced tea but sadly, I'm bloated and almost late for work!

I hope my friends come look for me later... I'd be sad if nobody comes, because it'd show that I'm not loved enough T.T

Blogging at the Airport

I'm at Coolangatta airport, waiting for my plane to arrive. It got delayed an hour late...

I'm so unlucky when it comes to flying to Sydney! Three weeks ago when I flew there, my plane was also delayed!

I'm so desperate that I've resolved to blogging as a source of entertainemt. I finished writing my part for the continue-the-story game I'm playing with Zongxu and this man I call boyfriend is terrible at it. We have completely different thinking so it's kinda like a two-way story... I'm steering it in a completely different direction from him.

Well... I'll be back to the gold coast in four years. You can count on that. Maybe I'll even drag Xu along to join Lisa's boot camp!!! Hahaha.

Sigh...

I'm gonna have my first ever photo album when I go home...

Home, huh?

I don't know where I belong anymore. To me, it feels like I am home... And my real home is a place that I have to be in, not a place I want to be in...

Anyway, I can't wait to graduate highschool. This year's additional math class will be like hell and I'll be crying my way through the days... Oh... Oh... Oh... Terrible.

I need to adapt to a shitload of changes when I go back and I'm not very happy about it.

Life goes on...

Procrastination at its Best

As the water beat against my back, I told myself that I'd do some hardcore studying today... Then, I started singing Adele's Set Fire to the Rain while shampooing my bushy hair.

An idea hit me. 

Since I have no mic, I can't sing on Karaoke Party so I'll just go on Youtube and search for karaoke versions of songs to scream out... But what about Chemistry? There's a test tomorrow... and I still don't know what comes after Beryllium. Not to mention I suck at balancing out chemical equations! 

I came out of the shower and Googled 'how to balance chemical equations'. After 2 minutes of reading, I proudly told myself that I've studied. But in reality, we all know that I still don't know shit~ So, the horrible singing begins! 

My neighbours and family should be thankful that I was't singing with the real karaoke system! I just sang quite out-of-tunely in front of my laptop. The only song that I THINK sounded good was Yellow, by Coldplay. Ehehe, maybe because it's slow, warm and lovely? I don't know? But well, I'm just happy that I procrastinated against studying. MUAHAHAHA! That isn't very good, now is it?

I've been lazing off at home since Thursday, and the only real studying I did was... Barely a chapter of Biology... Uh-oh, that can't be good! The reason why I don't think that I should be burying my head in reference books is because I THINK THAT I HAVE A LOT OF TIME. Out of the 10 or 11 subjects, I only take 4 or 5 seriously... Other than that, I never study for language; I just do some last minute flip-through and hope for the best. I have a thing against memorizing art! Or in this case, stealing people's writings. Shame on you! 

The only books I will take out are biology, history and chemistry. Even though it's my first year getting to know physics, I've already given up on that bastard! There's just no way I can understand the laws of Isaac Fucking Newton! UGH! It's all the apple's fault again! How many times must that God damned fruit change humanity?! We all know the other subject that I've blacklisted, don't we? In case ya' don't, it's additional mathematics. Additional maths is like magic, you space out for even a second, then everything the teacher taught will go POOF. That is what happens to me every Thursday afternoon during additional maths tuition.  

Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers out there! Well, don't go check on what your kids are doing. You might not like what you see =p 

I don't know what to do on the net these days... Sigh... I open up my browser and stare blankly at Google's logo... And on special occasions where they animate the logo, I'd look at the alphabets dance and when they're done, I'd open up a new tab to see it all over again... I exaggerated a bit too much back there, don't go thinking I'm some sort of weird hobo, okay?

I'm gonna roll in bed, just so I can let time pass by NOT studying~

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Have a nice day.

Second Post on Tuesday

So... I found my previous test papers in my file... I'm not such a bad person after all, I didn't stuff them for trashcan to eat =D

Band practice resumes, spacing-out, looking at the ants moving from this end to the other. Wow, the aura between the two is really dark. In the hall filled with tables and chairs, only one light shining above them... It was like ELIMINATE EACH OTHER O_O

Okay... Maybe not everyone is getting what I'm trying to say. Well... Sorry, but I'm a bit jumpy. I hacked my boyfriend's Facebook, and Hotmail acc. I feel so bad, I think he is mad at me.

''Hello, it's your cellphone! Ring ring! Is anybody ever gonna pick me up?! RING RING!!" sadly my dear cellphone, the answer is "NO! NOBODY IS GOING TO PICK YOU UP EVEN IF YOU ARE JUST BESIDE ME!".

I feel so bad... But it was fun while it lasted. I liked and commented on my own status, using someone else's account. I was daydreaming about hacking Najib's Facebook acc this morning, but... I'm not sure if he has one, so I experimented on hacking my deary's Facebook acc. It worked. Well, I guess... I am too smart.

