The 26th of October

I just love October, and my favorite day in October is the 26th, my birthday! Come to think of it, I like the 26th of every month. Again, it's a personal thing.

Every year, I don't like celebrating the day I came out through a hole. I don't feel the need to celebrate such a day, it isn't very special, is it? Each year, I have a mini gathering with close friends, without receiving much gifts. I wonder what's so special about this year though, my beloved Zinc made an album for me and I actually celebrated my birthday with my usual--fucked-up and crazy--bunch of buds.

Since it's close to Halloween, I had the urge to dress up like a serial killer and go out in public. So today, le me, and le two close friends went out in costumes. I dressed up as a pedophile/serial killer--yes, suits me, I know--with Jesvin as my Lolita victim while Zinc dressed up as Dr.Shu in a bloody school uniform with holes here and there.

Sorry, this picture doesn't bring out the best of Zinc and I~

Before we headed out, my stalker-mum wanted to take some photos of us in our costumes. Stalker-mum doesn't usually take bad pictures, but somehow, today's picture is really blur and it doesn't bring out the essence of my perverseness and Dr.Shu's scariness. Miss Jesvin however, looks especially good in this picture. Ah, I wonder if I should give Jesvin the dress she wore in that photo since it suits her well. Yep, it may not look like it, but, IT'S MINE, along with the doll and bag she's carrying...

Although there were twelve people who celebrated my birthday, only the three of us went full fledged with the costumes... Those bastards! They should be thankful that I didn't suffocate them with my cake... Oh wait, there was no cake... Except for the ice-cream log cake that LiYi bought... Hmm... Quite an abnormal way of celebrating a birthday: no birthday cake. 

Originally, I wanted to go with the unzipped-mouth Halloween costume, but I don't have anything sticky enough to stick the zipper on my face! I tried UHU glue, but the freaking thing didn't even stick! I did the unzipped-mouth makeup for a while, and boy did I look scary! But it was too incomplete and clumsy to actually BE worth going out in. If I had more time to prepare and the right materials, my costume would be like this:

Anyway, Silent Hill: Revelation was a disappointment. I didn't get the oopmh I was supposed to feel when watching a horror movie. I guess they should just leave it to us Asians to direct horror movies, because honestly, Westerners fucking suck at it. The effects and monsters were real enough, I'll give em' credit for that. For me, the movie was too damn fast moving; probably because I play Silent Hill and it takes me FOREVER to get something done. Maybe I just had my expectations a bit too high? Well, not being able to see it in 3D already ruined half my mood for the movie anyway... Guys, do tell me if the 3D one is good =)

I removed my birthday on my Facebook profile so I'd know who to delete. Those who didn't wish me happy birthday would get deleted, because friends remember each other's birthdays =| I'm quite happy that a number of people wished me, the most shocking birthday wish though was from my lovely Mariane; I didn't think that she'd remember it cause she's a year older and we only see each other every so often.

I'm happy. YES, I'M HAPPY. I couldn't hold back my smile when they sang me Happy Birthday in four languages: English, Chinese, Cantonese and Malay... TWICE!! As for why they sang to me twice, it's because Qi Shun blew out my candle the first time :/

I made two wishes before I blew out my candle. Wait... Was Jessica already there when... Ah, she wasn't there yet... So I guess that it's God's decision  that my wish doesn't apply to her. If I tell you guys my wish, then it won't come true anymore, will it? Haha, so then I guess I'll keep what I wished for a secret. I'll give you a hint though, both wishes have something to do with being together forever *wink* take a wild guess and you just might get them right.

