Food, the one thing that brings me to life, the one thing that makes my day. Food. Food makes me happy when I'm down, food helps me get through my day, I'll feel incomplete without you. Oh, food.
DADDY! You ordered 10 tubs of Haagen Daaz ice-cream on board? You already finished TWO? And now moving on the third?! I'm so jealous, and you got chips! Chips that I couln't keep my hands off! I do wonder, the company pays for them right? Damn, your job, stressful but... Relaxing? Now going to Halifax, US. Like you said, you'd spend a lot on me cause there's many things I like! FOOD... God dammit, why can't the company allow children? I WANT FOOD ><
I'm gonna food shopping soon. What? It's Chinese New Year, my celebrations are incoplete without food. And I usually stuff myself. And gambling, weee! I love gambling! I'm gonna put a limit of 20 bucks this year... In case I lose too much. I want a new phone...
Donate some money to me? Hello? This blog is named 'Life of a Lonely Retard' after all, c'mon, help me will ya'? I'M A RETARD! FINE, I'LL SING A SONG, FOR YOU GUYS TO DONATE!
Gong xi fa chai, hong bao na lai.
mei gei hong bao, zhi sao juan cian.
wo shi OKU, bu zheng chang,
ke lian wo, you xin ren.
bu gei cian, ta ma de,
wo ji zhu ni.
Yea, my chinese sucks, at least it's pronounceable... I think...
Good night and... Buh-Bye...
Friday, 5 February 2010
Thursday, 4 February 2010
Gosh... I'm Wrong About Everything
God dammit! I'm wrong about every single thing! Do I have to be wrong at just about everything? ARGH! This is so frustrating!
Damn you dude! I thought you changed! But WTF? You still have smokes and you just freaking had two on the roof! Damn you... DAMN YOU! Why do you let me know stuff? You think it's easy for me? Fuck you.
And what the hell, I don't feel like going to houses taking Ang Paos anymore. Knowing that a bunch of us monkeys are going, I don't wanna go anymore. So many people, less Ang Pao. I see all of your faces, I feel like giving you guys a slap. I don't know why but I feel like no one is trustable anymore. I do have possible candidates to test out as my new best friends. Although, we wont be as close... Like now with you guys... Fuck this. Why can't I just erase the memories like deleteing a file on the comp? UFF!
Suddenly, I hate everyone. Bad mood? Maybe. Lousy mood? Totally.
And to those of my friends who have already... <3... style="text-align: center;">
Damn you dude! I thought you changed! But WTF? You still have smokes and you just freaking had two on the roof! Damn you... DAMN YOU! Why do you let me know stuff? You think it's easy for me? Fuck you.
And what the hell, I don't feel like going to houses taking Ang Paos anymore. Knowing that a bunch of us monkeys are going, I don't wanna go anymore. So many people, less Ang Pao. I see all of your faces, I feel like giving you guys a slap. I don't know why but I feel like no one is trustable anymore. I do have possible candidates to test out as my new best friends. Although, we wont be as close... Like now with you guys... Fuck this. Why can't I just erase the memories like deleteing a file on the comp? UFF!
Suddenly, I hate everyone. Bad mood? Maybe. Lousy mood? Totally.
And to those of my friends who have already... <3... style="text-align: center;">
PUBERTY SUCKS!
Wednesday, 3 February 2010
I AM... RACHEL CHEONG YUN XUAN
I have no idea why I just did that. Dumb title. Oh well, stupid is in my blood, I wonder why everyone else in my family is un-stupid. Hmm, I guess I sucked the stupidness from them. Anyway... They should thank me, without me, they'd still be stupid.
So many of you don't know me. I can tell, cause, even my best of friends don't know me?! WHAT? OMG, DOES THIS MEAN I HAVE NO FRIENDS? AT ALL? Damn... This makes me feel like moving to The North Pole and live with Penguins!
