I Welcome You to Bore Yourself to Sleep

It's almost 1A.M now, another five minutes, and it'll be the start of...

HAHAHA

My sisters just ran in, panting, scared. We just watched Curse of Chucky, another installment of the ever so disturbing story of the ginger killer doll who ruined everyone's god damned childhood! My doll phobia started because of that bastard. Anyway, the two brats were having a midnight snack, but they heard weird noises coming from the bathroom... Ooh, how convenient! In the movie, Chucky hid in the bathroom. Meh. I hear my sisters running up the stairs. They're going to have a sleepless night, I'm sure.

Sigh. It's about time I sleep. Band practice tomorrow. I feel incomplete though, that's why I can't bring myself to turn off the lights and set my Goodnight's Sleep Alarm to monitor my sleeping activity. Just in case you were wondering, I'm not some rich ass bitch who bought a thousand-dollar sleep monitor because I wanna see how I sleep, I SIMPLY DOWNLOADED IT FOR FREE AT THE PLAY STORE!

I feel incomplete. Yes.

There is a fine line between obsession and love. Damn. Can that line be any more vague?! I daresay I am not obsessed. No. At least I don't send him t-shirts that read "back off, he's mine!" Funny story: he's not even mine in the first place. Hah! Life's like that. It will always be flawed, never will it be perfect. Except for the few weeks we hope to spend together SOMEDAY.

I miss him.

I wonder who I'm talking to now? Myself? You? Probably you, dear reader, unless you are the "him" that I am referring to, otherwise, I guess I'm addressing you directly. I have nobody particular in mind. I'm missing someone, yes,  but that's not the point. I wonder who I'm writing this to, specifically. The ex that still remains as a close friend? The person who is far away that I call friend? The busy friend with two part-time jobs to numb himself? The sister of the person who is on my mind? Perhaps, even his mother? Or just you, a plain passerby that somehow stumbled upon this life that nobody really ever cares about-- there are a few exceptions, of course.

Writing like this... I feel disconnected with my work. I can be whoever I wish to be. I can't lie with my handwriting, but I sure as hell can with this digital font. I feel like another passerby, reading the words of a stranger.

I am blogging from my Android.

I should sleep soon.

I should study.

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Sigh.

Ignorance is a choice. We sure as hell know what I chose!

In less than three weeks, I will have to walk into the examination hall and face it all. There's only one chance for this shit. Not technically, but whatever.

My hair is still damp. I feel it's getting thinner again, my hair. Am I really that stressed? All I do is watch movies and Skype all day! As if my last episode of alopecia areata isn't enough, my body wants me to go full bald? Come on! I just got the hair back! Now I'm paranoid and won't stop feeling my scalp. The last time I came across my bald spot was during additional mathematics class, right after I came back from Australia. Played with my hair cause I didn't understand anything! Surprise surprise! You have no hair!

... Ended up writing far more than I should have.

I lack motivation. Please, help me.

That's it. My sleeping schedule is still messed up.

Goodnight. Weltrusten.

Yes, I said it in Dutch to my phone and my phone understood me! Gonna sleep in peace.

Anxious Wednesday

Thought I'd go out. Go to school, wrap the instrument cases, put them back in the basement then enjoy a little cartoon with my junior... Turns out, Epic wasn't so epic after all. Probably because when I saw Nod, he reminded me of you. You, who I'm trying to get outta my head. You, who I'm not even thinking about yet you're always just there.

I was planning to go to the movies alone again this afternoon, but my relationship with Shu Jing finally got better. Guess I finally got over last December... Although, I still avoid him whenever he's around.

I didn't want to be alone today, I realised. I find her company comforting, unlike the ones from my batch. She's a year younger than I am... Could it be that I-I-I am in fact... A pedophile...? Oh fuck no! I don't think of her like that!

This little girl who is way too small for her age makes me forget about my problems when we're together. Maybe because I feel like a senior? Having to keep up my appearance. She knows how crazy I actually am so it's not difficult at all for me to get comfortable around her. She's the only junior that I can't show my serious face to. In fact, I think I turn into a kid when I walk with her!  Except for the fact that I'm a lot bigger... Well, I bought her the child ticket at the cinema == she can pass for an elementary school student when she's in fact sixteen.

Sigh...

Unfortunately for me, sleeping isn't the cure to all problems. I might have mild anxiety. I got more anxious though, when I found out that I actually have anxiety! I'm worried about something that's not there. It's different from fear... I'm scared of something that isn't even real. I'm not talking about the monsters in the closet, I'm talking about... Never mind. I'm just overreacting again, to something that isn't real; worried, because of a reason that isn't even valid; nervous, when it's not even important; scared to lose it when it isn't even mine in the first place...

You're right, Kev, it doesn't help at all... Sleeping. I woke up and all of it came crawling back. My fake fears; fake worries. Now my heart is beating fast, like I'm up on stage, facing the crowd of a million faces, all eyes on me. My hands are shaking. I don't know what I'm doing... Even when I was asleep, reality managed to squeeze itself inside my dreams. Consciously and subconsciously, I know what's killing me.

Time to channel all these energy into my music. With shaking hands, I shall play my heart out. Hopefully, I'll be able to keep my eyes open after the cup of caramel latte I just had. I don't know about you, but coffee has the opposite effect on yours truly. I feel sleepy after drinking it. It's like warm milk to me.

... The sweetness that charms, and the joy that destroys...

Baudelaire's words have been haunting me ever since I first read his poem, To A Passer-by.

Iron Man Three

FINALLY! I've watched it T^T

I never knew the small town I lived in had such a huge population until Iron Man Three hit the cinemas. Seriously, for three days now, every show has been full. Lucky for me, I go to the movies alone, so there's always at least two or three empty seats available for the forever-aloner. The reason I didn't get to watch it yesterday was because I actually invited friends... It is destined that I am forever alone.

This year, the movies come out better than their trailers. I miss this feeling. For the past few years, movie trailers have embarrassed their full movies, so it's nice to finally see things turned around!

Well, where do I begin?

At first, I thought that the movie would be a rather sad one since I saw everything get blown-up in the trailer! The sad music, how Tony says he can't sleep at night and the attack on his home in Malibu. What was I expecting? This is a Marvel story, and I don't think they're ever going to make a cry-til-you-can't-see flick. But I must admit, the part where Tony asked JARVIS to destroy all the suits was a bit heart aching.

... Fuck, I missed the post-credit scene! Which means that I will return to the cinema next week, spend another RM14 on a ticket just so I can watch the last few seconds at the end. Going through my mind right now is a collection of profanities in a number of different languages. It would be rude to type them all out.

Call me crazy, but hey, I found another excuse to run away from next Saturday evening.

