Enchanted Doll by Marina Bychkova

Was too bored, clicking around... And found this Enchanted Doll...

http://www.enchanteddoll.com/ 

Go to her blog and look at those HANDMADE dolls that make you go "WTF?!SHE MADE THEM?!"

I would like to be her friend. LOL. Maybe I could get on of her dolls as a present =P.

As you can see, those handmade dolls are one of a kind, and one of a kind things have one of a kind price. A doll costs a few thousand. Hmm... It's reasonable, I would like one... By twenty eight... Yeah, I will buy one ^_^

I wonder if I should start saving up now...

Just look at the doll...

It looks so real! I didn't find a nude one on purpose la... But, you know? She really paints all the details... I'll find an even nuder one~

For some reason, they all have sad eyes... It's like they're saying...

"No... Don't keep me in a box! Don't look at me naked! Don't take pictures of me naked!"

She even painted... Never mind... Really detailed.

She spends about 150 hours on each dolly. Hard work... Mm... Nice dolls...

When I first saw the dolls...

I got scared...

WHAT? I'm afraid of dolls AND clowns T^T

What an unusual fear...

I love teddy bears though.

The dolls look so sad, and so real, it's like they're crying ='(

They are so pretty. I want to have one, but... I'm scared to have one... What if my life turns into a nightmare if it came to life and tried to kill me? It's like Child's Play... With that killer doll Chucky... Oh god... My fear of dolls started with that movie... When I was six...

AHHHHHHHHHH

I'm scared, I want one, but... I'M SCARED...

If my fear of dolls AND clowns still wont go away when I'm 28... Am I hopeless?

I'll tell you one more thing...

I'm afraid of music boxes...

=_=

Just all things dolls and clowns and music boxes, okay?

They make a scary combination.

Every time I hear the sound of a music box, my hair stand. When I see DOLLS, I jump. When I see clowns, I stare at them for a while then run away... I'm beginning to think that the clown at McDonald's is evil =_=

Who knew I was such a baby... I'm afraid of the pathetic things in life.

Admitting EVERY fear NOW, isn't a good time... If I admit them all at once, you'd be dead. Cause you laughed to hard. Probably rolled down the stairs while laughing.

While normal people fear robbers, I fear dolls. 

The Type of Person I am

I'm eating a caramel apple, and writing this+Facebook =D

Sweet~

Honestly, what do you do at a party? Or a nightclub? Dance like there's no tomorrow? Hang with friends, or just sitting alone at the bar drinking, and thinking about your life? And having only the bartender talking to you and making you drinks...

Well, it's obvious what I'd do. Judging by my personality, most of you already know that I'd be drinking alone, and thinking. I don't really know what the hell is wrong with me either, and now, I'm typing with one hand, and a friggin chopstick!Cause I'm eating my caramel apple. So... Even with the music volume to the max, people on the dance floor really high, people making out in a corner... I just sit there, drink, drink, and ignore everything else, and think about myself. I know... What a NICE place to be contemplating ==

People who dance, are really people who dance. It's not easy, I envy how they move their bodies to the beat, and stomp their feet according to the beat, and change in just a sec if the music changes. Ah... I wonder... Were they lesbians? Or were they just too high? One really looked like a stripper though... And speaking about lesbians, Ipoh has TONS of em'. Earlier this afternoon at Jusco, WOW, it's like... LESBIAN TOWN... The bartender danced sexily, man... Is he gay too? xD

Right.

After... Six freaking hours at a freaking Halloween party, I didn't even know what I was doing! And wow... Six hours... Time passes so fast when you're drinking. OI! I wasn't drinking anything that would make you drunk... I was drinking... Some punch... Shandy, and... Plain water. Of course, let's not forget the food. Didn't eat much anyway... Didn't have the appetite, and that cheap wig was in my way.

Wigs are expensive. The cheapest God damned wig I bought cost me 35.90 or something, and man, I have to say... It was hard to handle... I wonder how fluffy I would feel if I bought the 370 one... I would never buy such an expensive piece of hair! Even if it's Lady GaGa style T^T

*SIGH*

I never knew I could be such a boring person... I mean... I know I'm not enthusiastic about things, but... I don't even like partying... Count the partying activity this holiday out... I'll just stay home with my laptop, even without the internet, I have my many visual novels standing by. I have some problems with the Symphonic Rain and Chaos;Head visual novels... They don't work!