The presents I received will not be taken photos of and will not be uploaded. I'm way too lazy to do that, loves. The least I can do is tell you guys what I got, so here's the list: Writing books, from WeiWei; Scrapbook/album, from Zinc; 4 sleeping masks, one purse and a green hair clip, from the guys; beautiful gold bracelet with pearls, from Jessica; a cake, from LiYi; Magic Shawl, from grandma. My grandpa gave me RM50 while aunt Flower gave me RM20. At first, grandpa gave the Ang Pau to Lisa cause he thought that it was HER birthday. HAHAHA. The guys' gift made me laugh, 4 sleeping masks! With some sort of cooling/heating pad too! They said that it's for me to sleep in class xD

SUCH A LONG POST TODAY! My, my, I AM HAPPY! I haven't been like this in a long time! I guess even the news of having band practice tomorrow can't bring me down to Earth! I won't be going for practice tomorrow though... I'm not up for it yet... I might go at 10A.M though... It's funny, albeit Mr.Tan said not to have practice... Ah whatever... It's not up to me... Sigh... I'm going to bed...

Went to PizzaHut and the cinema in our Halloween costumes.

Why?

Because fuck you, that's why. 

Happy Halloween~!

The 7 Minute Post

I accepted the challenge from Mr.Too. I have to write more than him in 7 minutes.

I HOPE I DON'T FAIL!

I'm in the middle of playing Aveyond, I got stuck for long, I couldn't take it anymore and went for help online. Turns out, I have to talk to the squirrels.

ANYWAY... Today...

I ACTUALLY STUDIED.

I would love to upload a few pictures, but... 7 minutes is a damn short time. HAHAHA. I'm sorry I made fun of you T^T

OH NOES! TWO MINUTES PASSED!

AHHH!

Well, mum, bro and Sarah went to Ipoh today, and they say that they'd be back by 4. but you know what? I just heard the gate creaked... Like... NOW.

My... My... My...

Exam starts tomorrow, I think I forgot everything I read this morning... I only studied for like... half an hour, before I said "ah, alright, this is enough studying for one day!" and turned on my laptop.

BUT WAIT. I didn't play my lappy from morning till now... I... Uh... HAD BRUNCH... Played the piano, and made lime juice.

OH!

NOOOOO!

TIME'S UP!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Oh... Err... I have two minutes left, according to my time.

Oh well... I guess... I'll end it now.

Hey, Zongxu, how's Joe? Is he okay? Have you guys done anything yet? Mm mm? Hmm? Are you two sleeping together already? I hope the Princess doesn't feel too sad that she lost her lover. Ohohohoho~






RACHEL_2027

Post #281

I ran outta titles. I'm just here cause they're playing bingo. 5 cards. Wow... Long game... I really don't know how many rounds they played. I was watching Suicide Circle. Damn... Sick movie... And you know what? I STILL DON'T GET THE STORY...

=_=

Happens every time...

Ahh... The reason for me to Skype. I'm bored. BUT WAIT. The main reason is to talk to you. But... DAMN my mum has good timing... The first message... And she just opens my room door, lie down and look at who I'm talking to.

HOW DOES SHE KNOW?

The hell... 10 times outta 10... She's always here when the first IM comes. There's just no privacy around here! ARGH!!! T^T

And when she FINALLY leaves... YOU HAVE TO SLEEP?

Tuesday...

Going to school at 10pm. We're gonna explore the damn place. Let's just hope we all don't SEE anything, or TOUCH anything, or FEEL anything... Uhh... And most importantly... Hope there wont be a hand reaching outta the ground. Zombie invasion. Either you go out to sea, or stay on a plane forever. Those b****** can't swim, they can't fly either ^_^

Today's Skype session is still going on, it's pass 3 hours~

Wake me up, when September ends~

Not disturbing Jessica and her Sri Tan.

Listen to some songs.

Waiiii~

Hope Han Siang gets better soon. Leg injury. Haih. Some luck.

You guys think of where to go. I'll be...

Walking.

With...

Somebody.

^^

Personally, I prefer night better. I'm not a morning person, I feel so much better at night too. Day time at the amusement park... Oh God... Seriously? I'm such a lazy person. Let's go for coffee after those rides that makes you wanna throw up.

Day time...

What else to do...

What else to do...

If there's a beach, I'd roll in the sand... But... So high up... UGH... There's nothing T^T

If there's the Sun, the beach is the best. If there's the moon, the beach is also the best. But..