Guys, if you were Tony Stark, would you destroy all your suits just so you could devote yourself to the love of your life? I know a person who wouldn't, so yeah...

I won't start analyzing the personalities of the characters here because that would just make this post really long and boring. I can see that Mr.Stark isn't a hoarder. That's all I'm going to say. If I still had my boyfriend,  I'd be telling him about it... Sigh...

What triggered the more interesting chain of events in this movie was kind of pathetic, really. Tony's rather cocky message to the Mandarin didn't even sound as if he meant it. I guess Robert Downey Jr. slacked off a bit there! Who am I to complain anyway? If someone called me a coward and gave me their address, I would actually blow their house up if I had the resources.

I hope I get a better seat next week. I have a mini-headache at the moment since I watched the movie wearing contacts and I sat next to the walls, which means I had to tilt my head a little to be able to look at the screen. If I had watched it staring straight, I'd be looking at the exit instead.

Pepper... You like her, don't you? I remember you told me that you did.

No time for being emo. I'm going to McDonald's to get my limited edition Hello Kitty!

Holiday Journal

I totally forgot that since it's the school holidays already, my experiences here in Malacca can be written in my holiday journal! But damn, I forgot to get myself a new freaking notebook! Oh... No, it's not that I don't appreciate my birthday presents, I just have other uses for them :)

I've just finished watching The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo and I've decided that I should get the novel, along with the whole Millennium trilogy; it's sexily twisted. The movie was too quick, and it was hard to know who's who since there were too many people involved! Daniel Craig and Rooney Mara did a really entertaining job. You guys should watch it if you haven't already.

Speaking about movies, Mr.Too has already planned a movie date for next January right after I come back from Australia! How thoughtful! We're going to watch Les Miserables if his college schedule doesn't screw up the time. It's not often that this guy wants to watch movies so let's hope that he'll be free to keep his promise, or else... Legos will fall...

Ah wow I've wasted enough time! It's late! I still have to Skype with someone!

Bernie

Now, I want you guys to watch the movie, Bernie, and tell me what you think. In order for you guys to understand what I'll be writing, it's better to read about the story first. Here is the link to our favorite website, Wikipedia: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bernie_Tiede. Well if you want to skip the whole article then I'll briefly tell you what it's about.

It's based on a true story, the movie; it's about a murder that happened 16 years ago in Carthage, Texas. 38-year-old Bernie Tiede had shot a 81-year-old widow, Marjorie Nugent, in the back four times. I had tears in my eyes when the jury pledged Bernie guilty in court; with Macadamia in my hand, I shouted at the screen "HOW COULD YOU! IT ISN'T FAIR! FUCK YOU! PUT YOURSELF IN HIS SHOES!" and I totally ignored my Ruffles and Ribena.

Here is the real-life interview:

I disagree with Bernie killing Mrs. Nugent because of greed. He didn't want her money. Mrs. Nugent's will stated clearly that after she dies, Bernie would inherit everything. Ah, but Mrs. Nugent was already giving him everything, they went on holidays together and he even had the rights to access her bank accounts so greed is indeed an invalid motive. I think I'd make a better investigator than that guy with the funny looking brows.  Of course, another reason why I say that the motive wasn't greed is because if it was, Bernie would be spending the money on himself instead of on other people. He used Mrs.Nugent's money to HELP those in need, not spend it like there's no tomorrow! So what if Bernie had fantasized about Mrs.Nugent's death even before the shooting? Still it wasn't because of greed. She was just too possessive. 

Also, being cultural didn't have anything to do with the murder. Hmph. 

Now, about those relatives of Mrs.Nugent. They fought with her, hadn't talked to her in decades! Even sued her once. But when she died, they all showed up, and even sued Bernie for using her money? Now isn't that funny? To me, it's clear that they are the greedy ones. It's not Mrs.Nugent they cared about, it was her wealth, her properties. If they cared about bitchy old Mrs.Nugent, they wouldn't have ignored her for the past decade or so. One of them even said that Bernie was the one who distanced Mrs.Nugent away from them? Hah, from what I saw, Mrs.Nugent was already out of their lives way before Bernie came along. 

Bernie was a church-goer, a man of the Lord. A man I would find repulsive because of his faith, and kindness. That is why him going to prison and sentenced for life is unacceptable! How can you put a man like that behind bars? It is true that he shot a poor old lady in the back four times, but it was a moment of mental disorder. They could have gave him a less severe sentence. Honestly, I do not understand how the law works, but I hate it. Hey, in my country, rapists get bail for as low as ten thousand dollars and when you kill a robber out of self defense, you get charged for murder. Kind of fucked-up don't you think?

Anyway, Mrs. Nugent was a control freak. She became so possessive of Bernie, he couldn't even leave her for a second! She used him as basically everything! He cooked for her, did her laundry, gave her manicures/pedicures, went everywhere with her, worked for her and all... Really, even I couldn't stand it during the movie. Bernie snapped. Shot her. Bang. Bang. Bang. Bang. It was over before he knew it. Then he stuffed her in the freezer, to preserve her body so that he could give her a proper burial if condition permitted. 

Nobody, no matter how bitchy or evil deserves to get shot. I know. But what if you were in Bernie's shoes? Huh? I'm sure guys would relate to the issue better, since overly attached girlfriends are all over the place. Your overly-attached-girlfriend problem is only a pea compared to Bernie's Mrs.Nugent. It is legally wrong to shoot a person, but if it was a momentarily psychological problem, then it's plausible. 

It's true that Bernie could have left Mrs.Nugent's side any time he wanted to, he couldn't because he was too  kind. He was a sissy, to put it simply. Many people might not understand that, but I do. I know how it feels when you just can't bring yourself to leave a person no matter how bad he or she treats you. 

I'm distracted right now as I'm on the phone, so I guess I'll have to end it here.

Anger, when it gets bottled up, you will snap, and you will regret.

The 26th of October

I just love October, and my favorite day in October is the 26th, my birthday! Come to think of it, I like the 26th of every month. Again, it's a personal thing.

Every year, I don't like celebrating the day I came out through a hole. I don't feel the need to celebrate such a day, it isn't very special, is it? Each year, I have a mini gathering with close friends, without receiving much gifts. I wonder what's so special about this year though, my beloved Zinc made an album for me and I actually celebrated my birthday with my usual--fucked-up and crazy--bunch of buds.

Since it's close to Halloween, I had the urge to dress up like a serial killer and go out in public. So today, le me, and le two close friends went out in costumes. I dressed up as a pedophile/serial killer--yes, suits me, I know--with Jesvin as my Lolita victim while Zinc dressed up as Dr.Shu in a bloody school uniform with holes here and there.

