Aww... BORING...

You can ignore this one, I'm just bored. I don't know, man... Every time... I just stare at this thing, I don't know what to do, or what I can do. Facebook? Nah... I don't play the games, I don't even like it! ==

Games... Games... Games... I always get stuck on some stupid level! UGH! Especially when there's no walk through, well... I'm stupid and I like puzzle games... What did I expect? Visual novels have great storylines, but, you get tired and bored if you read it non-stop... Especially those which are 50 hours long, and usually, they're turned into series, like Fate/Stay Night and Tsukihime. Well, I have watched the anime of both, I'm still in the middle of the VN of Fate/Stay Night, and I haven't even started on Tshukihime! == I hope it works...

FOOTBALL FEVER... A month huh? My dad already won $900, so... Let's hope he wins more. Maybe then... I'll get new furniture? But... I wouldn't bet on that... The always say 'Your room is full, you don't have enough space to put this...' and blah blah blah. Well, can't argue with that, my room IS full of junk... Teddy bears, boxes, books, lotions???? WOW... Hm... I'm going to clear it again, but, just thinking about it makes me dizzy... And... My book? See, this is why I hate borrowing books to people, they take it for a long long time... Like Gary, he took it for 6 freaking months! AND YOU! You could have finished the God damned book in one day! OR three... But... Months? DAMN... IT'S A NOVEL IN CARTOONS! WHAT? ARE YOU 4? UGH!

I don't know, I feel like going to Ipoh with my bro and his friends this Friday, just to buy a notebook =='' Well, I have to start Rachel's Private Collection : Third Semester soon, I'm itching to write. WELL... The first and second is obviously done, the first one though... Is really private, cause... Um... It may ruin me... The second one? Nah... I don't care if the world sees.

ILY. LOL. IDK. IJLY. H...?

LoLz. I told you that I'm bored. I have to say one thing though... Silver Snow... Is a God damned scary doll == Wow... For a second there, I thought you liked dolls, and believe me, the thought of you being gay have crossed my mind...

TADA... SCARY... OH DAMN, IT'S LOOKING AT DA WORDS!

Sorry... I can't lie, even if I like you, I really thought that you were gay... Well... Whatever, not like it matters...

Band Camp

I made the right choice by going, I actually had fun. And... A very very VERY big thank you to the one who grouped us together, I had the best teammates. I love you... ...ALL...

Well, I enjoyed myself, but at night... HEY... I thought no food freaks? What happened? I barely ate anything! But... I wasn't in the mood anyway. You can tell by the way I walk, so slowly, almost dead. And going round and round the school compound, well... I was hoping I'd meet something, but sadly, I didn't meet anything... Just saw an Indian guy talking on the phone under the trees, where there's not much light, and Indians are BLACK... ==

ILY, HL.

Hm. I don't know... I... I'm sick... Mentally...

OLOLOLOLOLO~

My dad won $900 WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

From football betting.

HL, ILY,ILY,ILYSM ><

Umm... I just feel like shouting it out... Maybe I can, damn... I missed a good chance yesterday... DAMN...DAMN... DAMN... I should have shouted 'I LOVE YOU' instead of 'Everybody's Good' Umm... I had no idea, I always blow my chances.

And oh, this morning... You didn't finish your sentence. Well, I heard, I just didn't pay much attention... What were you saying? You kinda finished with a sigh, if I remembered correctly....

If I heard correctly...

Liang ge ta... *SIGH*...

What? I'm just curious, probably isn't important anyway... WELL... IDK... You know right? Damn this is hard... Hello... You... Say Hi back, will you?

No Reason

No reason for anything. No reason for me to go, I'm not going. No fun without me? That's not very true, is it? Even if I do go, I wont be happy. I don't know why, but, I'm just not in the mood for anything...

I'm thinking about things, what would it be like and all... Ping Yen said that I'm missing out on a chance, maybe I am, but... Maybe I'm not... I don't know... If I change my mind, bring an extra sleeping bag for me. I probably wont.

I don't see the point of going if I'm not happy... I feel like going, I just... Don't want to. So... I guess I may regret my decision, but... I don't really regret things, regretting is just a waste of time, what's done is done anyway. No point cursing myself over it.

I don't know... I'm asking everyone right now... If they really want me to go, I'll go... Besides... I feel like staying away from home for a while... And... I would like to see Milk. But I would like to be alone, if I go... A lot of things happening lately, so, I wanna take time and think, I need to stop pissing everyone off. And yea... Kiko's death anniversary is this month, I'll celebrate it when I see the headlines 'King of Pop's 1st Death Anniversary' yeah... Kiko died on the same day...

