All I Wanted to say...

What happened to the pig...?

Since tomorrow is gonna be a busy day. I'm gonna go to bed. Getting shouted at while using my laptop is not fun.

So...

What happened to the pig?

Now, I've seen everything.

A pig pilot, who talks, and has a funny looking mustache who wears sunglasses.

I'm so upset. They stopped the fan-translation for Yosuga no Sora. The original company didn't want it to be translated... The game is copyrighted, and the company don't permit the free fan-translation project... Sad... Does this mean that I will never... EVER... Play it...?

Maybe watching the anime will be enough. 

Twelve episodes. Episode 11 will be released on Monday, the 13th...

That reminds me... Isn't somebody's birthday coming up... December... 14...

Uhhhh...

My grandma??? 

I feel like drinking something sweet.

Before I go to Bed-

I can't help it...

Every holiday... I become more and more UNHEALTHY.

Sleeping at 7am, waking up at 4pm, bathing at 1am. Then continue whatever I feel like doing until I fall asleep.

One of these days... I'm gonna end up on a hospital bed. Soon enough, you'll see me sleeping inside my coffin.

CHOI!!!!!!!!!

Right.

I think I should give BL a rest and start watching some boy and girl romance anime. I guess I'll do legal stuff once in a while, for now, I'm just gonna watch fansubs =D I will never buy manga though...

Reading manga is hard work. I think I'll stop for a bit... Maybe continue when I feel like it. I wonder how long they take to scanlate a volume... Haa... I'm so tired I don't even care anymore.

Yosuga no Sora. Starting the first episode, let it load first.

Yosuga no Sora is actually an ero visual novel. I think it must be good that's why they made the anime. Like Fate/Stay Night, and I think Togainu no chi... Which reminds me... I have to watch that too~ And I think I'm gonna try playing Yosuga no Sora when the English version is released, it's completed, just... Waiting for the release date =)

Maybe watch Angel Beats and Hellsign in between... Letter Bee doesn't look too bad either...

Death Note can wait. I will own it for a long long time. Unless... It get's stolen or broken or scratched =(

Done loading~

I wonder... What will I do next...

In truth, I'm just running away, I'm scared of tomorrow, and I want to do everything as soon as I can. I wonder what tomorrow holds. I try to see the world as only this, so that in I will not hurt myself. I try to ignore the reality, I stay alone because the world is scary and complicated.

I want to live like this forever because I'm being taken care of and I don't have to worry. Everyone is growing old. I wonder how I will deal with the death of the ones precious to me.

Things aren't as simple as they may seem. I wonder why... I am worrying...

Have I become such a person... That is afraid and running. I have always been running, but I never realized. Now... I see... I'm running... Running away from responsibility, I want this to be my only world, but... I feel like seeing the world that is out there.

I've become so weak... So afraid...

I wonder what will I do next when I step out into the real world that is full of corruption?

Erase.

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Pom Poko~

What...?

I don't know. The subs came out 2 secs later and some just sorta skipped... But, I get the whole story, I just don't get the names... Uhh... What what what forest??? And What's Pom Poko? Their clan? Or something?

Who knew... Male raccoons can stretch their private part, and use it as a weapon, and parachutes... Wont that hurt...???

Seen Wipe-Out???

Big balls can't even compare to their big balls~

Tanuki~

Tanuki~

Come out and let's play together~

One big happy family^^

I wish I can join in...

They use to be so happy... UNTIL... People start developing.

CHOP

CHOP

CHOP

BUILD

BUILD

BUILD

It's all people ever do. Yeah... Gonta was right... They should have killed us. And I wondered why raccoons and foxes steal food... Or eat from the trash... They have nothing left because of THIS.

The most dulan part... To me... Is when the Wonderland company president said that the... uhh... Demon Festival was their doing and all that... See his ugly face also beh song... Forgot to screenshot... One of the tanuki elder died because of Operation Poltergeist and that *you know what I'm going to say* took credit for everything... Served him right when they robbed him. They should have killed him too.

Preparations~

Ehh... Totoro was there???!

Or was this edited...? 

I still can't get Country Road outta my head, and I feel like listening to it every time when I'm spacing out. Listening to it now =D The Japanese version from Whispers of the Heart ♥

Haha... Uwwww~

Started my math tuition at my granpa's... Suddenly... I feel hope again... That I'll get an A for it next year and make everybody go 'WTF?!'... Which I seriously doubt that they will...

At least humans are not so bad... At least there's a park for them, and they seemed happy too... I feel like being a raccoon... A one that can transform... Once you think about it... Tanuki and I have similar personalities, I'm half way there... If it's about the size. Tanuki are BAD at concentrating, and they always think about food, and they're very fun and happy, and very cute~

 Awww.... Isn't it cute...

Foxes are cute too... Too bad that they're cunning... Are they really? You know... I've never been robbed by a fox... So... What's the story??

It doesn't look cunning to me... Well... Maybe a little... But still...It's cute^^

I wish that in real life... Animals would stand up and oppose for once... I'd rather be eaten by a wolf, than be slaughtered by some dude who robs people, then kills them. 

No place's safe. Well... not even your  house. People get so desperate that they break and enter your house. What happened to the police???  Don't know... *COUGH*drinking kopi-o*COUGH*

Time to end this post.

Do not underestimate raccoons. They have clan wars, and big balls. 

Uhh... I thought that Mario looked good in this raccoon outfit...

  

Moneyless

I wonder... Can I get a  part time job at McDonald's??? What's the pay... Higher than most places? I have many reasons why I need money... But of course, most of you would think that my reasons are pathetic. I don't disagree. Really... The only reason money is for... Is to spend.

Yes. I'm gonna buy pointless things. Remember how I said that I LOVE collecting things... Well... And that those figurines are SO expensive that they make you faint but they are irresistibly cute? Yeah... I want a Nendoroid!