Sorry, this picture doesn't bring out the best of Zinc and I~

Before we headed out, my stalker-mum wanted to take some photos of us in our costumes. Stalker-mum doesn't usually take bad pictures, but somehow, today's picture is really blur and it doesn't bring out the essence of my perverseness and Dr.Shu's scariness. Miss Jesvin however, looks especially good in this picture. Ah, I wonder if I should give Jesvin the dress she wore in that photo since it suits her well. Yep, it may not look like it, but, IT'S MINE, along with the doll and bag she's carrying...

Although there were twelve people who celebrated my birthday, only the three of us went full fledged with the costumes... Those bastards! They should be thankful that I didn't suffocate them with my cake... Oh wait, there was no cake... Except for the ice-cream log cake that LiYi bought... Hmm... Quite an abnormal way of celebrating a birthday: no birthday cake. 

Originally, I wanted to go with the unzipped-mouth Halloween costume, but I don't have anything sticky enough to stick the zipper on my face! I tried UHU glue, but the freaking thing didn't even stick! I did the unzipped-mouth makeup for a while, and boy did I look scary! But it was too incomplete and clumsy to actually BE worth going out in. If I had more time to prepare and the right materials, my costume would be like this:

Anyway, Silent Hill: Revelation was a disappointment. I didn't get the oopmh I was supposed to feel when watching a horror movie. I guess they should just leave it to us Asians to direct horror movies, because honestly, Westerners fucking suck at it. The effects and monsters were real enough, I'll give em' credit for that. For me, the movie was too damn fast moving; probably because I play Silent Hill and it takes me FOREVER to get something done. Maybe I just had my expectations a bit too high? Well, not being able to see it in 3D already ruined half my mood for the movie anyway... Guys, do tell me if the 3D one is good =)

I removed my birthday on my Facebook profile so I'd know who to delete. Those who didn't wish me happy birthday would get deleted, because friends remember each other's birthdays =| I'm quite happy that a number of people wished me, the most shocking birthday wish though was from my lovely Mariane; I didn't think that she'd remember it cause she's a year older and we only see each other every so often.

I'm happy. YES, I'M HAPPY. I couldn't hold back my smile when they sang me Happy Birthday in four languages: English, Chinese, Cantonese and Malay... TWICE!! As for why they sang to me twice, it's because Qi Shun blew out my candle the first time :/

I made two wishes before I blew out my candle. Wait... Was Jessica already there when... Ah, she wasn't there yet... So I guess that it's God's decision  that my wish doesn't apply to her. If I tell you guys my wish, then it won't come true anymore, will it? Haha, so then I guess I'll keep what I wished for a secret. I'll give you a hint though, both wishes have something to do with being together forever *wink* take a wild guess and you just might get them right.

The presents I received will not be taken photos of and will not be uploaded. I'm way too lazy to do that, loves. The least I can do is tell you guys what I got, so here's the list: Writing books, from WeiWei; Scrapbook/album, from Zinc; 4 sleeping masks, one purse and a green hair clip, from the guys; beautiful gold bracelet with pearls, from Jessica; a cake, from LiYi; Magic Shawl, from grandma. My grandpa gave me RM50 while aunt Flower gave me RM20. At first, grandpa gave the Ang Pau to Lisa cause he thought that it was HER birthday. HAHAHA. The guys' gift made me laugh, 4 sleeping masks! With some sort of cooling/heating pad too! They said that it's for me to sleep in class xD

SUCH A LONG POST TODAY! My, my, I AM HAPPY! I haven't been like this in a long time! I guess even the news of having band practice tomorrow can't bring me down to Earth! I won't be going for practice tomorrow though... I'm not up for it yet... I might go at 10A.M though... It's funny, albeit Mr.Tan said not to have practice... Ah whatever... It's not up to me... Sigh... I'm going to bed...

Went to PizzaHut and the cinema in our Halloween costumes.

Why?

Because fuck you, that's why. 

Happy Halloween~!

The Devil Inside

Damn it, I was totally fooled!

This is my second post today, sorry! I know you're fed up of seeing me pop out on your reading list, but hey, at least think of this as me making up for the six months of emptiness =p

I just finished watching The Devil Inside, and I must say, I got fooled =/

It was great at first(because I thought it was real), but when I did my usual after-movie research, I found out that it wasn't a true story; it was just based on a FEW events, and that made me go... Fuck it, I'll never trust trailers again. Oh wait, I already don't trust trailers... But still, I fall for the 'BASED ON A TRUE STORY' every fucking time!

I didn't watch it alone though. Grandma, Lisa and I cramped in my small queen bed, looking at my 15.5" laptop screen wide-eyed only to go "HUH!? THAT'S IT!?" after an hour and half of uneasiness. There was no climax!  The feeling was like this: you're masturbating, and you're almost reaching orgasm... When you're nearly there, someone walks in on you, making you stop and lose the sensation... I'm sure that you can imagine how much it sucks now =)

But still, the make-up and the stares of the possessed were enough to creep me out. I actually ran to my mum's room with a toothbrush hanging from my mouth during the toilet break. Grandma had to answer the phone and Lisa didn't wanna pee in my bathroom... I started feeling paranoid after a minute of brushing... SO YEAH... And well, the nightmare I had last night made me even more insecure!

Since we're talking about the movie The Devil Inside, I might as well tell you about The Devil Inside My Dreams.

So... My subconscious is VERY scared of elevators, and hotels. Every time I go to sleep and awaken to the scene of a hotel in nightmare realm, whether I like it or not, I have to use the elevator, and I always... and I mean always, will have a little encounter with the devil...

Last night's was the worst I had so far... And surprisingly, EVEN GOD SHOWED UP! Jesus Christ literally saved me...

I'll tell you what I remember, so here it goes...

It was raining in the city, people in suits had their briefcases above their heads, running everywhere, seeking shelter. With my mum's Gucci in hand, I arrive in front of this giant building; the hotel we're supposed to stay in. My parents, sisters and brother were in our room, and for some reason, I wasn't with them. At that time, it was like I had just finished running an errand.

The hotel lobby was crowded, wet people were almost everywhere! Some of the bell boys seemed unhappy, I don't know why, so I just ignored them and skipped to the place where the elevators were. I pressed the up button, it glowed with a faint orange light, and a young boy came to wait beside me. We made eye contact for a moment, I smiled.

I felt a sense of unease, because I knew that something was bound to go wrong... Elevators... Hotels... They are just too familiar! But I stood there calmly, waiting patiently for the doors to open. I wanted to run, but instead, I swayed and hummed a tune while my feet froze in place.

Ding, the doors slid open. I hesitated. The boy looked up at me, and went inside. I stared at him for a moment, before realizing that it was time I went inside. I leaned my body forward, and my thumb pressed the button marked four, a pale orange glow indicated that the elevator knows my destination. The boy was going to level five.

