Walao Eh... 1 word... GENG...

My bro, my bro. Like you all know, hand broken and all, just came back just now, and going to check the thing next TUESDAY, and guess what? I'm going too^^

I'm gonna describe him cause I lazy ask him to do a gay pose for me, wait, lemme check.

Okay, I'm back.

okay, so, one bandaged foot, hanging hand and a swollen purple eye. Oh, the day I thought would never come true, hey, I fell better again. My God, that wrapped up hand sure is hard, if he hits me with that... Hallelujah for both of us.

xLOLx

It's like nothing's wrong with him, he goes about his usual stuff like Facebook, messaging, MSN and all the stuff you people do that I DON'T, and of course, I'm typing for him, while, writing this. Don't he feel difficult or anything? Wait, wait, wait, lemme ask him if he has anything to say.

Do you have anything to say? Gay?

Fuck this. I'm in pain RETARDS!

He's done. LOL.

He's beside me, oh, every small sister's dream, to see pay back... Oh, the irony... Somehow, thank God... He's alive...

I know, I know, I should be studying instead of like writing this stupid thing, but... I'm prepared... I think... And, my bro needs my help... He's showing off how cool he is again, oh...I would love to smack him...

Yes, he was that dumb actually. He raced.

oh, he just knocked his foot... Again... AHAHAHAHA!

Now, talking on the phone. The only person who is so active after surgery... I don't know what the hell is wrong with the gay mind of his.

LOL, I love this line:

I won the race, an accident, a trip to the hospital and two metals sticking outta my flesh.

Go see the metal sticking out of the flesh picture, it's on Facebook. Look for him.

He is so happy... Maybe next time... Get bad brain memory lost. I did not just say that. AGAIN...

Okay, good luck with the stupid stupid stupid semester exam. Oh wait, my art... Right...

Good night everybody, sleep safe. No boogeyman's gonna get you, although someone in red might.

Buh-BYE!

Random Things

Random things, you can never think about what you want for sure. Randomly, you can write about everything. Sorta like mixed salad.

I don't know why, but suddenly, I love veges more than meat. I've been bringing vege sandwiches to school lately, I feel bored with chicken. I didn't eat meat today. Yay me... I guess.

Everybody changes. Once like before, never do this type of thing? Yea right, fuck what you two said, look at who's doing it now. I'm not saying you two can't... Maybe I'm just jealous alright? Yea, I'm definitely jealous.

Things come and go. But, I didn't think I was the one who was going to go, or the one who was gonna get replace. But I guess, I'm wrong. Aren't I always? Two replaced by one, she is one hell of a bitch to do that, but... Never mind, since you guys like her bitch like attitude more, go ahead, leave me. Since you guys already left her, I guess I wont be a problem.

Oh, I'm not replaced? Really, not to you. But them? Hello, we are our own, I don't know what the circle is about anymore. Best friends for life? She went, and now I'm leaving.

And hey, don't know what you see but, to me, we're in the different circle from them, so, I guess to you, I was never replaced. And just to let you know, I never did replace anyone, I don't tell nobody any shit anymore, cause, it just gets more complicated after that. I go with them for relief, you know how fucking stress I am? And God dammit, I swore I would only fuck my husband, I guess I'll be virgin for life.

I don't know, me? You? I don't know anymore. I don't know if I love you, but I think about you, I care about you. I don't know what's your side of the story. I guess I could never love a person the way I want to.

ARGH! Why is it so damn complicated? This, that... Where the hell do I belong? I wanna quit, save myself the stress! But there's just one problem, my mum wont let me quit. If she'd let me, I would've said bye-bye a long time ago.

Studies are usual. I think I might have improve. I improve for the sake of living through Nan Hwa, I'm just gonna take foundation. No A Levels. Just... Major in English. At least I like it. I know, its still a long time, but seriously, what else am I good at? Drawing is definitely out, so are things to do with Math, KH, Geography and other stuff...

Dennis gonna have surgery tomorrow.

Good luck gay bro!

Hope ya' get something outta this one!



COLOURS REPRESENT THE PERSON'S FAV COLOUR... I GUESS WE KNOW WHO LIKES PINK. SO, THE PINK ONES ARE FOR YOU.

Broken Brother

I'd never thought I'd live to see this day, to see this happen, to see him in his condition like now...