What am I saying?

It's Genting. Not beach trip.

Grrrrr...

Whatever.

I'll be cold.

Overprotective Much?!

How many times? 'I wanna go for a picnic' or 'Yea, lets go to the beach'... Planned so much but it's always zero percent of going.

After SO many failures, I have decided... Feeling sorry, and feeling guilty if you DON'T invite other friends for that bright, sunny picnic, is pathetic. I used to be pretty soft, I still am... But... Not SO soft. Ish. Can't believe that I liked everyone back then... And then... After some time, wow, those people are really ugly. Ugh.

Don't even think about picnics right? Your parents don't even allow you people to watch a movie at the cinema. What the hell is up with that? Movies... In a place where you watch movies... Right... And... It's dangerous cause??? You might knock yourself cause it's too dark inside? Or what? Someone would rape you in there, with people watching?! I have no idea why parents are being so... Protective? Man... Isn't this going overboard?!

Yeah, yeah, sure, sure... Unlike your parents, my parents are actually normal. 

Sure, this is just being selfish cause I'm too bored and I wanna go to some place with friends, BUT CAN'T because of their parents... Man this sucks. I'm not saying that you people are bad parents... Well... You people are... Umm... Old fashioned.

This is Sitiawan. Sitiawan comes from the name Setia Kawan, the name of some elephant. WHAT CAN POSSIBLY GO WRONG AT A CAFE?! OR THE CINEMA?! OR THE POOL IF MY MOM'S THERE WATCHING?!

I DON'T GET YOU PEOPLE!

Yes. Call me a stupid, spoiled brat who just wants to play, play and play, and that I'm a FUN influence on your children. Damn... No wonder all those western people get the wrong ideas about us Asians. You know, when I'm on OMGPOP or Farragomate... Or some stupid Facebook quiz... Or some movie... We Asians, ESPECIALLY CHINESE, are...

1. Results, all A++++, cause, if we happen to FAIL, our parents would beat the crap outta us.

2. We're stingy.

3. We TA PAO the leftovers from wedding dinners, or just simple dinner outside.

4. We keep goats as pets ==(Some girl from US asked me this on Farragomate... WTF?!)

5. We ROVE rice.(ROVE, saying that we suck at pronouncing, which I don't disagree)  

Ugh. Western people are starting to piss me off. ONE, we don't eat only rice, and TWO, ramen is healthy, and it's not food for low lives or college studenｔｓ! And most of all... WE DON'T KEEP GOATS AS PETS! 

Right...

As much as I hate western people... The eastern culture... Well, it's not OPEN, but... Come on... Keeping your children INDOORS or just your BACKYARD, and can't spend time with friends EVEN ON THEIR BIRTHDAY... Isn't that kinda like how you treat women during the... Uhh... China's very very VERY early dynasties? Where women are said to be useless, and that they're only job is to produce, produce, and produce? Or work at home like slaves? Come on people, THAT is over. Heh. Most successful people are women these days... And there's a saying BEHIND EVERY SUCCESSFUL MAN, THERE IS A WOMAN =D

Uhh...

That was outta topic, wasn't it?

Chinese... Even if I am Chinese, my Chinese isn't very good. I know that we are suppose to be stingy and all that... But sorry, I can't follow tradition, cause, my math ain't good.

To all my friends'parents who are overprotective of their children... Loosen up. I know, during your days, you enjoy yourselves a lot, everything is wonderful and you people run around the whole village, climbing coconut trees and stealing mangoes... Catching fish, and swimming... It was fun right? 

I do agree on this, society isn't like before when you can sleep with your doors wide open, or leave your gold on your doorstep. But... Nothing unnecessary is gonna happen. So, stop jumping to conclusions first. 

You know... You all tell us NOT to find excuses, but... You parents... Are always finding excuses. You tell us to go to our meetings and all that stuff right? But... When the other committee members call... You all find some excuse like 'Oh, I'm sorry, I'm busy on that day, I'm truly sorry.' or just 'Ah, I'm sorry, I'm outta town.' and that is being responsible?