The shiny doors moved horizontally, shutting us in, my heart thumped, and I prayed that it will be a successful trip...

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No! This can't be happening again!

As the elevator skipped past the fourth floor, the boy and I glanced at each other nervously, we both knew that we were in deep shit.
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The elevator rose up with increasing speed, it made me sick, and there were millions of butterflies fluttering in my stomach. A sinister laugh filled the air, and I almost cried... I knew who it was... I knew what was happening... After all the times I've encountered this, I still couldn't escape this fate...

Ding, the doors casually slid open, like nothing was wrong. Clouds were what I saw, and a blue space surrounded us. The elevator was no longer a box, it had turned into a transparent space. For a second there, I thought I was safe...

"MUAHAHAHA! WELCOME! YOU'LL NEVER ESCAPE! AHAHAHA!"

I scream my heart out. I wasn't safe. AT ALL.

The little boy started reciting verses from the bible. I couldn't do anything... I stayed close to the boy... He kept chanting, asking me to help him out. I felt humiliated because I didn't know ANYTHING! I don't know why, but I started beating the transparent walls, talking in gibberish. The boy grew frustrated because of the way I acted, and asked me what was wrong... But I felt too embarrassed to tell him that I don't know anything, and everything that came out of my mouth was... Air... He couldn't understand me... I became desperate and tried using clumsy sign language, but I guess that just made me look like a chimpanzee, because, the boy gave up understanding me.

Out of the blue, a pole and an exit appeared. The boy's face lit up and he made a run of it, holding onto the pole, the grinned at me and said "see ya!". My jaw dropped, the fuck did that come from, I wondered. That was the least of my worries, the beast is just a few steps away from the door! God damn it! How could that Christian boy abandon me like that!?

"YOU'RE MINE NOW! I'VE WAITED A LONG TIME FOR THIS DAY!"

I retreated to a corner, my hands shielding my head like it was actually gonna protect me. I prayed... I shouted... I begged... "God! Please... SAVE ME! HELP ME! I beg you! Please... Just... Rescue me! AHHHHH! Lord, please... Save me... Save... Help me!" I was crying.

"AHAHA! DO YOU THINK THAT YOU WILL BE SAVED!? HE WILL NEVER COME! YOU'RE MINE NOW!"

As evil continued to near me, I heard a warm, loving voice...

"What are you thinking? My dear, don't think that you're not worthy of my love... You will always be. Now go, run!"

"F-F-Father...?" I almost couldn't believe it. He came... He... Actually... Came... For me...

"NO! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!? ARGH! YOU CAN'T RUN! YOU CAN'T! YOU'RE MINE! YOU'RE MINE! YOU ARE MINE, YOU PIG! COME BACK! YOU CANNOT ESCAPE ME!" The angry voice boomed behind me.

I couldn't see my savior, but he was there. Again, he told me to run.

The surrounding area was no longer a fake sky, it was a stairway. I looked back, and saw a red figure coming at me, I froze, but the voice told me to hurry and save myself... I didn't take the steps one by one, my legs were shaking... Heck! I wanted to get as far away as possible! I didn't use my feet! I climbed over the railings! Jumped my way to safety! Behind me, or above me, I could still hear him say : "YOU WILL NEVER ESCAPE! YOU WILL BE MINE ONE DAY! AHHHHHHHHHHH!"

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I heard the humming sounds of my air conditioner... A few words escaped my dry lips: "Zongxu... I'm sorry... I think I believe now... He... He came... To my aid... Xu... I..." Darkness was what followed.

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Did that seem like a horror story? Haha, I'll share more of my disturbing dreams next time, okay? One dream in one post is enough!

Oh shit, I better come back into reality! I have an exam tomorrow, and I still don't know shit! Ah, well... Sleep is more important after all! I guess I'll just read someone else's reference book tomorrow. What the hell am I sitting for tomorrow anyway!? Gaaaah! I'm screwed!

Goodnight, and do tell me the face you see your classmates make tomorrow, okay? ;]

I'd love to write my thoughts about my nightmare, but alas, time won't allow it. Do comment if you can? I'll feel really lonely when nobody comments. Haha, sweet dreams!


Hade bra~!

The Avengers

The Avengers make me feel like wrapping a red cloth around my neck, buy a hammer, draw a star on a metal plate, learn archery and study Science =x

I don't know why, but movies based on Marvel comic books never fail to impress me. They all have such hot actors/actresses, don't you think? But meh, I don't like the guy who replaced Dr.Banner; the previous actor was more... Nerdy. 

Let's see... With the superhero-themed soundtrack and all the cute guys swirling inside my head, I can't concentrate on what I want to write because in my mind, there's only this: Thor is still the hottest.

I'll tell you something that will make you facepalm yourself, ready?

The most hurtful moment FOR ME in the movie was when the hot dog stand got crushed...  

What can I say, I just love hot dogs.

Another thing I love is this: I love how Stan Lee ALWAYS shows up as a special guest in these movies! Ah! I just love the guy! HE IS SO CUTE! Not to mention very creative. He must have tons of free time when he was a child... Such imagination... Oh my... WHY CAN'T I BE HALF AS CREATIVE!? So sad.

Ah, now that my brain has calmed down, I can write properly.

Each of the super-people had just the RIGHT amount of time to show off. Well, Iron Man showed off a bit too much(as usual), and Captain America was the MEH-est of them all; meh is just my way of saying so-so, or boring. Other than that, the villains fascinate me! Until now, I still don't know what the Chitauri are! To me,they look like unfed cyborg lizards!

Does the things Tony Stark owns ACTUALLY exist? Can there be a building like his in real life? Why are movies always so awesome?! They make kids kill themselves, because most of them don't have the 'DON'T TRY THIS AT HOME' warning. I remember I used to tie a blanket around my neck and jump off tables! I just hope that I don't go standing in the middle of Padang Astaka holding a sledgehammer when there's a lightning storm!

Hmm... I really don't know what to write about the movie. Everything just seemed so... so... unbelievable...

Ah, yes! The movie was quite amusing. I won't let you in on any spoilers, don't worry! Besides, I'm too lazy to write about them xD

Movie-releasers are such trollers! EVERY single movie that was said to come out in may came out in April! WHAT ARE THEY TRYING TO DO!? Make us go 'awww man...' then 'fuck yeah!'?

Anyway, even if I did LOVE the movie I just watched A LOT, I still have to bitch about it! hehe.

So, tell me, Hulk, the first time you transformed in The Avengers, you lost control and tried smashing Black Widow. But later on in the movie, you seemed to be sane enough to recognize who your allies were. You did punch Thor, but you weren't crazy. I know that people don't give a fuck, and they probably didn't even realize! I pay attention to the puniest detail sometimes.