The reason I even chose his acc to hack is because... Well, I know him? And I was just testing my knowledge about him. The security questions and all... I passed. I passed. It let me reset his password O_O

Ah, I'm glad I didn't go through all the trouble reading about Facebook cookie stealing, or phishing... Or whatever... Damn it. I missed the Pwnie Awards!

I'm sorry. I feel so bad. I'm not even picking up.

WHAT A WASTE OF PAPER!

Hi hi! The week long torture simulator has ended! Now, all I've gotta do is sit back, relax, and wait for the real thing.

THEY WASTE SO MUCH PAPER!

I just cleared out my bag, and I took out so many sets of questions. After taking out a stack, I looked inside my bag- Another one. When I thought that I had taken out everything, another set of questions pop out. Ah. that pile of paper lying on the floor, there is this itch to burn it and send them all to hell, but... That will just be polluting the environment.

SO... I am going to recycle my test papers =D

But then... Won't the teachers want us to paste them in our books? Do corrections and whatever? Oh well... These people are so... So... So... What do you call that... So... So... So... UGH. I give up, I can't think of a word.

I'm such a bad person, the last test, I stuffed all the question papers into the trash D=

So sad.

Hmm... Let's see... I'll be rummaging around this bloody messy room of mine for recyclable items. I keep my soap bottles in a drawer, waiting... For the day my lazy ass finally decides to take them to the recycling bins. Ah, I wonder if used condoms are recyclable O_O NOT THAT I HAVE ANY USED CONDOM ANYWHERE!!!!!! I swear. I don't have any used condoms anywhere. For the time being.

=)

DON'T GET THE WRONG IDEA!

=_=

Ah, I feel so sleepy. Sleeping too much in the exam hall kills you, damn it. Hmm... I wonder if people really do die in exam halls. Hmm... Something I will never know...

Tsk. Tsk. Tsk. I feel so heart broken looking at the pile of hateful papers. I hope when I recycle them, they don't come back as my toilet paper!

Uhuhu, every time something like this is over... I'll be movie marathon-ing, otaku-ing, and not sleeping. Oh yeah... That reminds me, I still have to go to school, and... Band practice. UGH. I'm so lazy. Oh... Why do we practice six days a week again? HELLO, I HAVE A LIFE! Please don't ruin it by kicking me out when I go on holidays. o zero o.

Ooh... I see a red plastic bag *v*

When will I go to Pos Laju? I have something to post... I'm too lazy, maybe I wont go post it... I think I'll wait for him to come back before I hand my torn journal to him. Ah, I don't feel like giving it. It is messy, and depressing, I feel like burning... Uh, I mean RECYCLING... It.

What a waste of paper, I think I should just save my diary in my laptop instead of... Writing 4 books a year =_=  ouch.

The 7 Minute Post

I accepted the challenge from Mr.Too. I have to write more than him in 7 minutes.

I HOPE I DON'T FAIL!

I'm in the middle of playing Aveyond, I got stuck for long, I couldn't take it anymore and went for help online. Turns out, I have to talk to the squirrels.

ANYWAY... Today...

I ACTUALLY STUDIED.

I would love to upload a few pictures, but... 7 minutes is a damn short time. HAHAHA. I'm sorry I made fun of you T^T

OH NOES! TWO MINUTES PASSED!

AHHH!

Well, mum, bro and Sarah went to Ipoh today, and they say that they'd be back by 4. but you know what? I just heard the gate creaked... Like... NOW.

My... My... My...

Exam starts tomorrow, I think I forgot everything I read this morning... I only studied for like... half an hour, before I said "ah, alright, this is enough studying for one day!" and turned on my laptop.

BUT WAIT. I didn't play my lappy from morning till now... I... Uh... HAD BRUNCH... Played the piano, and made lime juice.

OH!

NOOOOO!

TIME'S UP!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Oh... Err... I have two minutes left, according to my time.

Oh well... I guess... I'll end it now.

Hey, Zongxu, how's Joe? Is he okay? Have you guys done anything yet? Mm mm? Hmm? Are you two sleeping together already? I hope the Princess doesn't feel too sad that she lost her lover. Ohohohoho~






RACHEL_2027

The Ignoring SOMEBODY Thing

Hmm Internet Explorer isn't half bad, but I still prefer Google Chrome =D

So... I've been IGNORING a certain someone lately. I do not know why. Hmm.

Don't take it personally buddy, it's not you, it's me, but then again maybe it is you, but no, I think it's me, not you.  So don't worry. You didn't DO anything wrong, no, no, you never did anything, so how can anything be your fault if YOU'VE NEVER DONE ANYTHING?

The music is getting more... More... More... How do you say chee gek in English? =_= NEVER MIND.