I know, I know... Chinese are very hard to convince... 

For the love of God... Children these days don't get to taste what it's like to be children anymore! All we do... TUITION! SCHOOL! PIANO! VIOLIN! BALLET! WALTZ! LATIN! BADMINTON! TENNIS! KARATE!

OWH STOP WITH THE CRAP!

If we like it, we like it, DON'T FORCE!

Sure, sure... I know ALL parents want what's best for their children, but, ALL parents are also the same. They decide on their own. WITHOUT asking us if it's good for us. 

Yes, I know... Back then, you people didn't have the chance, so, you thought that it'd be nice for your child to HAVE the chance to experience something that you haven't right? That your child is lucky and all that crap?  Well... Think again mommy!

Sure, sure, have time for all those USEFUL crap, but, no time for fun right? Oh. I get it. I absolutely get it. When you're a child, study, and when you're eighty and can barely move and have ALL the grandkids, enjoy. What is that crap? Seriously... You people want us to believe that? Who in the right mind would believe that?! Hah, enjoy when you're eighty. lmfao. 

Call me spoiled, other parents, but, I'm not. I go out a lot, so, I know what to do when I get cut. I don't run to the doctor and cry 'Waaaa! I have a bu-bu!' or just let myself bleed to death. I know that if you're going out, ALWAYS, no matter where, or when, ALWAYS bring cash, you always need it. And if you get lost, don't panic, it's a crowded place, you're not gonna die. If you don't go out much, you'd probably get kidnapped, and then, raped. Is that what you want for your child? That they can't be independent?

Hah! I can do my own laundry! BETCHA DIDN'T KNOW THAT! I am capable of washing my own underwear!!!

I can cook too. Yes, I can cook other things besides instant noodles. If I run outta food, there's always 7-Eleven, or... A cafe.

Yes, yes, I'm still young. Whatever. Just you wait... I am going to Pangkor soon. I don't care if I'm going alone. If my bro can go to Ipoh alone, then I can go to Pangkor alone. It's just a five minute boat ride, if I don't make it, I'll swim back. UGH.

I am sick and tired of planning things because you people NEVER let your children out. So what's the point? And don't you criticize my parents! THEY ARE GREAT PARENTS, I have a balance of FUN and... Uhh... Study? Well, whatever, I have good grades... I just... Failed math... WHAT? THE OTHERS WERE ALL As and Bs... a D for KHB and E for math... You gotta admit, I'm good. I don't have a C =D

See, you people always say...

'wah, Rachel again ar? Going alone ar? Dangerous lo.'

Hello, I asked your children, but, what do you know? They can't go because they told me...

'MY PARENTS SAID NO'

Ah well...

It's always me.

I don't really get bored in my room cause I have my number one companion, the internet, and my laptop. But, it ain't healthy, so, I wanna go out more...

I don't know how you people can stay at home calmly... Huh...

Whatever. Next Sunday. I'm leaving. If you wanna come text me, IM me... Whatever. I could care less.

It's an open invitation.

MemeMeRachel@0140

Back From Thailand

After one week... I'm finally back home.

Shared the room with Shin Yun, Lee Siah, Yi Nin, Soo Siew and Kah Yee. 303~

Of course, it's the usual gossiping, but, this time, we're all too tired so, it's sleeping early.

TIMBC ROCKS! WOOHOOO!

2nd place! With the score of 91.19, I LOVE YOU ALL! JUDGES! YOU ALL ROCK!

Well, we're the ones who were GREAT so, GOOD JOB EVERYONE! I LOVE YOU ALL!

I'm so happy... For our result... Not coming back here... I would've love to stay for another day or two. I love Thailand, but, I don't know why. Maybe because I can see everyone's hair, and skin, instead of seeing wrapped heads and bodies where ever I turn. And, they sell pork.

Funny thing. If we don't have pork here, we shouldn't have beef too. Indians... Well... Hindus don't eat beef, and we don't have pork at McDonald's because of them Babis. That's so unfair!