It's a cute small figurine. But scarily expensive that you would think of robbing instead of buying~

Sebas-chan! Daisukiiii~♥

You wanna know how much he costs?

RM148 T^T

Ciel.

Same price as Sebastian.

Goddammit.

Huufff. It would be great if I could own them.

I know... I know... The quality is as same as the price... So... It's no use complaining... But still... I can't help it... You know how I am... 

They come in sets... I think... Not really sure though, if  I have the chance, I'll go to the XL-Shop in Mid Valley and take a look. I think dad bought us that 1000 pieces glow in the dark jigsaw puzzle there... Shoot... I don't think I'm going anytime soon... Maybe I'll ask someone to check it out for me... 

Collectibles...

Ehh?

Fate/Hollow Ataraxia English patch completed?! YEAH! But... The release date is still unknown... I hope it will be available for download... Can't wait, Can't wait~ ♥

I still have a long, long way to go... Before I can start collecting +_+

I wonder... Being an otaku isn't cheap... So... And how do they even COLLECT everything??? I thought most otakus are... umm... Stupid... Like me... ??? Do they live with their parents get a part time job and spend their pay checks on anime/manga/figurines???

I would hate it if I'm 40 and collecting...

So... Umm... If I'm old enough to work, I'll start collecting till I'm... uhh... Not too old... How bout... 29? I'll stop when I'm thirty =D

In that case... Better marry a rich dude... And when I'm done collecting... I guess we can divorce if he has an affair. Rich people are SO unreliable. Especially rich GUYS. Either that or I'm gonna have to work as some CEO of some company by 20. Which is impossible. 

Nah... A teacher is enough right... But... Seriously...? A teacher... Hmm... I think I'm gonna go teach Chinese in US or something... Well... If I'm not good... I can always teach 8 year olds... Maybe teach English in Japan... Ahahahaha... That works +_+ I'm sure my month's salary will be more than 3,000 yen...

I'm getting carried away...

I always do that...

Hatsune Miku...

Downlaoding Hatsune Miku Project Diva for PSP~♥

Hope SOMEBODY doesn't delete it. Seriously. He even HID my phone files and now I can't view them without the fucking code he set. Goddamn the HideMe app. Shhesh... Why would JAVA even create it? To hide what? Pictures of your girlfriends from your wife??? Uff...

I need to sleep... I'm gonna be waking up in another 4 hours or so...

I'm so unhealthy. 

All my music sheets... LOST... Dammit. Who would wanna steal my file? Are they idiots or something? Why would they even want it? Yeesh... I'm positively sure this time... That... My dogs didn't eat it. They ate my other file =_=

Look at the time... If I don't sleep now... I'm gonna end up being a panda... I wouldn't mind being reincarnated as a panda though... I would be cute, soft and fluffy, and nobody would say that I'm fat ^^

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2.30 Post

Seriously... I forgot... AGAIN... Dammit, this has to stop happening!

Watched Only Yesterday... Damn... It sucked... Of all things... Why period? It was VERY realistic though... I guess I don't like reality that much... It's boring. I like magic =)

Karigurashi no Arrietty  was released in July... But funny I couldn't find the download online OR to watch it online... Hmm... Buy it? It's NOT by Miyazaki though... Someone's gotta take his place ya' know?

ARGH!

Fuck the internet connection. Streamyx is gonna die soon... Hope the company falls too... See, this is what happens when you put those slacking pig brains in charge! Uff... Can't go ONE paragraph without it freezing! I wonder if it's just  me... 

* SHRUGS*

Yeah, bought Death Note. I was thinking of buying Full Metal Alchemist too, but... Damn... I had no money left... Money is important ya' know... Especially when you're so young and your mom doesn't like you watching anime cause she says that it's crap and it's bad for ya' and it'll ruin ya' head! 

Put it in a simple way. My mom hates me watching anime.

Why buy when it's free online???

Well... I think I'mma do something legal for ONCE. Although... I'm pretty sure fansubs are legal... Hmm... 

I like collecting things. So... I buy some anime once in a while. If I have Kuroshitsuji... It would be GREAT... But too bad... I already watched it... Unless... Somebody gave it to me as a present ^^ No one would waste so much money on me... Now would they? Sad.

Let me just wonder in my own world for a bit~

Full Metal Alchemist~

Full Metal Alchemist BROTHERHOOD... Damn it costs 99.90 T^T

Hellsign 

Darker Than Black

D Gray Man

Reborn!

Angel Beats

...

Waaaaaaa~

When I get a job... I'll buy them... I feel like collecting Kuroshitsuji for some reason... And Kaichou wa Maid-sama... 

Hey... Anyone know where I can get a job??? I need money. I'm broke. I can't stand being broke. It scares me and it makes me cry. No, seriously, it does... 

I'll watch Hellsign online... Saves me 39.90. 

Expensive...

Selfishly... I would want her to get Kuroshitsuji for my Christmas present even if I already watched it =) Not telling who though, if you people knew... Then you'd know how selfish I am~

Actually... I wouldn't mind Full Metal Alchemist either...

Ah... Find... I'm not getting a Christmas present like that.

My sister already gave me my Christmas present... 

I just write for fun, I'm bored. 

Hope it wont rain tomorrow... I'm gonna go roll on the sand~ Don't stop me xD

It's good to dream big. When I get a job, I will go get myself some anime. And if I have some leftover cash, I'll stop by AnimeTech and see if I want anything... Maybe I'll just go get myself a freaking iPod already...

Anyway...

I'd buy anime, cause, I know... I'll own a Nano sooner or later... 

I didn't make sense...

Bah...

I NEVER make sense at all...

Dammit...

Let's just say good-night and go to bed.

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