BREATHE IN... BREATHE OUT... REPEAT...

Ahhhhhhhhhhh! >_<

Testing myself to see how long can I go without texting/calling SOMEBODY. I feel annoyed. The fact that my buddy thinks that he annoys me makes me more ANNOYED than I already am. I don't mean that he annoys me, no... NO... He doesn't. But he's an idiot that thinks that he's annoying me =_=

He's busy anyway. Wouldn't want to disturb him.

He's always busy.

So I won't disturb him.

I'd save myself from dying younger if I stay away from my phone.

What to do... What to do... What to do... Hmm I'm hungry, maybe I'll go grab something to munch on...

So early? I thought I'd wake up pass noon. Never mind... At least I have my laptop, music and the internet. Such a lonely, miserable thing. The company of myself is the only thing I ever need...

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I'm about to lose my mind

You've been gone for so long, I'm running out of time

I need a doctor, call me a doctor

I need a doctor

Doctor to bring me back to life

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Dr.Dre

Skylar

I Need A Doctor

MemeMeRachel@1031

In Case You All Come Knocking Post

I didn't get to watch the original version of I Spit On Your Grave. It was banned in... Probably the whole world =_=

I hope I downloaded the original uncensored version...  But... I doubt that I did... Hmm... We're all sadistic people. Go read the info on the film on Wikipedia. A 1978 movie... Why ban it? Guess I wont know... SINCE YOU GUYS CUT OUT SO MANY HORRIBLE THINGS FROM THAT MOVIE!

Click on this link to read it, if you're too damn bored.

[http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/I_Spit_on_Your_Grave]

Turns out, the movie has a sequel =_=

[http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Savage_Vengeance]

I don't get why they need to ban it.The world today is already so corrupted, and if men are having the fun raping and murdering women, then why can't women learn a few tricks or two? Of course... Nobody EVER agrees with me. Cause I'm cynic.

UGH

Never mind.

I wont be knocking on people's doors, but people come knocking at my door? GREAT. Make yourselves at home, cause, I wont be caring much. Sitting in the hall feeling awkward cause it's people you ain't familiar with... I'M SO EXCITED.

NOT!!!

Oh, and in case you all come at a bad time... I don't know, if my uncle feels like watching the original 1978 I Spit On Your Grave... Then I will obviously be watching it with him and my bro. Maybe grandma will be watching too... Unless you all wanna see some brutal gang rape and some sadistic revenge... My mum will be out in the hall chatting with you all instead of me.

In case you all come knocking... And hear those pained women sounds from the TV room... It wont be porn. It will be a woman, brutally gang raped. And if you hear men shouting, it's not vampires, it's a woman torturing them.

I already watched the 2010 remake of I Spit On Your Grave... So, I'm just gonna compare the two.

I can't wait!

Nobody cares about the RATED 18 AND ABOVE warning these days. I'm 15 and I have an adult content warning before you can enter my blog. What can I say... I'm me... And gosh... I'm a girl... While other women are from Venus, I for one, am from Pluto.

I've told countless lies, but the lie that I told the most is...

I HAVE READ THE TERMS AND CONDITIONS

What can I say...  WHO THE HELL WOULD GO READ THE GOD DAMN T&C?

Yeesh.

Here's a good night to all of you~

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Alphabetz~

Weather... Is... KILLING ME

What happened? I thought that it was pouring a few days ago? It's now five in the evening and the Sun shines like it's freaking two in the afternoon!

The reunion lunch was over a few hours ago, few uncles, aunties, a five-year-old chatty, and a baby.

Now, I'm just waiting for the reunion DINNER.

My aunt will be back with her boyfriend tonight, so, it's another round... Hmm...

I'm not feeling it. The weather is killing me. YOU are killing me.

It's Chinese New Year... Nobody's free for the next few days. I feel like going swimming... UGH... Maybe tomorrow... Don't call me. Don't text me.

Suddenly, I feel like being stranded on an island. If I do, I will not panic... First, I will enjoy the beach, maybe go skinny dipping, since I'm alone... After that... I WILL PANIC...

Enjoy first, panic later.

They don't plant enough trees. I think I better buy a land now and plant trees so that when I move in 20 years later, I'll have giant trees everywhere =D Maybe dig a pond...

I know... It's impossible.

I have dreams too you know. Of course, it might not be like those which includes being CEO of some company, live in a giant house with a butler called Sebastian and a long-haired dog named Alexander...  I have something... Stupid-er in mind...

It's not stupid... Really... It's just... Me being a loner.

Ever read The Lake Isle of Innisfree? If no, then you are an idiot. What were you doing when the teacher was teaching?!

My dream is something like that. But of course, mine includes the Internet, and my laptop. And oh... Hot water shower... With a bathtub...

I'll be dreaming now... So, good night~ I'mma nap.

