Toy Story 3

Waaaa! Full, ate Laksa and Rojak, for tea, close to dinner time, but... Dinner is another story :D

Just came back from the movies, yea, Toy Story 3. Suppose to watch The Karate Kid too, but my mum said that one is ENOUGH. Met Justin and his dad, they sat in front of us, me and my sisters. I didn't call any friends as usual, I hate doing that... They have to ask this, ask that... UGH, troublesome! And besides, I just decided this morning while watching Disney Channel xD

So basically, this movie is about... Toys. Unlike Toy Story 1 and 2, Andy's a big boy now, and going to college. Andy didn't play with them for years, they feel unwanted and all. They never gave up, they try to get Andy's attention... But, they fail. After that, Andy started packing for college, guess what? He packed Woody, but all the others were going to the attic. The other toys were accidentally thrown out by Andy's mum, so, they thought that Andy doesn't love them anymore, Woody told them that Andy still loves them and that they were accidentally thrown out, but, they didn't listen... Didn't believe Woody. The other toys decided to be donated to Sunnyside Daycare... And there is where the fun begins...

Sunnyside Daycare seemed like the perfect place for a toy, a toy's heaven, toys forever being played by children... The perfect place for unwanted toys, or so they thought...

Lotso, the cuddly bear who smells like Strawberries is in charge of the place, well, to the toys he is. He seems kind and cuddly... But inside, he's a monster. You see, he belonged to a girl named Daisy once, she loved him very much, she loved him like there was no other... One day, Daisy, her family and her toys - Lotso, Big Baby, Chuckles went for a picnic, or something like that. Daisy fell asleep and when it was time to go home, her mum carried her into the car, but... The toys were left behind. They waited... But, she never went back. They decided to go back to her, and when they finally did... Lotso was disappointed, in her hands, a new replacement that looks just like him... He was replaced, from that moment on... He changed...

Well, I don't want to spoil the fun if you guys haven't watched it yet, but, I'm guessing that many of you already did.

The toys were almost roasted at the end, if it weren't for those three cute three-eyed aliens and their love for claws, they'd be BBQ-ed toys... At the end, Lotso got what he deserved, pinned to the front of a truck. Who knew toys could be so evil? And I must admit, Big Baby gave me the creeps. OOOOH... Dolls. Man, Ken... Is soooooo GAY! It's a wonder Barbie would like him, well... They are made for each other... Seriously... THEY ARE.

Nice hand writing, Ken. ==''

Being in my room, with shelves full of toys... I really wonder, are they sad? I mean, I don't play with them, I don't hug them... They're just for show... And the Barbie dolls... OMG, they're in the drawer? Oh great... Who'd want them, oh yea, the orphanage... I guess... I'll see, I don't think I'll be clearing my room anytime soon though, it's already Saturday... And tomorrow's Sunday... And... Hell... School starts, and the pre-shows? And... The competition... Break a leg...

あなた。。。フィオナはあなたを愛しされません、でも。。。あいしてる。。。なんで。。。なんで？！なんにしても、あなたはまだ愛して彼女。。。先輩バカなの。。。レイチェルさばか、のために愛するあなた。

はい！

Direct translations are never good...

I know some words, I don't know some words...

I don't even know if that's a sentence which actually makes sense to

Japanese ==

Friday The 18th

This is Friday, the 18th, so what if it isn't Friday The 13th? Besides, I don't want Jason come looking for me and taking my head.

Well, I made the wrong choice, congratulate me, I'll feel worse.

Going to Ipoh seemed better, if I went, I'd be having coffee instead of sitting under a tree and pinching myself. Nice leaves, nice petals... Nice grass?

I love walking. Yea, I walked from Watsons, my mum was going to church so, she dropped me off at Watsons. Walk, walk, walk... Music in my ears, but... I can still hear the cars, and smell the smoke... UUUUH!

I reached the school gates, huh... What the hell, a stupid garbage truck, and, the school's still empty, so, I decided to take a walk round the living area of the opposite living district. Walk, walk, walk... Pressed the traffic light button. Blink, blink, blink... Green, I crossed till the middle...

'Assholes! WTF?! Can't you guys freaking see that it's green of me? Fuck you guys! Look at the traffic light! ASSHOLES!' I really shouted that out. It was GREEN for ME! And yet... It's like there's a monster chasing them, so many cars... I felt the rush... I almost fell...

Freaking idiots...

Walk, walk, walk...

The street's empty, except for old people jogging, or going to buy breakfast. Saw the same old man twice, saw the garbage truck twice too... Garbage truck huh? UGH... Well, at least it was empty.

Walk... Walk... Walk...

I see him. On the other side... 'So maybe it's true that I can't live without you, and maybe two is better than one...' The song is playing... Two is better than one... Nice timing eh? Without knowing why, I ran... Chasing after something that I can never get... On the other side? So many cars... Zooming pass poor me. I ran anyways, TO THE TRAFFIC LIGHT, if I ran across the road, I don't know who'll die, me, or the drivers... Or everyone...

Pathetic right? Going was already a stupid choice, and that? Even worse...

Yellow T, black pants...

He looks good, as always...