So many of you hate me, I know, drop the act. I make people hate me everyday, it's like, I live to make people hate me. Is this it? Is this why I'm still alive? Is it that I'm still alive so that people could feel the pleasure of hating me? Wow, that sucks.
I know, I know. I may act like I hate you guys, but, I DON'T. Just come on, this is the way I fucking am! Don't you guys know me at all? FINE. If this is everything you guys DON'T know, why am I still your friend anyway? Why are you guys still keeping me around if you guys don't even know me? It's fucking ridiculous.
I still wonder, I've been studying Chinese ever since I was six. And I've been getting Cs for Chinese my whole life, WHY AM I STILL STUDYING CHINESE?! I suffer in Chinese class! Oh, the irony!
Well, you guys do know ONE part of me I show. Just wanna let something out, you know? Fine, fine. FINE...
Whoever you guys are thinking. NO.
I just wonder. CAN I KILL MYSELF? AND MAKE THIS WORLD A BETTER PLACE BY KILLING MYSELF?
So many of you don't know me. I can tell, cause, even my best of friends don't know me?! WHAT? OMG, DOES THIS MEAN I HAVE NO FRIENDS? AT ALL? Damn... This makes me feel like moving to The North Pole and live with Penguins!
So many of you hate me, I know, drop the act. I make people hate me everyday, it's like, I live to make people hate me. Is this it? Is this why I'm still alive? Is it that I'm still alive so that people could feel the pleasure of hating me? Wow, that sucks.
I know, I know. I may act like I hate you guys, but, I DON'T. Just come on, this is the way I fucking am! Don't you guys know me at all? FINE. If this is everything you guys DON'T know, why am I still your friend anyway? Why are you guys still keeping me around if you guys don't even know me? It's fucking ridiculous.
I still wonder, I've been studying Chinese ever since I was six. And I've been getting Cs for Chinese my whole life, WHY AM I STILL STUDYING CHINESE?! I suffer in Chinese class! Oh, the irony!
Well, you guys do know ONE part of me I show. Just wanna let something out, you know? Fine, fine. FINE...
I LIKE YOU. I LIKE YOU A LOT. WAIT, I DON'T KNOW YOU. BUT, WHATEVER. I JUST LIKE YOU. I KNOW YOU DON'T KNOW ME AND I DON'T KNOW YOU AND THAT EVERYTHING IS TOO LATE AND BLAR CAUSE YOUR GONNA LEAVE... LIKE EVERYONE I HAVE... WELL WHATEVER. AT LEAST I WROTE THIS. I KINDA FEEL BETTER.
Whoever you guys are thinking. NO.
I just wonder. CAN I KILL MYSELF? AND MAKE THIS WORLD A BETTER PLACE BY KILLING MYSELF?
Monday, 1 February 2010
Okay, WHAT NOW?
Seriously, WHAT? What's the point of reading my blog if you guys don't understand what I'm writing! And fuck you guys, this is call deep? This is as shallow as fucking English can get! You guys want deep? Go read Zongxu's blog, half the time, I have no idea what he's writing.
And I think I have to say thank you? The best part of reading my blog... Is... FUCK? Wow... I didn't know that... Thanks anyway, I think it was a... Pleasant? Thought of my blog?
And there's always 'I'M THE PERSON WHO KEEP SECRETS' problem. I hate it! I don't have secrets, you guys wanna tell me yours? Tell. I pinky sweared, I wont tell, no matter how much I want to. But you know, if I tell, will he break up with you already?! YOU KNOW I HATE YOU! Wait, then again, you don't.
Right. Bla and bla... So many useless things in life. For example, ME. I always wonder why was I even born in this world? What's my part in all of THIS? And then, I wonder, what does it feel like to die, to actually die... I wish I could ask some dead guy...
There's just so many things! I wish I could know them all! Okay, not all... I wont wanna know how it feels like to be a hooker for a day. And that reminds me about another curious thing... How's it like to fuck????
Never mind that... I'll ask my parents XD
Okay, I wont... Bad idea, I know... Maybe I'll ask my dogs...