I will arise and go now, and go to Innisfree,
And a small cabin build there, of clay and wattles made:
Nine bean-rows will I have there, a hive for the honey-bee;
And live alone in the bee-loud glade.

And I shall have some peace there, for peace comes dropping slow,
Dropping from the veils of the morning to where the cricket sings;
There midnight's all a glimmer, and noon a purple glow,
And evening full of the linnet's wings.

I will arise and go now, for always night and day
I hear lake water lapping with low sounds by the shore;
While I stand on the roadway, or on the pavements grey,
I hear it in the deep heart's core.

William Butler Yeats

Friday The... 21st?

Heeya!

How's it goin?

Miss me?

Yeah I know you do, my useless blog!

I'm back, and typing =D

Woke up at five this morning. Wuahaha. To prepare today's recess lunch box... My non-halal lunch box~

I wont be going to school tomorrow... And I wont be going next Friday either =)

I feel like watching a horror movie. Since no good movies are out... Might as well watch some of the horrors that I missed. Been a long LONG time since I last downloaded movies. Mostly... I downloaded... Yaoi =_=

Hmm... I don't know what else to blog about. Nothing worth blogging about. You wouldn't wanna read relationship stuff up here right? Especially when I'm a bit confuse between this and that. Don't worry, things between us is really good, I'm just trying to sort out my own things.

With my mum following my blog, I HAVE GOT TO BE CAREFUL of my homo posts. Ish. I'd rather have old people stick to being tech-dummies.

HAHA.

AHEM.

Right.

I plan to buy more bras =D

Hmm... Maybe some boxers and undies =X

Clothes...

Pants...

Headphones...

SLIPPERS~

I'll be skipping tomorrow... I'll be skipping next Friday...

AHA!

Let's go buy slippers on Sunday~

I want me squishy-squishy~

Lalala~

Clothes and pants... And inner wear... Not cheap... Wow... I hope there'll be funerals for the whole week. Not that I want people to die or anything... You know... Since they're already... Gone... Uhh... You get the idea!

Tesco is nice...

LONG LIVE THE NON-HALAL SECTION

Yeah... But... Dulan lo... I bought a cup of Starbucks ice-cream... Tak boleh scan, that worker put it back, but he didn't freaking bring another cup. Grr... Damn you... You scanned Hagen Dazs but not Starbucks? What did Starbucks ever do to you scanner?!

Okay...

Gotta go...

Bye-Bye Blog~

Post #281

I ran outta titles. I'm just here cause they're playing bingo. 5 cards. Wow... Long game... I really don't know how many rounds they played. I was watching Suicide Circle. Damn... Sick movie... And you know what? I STILL DON'T GET THE STORY...

=_=

Happens every time...

Ahh... The reason for me to Skype. I'm bored. BUT WAIT. The main reason is to talk to you. But... DAMN my mum has good timing... The first message... And she just opens my room door, lie down and look at who I'm talking to.

HOW DOES SHE KNOW?

The hell... 10 times outta 10... She's always here when the first IM comes. There's just no privacy around here! ARGH!!! T^T

And when she FINALLY leaves... YOU HAVE TO SLEEP?

Tuesday...

Going to school at 10pm. We're gonna explore the damn place. Let's just hope we all don't SEE anything, or TOUCH anything, or FEEL anything... Uhh... And most importantly... Hope there wont be a hand reaching outta the ground. Zombie invasion. Either you go out to sea, or stay on a plane forever. Those b****** can't swim, they can't fly either ^_^

Today's Skype session is still going on, it's pass 3 hours~

Wake me up, when September ends~

Not disturbing Jessica and her Sri Tan.

Listen to some songs.

Waiiii~

Hope Han Siang gets better soon. Leg injury. Haih. Some luck.

You guys think of where to go. I'll be...

Walking.

With...

Somebody.

^^

Personally, I prefer night better. I'm not a morning person, I feel so much better at night too. Day time at the amusement park... Oh God... Seriously? I'm such a lazy person. Let's go for coffee after those rides that makes you wanna throw up.

Day time...

What else to do...

What else to do...

If there's a beach, I'd roll in the sand... But... So high up... UGH... There's nothing T^T

If there's the Sun, the beach is the best. If there's the moon, the beach is also the best. But..

What am I saying?

It's Genting. Not beach trip.

Grrrrr...

Whatever.

I'll be cold.

I'm Bored, I Blog.

Yeah... Every post, is because I'm bored. I have NOTHING to do. And... Facebook is dead, OMGPOP lags bad... I have no intention of cleaning during the afternoon, just got the books done yesterday, while using Skype =_=

Somehow... I always HAVE something to blog about, when there's really NOTHING I wanna blog about.

I'm not professional la.

I'm just bored.

I'm still here...

I'll always be here...

Waiting...