Nothing is fair...

Walalala, I think I'm gonna go visit the judge. The fat one, where does he live again???

I love us.

There's only one video??? :(

Oh well...

I just hated the tour in the one week. If you ask me, I'd rather stay at the hostel and sleep all day than go to those stupid places.

WTF?!

Tiger Zoo

World Gems Collection

Thai Garden or something??

Honey Selling Company???

One thing... We're only students... How can we afford to buy things that cost $20,20000 or whatever. Brainless. The tour guides want to earn their commission THIS much? Everyone's the same.

Why didn't we go to the beach? Or bazaars? Cause the guides wont get their share of the money if we buy things there? Fuck.

Boring tour of Pattaya.

FYI

Pattaya doesn't suck that much. They just bring the WRONG people, to the WRONG places.

And um, I'd rather see an Ah Gua naked than see her like THAT. I almost fainted. I wanna forget that. Wearing something like THAT just for a perverted guy. What does she want? Does she want... THAT? Gimme a break...

UGH

I'm sorry.

I'll just stop here and continue with Occult Academy episode 10, and when that's done, I'll watch Kaichou wa! Maid-Sama episodes 22 and 23.

Memories...

I'll never forget. My first competition.

It was great. But when SOMEBODY finally came, I can't move anymore. But, who cares? I just like pissing her off. Now I know WHY... THEY HATE HER THAT MUCH.

I finally understand why they say she gives people blow jobs.

OK... Fine... I'm done with this sex thing...

I'm just gonna enjoy anime...

Cherry Blossoms.

I'm hungry.

Him Over Fun, Fun Over Him?

Oh wow, why does everything have to be on the same day? FRIDAY...

Instrument cleaning, Ipoh trip... I can't decide, although, I pretty much did, I chose, something that nobody would, I chose to stay back, not because I really care about my trumpet, I don't really care about anything, really... I chose to stay back because I wanted to see him? Dammit.

I need some time away, I know that better than anyone, but... Just thinking about him, makes me wanna stay, going... Wouldn't that just mean that I'm running away? I don't know... Oh, great, I need help and everyone's either watching football, asleep or missing their girlfriend. Well, can't blame anyone, I'm the stupid one here.

Now, I know... Just when I needed her the most, she's in Thailand, I miss her stupid smile and messages that sometimes makes no sense at all. No, I'm not... UGH... I just want her to cheer me up and gimme advice that would ACTUALLY help... Well, guess not only her boyfriend misses her, I MISS HER TOO...

Oh yea? You'd recommend my blog for him? Well, in that case...

Hey, Hong Leong, I like you.

Well, how's this for ya'? NJX, recommend this anytime, take a picture if you want. It's in really BIG words... Haha, thank you, if you actually did...

Now, I kinda change my mind, I think I'm going to have fun instead of pinching myself to NOT cry, to... Um, help me concentrate. I don't know... It hurts so much, not the pinching... But, when I see him. It's not pain, it's... Um... I don't know, burning? Kinda like, I can't breathe, well, I don't know... It just hurts, without pain...

Finally, I wrote that out in big words in a place where people ACTUALLY sees. Um.

Anyways, if any of you happens to read this, leave a comment, say hi or whatever... Just let me know how many of you actually reads this, I'll be so happy, maybe... A Happy Meal for each? ^^

But, um, I'll only buy you guys Happy Meal during McValue Lunch~

I love you all. In a friendly kind of way. And a thank you line...

Morning and Afternoon, No Night

I'll Write this while I have the chance, before that Hiao Ziao Dennis come back again. So Hiao de, hand broken still sms and play Dota.

LOL

Morning... My Shoes... ARGH! Should have taken them off sooner! Took them off anyways. Nice mud facial for my feet. I dug a few holes and pulled an Earthworm... It... Split into two while I was pulling it. Who knew Earthworms could be THAT strong. Never mess with an Earthworm.