*SIGH*

'Stop yourself, stop this. Rachel, this is ridiculous, you know this better than anyone. Snap outta it. HEY! Are you listening? OI!' I said to myself... Shaking my head, I try not to think about anything and just wash my trumpet. That was bad... I didn't really wash it... It was a waste of time... I would be happy, if I went to Ipoh... Not THERE! Because of what? I want to prove to myself that I what? Like him enough to make myself miserable? Yea? Fuck that... I missed shopping, coffee, food, movie... I missed things I loved most, and for what? For him? For me? I wonder... Is he really worth it? I gave up my day... Just so I can see him... How dumb can I get? This sounds like a bad joke... But, it's true...

He didn't even talk to me, he didn't even know that I was there, he didn't even say 'hi' or 'bye'. I wasted my time, missed my chance, made myself miserable... Because? I wanted to see him? It doesn't make any difference, does it? All I'm doing now, everything I did in the past, and everything I will do in the future... Is hurt myself...

I don't know if anyone realized it, but, being miserable, being hurt... Is me. The happy, idiotic, mad person is also me. Two sides... I can be both at the same time too...

It doesn't matter anyway...

Nobody really cares, all they ever do is... Look...

*SIGH*

No matter what, he will never like me, will he?

We're different.

But still... Never mind. Forget it.

Just looking... Never saying...

Him Over Fun, Fun Over Him?

Oh wow, why does everything have to be on the same day? FRIDAY...

Instrument cleaning, Ipoh trip... I can't decide, although, I pretty much did, I chose, something that nobody would, I chose to stay back, not because I really care about my trumpet, I don't really care about anything, really... I chose to stay back because I wanted to see him? Dammit.

I need some time away, I know that better than anyone, but... Just thinking about him, makes me wanna stay, going... Wouldn't that just mean that I'm running away? I don't know... Oh, great, I need help and everyone's either watching football, asleep or missing their girlfriend. Well, can't blame anyone, I'm the stupid one here.

Now, I know... Just when I needed her the most, she's in Thailand, I miss her stupid smile and messages that sometimes makes no sense at all. No, I'm not... UGH... I just want her to cheer me up and gimme advice that would ACTUALLY help... Well, guess not only her boyfriend misses her, I MISS HER TOO...

Oh yea? You'd recommend my blog for him? Well, in that case...

Hey, Hong Leong, I like you.

Well, how's this for ya'? NJX, recommend this anytime, take a picture if you want. It's in really BIG words... Haha, thank you, if you actually did...

Now, I kinda change my mind, I think I'm going to have fun instead of pinching myself to NOT cry, to... Um, help me concentrate. I don't know... It hurts so much, not the pinching... But, when I see him. It's not pain, it's... Um... I don't know, burning? Kinda like, I can't breathe, well, I don't know... It just hurts, without pain...

Finally, I wrote that out in big words in a place where people ACTUALLY sees. Um.

Anyways, if any of you happens to read this, leave a comment, say hi or whatever... Just let me know how many of you actually reads this, I'll be so happy, maybe... A Happy Meal for each? ^^

But, um, I'll only buy you guys Happy Meal during McValue Lunch~

I love you all. In a friendly kind of way. And a thank you line...

Another Out Of Boredom POST!

I'm bored, chatting with Ksin, LOL, on my dad's laptop, since mine is with that idiot whose going to meet his mother-in-law on Friday.

Well, I'm going along, but, I'm just gonna go shopping, with two... babysitters... ==

My babysitters? I don't know, but my bro said that they're walking with me... I don't want that, and I'm thinking they don't want that either, so, I guess... I wont be having babysitters... Well, if they are going to babysit me... UGH... They are... Mr. Matthew the idiot and Mr. Dexter Chew whom I don't know... ==

Really... I barely know them. Guess... The Body Shop wont hurt... Or Lovely Lace, or the home decor place... Well, maybe coffee, or tea. I just hope I have enough money... For everything...

Well, hope that I have NO BABYSITTERS!

WOW, I really bored. And...

HEEEEYYYY! I'm still chatting with Ksin, LOL, thank you for keeping me un-bored. LOLx

Damn Facebook...

Anyway...

How 'bout McDonald's? Tomorrow, 7pm, bring my God damned book, some money, and, the stupid history folio... Anyone wanna have dinner? Bring your own cash^^

Oh well... IDK, I just want my book back...

It's been so long, and the image is still in my mind, WHY OH WHY... Did you have to be so happy, so close? Well... Can't blame you for being happy, if it weren't for you, I wont be happy... Well, IDK... Damn... ILY... But... Then... You don't. Oh well, I can totally live with that. :] T.T

Awwwwwwwwwww...

I'm...

BORED...

Dolls and Clowns... SCARY

I've been afraid of dolls and clowns since I was six, because of Child's Play... Damn that Chucky...

I don't know, I still LOVE stuffed animals, but... No... NO DOLLS! OMG... I even locked my sister's doll in the cupboard, the one with large eyes, and you know what's worse? When you lie it down, it closes it eyes and when you let it stand up, it opens them! ARGH! But, I don't have to worry, seems like being afraid of dolls runs in the family == My sisters, my bro... Wow...

Clowns, well... They always gimme the creeps, who knows what's under their colourful faces... Maybe a zombie! Killer clowns... Killer clowns... FAINT...

Zombies and Scarecrows are another thing... But dolls and clowns? They're on top of my GET-AWAY-FROM-ME-LIST... Shivers...

Well, I'm just bored, let me remind you why I hate dolls and clowns so damn much~

A two in one... Evil killer baby dolly clown...

I have no idea why I chose this pic... With a girl in it... Chucky don't look scary, but... I wouldn't want to meet him...