New Haircut!

By new, I mean REALLY new...

I've always played safe. Recently though, I got tired of my boring hairstyle that I wore for almost three years and decided to get rid of it. My old hairstyle wasn't all that bad, I looked quite good with it, but what the heck? I'm 16, I'm supposed to have a bold, daring hairstyle instead of one that says "I'm tired, go away".

After getting this new cut, I don't look like a writer anymore, and that really kills. The reason why I even stuck to my messy hair of three years was because the bushiness and face-covering fringe made me look artistic... Now, I just look like someone who came out from a manga; totally not what I expected.

As you all know, Rachel Cheong isn't photogenic AT ALL, so that is why there will be no pictures of my face with my new haircut. Yes, I only took pictures of the way my hair looks.

This, my friend,

this the RIGHT side of my head 

=)

Obviously, this is my fringe.

FLAT.

I didn't take a picture of how the left side is like because it's more or less the same length as my OLD hairstyle. Yeeaaah, one side is longer than the other... WAAAAY LONGER~!

I won't keep my current style for very long though; I HATE FLAT FRINGES! I prefer very long fringes that I can sweep to the side because they make my face look less round. Well, no matter what type of fringe, they are all equally irritating. 

My friends had a good laugh when I showed up at band practice and I had a nice time laughing at how they laughed as well. MY FACE IS SO ROOOOOOOOUNNNNDDDDD!

It's time I removed the nail polish on my toes. The colours make my toenails look like Skittles, but I'm tired of them already. Right now, they look like the colours of faded spring, reminding me of the days that will never come again. 

Light blue,

Light green,

What do they remind you of?

I know that looking at my feet isn't helping you think.

XD

Mm? My sister is having her UPSR this week, and she's preparing for her singing competition. I guess not giving a damn about exams runs in the family. But wait, my mum cares. In this whole family, my mum is the person who frets for us all.

I want to dye my hair blue,

get a tattoo,

and regret later.  

First Haircut of The Year

I was thinking of shaving my head...

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I was just kidding.

No way am I going bald, my face would look SO much rounder.

Ah, my laptop is FINALLY back in my room. Random updates will be up more if it doesn't go away again.

So... Mi Nam... I think I'm in love with Mi Nam... Even if I hate Korean dramas, and I don't know who the hell she is... LOL... She's cute... And yeah, My hair does look like hers... Hmm, maybe when it grows longer, it'll be EXACTLY like Mi Nam's hair.

Koreans are pretty, and... THEY ALL LOOK THE SAME =_=

Ish... Every Korean horror I watch... All the girls look the same. Pretty face, fair skin, perfect body, SAME EYE LINES??? Or maybe Koreans just have the same eyes???

Anyway... I feel like being Mi Nam xp

I know I'm not as pretty la! Waihai!

RIGHT... HAIRCUT...

I waited for one freaking hour for a five minute haircut. HAH. I THOUGHT YOU MADE A FREAKING APPOINTMENT MOTHER! And... It takes an hour to get your hair washed by that lady? It takes me a minute to get mine washed. All those mirrors and the smell of their perming meds made me dizzy. ukk.

Cut...Cut...Cut...

My bushy hair...Hmm... Feels softer now =D

It looks the same, just shorter, and LESS bushier, not to mention softer. Suddenly, I feel like hugging my own hair. I feel like looking in the mirror again. LOL. I kinda forgot how my hairstyle looks, and,  I smiled like an idiot in front of the mirror just now. I was too free. And the speaker from the motivation course said that it's good to look at a mirror, AND SMILE TO YOURSELF LIKE SOME NUT-CASE WHILE LOOKING.

You know, people should be proud of their boobies. Girls anyway... Not guys... Guys just look WRONG with boobs. Have you guys seen Hole In One? When the American Pie plays golf... God... I always wondered how guys would look with C cup boobies... But thanks to that movie, I never want to see guys with boobs again!

Lazy to find one with Eric BRA-LESS

Yeah... You can see how wrong that looks.

Lalala~

We're all perverts. 

It's hard to find girls THIS honest? WHAT? I thought that this was normal. Then again... I'm ME.

Whatever.

How did hair... Go to boobs...

AGAIN?!

While I'm here, I'll just say everything.

I bought a new dress. 

Plan to wear it during Chinese New Year... Obviously...

Hmm... He's coming back on chu 4... 

I'm not saying that I'll be wearing it FOR him or anything... I'll be wearing it for myself, relatives, Jessica, Zhi Ngor, Jesvin, Stephanie... 

No idea why I wrote what I wrote. 

If we meet up, it's gonna be the usual basics, and knee-length pants, with flip-flops. He doesn't even bother about looking good, AND I TOLD YOU BOTH THAT IT'S POINTLESS TO LOOK NICE FOR HIM CAUSE HE DOESN'T MIND ANYTHING! Sometimes, I just feel like slapping him. Not caring about much is a good thing, but sometimes, it's annoying! AND WHAT? YOU DON'T FREAKING MIND IF I KISSED A GIRL THE OTHER NIGHT?! You just mind that I didn't kiss you first. RIGHT. So, if I kiss you first, then I can kiss anybody I want? Great. I'll transfer to AMC. There's a very handsome girl. And I guess that there'll be more.