Right hand broken, from his hand to his elbow, bruises all over. Lying in the hospital bed, what is he thinking? Will he change after this painful experience? I don't know.

He always does things carefully, he don't get caught, he don't hurt himself. But I guess, everybody gonna screw up sometime in life. I know everything he does, from fighting to riding, but, I don't tell. Was I wrong? Did I do my part as a sister?

I mean, it's not like we don't tell him to be good, it's just that, he never listens! For God's sake, if he'd listen to my mum, he wouldn't be lying in the hospital right now, I guess he's just too stubborn.

Sure, sometimes I imagine if things were like this, but, I didn't think I'd care this much for him. OF course, he is still my brother.

I really don't get it, why he wants to be like this? For the thrill? We are lucky enough, we have everything. Why can't he be good just for once? Why wont he listen to my mum?

I don't know...

You know how my mum thinks? This is all her fault, that she failed to be a good mother. It's always the mother's fault...

If he don't change after this, he's just hopeless. It's the most serious thing he got himself into.

I just have to say...

I was scared of you to tell. I'd probably end up looking like a panda if I'd told mum. But, I told dad, he didn't seem to care about smoking like mum did, but they are both strongly against you riding a motorcycle. That's why I didn't tell.

Just whatever okay? Change the bitch-like attitude of yours 'kay? And need I remind you, be careful, with your arm like this, your enemies have the advantage... Stay outta trouble.

This is a painful experience, whenever you gonna do something risky, think about the pain. If you don't change, then I'm sorry... You have no bright future. You're a smart kid, kinda good looking... Just the attitude...

I love you brother, even though I hate you.

Good Luck

Get Well Soon

Stay outta trouble

Go be gay

Learn how to be nice

Why Care About What Others Think?

Why care about what others think? At least you're happy... At least I'M happy.

I dunno...

We just seem to care about what other people think, not just me, all of us. This comes the problem of 'face'...

Shyness? Yes... Being quiet all the time, but not too quiet...

Or just the humiliation?

Many problems people warn us about in the outside world, why? In the world, there's so much people, why me?

I don't think it's a good idea, but it makes me happy.

And the two of them... LXY and NKH... I know, her results are getting from bad to worse, she don't do most of her work, she is getting Hiao-er and Hiao-er... And we say, next year, she's gonna GET beaten up by those people...

We just want her to be like last time right? The goody-too-shoes, but let's just face it, it ain't happening.

TPY told her not to be like this, but, she don't listen. What can we do?

But also, we must think about her. We need to see this at a different angle, from her perspective.

Like people say, the person who's doing it is the blur one, while the person who stands by and observe is the right one.

We must let her understand that if she wants to love him, we're not stopping her, but, not his way. She must focus on her studies, control her temper and jealousy level. Or, one day, they're just gonna split.

Whatever, the moment is now, not the past nor future. Leave the past be the past, the future unwritten. Write our own futures by decisions we make, just, write a good one out.

Good luck in life everyone.

And to those couples who I know, good luck and... Don't be sweet in front of me. Do you know I always feel like hitting whoever does that? Man, it's rude...

And like I said...

I WILL SUCCEED IN LIFE

Things That I Do, The Things That No One Really Ever Cares about

Yea, I do things that no one really ever cares about. So why write this when no one cares? Well, because... I care. Duh.

Not in the best-est mood really. After I found out I'm the freaking last one, with the least points, I had no intention to continue, so, practically, my heart wasn't with me just now, and I did everything wrong, I forgot everything I learned... And, I wasted my time for nothing... NOTHING...

The other thing... I'm gonna get it tomorrow... Oh yes, yes I am... 11 times, I'll break the record for the Most Hit Girl In Class. But one thing, I still can't break Gary's record, and thank God for that. 11 times... I'll just look away when I get it, oh, the pain... I can feel it just thinking about it... I feel like crying already...

Right, just so you people know, I just got back... And I AM STARVING! AND OH YEA, I HAVEN'T HAD MY BATH ;D

I can hear my tummy~

I know, it's ridiculous, I'm starving, not cleaned and writing this dumb thing~

LOLX~

I LOVE YOU :X

Right, have a wonderful dream people, a good dinner and a nice shower. Although most of you probably had your shower already. Oh well, I guess I'm the only one then. WHAT? I JUST GOT BACK! IDIOTS!

This is all, thank you.