BORING

Well, unlike me, SOME people are at 7-11 eating cup noodles.

They are...

Jessica And Friends.

LoOL

I can't stop thinking about his beautiful baby-like face. Milk does that to people... I'm so baby-ish, he looks baby-ish... But... Not SO baby-ish. Baby-ish is a nice word.

LaLaLA~

Baby

Babies

BeeBee

BeehBee

Babbies

BABI

People can be so... Stupid... Take me for an example.

Yea, I'm NOT useless, I can be used as a dumb example^^

Hey, I found a thing for me, I can be used as a dumb example. I bet people can't use you as one. I'm so proud of myself.

Going to Romance later... With...

Jessica and Zhi Ngor.

Yea, wait a million years if I'm going on a date with a guy. I don't mind having someone gay. But... Gays... Are... Gays... They only date men... But, gays look good, you can NEVER know they are gay. Gays... Wear make-up.

WHAT?! WHY AM I TALKING ABOUT GAYS?

Why don't I talk lesbians?

Okay. NO. Ew.

I was just joking.

LOL

Have a good day everyone! I'm dizzy... I'm gonna go have lunch now, don't miss me or my food.

Below are things to describe... They are not necessarily joined.

Something bout your beautiful face

I never know a good thing til it's gone

I'm helpless when you smile

Maybe I'd fight it if I could

Hurts so bad but feels so good

And the pain is all I wanna feel

Don't stop believing

Just hold on to that feeling

I'm all alone and I need you now

I guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all

You make me wanna die

But it's time to face the truth

I can never be with you

Dream of what love could be

Felt like no one could hear me

I was trying to fly but I couldn't find wings

I wont forget all the ones that I love

Feel the rush of the ocean

Make a change and break away

When you're standing there it's hard for me to look away

Felt me crying coiled up on the dirty ground

It was a trick and the clock struck twelve

They say that it's beautiful

The world behind my wall

Little caterpillar on the tree

Can't go far but you can always dream

Butterfly fly away

Hope you're reading

So I'll say to you

I miss you

I'm lost in the beauty

The world ain't half as bad as they paint it to be

Maybe I'm just dreaming out loud

Everything I can't be

Everything she is

That's why I'll never know

Why I love you

You make me crazier

Feels like I'm falling and I'm lost

Watched from a distance as you sat

I don't wanna hide anymore

Take a deep breath

Count to ten

Take it in

This is life

I've found time can heal most anything

All I ever wanted was a simple life

When I all I wanted was to be wanted

I tell myself what I know now

I'm happy

I wont love in vain cause love wont set me free

I could stand by the side and watch this life pass me by

So what if it hurts me

So what if I break down

So what if this world just throws me off the edge

Holding on tightly

Just can't let it go

I gotta find my place

Don't care about all the pain in front of me

I'm just trying to be happy

Don't say victim

Don't say anything

I just wanna be happy

I keep my secrets in my eyes

I wrap my truth in my eyes

You're so hard to hold

But I can't let go

You cut me and the pain is all I wanna feel

Anything you ask me to I would

When you look at me

I can't resist

You look just like a child

When you smile

Imagine all the people living life in peace

Some may say I'm a dreamer

But I'm not the only one

Imagine all the people sharing all the world

Hope one day the world will live as one

We should be so careful of who we left out of our lives

If you life flashed before would you wish that you have died

Gotta live like we're dying

If my plane outta the skies

I'll call everyone with my last good-bye

Only 86400 seconds in a day to turn it all around or throw it all away

Stop looking at the time we've been given

Every second counts on the clock that's ticking

There's nothing left for me to prove

I lost what I had won

Look what I've done

I just can't fake for you

Happy

Sad

Confused









Milk

Rachel's Top 10 Ways of Surviving Pn.Toh

Hello! I'm back with Rachel's Top 10! Today's topic is about surviving Pn.Toh. As you all know, she is one crazy woman. And we've been tricked... AGAIN! So, here's my top 10 ways of surviving her!

*Listed from 10 to 1.