There's a limit to movies that make me feel VERY safe. What happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas; I think that's how movies work. Like when there's an alien invasion in the city, you can just stay home and watch TV, because... THE ALIENS ONLY STAY IN THE CITY WHEN THEY TALK ABOUT WORLD DOMINATION! But there is one bad guy that doesn't have to be there to kill you: Freddy Kruger! Sometimes, he still makes me afraid of sleeping. That's why I have panda eyes.

OK, next...

Politicians will always be politicians. They just piss me off! They decide to launch a nuclear attack on the city because it was being destroyed, and saved at the same time? They wanted to kill everyone there because they didn't wanna rebuild the city? And after the world was saved, they wanted the heroes to take responsibility for knocking down buildings!? OH FOR FUCK'S SAKE! WHAT KIND OF LOGIC IS THAT!? I would like to know what Najib would do... It would be a wise choice to leave his wife behind to die though! HAHAHA! I'm gonna get beaten up by the police for writing this! OH! COME ON BITCHES! By the way, I'M WEARING YELLOW! KUUUUNINNNG!

I really don't like Captain America. And I don't know why. I just plain don't like him.

My tummy is irritating me. It won't stop begging for me to feed it! ARGH! I can't think straight again! OH THE HELL WITH YOU, STOMACH!

So... I bought a LARGE drink just now... I don't know why, but... It felt like I only had a few sips, and it emptied already. Seriously... And... My dad wondered if it was grandpa who stole a sip or two! AHHHHHHHHHHH! He just died!

Seriously... Most of you don't know it, but my grandpa closed his eyes permanently a few minutes passed Friday, with a smile on his face. I was asleep, so I didn't see him go.

After so many days of staying home, I feel so lazy to go back to school.

So... You Say That Battleship Was Awesome?

I just came back from watching Battleship with Lisa and captain Andy. I won't say that Battleship was great, because it definitely wasn't. There are a few things in the movie that made no sense AT ALL, and seriously, if the movie was produced using real theories, then everyone would have died by the time the movie reached 00:45:00.

If my dad hadn't been with me, then I would have totally got cheated by the movie. First of all, anchors don't work in deep sea, and second, you can't drop the anchor when the ship is moving: the anchor will just break off. In the movie, le ship was moving at full speed, but the anchor worked anyway. According to my dad, the anchor would break off even if the ship is just moving with the speed of 5 miles per hour. And well, you certainly CANNOT get a ship that hasn't been used in almost a century to start up by just pressing a button... Or something...

Correct me if I'm wrong, but... Wasn't there a barrier around the spaceship and the battleships that were trapped inside...? If so, then how the heck did they managed to near the coast at the climax when the barrier wasn't removed!? And I don't think that alien warships can be destroyed with one or two missals... Moreover, if the aliens were afraid of sunlight THAT much, they would have used some sort of bullet-proof glass as windows for their ship, right? BUT NO, machine guns could break the windows... THE HELL WAS THOSE CREATURES THINKING!? Even us humans have bullet proof glass! UGH! Archilles heel always ruins a movie, because they make the effort seem so useless... ... ...

Anyway, the movie had a few racist jokes about us Chinese. Meh, we're too smart. LOL. But I guess that doesn't apply to me because I'm not from ancient China, or modern China.

The trailer for Battleship was much more interesting than the movie itself... Wait, aren't all trailers like that? They make the crappiest movies seem epic. The trailer for Snow White and The Huntsman played during Ad time, I was really amazed... UNTIL I SAW KRISTEN STEWART... Just like how Vanessa ruined my mood for Journey 2... Seriously, I didn't go for Journey 2 because I dislike the Disney bitch. Well, it's not that I don't like Kristen... She ruined Twilight for me, and she looks like an obasan... She looks dead, like a vampire, and she gives me nightmares with her stare.

I just realized that I like Japanese actors better when they have almost no hair... Their looks stand out that way... Maybe that's the reason why I like Ken Watanabe so much... I think he's hot. LOL. Okay... Anyway, I think I might reconsider marrying a Japanese, I just need to find one that doesn't look like a perverted drug addict... I hope I didn't offend anyone :x

Kyuu~ Japanese is the gentlest language in the world, and I wanna learn it so that I can sound like a woman! Yasashi nee~ I wonder if I'll be able to speak fluent Japanese one day... LET'S GO TO JAPAN! HYAAA!

Lalala~

Day five without skinny drummer is going fine, thanks to Battleship. My mind didn't wonder off because I wasted my attention on the movie ^^ It did do me some good after all.

Another Day, Another Movie

It is now three in the morning, and I have arrived in a different home.

Anonymous. My whole life, no movie has ever made me give my undivided attention to it, except for this one.

So, who is the real William Shakespeare? Was he even a real person? His found manuscripts, none of them were written by his own hands. Did he really exist? The truth is the greatest tragedy of all…

… I NEED AN INTERNET CONNECTION SO BADLY!!!

I still don’t understand why poets were treated so badly in the olden days. It’s like… Artists were all so miserable back in the days. Look at those ancient Chinese poets; they weren’t exactly treated very nicely by the politics then either. Let’s face it, until today, politics still suck.

Tell me, I will never be a writer that influences people with my words, will I?

SO SAD!

Is expressing oneself through words that wrong and disgraceful? I can only wonder. Why, were poets treated as failures? I will never understand how fancy Elizabethans think.

 I dream of being with a poet, I love verses so much~ Hehe… Seductive verses… Ooh… Oh… Oh… Oh… This is getting somewhere… CENSORED. I’m stuck with a musician for now. Not too bad. At least he has a voice that I love?

I have Shakespeare’s collection at home, and I haven’t even finished reading a single play. Remember that thick green book I used to read after band practices? The one that looked like a God damned dictionary? Yeah… Printed in freakishly small words, smaller than the words in your average dictionary, is the works of the great William Shakespeare, which I will read when I am serious about actually understanding it.

I’m still thinking about the movie. I don’t know what to say. It was… Truly, the greatest tragedy of all… Look on the bright side, at least the sonnets and plays weren’t destroyed and were able to live until today.

So… You fucked your own mother…? OUCH!

Imagine this: Your father died. The castle took you in. You are an Earl. You are forced to marry someone you do not love. After marrying the girl you were forced to marry, your true love finally professes, and you both end up making love and having a baby. Your true love isn’t just someone, but the queen. Your lovely queen is sent away because nobody must know of the baby. But of course, you don’t know that the queen is conceived. So you just thought that she didn’t love you, and left you. You have an affair with another woman, who tells you that the queen still loves you and bears your child… Half a century later, you find out that your REAL mother is actually your lovely queen. Yes, the horror… You made your biological mother pregnant. And your son is still as charming as ever.

The drama in the movie… You wouldn’t even believe it!