Anyone here a computer geek? I'm looking for someone who knows how to fix these things! Computer, software... Whatever computer related thingy! Anyone? ANYONE AT ALL? T^T

Everyone changes. I guess I just don't like that... Maybe... I just want things to stay the same forever...

The people who you hang around with, affects you the most. You may, or may not know it... But, when you finally sit down and think... You will realize the difference between how you WERE and how you ARE now... There's a big difference.

Kindergarten... Primary.... And now secondary school...

I didn't have much friends when I was a kid. I was afraid of people. But when I was eleven, I think I started making friends...

Twelve... Best friends...

Last year and this year, not much difference.

• BFF

Yeah... Sure... Forever... More like... For now...

There's nothing in common anymore... There's nothing that we could share, you'd rather be with them than me right? Those older ones? I never told you I hated them, did I? I just walked away and spent the hours alone, at times, I would join you, but... It seemed like I didn't matter. When I went back, there wasn't even a good-bye...

Will be reading some poems when I'm free... Bought literature books today... Bought Shakespeare's complete collection too... I know... I'm emo... And while people buy cute Moody Bear, I buy...

Pics from Google, same style, color, but, different bear shape... I think this is the original, while Moody Bear is a fake... No wonder so cheap... But, whatever, Moody Bear has a cuter shape xD

 See, it's cuter than being square in some places~

When my bro saw what I bought, he was like "WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU SISTER?!"

While my mom... "Ewww... That's scary... Why are you like this? Eww..."

==

I bought a cute red demon stuffed toy too... And that... Made them... "Owh, she's just hopeless..." And while me and my sisters went for the Halloween party, they went to church ==

I don't need exorcism, I'm fine!

OH SHIT!0334　ＡＬＲＥＡＤＹ! I HAVE A FUCKING FACIAL APPOINTMENT AT 0900 LATER ON... MOM, WHY DID YOU HAVE TO PICK SUCH A GREAT DAY?! FUCCKKKKK!

助けて　Ｔ＾Ｔ

レイチェル＠０３４０

Aww... BORING...

You can ignore this one, I'm just bored. I don't know, man... Every time... I just stare at this thing, I don't know what to do, or what I can do. Facebook? Nah... I don't play the games, I don't even like it! ==

Games... Games... Games... I always get stuck on some stupid level! UGH! Especially when there's no walk through, well... I'm stupid and I like puzzle games... What did I expect? Visual novels have great storylines, but, you get tired and bored if you read it non-stop... Especially those which are 50 hours long, and usually, they're turned into series, like Fate/Stay Night and Tsukihime. Well, I have watched the anime of both, I'm still in the middle of the VN of Fate/Stay Night, and I haven't even started on Tshukihime! == I hope it works...

FOOTBALL FEVER... A month huh? My dad already won $900, so... Let's hope he wins more. Maybe then... I'll get new furniture? But... I wouldn't bet on that... The always say 'Your room is full, you don't have enough space to put this...' and blah blah blah. Well, can't argue with that, my room IS full of junk... Teddy bears, boxes, books, lotions???? WOW... Hm... I'm going to clear it again, but, just thinking about it makes me dizzy... And... My book? See, this is why I hate borrowing books to people, they take it for a long long time... Like Gary, he took it for 6 freaking months! AND YOU! You could have finished the God damned book in one day! OR three... But... Months? DAMN... IT'S A NOVEL IN CARTOONS! WHAT? ARE YOU 4? UGH!

I don't know, I feel like going to Ipoh with my bro and his friends this Friday, just to buy a notebook =='' Well, I have to start Rachel's Private Collection : Third Semester soon, I'm itching to write. WELL... The first and second is obviously done, the first one though... Is really private, cause... Um... It may ruin me... The second one? Nah... I don't care if the world sees.

ILY. LOL. IDK. IJLY. H...?

LoLz. I told you that I'm bored. I have to say one thing though... Silver Snow... Is a God damned scary doll == Wow... For a second there, I thought you liked dolls, and believe me, the thought of you being gay have crossed my mind...

TADA... SCARY... OH DAMN, IT'S LOOKING AT DA WORDS!

Sorry... I can't lie, even if I like you, I really thought that you were gay... Well... Whatever, not like it matters...