School Starts... AGAIN... On Monday

After like A MONTH of school-free days, I feel like there's no such thing as SCHOOL or STUDYING anymore, just ANIME... ANIME... And more ANIME!!! Waving good-bye to Prince of Egypt 2010, and the marching season of 2010. Still... Even if I complain a lot, I feel like doing it again. It's not fun, but, it's not bad either... I don't know. I guess... I just like it.


With everything finished, I just don't have the heart to study anymore, and, I need new specs... Yea, yea, blame it all on me for staring at my laptop my non-stop.

I left 60% of myself in Bangkok, which, I have no idea why. Even if the hostel SUCKS and has only cold water for you to bathe, not to mention perverts running around taking  pics of people showering, I like it there... It's convenient... xD But of course, if I were to  live there for the next ten years, it would be boring. Everything gets boring, if you do it for too long. My dad once told me:



 '' Any job would be boring after 10 years, just get use to it. What you expected from life?''

Damn this computer!

If you're wondering why I'm using the family comp instead of my laptop, easy, THAT SELFISH JERK KNOWN AS MY BROTHER IS HOGGING IT, HE TOOK MY FUCKING LAPTOP DOWN TO HIS ROOM LAST NIGHT, WHEN I WAS ASLEEP, WITHOUT EVEN ASKING ME FIRST!

I didn't notice this morning, because, I had my piano lesson, and, I need to go for breakfast before it. Why didn't I notice it in the afternoon? I was at the funeral. And what about after I came back? I practiced the new piece 'Butterfly' and played 'When You Believe' and some other songs, cause, I was waiting for the water supply, so that I can bathe, and you know what? I got tired of waiting and went to sleep, when my mum woke me up, it was time for dinner. We ate out, cause it was my 65-year-old aunt's birthday, she came back from KL and wanted to eat hok jiu food. And then, we came back. When I found my laptop, it was too late, he was there, and, I needed to use to the bathroom badly.

Wa-la, a very short, and simple OQ&A of my day. As well as why I didn't know my laptop was in my so-called BROTHER'S room.

So, everybody... Hi.

The internet is such a dangerous place, people, don't get caught on Facebook. It's bad. Well... The government is gonna catch ONLY non-BABI for crapping about politics... So... Hmm... Why do I care? I don't know shit about politics anyway...

Hmm... Oh well...

I wonder... Everyone in this family has the ability to see, hear, smell, and feel ghosts... My grandma feels em, my aunt sees em, and my other aunt can too... My dad, bro and sisters have all seen ghosts... So... All that's left is just me, and my mum. I don't know if it's luck or what... But... I would like to know the feeling of actually seeing one.

It may sound crazy... But, that's just the way I am.

I'm trying to make Onigiri(rice balls)... Hope I succeed though. Wish me luck guys!!!

Gonna buy nori tomorrow. At an organic store??? Hmm... Oh well, it's food shopping again, I guess. Mum's gonna see dad, she's leaving on Friday T^T, on coming back in... OCTOBER????? WTF?!

Bye-Bye mummy, I'm gonna miss ya' red face, and how you always shout at us, for no reason :D

I was just joking...

Anyway... I still can't get this outta my head. I watched Orphan 3 times already...

So...

Quote Stuck in Rac's Head:

''If you tell, I'm gonna cut you hairless little prick off, before you even know what it's for... Oh look, you pissed yourself...''

Esther/Leena

Orphan

Nighty-Night

Brother and Sister

許せない
許せない
許せない
許せない
許せない
許せない
許せない
許せない
許せない
許せない
...

He always gets it his way... Even if we're born on the same day... The same time. Mom and dad always favor him first. Always... What about me? I'm always left alone... And when I finally get myself something I truly deserves, Onii-chan always finds a way... To take it away... Always...

He takes me for granted. He treats me like I'm nothing. Because... It's always him.

Always...


17 years...


In a week... It will be our birthday... April 14... Our birthday. 


Our...


That's funny... Our... It's been a long time since it's 'our', it's always just him. From the day we were born, there's only him.


Yes... We're twins... But, we're different. 