If I were to marry someone I don’t love, I’d run away before I walk down the aisle. Imagining the honeymoon is a nightmare I tell you! NIGHTMARE! And it’s all happening inside my head right now. Do you guys mind a semi-perverted story? >_<

I’d better not. My mum will sue me.

Since I’m on my laptop… Hehehe… I’ll go write my perverted nightmare~ Yuhooo~

I’m so perverted that it scares me!

Fwuastwaeted

*Post may contain rude language due to bad mood. You have been told, please do not continue if you cannot accept rude words. Thank you. I am being polite.*

Oh seriously, I think I've found my twin, we don't look alike, but we sure think alike. It's either the world is screwed, or we're the ones who are screwed. Okay, I think I'm gonna go with both, the world IS pretty much... Fucked up... And the two of us... Have a whole buncha unspoken opinions that NOBODY REALLY EVER CARES ABOUT, since NOBODY EVER AGREES WITH US, and... Well, because we are not pop-u-lar enough. Unlike somebody with a name more suited for a stray dog.

HAHA. Now, I am unhappy. Well, today was... Let's just say that nothing good happened. Okay, I practiced  ballroom dancing with Winnie and got 43/60 for my history paper... And found out that Mr.Too grew... HANDSOME-ER... Yeah, those were the only good things that happened today. Going to school was a TOTAL waste of time. I didn't even sleep!

Facebook just pissed me off. Account temporarily not available due to site issue? ... You are making a bitch into a mad bitch, Facebook.

Friday... Friday... Friday... FRIDAY. I hate you so much. Why can't you be less hectic? Damn you. I love Monday more than you Friday! MONDAY! I'm talking about Monday! The day EVERYBODY hates! And I... LOVE IT.

Okay, there is something seriously wrong with me, I think I need anger management, I'mma go grab the PSP and play Angry Birds now. I hope that those green pigs don't make me angrier. Sheesh, the song Friday is a disgrace to music, if it is what we call music. Even my dog can sing better. SERIOUS.

Ah, funeral, I've missed you $v$

But damn you, I was planning on double-movie date with me, and MYSELF. I wanna watch The Rise of The Planets of the Apes... And the most MANTICIPATED movie of the year... COWBOYS & ALIENS! AHHHHHHHH! James Bond meets Indiana Jones baby! That reminds me, I think I will watch Bad Teacher tonight, if Winnie still doesn't gimme her flash drive, she'll have to go download it herself!

Sigh... Another reason why I am fwuastwaeted. Zongxu, you God damned guy-bitch, why do you have to do this to me? I can't watch my movies in peace because I don't which to choose- You, or movies. Gimme a choice, ask me "Coffe, Tea, or ME?" with that perverted look of yours, so I can ask you for tea instead and kick you out so I can watch my movies in peace T^T

I forgot... Even if he does give me that perverted look, I'll still choose him, cuz... He looks awesome. A bit old, I mush admit... But... There's this thing... I think that... Benjamin is in love with him.

A twat for important posts, really, I don't know what the hell is wrong with you people =)

I'll do this for the sake of teamwork, I may not like you, you, OR you... But, I will do my job right, without letting my personal opinions get in the way, you yeah, if you are reading this,  then you better shut your yappin the next time we meet, cuz whatever... 

My personal opinion here doggie, the aftermath of a fucking war, I don't like it. Maybe I'm doing this just because I don't like you, but... Seriously, if I was gonna go away and I hear that, I will so screw you. Maybe he is a failure, but honey, you don't really have to point that out.

Oh no, here it comes again... I'm being a bitch again... I'm being a bitch again. No shit... Shit... Shit... I said that I'd stop, I said that I'd change. God damn it. Never mind... I guess I'll just go screw myself.

PeAce.

"... It all started when I went on Amazon to look for the covers of Playboy magazines, cuz I was feeling horny..."

 14-year-old boy

Blabber Post #arandomnumberhere

Ah. Monday nights- TEEN WOLF.


I love watching it, I even woke up from my sleep to watch it. Yeah, I feel asleep at around Buka Puasa time, at 9pm, I automatically woke up, peed, and ran downstairs to the TV room. To watch Teen Wolf.

I have only one thing to say...

And that is...

Tyler Hoechlin is hot.

Isn't he hot? Wow... Yeah... Mm... Hmmm... I'm gonna upload a shirtless picture of him next, his muscles will make you faint~

shirtless pics from 

http://itsfashionandthecity.blogspot.com/2011/06/shirtless-colton-hayes-tyler-hoechlin.html 

*v*

I noticed it after reading him on Wiki, and yep, he does look like our famous glittery vampire from Twilight. Mm hmm... 

They are both... Hot... But... Let's face it, Tyler is hotter than Rob =D

I think I know why they chose Rob for the part of Edward Cullen- Because he is fair, like a vampire.

Is it me or are darker people all werewolves? Sheesh, like Taylor Lautner, Tyler Hoechlin and Tyler Posey~ Heeeyy, their names all start with the letter T~

I know that most of you don't know what or who I'm talking about because you guys are all geeks, put down the books and watch TV damn it!

That reminds me... I'll go read more history to make me sleep =D 

That was what happened during Buka Puasa time, I was studying history. I fell asleep. LONG LIVE THE POWER OF HISTORY BOOKS!

My boyfriend is my bestfriend,
My bestfriend is my boyfriend.
My enemy is my boyfriend,
My boyfriend is my enemy.
I hate my boyfriend,
I love my boyfriend.
What the hell, I'm so lonely that only one person is in my life.

"I'm looking at you."

PERVERT

#321

Sunday.

Watched The Ghost Must Be Crazy with Jesvin. Held her hand. Got scolded by her boyfriend. Sheesh.

Had a sudden craving for konlo mee after the movie =_=

Haaa~

Going to watch Source Code next Sunday. Whee~

I really wanted to continue watching it today... But... Aww... I feel bad if I drag Jesvin along. =(

Folksongs From Somerset... Is playing again and again and again AND AGAIN in my head. It just wont shut up! @_@

Lalalalalala~ Lalalalalala~ Lalalala~Lalalala~Lalalalalalaaaaaaaalalalaaaaaaaa~

=_=

Thanks to Jesvin, I can now copy my geography folio =D

She finished it! YES! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~

I sound boring today... Don't I? That's cuz I'm not in the mood. AWWW. Too bad.

Things happen, but, I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO lazy to blog about them. I have so many UNWATCHED movies left in my laptop, I can't wait to watch em all! Just need to dig up some time... Time... So short, and it passes damn fast. Before I even realize it, I'll be 80 and in a wheelchair.

Facebook is annoying.

Changing my relationship status isn't that big a deal... Is it...? Why does everyone believe Facebook?! T^T

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Okay.