FOR SOMEONE TO TALK TO ME AND ASK ME OUT

T^T

Going junk food shopping later with Mariane and Jessica? Maybe Matthew and Hs? O_O

M...

=_=

Let's not go there...

I don't feel like going back to school. Everything ends a bit TOO soon... My holiday... Spent sleeping... Because I'm bored as hell...

Then... 2011...

PMR...

2012...

End of the World.

I know I still have a long way to go, but... I don't mind if the world really ends then. I wonder if this is called not afraid to die, or... I just don't care.

I have a feeling. 2011 will suck.

I say that every year.

And...

Not everything sucks that bad. But still... They suck.

I don't know how to explain myself.

It's complicated.

Why is there no notifications on Facebook?!

If you take too many quizzes, you eventually get bored, and answering questions is like... Damn... Not the fav colour question again. Damn I hate the colour question. THEY DON'T LIST OUT YOUR FAV COLOUR!

Let's just listen to some songs.

I'm EMO, but, I don't dress like one, I don't have hair covering my face, I don't have piercings, I hate black and I hate boots. AND I DEFIANTLY DON'T CUT MYSELF.

I'm afraid of pain too, and... Blood makes me feel funny...

Another reason for you to ROFL.

I'm scared of many things la dammit.

I'm scared of things that nobody really ever cares about, I'm not scared of things that people usually care about.

Let's Skype again. Usual time, usual group, usual nonsense.

从前，从前，有个人爱你很久，但偏偏，风渐渐把距离吹得好远。

。。。

到故事的最后，你好像还是说了拜拜。。。

周杰伦。晴天。 

-YAWN-

I'm so bored.

Can't believe I woke up already. I would be LESS bored if I'm sleeping.

Sleeping is a boring thing, but you know what? You don't get bored when you sleep.

YAWN

YAWN

BIIIIIIIIIIG YAWN

Suddenly, I feel that all hope is lost...

For my maths T^T

Once again... I fail to understand the complications of simple mathematics. If this goes on... I don't know who will end up in a hospital, me or my grandpa. Well... If you taught me... You'd know how stupid I am. If you think you can handle me, and NOT kill me, then, come on~

Let's all pray that I pass THIS in PMR.

I couldn't even pass this year T^T

I'm just not good with numbers. And... I think my mind doesn't like playing puzzles. Stupid diagrams!

~!@#$%^&^%#&*()_+_&=-_)_(*#*@#~

I feel so hopeless T^T

I wonder if I am...

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO T^T

Congratz to Tan Chwan Shyang ma~ 8 As. Whooooo!

Did I spell your name right? :x

And to Tan Jia Wern, 5 As... Not bad ma... Don't be too dissatisfied. 5 As better than what your boyfriend got last year xD

Don't know about other people. Could care less.

Hey... They're both TAN ^_^

What would you do if you stepped outside wearing nothing, just wrapping yourself with a towel and you're mum's friend happens to be there... And... Owh... The towel's loose...

I'm just asking.

Thank God for windows. If not... I would leave a bad impression...

What?

When you're at home, it's good to not wear anything. Many benefits...

Uhh...

Save some detergent, and water, AND electricity, if you use a washing machine.

Less water pollution.

Cause... If you don't wear, you don't wash, if you don't wash, then there's no soapy water =)

Not like your friends are going to barge into your house... Especially mine. I live so God damn far, nobody even wants to come here. I'm so safe~

Actually... I don't like wearing clothes cause not wearing anything feels more comfy. And... You notice how soft the blankets are...

Right, and some people think it's weird if you don't wear a bra for 24 hours =_=

I should stop now...

I'll be back soon...

Cause I'm TOO bored.

uuuuuiiii... Bored?

Impatient.

Impatiently bored.

Bored and impatient.

Sleepily boredly impatient.

Yeah... I don't know what to do... Nobody's on Facebook... I'm lazy... Maybe I should continue playing Mizuki's route for Edelweiss... Or maybe... Just watch some BL. No... That wont work... What if my grandma sees me? Or my sisters... I don't have to worry about Dennis. He runs aways every time yelling that there's something seriously wrong with me... Besides, he's not home~

Lalala~

Love me yet?

No?

Okay...

I'll wait.

I can wait.

I'm a girl. I don't have balls. Use a better sentence =_=

I'm sorry if he can't face her... I don't have balls... So, I can't give him half.

Haaaaaaa

Let's go out again.

Walk with me.

Talk with me.

I'm bored. I miss you.

Lalala

It's okay right...? To miss you?

Don't know if I'm going to KL for Christmas. That woman...

First, she says "LET'S GO TO KAREN'S PLACE FOR CHRISTMAS!"

And we were like "NO WAAAAY! YEAH! YEAH! YEAH! But... How we gonna go?" =_=

" I'll drive."