Okay then. I just have so many thoughts, that I can't decide what to write. And BTW, I'll be grateful if you guys could think of THREE GREAT WAYS WHY MY PARENTS SHOULD GET ME A LAPTOP^^
THEY WILL GET ME ONE! THEY LOVE ME XD
And I think I have to say thank you? The best part of reading my blog... Is... FUCK? Wow... I didn't know that... Thanks anyway, I think it was a... Pleasant? Thought of my blog?
And there's always 'I'M THE PERSON WHO KEEP SECRETS' problem. I hate it! I don't have secrets, you guys wanna tell me yours? Tell. I pinky sweared, I wont tell, no matter how much I want to. But you know, if I tell, will he break up with you already?! YOU KNOW I HATE YOU! Wait, then again, you don't.
Right. Bla and bla... So many useless things in life. For example, ME. I always wonder why was I even born in this world? What's my part in all of THIS? And then, I wonder, what does it feel like to die, to actually die... I wish I could ask some dead guy...
There's just so many things! I wish I could know them all! Okay, not all... I wont wanna know how it feels like to be a hooker for a day. And that reminds me about another curious thing... How's it like to fuck????
Never mind that... I'll ask my parents XD
Okay, I wont... Bad idea, I know... Maybe I'll ask my dogs...
Okay then. I just have so many thoughts, that I can't decide what to write. And BTW, I'll be grateful if you guys could think of THREE GREAT WAYS WHY MY PARENTS SHOULD GET ME A LAPTOP^^
THEY WILL GET ME ONE! THEY LOVE ME XD
Minutes Pass Midnight
Hey, I have nothing else better to do. New month already! Weeeeee! Welcome February!
Oh, the irony of looking at messages I weren't suppose to see. Boy, I think it's even enough to make Pn.Toh roll on the floor and laugh, or just puke. Whichever.
Hm, the thing about people, SOME in particular, they don't know what the heck they're doing. And OMG, when you really see what they do, you just feel like biting their heads off! And really, don't show off your English skills, it kills me.
'Y.Me really like you o...'
'Me like you and me want kao you'
As if that ain't bad enough, I KNOW YOUR FACE DAMMIT! It gives me the heebe-jeebees... *SHIVER* *SHIVER*
Watched New Moon with Zhi Ngor today, can't see a damn thing, ONG LI YI I WANNA KILL YOU! I still wonder... Did Jacob and Bella kissed? Never mind... The ending BOOMED us... 'Bella, will you marry me?' and then just... BLACKOUT... THE END... We were like 'HAR? THAT'S THE ENDING?'
And as usual, Zhi Ngor sweet sweet with her Jia Xun on her phone. Even my sis also know, so famous. Haha.
Well, whatever. You guys want a 3 month anniversary gift? If you do, tell me.
Okay, goodnight and... Buh-Bye!
Oh, the irony of looking at messages I weren't suppose to see. Boy, I think it's even enough to make Pn.Toh roll on the floor and laugh, or just puke. Whichever.
Hm, the thing about people, SOME in particular, they don't know what the heck they're doing. And OMG, when you really see what they do, you just feel like biting their heads off! And really, don't show off your English skills, it kills me.
'Y.Me really like you o...'
'Me like you and me want kao you'
As if that ain't bad enough, I KNOW YOUR FACE DAMMIT! It gives me the heebe-jeebees... *SHIVER* *SHIVER*
Watched New Moon with Zhi Ngor today, can't see a damn thing, ONG LI YI I WANNA KILL YOU! I still wonder... Did Jacob and Bella kissed? Never mind... The ending BOOMED us... 'Bella, will you marry me?' and then just... BLACKOUT... THE END... We were like 'HAR? THAT'S THE ENDING?'
And as usual, Zhi Ngor sweet sweet with her Jia Xun on her phone. Even my sis also know, so famous. Haha.
Well, whatever. You guys want a 3 month anniversary gift? If you do, tell me.
Okay, goodnight and... Buh-Bye!
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