10. Act natural, even if you feel unnatural.

9. Never look her in the eye, or her face if you have anger issues.

8. Cheat by writing stuff on the table, or look at your neighbor's answer. Or just, study.

-On my table, you can see some "Ming Ju Jing Hua" and some other Chinese words I wrote.

7. Stay away as far as possible.

6. Never EVER make a deal with her! NEVER!

-A good example shall be the contract you guys wrote. Wow, you guys LOVE making things complex. Thing complex-ers! And if you guys ever wanna make a deal with some one, and you wanna make your conditions as CLEAR as possible, call TEOH WEI WEI. I guarantee you, she wont let you down. Or if you wanna hire a match-maker, hire her, I heard she has SEVEN-STARS in that field. Expert.

5. Look as happy as possible when cursing her.

4. Send some one out the corridor with a broom and dustpan, if you guys wanna make some noise and it's her time.

3. Look as innocent as possible, even when you're the biggest trouble maker, or when you just murdered some one.

2. Lock the doors, use black and long curtains to cover the windows. DON'T LET HER IN!

1. HAVE PEOPLE GOOD AT CHINESE CALLIGRAPHY DO YOUR CHINESE CALLIGRAPHY FOR YOU!

Thank you everybody! For reading such a stupid survival guide. Anybody wanna hire TEOH WEI WEI? Want her business card? Anyone?

This has been a short thing.

GOOD NIGHT...AND... BUH-BYE!!!

Food, Food, Food

Food, the one thing that brings me to life, the one thing that makes my day. Food. Food makes me happy when I'm down, food helps me get through my day, I'll feel incomplete without you. Oh, food.

DADDY! You ordered 10 tubs of Haagen Daaz ice-cream on board? You already finished TWO? And now moving on the third?! I'm so jealous, and you got chips! Chips that I couln't keep my hands off! I do wonder, the company pays for them right? Damn, your job, stressful but... Relaxing? Now going to Halifax, US. Like you said, you'd spend a lot on me cause there's many things I like! FOOD... God dammit, why can't the company allow children? I WANT FOOD ><

I'm gonna food shopping soon. What? It's Chinese New Year, my celebrations are incoplete without food. And I usually stuff myself. And gambling, weee! I love gambling! I'm gonna put a limit of 20 bucks this year... In case I lose too much. I want a new phone...

Donate some money to me? Hello? This blog is named 'Life of a Lonely Retard' after all, c'mon, help me will ya'? I'M A RETARD! FINE, I'LL SING A SONG, FOR YOU GUYS TO DONATE!

Gong xi fa chai, hong bao na lai.
mei gei hong bao, zhi sao juan cian.
wo shi OKU, bu zheng chang,
ke lian wo, you xin ren.
bu gei cian, ta ma de,
wo ji zhu ni.

Yea, my chinese sucks, at least it's pronounceable... I think...

Good night and... Buh-Bye...

Another Thing That No One Cares

Another thing that no one cares. Nobody cares. Nobody EVER cares.

So, just finished another few hours of singing K with my bro! What has gotten into him anyway? It's not like he's gonna enter some singing competition in school or sing with his girl friend, or sing to his girl friend or anything. Just weird, I can never know what idiots like him are thinking.

Just replied an e-mail from my dad. He's in the Atlantic Ocean, on the way to US. Hope he buys more chocolate back! MUAHAHAHAHA! FOOD...SWEET GLORIOUS FOOD... I LOVE YOU...

Gonna wake up at 5 tomorrow so I could eat MCD^^ Boy, the things I do for food. My sisters are going to KL tomorrow to perform with MPO orchestra, one ticket RM60, anyone? See they so geng, 3 days concert mehz... But of course, they're singing, not playing the instruments...

Lalala, anyway. I guess I forgot what I wanna say. But, NO ONE CARES! Why do I even bother anyway? Now I suddenly remember why I don't update my blog... NO ONE CARES...

That's all. GOOD NIGHT.

And it's your problem if you didn't see this Stephanie...