"You drive? No kidding?"

"But... I'm scared."

"THE HELL MOM! GET THE FUCKING GPS!"

"But... I don't know how to use it..."

"WHAT THE HECK... ARGH! Then why the hell do you own a car anyway?!"

"Get a taxi. You three go. Rachel, come back on 28th. You two can stay longer."

"WTF... DRIVE... Cause... I'm scared to sit the taxi..."

"But...But... But..."

"Just drive. Just... Drive... I give up... Let's just NOT go to Karen's house..."

Mom- ^_^

Me, Lisa, Sarah- =_= + >=(

Dad on chat- ...

I wanna go to Toys R Us. I don't care if I'm 14. I love toys. Lucky kids... Toys are getting so expensive these days... I have to buy my own stuffed animals T^T

Animal Alley~

I'll drop by the XL-Shop and look at figurines~ I want Sebastian 0x0 And Ciel ^_^

Went shopping???? With Zn today. Although... I didn't buy anything... I just went with her... I didn't look at much, wasn't interested. Was more interested in my messaging, waiting for someone that ISN'T my mom to show up on my screen~

Sadly... It's expensive...

But...

Well...

I'll manage. Somehow. I always do. I just need to behave... And be patient...

AHA

People complain that my blog posts are too long.

Well...

Alright.

Alright.

Good Night.

I'm not sleeping.

I'll roll around the floor until somebody finds me.

Or I'll roll around until I get tired and sleep.

Tired.

Need blood.

Monthly stab in the tummy.

Dammit.

Mememe@6.39pm

Hyperactive?

Fat people can last three days without food. We use our fats. Cool.

Don't feel like eating lately? But then again... I'm hungry... I'll go have some tea...

I'm back~

Sowwwiiieeee >_<

If I was hyperactive... Uhh... About 4 or 5 hours ago.

What? I was happy. I thought happy people are always hyperactive? But... I can't compare to my sisters though, they scream and shout and then throw pillows at each other until one gets pissed, gets serious and... You'll know... If you meet those crazy little girls... One looks stupid, one looks like a dangerous hiao po...

What?

Oh... I don't think my bro is ever hyperactive though... Maybe...

I think when he's hyperactive, he puts on a gay show. And then... Tickles you until you eventually can't take it anymore and punch him.

Me? Well... I tend to talk a lot... More like... TYPE a lot...

That it sometimes scare people O_O

Been a long time since I typed so happily.

Other times... I would just join my sisters and throw pillows at each other until my mum gets mad and kills us~

Peace fullness... Doesn't last... The next minute... We'd be playing again =D

I wonder... Is a few years that big an age gap?

LOL

Some people don't even CARE about their brothers and sisters. Cause one is 15 and one is 10??? How can that be... Nothing in common? Well, I admit, I am childish, but... I treat my sisters like they're the same as everyone else, even if my mom is old, I treat her the same. Sei 3 8.

I don't get people who says that they have nothing in common with their younger brother/sister.

Weird.

Or is it normal??? People don't talk to each other anymore???

GOSH

I should be asleeeeeeeeeep~

Wehehehehe~

Ants.

Neko. Neko. Neko.

My dogs, they don't love cats. They don't dislike them. They just... Kill them...

They kill birds too. And the best part? The tiniest of them all... IS THE KILLER... =_=

Dammit... Angel... She looks like an angel, but she certainly doesn't act like one!

What am I doing now??

What...

Th-theeeee...

UHHHHHFFHFHFHFHFHFFHHF...

UIUIUIUUUUUUUUIIIIUIUIUI...

MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...

Sorry.

Sorry.

Sorry.

Don't know what to do.

Don't feel like sleeping either.

Set my alarm to 9 I think.

Ufff... Tuition... If that girl doesn't show up again tomorrow... God... I will sleep on the floor in font of your giant portrait and wake up when it's time to go.

Go where?

No where.

Note to self: Put Nike on the shelf where puppies can't reach.

I named my slippers...

MY POOR POOR SLIPPERS...

Well... Only one side got chosen as a chew toy.

I wonder if I could only buy ONE side...

It was so squishy... Puppies sure know how to choose slippers.

They choose expensive, and chewy ones...

DAMMIT.

I COULD JUST BUY YOU PUPPIES A CHEW TOY! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO USE MY SLIPPER?!

I'm so heartbroken.

Awww...

It's like... It's just been save from a shredding machine... Three puppies... One slipper... Ouch. You can smell the rubber T^T

Squishy~

Squishy~

MY SLIPPERS!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO T^T

They were pink... and they were squishy... And soft... And they were cute... SEE?

HYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Slipper-chan... Toshite... T^T

I guess I'll wear the brown flat-flat. If that ends up as a chew toy too... I will not wear any slippers to my grandparents' place anymore. Damn. One side feels fine, the other side feels ticklish cause of the bite marks everywhere and some rubber flying up here and there...