Onii-chan is cheerful, energetic, sociable... 


I am shy, lifeless, unsociable...

Even if I want to be different, I can't.

I can't


I can't


I can't

You can't

You can't


You can't


...


You can't... Imoto can't do it... Just go back before you cry Imoto.


That's what I always get, when I try to be different...

The look on his face, the tone of his voice... It's just making fun of me... One day, I will show him...

He uses my things, without my permission. He never bothers to ask me. When he wants to use something, he just takes it... Snatches it... Even when I'm using it. He doesn't care about my feelings, in his world, there's only himself. Selfish... Such a person, being wanted by the world... While I am an outcast...


Unforgivable...


It's his fault.


Nobody gives me a chance. Nobody.


He steals everything... He STOLE everything...


A shell, filled with hatred. 


A flower that holds lies.


Just a slit on the wrist... Isn't enough to kill.


No, it isn't.


How many times I've tried, I've never succeed. If I had, I wouldn't be here. If I had, I would've been put out of my misery.


Blood.


Blood.


Blood.


Where were they when I cut myself? They didn't even know, they didn't even bother to ask how I was doing. But what about him? When he gets a flu, they just rush him to the clinic. When I get a flu, it's just ''go back to bed, you'll be fine''. 


Unfair.


Unborn baby's blood... 


Drip...

Drip...

Drip...

Red water, flowing down her legs...

Tears, flowing down her cheeks...


Drip...


Drip...


Drip...


She should have just let the blood flow... Until the baby was drained, but, she didn't. She wanted BOTH babies to be born, so that she could show off twins to the world... Yes... There was such a woman.


What happened after the twins were born?


One was perfect, the other one was not.


They left the other one, they only loved the perfect twin. They checked on the other twin once in a while. They grew up together, a boy... And a girl... 

One had pretty clothes and shoes, the other had old dresses, and worn shoes.

Hatred formed in the young girl's heart... She didn't know what to do, or who to hate... There was just too many.


17 years...


Drip...


Drip...


Drip...


Dead brother's blood...


I shall color a white rose red.


Drip...


Drip...


Drip...


Dead mother's blood...


I shall paint a white gown red.


Drip...


Drip...


Drip...


Dead Father's blood...

I shall paint a white suit red.

Drip...

Drip...

Drip...

Let the bloods of three join together, join together... Flow together... Flow together through the gates of Hell. Flow like the river we once swam in, flow... Into Hell...

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I HAVE GOT TO STOP WATCHING ANIME!!!!!!!!!!!! T^T
























        

I'm Sick... But... Watching Anime

I know, I know! Sick people should be resting and taking meds.... But... I'm bored, and besides... I can't stand NOT watching anime. When you're sick and alone, you feel VERY bored.

Watching Kaichou wa Maid-Sama! Episode 24... Walalala, gonna watch Shiki later... I don't know... The first episode was quite boring, but, the comments say that the show is the best horror anime ever??? I don't know. 

So... Luckily... I didn't go to the funeral today. Heard that it was fucking long... From like 1.15 to 5 something? Wow... That guy... He doesn't even support us THAT much... Is he trying to kill us or something? Well... I do get sick at the right time.

It's been so long... Since I got sick... ==

I was kinda hoping that I won't use my laptop... But... I beh tahan! I slept so that I wouldn't use it, but, when my maid woke me up and said that it was dinner... I can't sleep anymore, and so... I'm here :D

Of course... My mum's out. She would NEVER let me use my laptop cause I'm sick... Well... I'm just gonna watch some anime now. 

Bye-Bye

Gakuen Mokushiroku- High School of the Dead

Hohoho!

I'm back and watching anime! 

Started this new series, the title caught my attention. And you know what? IT IS AWESOME! It's kinda like all those zombie shooting games, and movies. It kinda reminds me of Zombieland. But... This one has more... Hmmm... Rated 18. 

Okay... Well... They don't DO anything. They just show some... parts... of... Girls... And all the girls have... Big... Boobies...

Hmm...

It's a very nice show though, you can check it out, if you have no prob with the boobies... ==

So... It's a story about... Zombies... And... Survivors. 