I'M NOT GONNA BUY YOU MCD... EX-BEST FRIEND! GO ASK YOU NEW BEST FRIEND FOR IT! SHE LOVES SPENDING MORE THAN ME! SHE LETS PEOPLE CHEAT HER, EVEN THOUGH SHE KNOWS SHE'S BEEN CHEATED BY. GO ASK YOUR NEW BEST FRIEND PORK CHOP TO BUY YOU. I'M NOT BUYING!

K~ Singing Night? Where Did THAT come from?

Haha! Just finished singing K with my bro. Lolz~ my sisters and mum sang too. My mum took off her contacts so she had to stand right in front of the damn TV.

Where did the singing mood come from anyway? My bro don't usually sing. And just between you guys and me... I sing in the shower! Shh! It's a secret! Don't tell anyone!

I'm not saying I'm pro. My sister Sarah is, and my mum too. There mother! you happy? I finally wrote something good about you once!

We even sang '两只老虎' for fun! Haha! So stupid, and we sang it outta tone~ WEE! WE ARE THE DUMB FAMILY~

The only thing missing was friends, and some booze! Although I can't drink and it taste bad, it just suits the place. Haha! Well, we did have pizzas and chicken wings.

I still remember the Christmas we had in 2008. It was fun, wasn't it? Me, Jesvin, Jessica and Zhi Ngor sang like no body's business. Too bad Stephanie was in Thailand that time... We didn't get to celebrate last Christmas together, maybe celebrate the next one together? Haha, Chinese New Year ain't over yet and I'm talking about Christmas...

I had fun, and I actually feel good. I FEEL HAPPY... But too bad, it's time to go to bed. Night guys!

Wanna get together on Chinese New Year? My place, and we sing? Haha. Night.

Top 10 Ways of Rachel

Top 10 ways of Rachel! Yay!

From 10 to 1~

10. Never go to the money changer.

9. Learn to lie, lie well when looking into one's eyes.

8. Panic at whatever.

7. Deny even if it's the truth.

6. Always thinking of a way to save up more money for what you want.

5. Curse everything.

4. Negative is positive.

3. Do whatever, don't care about anything.

2. Eat like there's no tomorrow!

1. Love food, love yourself, and most importantly, love only yourself.

Yes ! Top 10 ways of me, and being me! Woo-hoo! Anyone wanna be me?

That reminds me, I'm gonna get a really nice present from Pn. Toh, oh boy my hand's gonna hurt bad. Shit... They should really band this you know? In other countries, this will be considered as child abuse ><

DAMN THE GOVERNMENT! FUCK YOU GUYS! DO A BETTER JOB RUNNING THE COUNTRY INSTEAD OF FUCKING YOUR PERSONAL HOOKERS!

Rainy First Day

Something wrong when I tried to publish it... Damn... Now I have to write it all over again! God dammit!

Rainy day... I'm covered in mud^^ Whee!

Here's what I did, after I woke at 12pm:

1. Shower

2. Threw the clothes in my bag and left everything else outside cause I was lazy and I'm going back tomorrow.

3. Came downstairs, made tea, had chocolate for breakfast.

4. Check my mail

5. Watch a movie. I actually wanted to watch Surrogates but something wrong with the disc. So I watched Dead Snow instead. Some kind of Swedish or German movie. Kinda funny cause of the music they put while killing the zombies^^

6. Went outside to 'play' in the rain.

7. Came inside and wrote this.

8. Rain stopped.

9. Rain started... Again...

10. Grandma told me to switch off this damn thing in case I screw it again. Apparently, when I do something wrong, nobody trusts me. But with the other idiot, my brother, it's like whatever.

And next time, I don't wanna spend my holiday like this year. Being forced to buy God damned dresses, people don't wanna trust me anymore, get lectures, being said cause of one little fucking screw up. And stuff...

I'm gonna have a shower now, since nobody will feel safe when I'm using something, I'm just gonna make more tea, sit down and read a God damn book. And eat chocolate...

Bye Bye