Grrrrr....

Puppies...

You guys are just so cute >_<

If I don't get my revenge now... When you grow up... You'd be bigger than me O_O

FINE.

Since you guys are puppies.

Chew on a stick please.

That's about it.

If hyperactiveness scares you, then, would you prefer me being emotionless?

Sukidayo~ ^^

Half Way Thru Finals~

Oh yeah! I'm already half way there... Half way there... Half way there...


But, now that I think of it, the real challenge starts tomorrow 0_0 And ends on Friday =D


Geography


History


Science


and wow, Chinese objectives!


Oh great, Kelly is beside me. Wow, I what a good way to make me NOT cheat during finals. But, it's a habit, so, I guess that I can't help myself. My mouth's so itchy that I can't stand NOT talking, even if I don't really like talking to people. I know. I'm just SO weird.


Even weirder, my laptop settings are in Japanese because I thought that Chäos;HEAd needed it that way. Woo, even Wikipedia's in Japanese. *SIGH* I still know nothing about Japanese. And... Chäos;HEAd didn't work! Must be some problem somewhere while I downloaded it. UGH! 


It's like... OMG, finals are almost over! OMG! I need to download, download and DOWNLOAD for the holidays! 


While people shop till they drop, I for one, DOWNLOAD TILL I DROP.


Thanks for all da buffday wishes ya'll! Thank you to mommy, Lisa, and Sarah for that BIG, SOFT AND CUTE stuffed puppy. Huggin it now^^


Thank you Jeremy! And... Er... What's your name again???? Sorry, I can't remember your name, I can only remember Jeremy's and Ong Tae Ngyong's???? @_@ Anyway, thanks for the cards! Love you two! Jeremy and... Someone I forgot what's your name!!!! T^T


Oh! Six minutes left! And I'm done! With... Part one ==


Edelweiss Eiden Fantasia. Hope it works. Maybe I'll download Edelweiss directly too... Hmmm...


Oh, it's done, but... I need part Two to finish the download... Dammit!


Okay... SO... Finals... I'm okay with it. Feeling relaxed tho. Well, maybe cause I already know everything??? xD Well, maybe not EVERYTHING, but, you know... A bit here and there. There might be holes in what I know. Like, a missing date, a missing name, and a missing place... And, a missing contract agreement! As for maps... Screw them... I'll read one when I'm on a road trip, or just... Lost.


Science is okay... I know MORE about the human digestive system... I think... At least I know what's a Duodenum. Yeah, yeah smart guy, I know you know what's that. You don't have to think and show off to yourself how clever you are! 


Rats eating ya' alive. Gross. 


So, any progress anyone? 


Haha.


Results... People get the wrong idea of the point of exams. I mean, COME ON! It isn't about the result! It's about what you're dumb child learned during the year. Dammit. Why do parents always care for the results? What if that day my boyfriend died and I was in shock and couldn't do anything? HUH?! 


I don't have a boyfriend mom...


That was just an IF.


All you people EVER care about is the God damned result! That's why, in order to live on freely like a child is suppose to, we cheat. Unless of course, we're those brainy people like Jessica Tee and Ling Shu Jing. Nope, not missing anyone in that brainy people list in case you're wondering. IN MY CLASS. Not your form 4 or 5 or whatever. 


You don't care how we do it, as long as you can see the result, you're satisfied, and we're relieved. I don't know about MOST people, but, I'm like that. I believe most people are too? Cause, well, when you get a 10/100, you're gonna get kicked outta the house, and called a useless child and they would curse you so that you'd die faster. Family members these days... Joking == A bit...


It's true. No?


Another two days and it's freedom baby! Oh yeah! The Halloween party@Steak House! Woohoo! LOL, if I can get a scythe in time, I'd definitely go reap some souls! ::Evil Laugh:: I am the Grim Reaper after all... Although... What I'm going to wear is a robe, for... ::Chuckles::... Rituals... ::Evil Grin::


Enough with the evil-ing!


Gonna check my mail later, it's been SO long since I checked my mails... Mostly from Facebook and OMGPOP... Ah, social gaming sites, how I love them. You don't have to see each other, or know each other, you just play, and make friends. 


Oh damn, I've got Tsuki no Ame in my head... Probably because Sebastian's voice is so... Sexy??? LOL! I can understand why Grell loves him so much! SEBAS-CHAN! Chuu~ 


Lalalalalala~


Riko, you can download Ero, you don't have to buy them. But... I would like to own something original for once! I don't think Anime.Tech sells Ero. Maybe they do... But... I guess I'll have to wait years before finding out! xD


Good luck to you and me! 


Lets die together! Lets eat together! Lets celebrate together! Again!