OF COURSE I CARE YOU IDIOT!

Oh... BTW... I didn't kiss a girl that night, if I did, I would have been cheating on Zongxu, and I would be having a girlfriend, instead of a boyfriend? 

OH MAH GAD!

I cannot believe that I care this much and is THIS annoyed about him being too NOT care-y. Grr... 

He's okay actually, he doesn't get jealous... He doesn't mind if I like girls... He doesn't mind if use Michelle Obama on him... He doesn't mind me being me... 

Everyone's got something that they're too embarrassed to talk about, but when I said that I liked them, I actually meant like, LIKE them... Especially the first one...  

Imagine waking up with a pair of boobs GUYS~

Um... IDK... Another Post I guess...

HAI! Today's Tuesday, also, the second day since the school break ended, also, our band pre-show, AND... Kiko's 1st death anniversary is in 3 days! And oh, thanks but no thanks NJX... You... Read the post with REALLY REALLY REALLY BIG WORDS in the band room? Nice job. Everyone saw huh? Including Ah Boon and Hui Bao? Nicely done. And thank you Toozgx... For telling NJX about THAT. I guess...

Well, everything's okay, SO FAR. Apparently, Mr.Milk is a skeptic, so, I don't have to worry. I don't really know what skeptic means, SOMEBODY told me. Oh well, 10% luck, 10% fate and 80% faith... I'm not a very lucky person, fate? I guess it's okay... Faith? Well... How about a 50%? Even if I tell him myself, like you said, he's one tough nut to crack. Sorry for pulling you into such a boring conversation, when clearly, you were interested in talking about band.

OOOOOOH!

Yea, tried out the George Foreman grill my dad got from US, oil free! The grilled meat is oil free and tastes damn good, different from using the stove, best of all, you don't need oil... This is electrical, so, no need for charcoal. I guess it'd be BBQ dinner for some time, welcome to join us!

The pre-show... Everything went well, I didn't screw up! Wee-hee! Or maybe I just did what I can and didn't even know if I screwed up... UGH... Well, at least my tunic fits. I love the feather on the hat, is it made out of chicken feathers? Fluffy! Why do they have to make such tight fitting uniforms? The collar was... UGH... I can barely breathe! But, I managed. Surprisingly, I wasn't worried at all, even with people looking. Maybe because I know that I'm not alone...

Didn't anybody notice? I got a hair cut! This morning! Damn... Nobody noticed? Fine... I'll go shave my head next...

Kiko, I love you, hope you're happy.

One Word... F U C K

Seriously, next time, remind never to ask my mum to take me for a haircut.

Why? Cause now, my hair is so fucking short and I look like a real fucking retard! Applying for OKU card wont really be a problem for me now, will it?

You guys thinking it can't be that bad right? But when you see me on Monday and laugh at me, I will give you guys a slap across your miserable little faces.

Why don't you guys try having your mother and the hairdresser chit-chatting while you hair is being fucking cut? When you wanna say something, you just couldn't be heard over the loud chatter! THE HAIRDRESSER JUST WONT STOP CUTTING...

When I was there, I was thinking 'Fuck... Stop... Fuck... Shit... Another few fucking months only it'll grow back... MONTHS... FUCK...'

IT IS SO FUCKING SHORT! I DON'T WANNA GO TO SCHOOL! BUT GUESS WHAT? I MUST. MY NON-STOP CHIT CHATTING MUM WONT LET ME. SHE JUST FUCKING NEEDS TO TALK WHEREVER WE ARE! AND NEXT TIME WHEN YOU GUYS ASK ME TO GO GET A HAIR CUT, WRITE HOW MY HAIRDRESSER SHOULD CUT IT ON A FUCKING PIECE OF PAPER.

SO DAMN BEH SONG! NIAMA... CB... FEEL LIKE BREAKING THE MIRRORS...

WILL YOU STOP TALKING TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW? NEXT TIME CAN YOU JUST FUCKING SHUT UP AND LET HER CUT MY HAIR NICELY?

FUCK THIS. I ACTUALLY HAVE THINGS MORE IMPORTANT TO SAY, BUT THEN AGAIN, I'M SO DAMN ANGRY. MY HAIR... MY LONG HARD MONTHS OF MAKING IT LONG AGAIN... MCB... NO MOOD TO WRITE IMPORTANT THINGS...

FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK



OKU FORM:

NAME: RACHEL CHEONG YUN XUAN
AGE:14
SEX: FEMALE
PROBLEM: RETARDED, ANGER ISSUES (SINCE JANUARY 23,2010)

*PLEASE TAKE SPECIAL CARE OF THIS CHILD. YOU WERE WARNED ABOUT ANGER ISSUES. LAUGH AT OWN RISK.

THE OKU AUTHORITY.