Hmm.

I'm always so free, but when I think about it, I'm always busy. Busy.Busy.Busy. Buzz. Buzz.Buzz. Busy little bee. Poor little bee. Poking flowers. Collecting nectar. Only to have the honey eaten by Poor Bear and me. Buzz.Buzz.Buzz. Poor busy little bee.

If I'm gonna borrow luck from dead people, I'll make a promise saying that I'll burn a bungalow, two Mercs with drivers, two bags of hell money, and two servants. Instead of FIVE big trucks of everything. Cause if I can't pay back, I'll have to marry some dead ah gua.

Yes I'm bored. If not, you wouldn't be seeing so much crap on your screen.

I know you miss me, my sweet, lovely Bloggie. But... I'm sorry dear... Whenever I think about you, you're too far away. Whenever I wanna see you, I do something else, and fall asleep. Sorry I never dream about you. It's not that I don't wanna visit you often... It's just that... Time is... Time... And I don't have anything to write on you. Forgive my lovely Bloggie. T^T

Good night~










レイチェル＿２２３９

COME SKYPE~

Let's all Skype again tomorrow~

Let's see if we can break today's record of 4 hours 40++ minutes ^^

Everyone is welcomed to join, but... Well... Yeah... Anyone can join, but, if you wanna leave, leave anytime... If the person that joined have nothing in common... Or... Well... I DON'T LIKE... Then I'll leave first, THEN come back =D

Nah... I just don't care. The more the merrier. But sometimes, let's just dim the lights. If there's too many lights, we can barely see anything, and... It'll get so hot, one or two will blow, and I think I'll blow cause of the heat AND light.

What am I talking about?

I think I Skyped too much just now @_@

Dammit...

There's just no privacy around here. My mum HAD to come in and chat. Why don't she make an acc for her self? That way, she doesn't have to shout over my mike, and block my screen. Uffff... She has nothing else better to do... Haih...

Damn... Why did it stop downloading?

Anyone got a pendrive? If the plan is to WATCH a horror movie BEFORE going, then... Let's watch Suicide Club... I don't know if it's good or not... But, the starting looks interesting and they SAY that it's damn sick. Shall we?

Fuk... I have 2.6% left... SO WHY WONT IT START?!

I hate it when they stop downloading when you have so little left. Damn torrents. But... It's clear~

This is the sample video from the torrent that I downloaded, just watch it, there's no sound. Sorry. But the complete movie got sound la...

Ahhh...

People go to bed so early.

I try NOT to think about SCHOOL'S GONNA START AGAIN NEXT WEEK.

So, what do you guys think about the movie? Good enough?

It's a Japanese horror film, so, expect it to be a bit... Complicated... I never get the story... NEVER... I've watched so many Japanese/Korean horror movies, but... I always fail to understand them... I just know how they die... And mostly, it's about revenge, either that, or it's just jealousy. Yeah... Mostly those two... Mostly because of love too... Love and beauty. Yeah...

Sometimes, it serves them right.

What?

If I knew, I wouldn't have deleted every movie I watched. I had this Thai horror movie, which was so pathetic... You'd laugh until you die... At the ending =_=

Phobia 2.

It's made outta 3 or 5 stories... A few scary ones, a few complicating ones, ONE stupid story =_=

Meat Grinder wasn't bad. Human meat noodle soup. Okay... FINE... Meat Grinder wasn't very good either... There was just a few killing scenes. Yeah... Also because of love...

Let's see...

What else is there?

I never had the patience to watch Paranormal Activity. It got such good reviews... I gave up watching after 5 minutes =_=

But my grandma said that it was nice...

It's actually real, that's why I didn't watch it.

English horror movies are... There's NO ghost. Only some dude in a mask killing for his mama. A pervert raping and eating women. A dude who kills you in your dreams...

Damn... I don't feel like sleeping now...

Why did my COME SKYPE post became a HORROR MOVIES post???

I Skyped too much.

Good Night.

Sweet Dreams.

I don't care if you're Sri Tan.

Why the heck do you need me to wish you so many times? LOL. I know I have a nice voice =P

Don't throw up ya~

I think... I need a bag stand...

My shelves are tight. You can't squeeze anymore books. Well... If there's more, I could use a new column, but then... What will happen to my babies? I have so many... They can't all sleep with me... Now that I look at them, they don't look like they're near 20, but when it's time for a group photo... They can't fit in the screen =_=

Never mind... I'll sleep with the bigger ones... Suzuki-san... The puppy my mum gave me, and uhh... Toffee? The Gingerbread Man I got from my aunt few years ago~

I sleep with a few bean-filled??? Ones too... Like my penguin, star, and demon :x

I feel like sleeping with the others... But... I'm lazy to clean up.

AHHHHHHHHH

This is getting further and further away from the title.

COME SKYPE. WE ACCEPT ANYONE. 

Narnia- The Voyage of The Dawn Treader

Lucy and Edmund Pevensie return to Narnia with their cousin Eustace where they meet up with Prince Caspian for a trip across the sea aboard the royal ship The Dawn Treader. Along the way they encounter dragons, dwarves, merfolk, and a band of lost warriors before reaching the edge of the world.               

                                                                                            IMDb      

When will I be able to hug a lion?

Narnia. Same story.

Kids are bored, they talk about Narnia, they see something unusual about something...

"AH! LOOK! LOOK! WE'RE IN NARNIA"

"OMG! I MISSED YOU GUYS! IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE WE'VE BEEN IN NARNIA"

Then... Blah blah blah...

Finally, the problem.

EVIL. There's evil in the land of Narnia. Come on, evil is EVERYWHERE, not just Narnia.

AND THE ADVENTURE BEGINS.

Next, we have the CAUSE of most problems- EDMUND.

I don't if you guys realized it... But... It's ALWAYS Edmund... In the movies la, I don't read the books, too lazy(^_^)

The first movie, The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe, Edmund was being skeptical and then he went to the Witch, and TA-DA- problem. I still don't know la... Is Edmund in love with the witch? Or is it the other way round???? The witch made a special appearance in The Voyage of The Dawn Treader to temp him =D

Prince Caspian... Uhhh... I kinda forgot the whole story... Ummm.... Maaa... WAIT... Sorry, I forgot (>_<)

Then finally, The Voyage of The Dawn Treader. When they FINALLY got the God damned seventh sword, Edmund just HAD to imagine a Sea Serpent. And boy, he has good imagination, A Sea Serpent that will open up and look like a giant freaking centipede (=_=)

And next, is Lucy. She's ALWAYS the one who discovers Narnia. I'm lazy to write about it.