Finals, I will beat you and only two more days, I can kiss you good-bye and we will meet again during form 4 cuz I'll be sitting for PMR next year instead! Don't miss me! Cuz I definitely wont miss ya'! 

It's time to say good-bye! Yeah! My milk expired.


Hey... I have a question, will it be okay if I don't perform in the Passing Out Ceremony this year? Well... There's... Nothing else to say. Can I go to Japan for Comiketto... No? Guessed it... Damn you.

MY NEXT TARGET! COMIKETTO! 

I will definately go to Comiketto! When I grow up, I don't care! I will go! AND I WILL COSPLAY! Damn you Malaysia for not having Otakuthons and Cosplay Conventions and all that stuff! 

失望した

レイチェル＠００００

Someone's Birthday

I have no idea why I'm even writing this. Yesterday was better. Today's just another boring Sunday. But, today's his birthday. Nah, why should I care bout his birthday again??? It's funny. It's none of my business, but... Whatever, today's a very boring, very hot Sunday.

I laughed so hard at the WHY I HATE INDIAN MOVIES video. Lol~

Girl meets boy. They fall in love. The girl's parents don't agree cause the boy's a dishwasher!

Girl runs away from home. Into a wide open field. The prettiest God damned field with green grasses.

Sunny day, blue sky, girl running with her boobs jiggling *jig* *jig* jig* And then, it starts to rain. WITH NO CLOUDS! And it's not a drizzle... It rains like it hasn't rain for ages!

The girl doesn't react the way normal people do: 'Owh fuck! It's raining!' Instead, she starts to sing... AIIIIAIIIIAIIIIAHHHH AIIIAIAIAHHAHAHHAHH

Then, the boy appears outta no where, and apparently, he plants a tree????

Then, they start to sing and the girl decides to play hide in seek with a tree==

And then... They boy's boobs start jiggling too xD

LMAO

See the video on Facebook.

That was a good laugh. I needed that.

Everyone's different, but then again, they have similarities.

Haha, I'm not gonna start anything. I'll just write about yesterday... Later... Yesterday was a busy day =D
And yes, it's gonna be a long one 0x0

No. No. I was alone. In the park. Hm, 14 years in this town and now I know... We have park that's dead, but... Beautiful and peaceful....

I was gonna wish him like this... But... Decided not to. Well... I'm an idiot.

Happy Birthday. No present. Sukidadyo.

Well... I wished him at about 3 in the morning! I went to bed, closed my eyes. Then, I remembered his birthday and sit up straight. Roll outta bed, walking sideways out the room and got my phone...

Happy Birthday =D
Today... Is your birthday... If I remembered correctly.
Lalala. Have a nice day, and... No present =p

He wakes up early... at 5++??? What is he....

Oh well....

I'm an idiot.

I'm an idiot.

I'm an idiot.

I'm an idiot and I will be alone forever cause I like it. 

The Study Period

Chatting with my mom and dad, they're in Hong Kong now, gonna be in Shekkou... Or something... Tomorrow afternoon.

So, it's the time of the year again, everyone climbs into bed, tired.... Wishing... Hoping... Wanting their dreams to come true. Their one and only dream... Our one and only dream. We share our dreams...

And that is...

EXAMS, DIE, DIE, DIE AND DON'T EVER COME BACK! JUST DIE!

But sadly... Exams aren't gonna die.

So, everyone is like hardcore studying right now, with a band tied around their foreheads with the words 'I WILL SURVIVE, I WILL PASS THIS TEST, OH YEAH BABY!'

Let's all pray together... That I don't fail my math test.

So, I always have this problem... I can never get myself to SIT nicely on my chair and take out my textbooks so that I can study for exams. Every time, I would sit down, take out a book, open it... And... Just drink my tea and eat my snacks... And after a while... I'll use my laptop. And after that... Oh look at the time, it's time for bed, and studying can wait ==

It's either that or... I lie in bed, textbook in my hands, chocolate in my mouth, chips on the floor, and of course, my tea ♥


I just love tea... Tea, tea, tea! I'm a tea person. LOL♥


Tchaikovsky~


Nice name. I think I'm gonna name my next pet Tchaikovsky, or maybe... MY SON! 


So, yes... I get distracted easily. I can go from studying to tea, and to naming my son Tchaikovsky == 





Have a nice long look at Capt. Ivy Khoo xD 
She'd delete it Facebook, but, she's not gonna delete it here! Oh yeah! 
Nenenibubu, you can't delete it in my blog. 
Wahahahahahaha~


So, yes, I am the only one that is free. Everyone is studying till they have to dye their hair to cover up the white hairs. People get old fast when they study. I don't know why... I'm just saying...


I don't have the mood to write about studying since I don't study, and I'm sleepy.


Concentrating... 


Failed...


Mom is Angry@1.50am


MemeMe@Rae-Chan