I feel like jumping off Niagara Falls... Or just stay somewhere cool and look at stars... BY MYSELF... I'm not hoping anyone would watch stars with me, no, no, why would I do that? Believe me, seeing stars with Milk never did cross my mind... But apparently, it just did.

Hey... Why isn't anyone replying? Except Jess... FINE. Since it's like this, I'll just look at the stars from my roof! And wondering what's everyone doing! UGH!

FIFA World Cup! Even if I'm not a fan, just, well... My dad is betting $600... Yippie... On one game...

WIN!

Whatever team he's betting on...

OLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

UGH... I haven't had my shower!

A Hurting Message For Friends

No heart too strong, nothing too patient. Why am I so disappointed? Is it my fault that my words pierce through the hearts of people? Why...

Everyone is the same. After all, we're all human. I'm not good at arguing, I'm just... Heartlessly honest. Is that so wrong? Well, nobody loses anything, in truth, I'm the one who always lose.

Hurting people have become so common, I don't feel anything at all when I say those words. Like now, emotionless. Like just now... When I said everything. I'm not apologizing though, I never do.

You said that I can let go? I'm not your friend. Well, I don't disagree either. Ignoring your call is just me, I don't like talking. I talk... I talk to make people happy, I don't talk about anything serious. When have I talked about something logical? When have I ever said something that helps? Exactly, NEVER.

Don't be so hurt, don't be so sad, you guys should be use to me by now. If not, I don't know what I can call you guys. Friends? No. Not even close. I have no friends, I just know people, to survive. Nobody can survive alone, knowing people will be enough, there's no need to get close. In this century, trust no one.

I don't care.

Say all you want. Talk all you want. I don't care. I don't see the point. Of course, after this, I'd probably be alone, but, I don't really care, aren't you guys already ignoring me? Hmm. Since... Seeing you guys... Makes me want to look away. I don't know, I can never be too close to anyone, the closer I get, the more I hate...

I'm sorry... I got too close to you... This is probably why, you're the one I hate the most... J... I don't think I need to spell the rest of the name?

Hmm. Thought so.

I'm always the wrong one, aren't I? So? Why should I care about anything? Why do I even feel disappointed? Is it because even my so-called friends can't stand me!? No one can. Lying is needed, but, I don't feel like lying. So what if you're hurt? Just take time, contemplate and make yourself less fucking annoying! If you don't have anything to say, just STFU!

UGH!

Fine, fine! Since I'm already this... Fucked, might as well just skip band camp too. Nobody wants me there anyway, I don't even have friends to begin with. I don't see the point of going, and I'm this moody, I have a strong feeling I wont have fun. So, just have fun without me, you guys have no problem with that since you guys do it all the time.

Someone has a boyfriend to spend time with. The other one can probably just play with anyone, since she's no much better.

Bitch...

UGH!

I'm gonna be alone in my room for the next week. If you have anything to curse at me, curse it here, curse it in person, through MSN , or through freaking Facebook or leave a God damned message! I DON'T CARE, I'VE BEEN CURSING PEOPLE MY WHOLE LIFE, IT'S ONLY FAIR THAT THEY CURSE ME BACK!

Bored-Boredy-Boredy-Post

I'm bored... I have sooooooo much to say.... Well... Not so much... I'm also sooooo lazy... And damn my bro for making this sooooo lag... I just hate him so much, and I hate myself too, making it so easy for him to bully me.

Thanks to daddy... I'm in a nutrition thingy?! WTF?! Herbal Life... Damn... He so desperate to get me slimmer and eat less... Well... Stop eating? NO WAAAAAY! Happy Meal is still on my mind :]

Love at sight? Oh, you make me laugh Jess' uncle... No way, besides... Never mind...

WOW... Rabbits can be so damn expensive... one for 460. How nice, eh? But... The fur is damn soft... OOOH! Cute rabbits... I'm still thinking about them... Turns out, we have a rabbit farm in Lekir, just found out ==''

AND

Apparently, we have a shop that sells English-Cottage-Style stuff... I don't know where, but my parents do, they went there. They said that the things were nice... And they have pretty prices too... Well... Guess they're afraid of taking me... Hm. But, I will go there. Someday... SOON...

Ki-kinda of busy... Eh...

Stop callin'

Stop callin'

I don't wanna think anymore, I left my head and my heart on the dance floor~

Can call all you want but there's no one at home you're not gonna reach my telephone`~

Cuz I'm up in the club and I'm sipping that bub you're not gonna reach my telephone~

Mah... Mah... Mah telephone~

Well...

I'm bored...

That was a bit by Lady Gaga.

Wow... 12.30 already?

LOL.

Gonna continue playing Fate/Stay Night.

Good night!