I haven't finish it yet, cause, it's latest release is episode 10. And yes... I'm done with episode 10. They say that it's only scheduled for 12 eps though... Wow... Everything's gonna end that fast??? T^T

Episode 11 will be released on Sunday... Can't wait! Can't wait!

I wonder how many of you guys are anime freaks like me???

Hmm.... I know that there's A LOT of anime freaks around the world. The type who watch anime 24 hours a day, think anime 24 hours a day... And even dream anime when they sleep ==

Anime Social site~

Hehehe... Of course I have an acc. 

Well, there are A LOT of anime sites, but, I only use 3...

AnimeCrazy

AnimeSeason

GoGoAnime

Walalala~

I haven't watch Death Note yet... Hmm.... And I kinda forgot how Fate/Stay Night is... I kinda forgot how Fushigi Yuugi is too... ==

All my years of watching anime!!!! 

T^T

Oh well... I'm kinda lazy to re-watch them... Long series...

There is no season 2 for Fate/Stay Night! Well, if there is... It's gonna be a re-make of the VN Fate/Hollow Ataraxia... Fate/Stay Night is originally a VN too, they just turned it into an anime. LoL. But of course, the anime is 'CLEANER' if you know what I mean...

Lalalalalala~

I guess I'm done with anime for today... If I'm not gonna work on my geo folio, I'll just watch another movie. Ish. I have so many unwatched movies...

I'm lazy to finish my art folio...

Somebody...

Please...

I CAN'T DRAW!!!!!! T^T

Back From Thailand

After one week... I'm finally back home.

Shared the room with Shin Yun, Lee Siah, Yi Nin, Soo Siew and Kah Yee. 303~

Of course, it's the usual gossiping, but, this time, we're all too tired so, it's sleeping early.

TIMBC ROCKS! WOOHOOO!

2nd place! With the score of 91.19, I LOVE YOU ALL! JUDGES! YOU ALL ROCK!

Well, we're the ones who were GREAT so, GOOD JOB EVERYONE! I LOVE YOU ALL!

I'm so happy... For our result... Not coming back here... I would've love to stay for another day or two. I love Thailand, but, I don't know why. Maybe because I can see everyone's hair, and skin, instead of seeing wrapped heads and bodies where ever I turn. And, they sell pork.

Funny thing. If we don't have pork here, we shouldn't have beef too. Indians... Well... Hindus don't eat beef, and we don't have pork at McDonald's because of them Babis. That's so unfair!

Nothing is fair...

Walalala, I think I'm gonna go visit the judge. The fat one, where does he live again???

I love us.

There's only one video??? :(

Oh well...

I just hated the tour in the one week. If you ask me, I'd rather stay at the hostel and sleep all day than go to those stupid places.

WTF?!

Tiger Zoo

World Gems Collection

Thai Garden or something??

Honey Selling Company???

One thing... We're only students... How can we afford to buy things that cost $20,20000 or whatever. Brainless. The tour guides want to earn their commission THIS much? Everyone's the same.

Why didn't we go to the beach? Or bazaars? Cause the guides wont get their share of the money if we buy things there? Fuck.

Boring tour of Pattaya.

FYI

Pattaya doesn't suck that much. They just bring the WRONG people, to the WRONG places.

And um, I'd rather see an Ah Gua naked than see her like THAT. I almost fainted. I wanna forget that. Wearing something like THAT just for a perverted guy. What does she want? Does she want... THAT? Gimme a break...

UGH

I'm sorry.

I'll just stop here and continue with Occult Academy episode 10, and when that's done, I'll watch Kaichou wa! Maid-Sama episodes 22 and 23.

Memories...

I'll never forget. My first competition.

It was great. But when SOMEBODY finally came, I can't move anymore. But, who cares? I just like pissing her off. Now I know WHY... THEY HATE HER THAT MUCH.

I finally understand why they say she gives people blow jobs.

OK... Fine... I'm done with this sex thing...

I'm just gonna enjoy anime...

Cherry Blossoms.

I'm hungry.