This time, Peter and... Susan isn't in it???!!! =( Aww... They had to take out a leng zai and leng lui, leaving a not so hot sister Lucy and a funny looking Edmund(He's quite good looking) and a I-Feel-Like-Smashing-His-Face-After-Looking dude... Which reminds me of ljs. Wow, I guess all guai lan/qun people have the same face~

I don't care if he's famous.

This picture not so bad, go watch Narnia, 

He looks MUCH MUCH MUCH guai-lan-er than this.

I actually prefer Eustace as a dragon. That way, I can't see his face. 

This isn't the last Narnia movie right? Well... There are more books... No, I will not read the book, don't care if it's a children's book, I AM LAZY.

I don't know what to say anymore, my mom was sleeping til the end of the movie, so, she didn't know what happened, but when she woke up, ending scene, she cried (=_=) and in the car, she asked me what happened and why Eustace became a dragon.

Never mind... She's my mother... She's been like this since... Before marriage??? Her whole life??? O_O

Hatsune Miku Project Diva, I miss it so badly, I have the urge to hit the buttons on the psp, but too bad, Dennis took it with him to Malacca T^T 

Dammit.

For once, Hong Leong's not the only one occupying my mind. Besides Hatsune Miku Project Diva and him... There's another person.

LOL

Yeah, regretting is pointless, but... You know... I'm just me, for some reason, I run away from what I want and when it's too late... I just realize how much I want it... Like the red wig... And now... This... 

Doesn't matter... Does it? As long as we're all happy... 

I can't say that I'm happy, but... I'm not unhappy either... 

Selfishness and greed and the darkness inside us... Narnia- The Voyage of The Dawn Treader... Why are we all so selfish? We give into temptation so easily. 

But... Sometimes... Being selfish is a good thing... If everyone gets to be happy... Then, why not? 

So... Yeah... Until everything ends... It's just gonna be like this, and when everything starts again... I don't want anything else...

I don't want anything else... Or should I say I don't want anyone else...?

For once... It's not about him... It's about you...So... Please... 

Love me back... 

Pom Poko~

What...?

I don't know. The subs came out 2 secs later and some just sorta skipped... But, I get the whole story, I just don't get the names... Uhh... What what what forest??? And What's Pom Poko? Their clan? Or something?

Who knew... Male raccoons can stretch their private part, and use it as a weapon, and parachutes... Wont that hurt...???

Seen Wipe-Out???

Big balls can't even compare to their big balls~

Tanuki~

Tanuki~

Come out and let's play together~

One big happy family^^

I wish I can join in...

They use to be so happy... UNTIL... People start developing.

CHOP

CHOP

CHOP

BUILD

BUILD

BUILD

It's all people ever do. Yeah... Gonta was right... They should have killed us. And I wondered why raccoons and foxes steal food... Or eat from the trash... They have nothing left because of THIS.

The most dulan part... To me... Is when the Wonderland company president said that the... uhh... Demon Festival was their doing and all that... See his ugly face also beh song... Forgot to screenshot... One of the tanuki elder died because of Operation Poltergeist and that *you know what I'm going to say* took credit for everything... Served him right when they robbed him. They should have killed him too.

Preparations~

Ehh... Totoro was there???!

Or was this edited...? 

I still can't get Country Road outta my head, and I feel like listening to it every time when I'm spacing out. Listening to it now =D The Japanese version from Whispers of the Heart ♥

Haha... Uwwww~

Started my math tuition at my granpa's... Suddenly... I feel hope again... That I'll get an A for it next year and make everybody go 'WTF?!'... Which I seriously doubt that they will...

At least humans are not so bad... At least there's a park for them, and they seemed happy too... I feel like being a raccoon... A one that can transform... Once you think about it... Tanuki and I have similar personalities, I'm half way there... If it's about the size. Tanuki are BAD at concentrating, and they always think about food, and they're very fun and happy, and very cute~

 Awww.... Isn't it cute...

Foxes are cute too... Too bad that they're cunning... Are they really? You know... I've never been robbed by a fox... So... What's the story??

It doesn't look cunning to me... Well... Maybe a little... But still...It's cute^^

I wish that in real life... Animals would stand up and oppose for once... I'd rather be eaten by a wolf, than be slaughtered by some dude who robs people, then kills them. 

No place's safe. Well... not even your  house. People get so desperate that they break and enter your house. What happened to the police???  Don't know... *COUGH*drinking kopi-o*COUGH*

Time to end this post.

Do not underestimate raccoons. They have clan wars, and big balls. 

Uhh... I thought that Mario looked good in this raccoon outfit...

  

Learning... Not School

Well... We go to school because school is a place for us to learn and all that right? And TV and comics and whatever are BAD? Well, screw that!

You know where I learn the things I know? And HOW I learn the things I know?

Wehehehe.

1. Cartoons.
2. Movies.
3. Blogs.
4. Youtube.
5. Anime.

Well... I don't study. I sleep during English class and I manage to get an A. All thanks to cartoons, and especially Little LuLu. When I was 4, I sit in front of the TV watching Little LuLu and talk to myself. Yeah.

Too bad, they don't show it now... I still remember the ending theme where the fat dude ate a whole plate of Spaghetti in one shot. 

Thanks to Shuwen for her blog(I know, she doesn't even read my blog, but, well, it's nice to thank people when they don't know that they're being thanked). I learned what is a LaLaMui ==

Click on LaLaMui to see.

School is the place for the 'education needed to get a job', and, all the other things like cartoons are 'education that is enough to get you pass 15' == 

Once you know the basics of things, you'd find out more by using the internet, and reading books. And that's how I came to be. Watching cartoons and talk to myself in front of da TV, I still do that sometimes... It's fun :D

Movies. Movies are educational. Of course, Discovery Channel is for you to learn about animals and when the world is REALLY going to end, but, I don't watch the Discovery Channel, it's boring. Okay... Back to what I was talking about...

Movies.

Right.

Movies.

Depends on what you wanna learn, really. There's all kinds of movies out there. 

If you wanna have a good imagination, watch horror movies, sci-fi movies, fantasy, and well... If you'd like, you can watch porn. NO NO NO! NOT PORN, a friendly, educational movie , comedy series called AMERICAN PIE ==

The first.

Second.

Third.

Fourth.

Fifth.

Sixth.

Seventh.

As for the eight? I'm not really sure...

WTH? Why is it American Pie all of a sudden???

Okay... Moving on...

If you would like to learn about breaking and entering, watch action movies! That's how I knew how to sneak in my neighbor's house, and hid beside the wall when a person came out. ==

Next... Is um.... 

You know what? I'm sleepy.

Good Night.

My day just isn't complete without anime. But, I have to give it a rest already, and Kaichou wa Maid-sama! Will be releasing episode 25 next week, which is the last episode! I hope there's a season two for it! 

MemeMeRachel@12.12am

Love~