Just A Line

OK. Fine. If you guys want me to say it straight to his face, I WILL. Instead of posting it up here, I just can't take it anymore! I've got nothing to lose anyway, everyone already knows, HE already knows... So? Why the hell am I still thinking 'Should I tell or not?' Besides, he already knows, telling, is just for the fun. I like it. I don't know why, but... Confessing is an easy but hard thing to do...

Whatever... Just... Need to find the right time. Nah. What the hell, tomorrow is GREAT.

I'm kinda high, so... Gimme support, and... I'll do it. I'm a bit crazy for some reason. I feel like exploding... Too much...

Oh well... Good night, and good day.

June 25th 2010

I really don't know what title's best. I'm running outta titles... I even forgot the title for my book!

June 25th... The preliminary competition, Kiko's first death anniversary... Just to make things better, this is Micheal Jackson's first death anniversary too. I got it right, right? Cause... Screwing up people's death day is a bad thing...

The results were... Okay. 66.8... I was going for 70. But... I guess it's okay, I tried my best to not screw up, I was a bit worried about part 3, but... I did it. Not perfect... But, I tried... Good? Maybe...

My mum said that the GCs should smile, only one... ONE... Has a smile on, from the start to the end. No, not soloist, but CG2... Marianne...

I don't know about everyone, I just concentrated on myself...

Avoiding, huh? Well, can't blame him... The o_o||| face you typed, I actually imagined his face like that... He didn't have foam coming out from his mouth right? Everyone's the same, no matter what. It must be a shock for him. What happened to the 'We never intent to let him know about it' thing? Whatever... It's already done anyway, just gotta live with for another 6 months. I'll just act like I don't know a damn thing. I'm actually avoiding it too. I don't know how many people already know, so... I don't know anything.

DAMMIT

Can things get any worse? I know he wont but I'm still hoping that he will, I'm believing in the impossible right now. UGH. I know that I said that I'd do anything, but, if you know me, you know that I wont change for anyone. Even if my life depends on my change, I wont change... I like the way am I. So what if I'm not the brightest or prettiest of all? So what if I don't give a damn about my hair, my face or my diet? I can do what I like. So what if I hate school? Who doesn't? So what if I'm lazy? Isn't everyone?

You know something...

I like Hong Leong, so, if he doesn't like me, he doesn't. I don't care. I'm tired of all this actually. I don't know why, but... I just am. I never saw this coming, I didn't think that he'd find out. So... Yea. I like him, but... I don't want him to like me. Maybe...

Well, we're in finals so... More practice... I still suck, even if I did a good job...

I would love punching someone in the face right now.

That reminds me... I haven't had lunch yet... And... It's tea already?!

Faith... 80%

Seriously... Because of THAT... Everyone's looking at my blog?

Oh wow, HE KNOWS? Ah... What the hell, he's gonna find out anyway... So what?

You guys like Favorited that post or something? How many... Yesterday was ten... So? Today? I cannot imagine... The... UGH. Never mind.

Robinson is a brave man, braver than me, because, I'm not a man.

I actually wrote that for literature... Hey... She didn't look at it, did she? Oh well... At least I'm happy. She's disappointed? Why? Me getting 31/40 is a shock? My mum doesn't know about my results yet, hope she forgets... Man, I really suck this time... 50 for Chinese... No surprise there.

I have nothing to hide... How nice... I hate this. Why does things always have to be this way?! Sometimes, people die! If things are REALLY BAD...

80% faith... Faith, faith, faith...

Faith... Tell me, TRUTHFULLY... What do you think the chances are? You know him better than I do. Obviously. Who even viewed my God damned blog in the band room? Who wanted to see? Damn... Everyone? Seriously... Everyone? Can't blame anyone... No, I'm not stupid, I just don't want to. I answered the question... In your minds... Whatever they are, I'm sure it's the same answer.

Faith...

Faith...

Faith...

You keep reminding me about 80% faith... Okay, well... Fine, I have faith... I HAVE FAITH! I just... Don't know...

I'm curious about one thing, everyone just read those BIG WORDS right? Nothing else? Cause... I hate people knowing who I am. It makes me... NOT ME... I like keeping myself, to myself. Hey, who knew... People would ACTUALLY read this...

Great, so what? Another ten tomorrow? I seriously hope not... Good thing everyone's quiet about it. So, um... I'll act like I don't know anything, but I actually know something... I can be a great actress, but... At times, I suck. I don't know about this... So, I'll just... Avoid... Things... People I don't really know who knows...

Not... One... Word...

Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill...

Sounds familiar?

Oh... Right, I was suppose to talk about dinner first...

Damn, it was good. GERMAN SAUSAGES, from US. TAIWAN WINNIES, from Taiwan... MANGO from my backyard... Oh and... Pork. All... Grilled and ate on the spot. Thank you George Foreman grill! I guess tomorrow will be roasted chicken... Hmm... I wonder...

Glee goes GaGa... Nice episode. Anyone watches Glee? Besides Pn.Kamelawati?

Can't read my

Can't read my

No

He can't read my

Poker Face

Um... IDK... Another Post I guess...

HAI! Today's Tuesday, also, the second day since the school break ended, also, our band pre-show, AND... Kiko's 1st death anniversary is in 3 days! And oh, thanks but no thanks NJX... You... Read the post with REALLY REALLY REALLY BIG WORDS in the band room? Nice job. Everyone saw huh? Including Ah Boon and Hui Bao? Nicely done. And thank you Toozgx... For telling NJX about THAT. I guess...

Well, everything's okay, SO FAR. Apparently, Mr.Milk is a skeptic, so, I don't have to worry. I don't really know what skeptic means, SOMEBODY told me. Oh well, 10% luck, 10% fate and 80% faith... I'm not a very lucky person, fate? I guess it's okay... Faith? Well... How about a 50%? Even if I tell him myself, like you said, he's one tough nut to crack. Sorry for pulling you into such a boring conversation, when clearly, you were interested in talking about band.

OOOOOOH!

Yea, tried out the George Foreman grill my dad got from US, oil free! The grilled meat is oil free and tastes damn good, different from using the stove, best of all, you don't need oil... This is electrical, so, no need for charcoal. I guess it'd be BBQ dinner for some time, welcome to join us!

The pre-show... Everything went well, I didn't screw up! Wee-hee! Or maybe I just did what I can and didn't even know if I screwed up... UGH... Well, at least my tunic fits. I love the feather on the hat, is it made out of chicken feathers? Fluffy! Why do they have to make such tight fitting uniforms? The collar was... UGH... I can barely breathe! But, I managed. Surprisingly, I wasn't worried at all, even with people looking. Maybe because I know that I'm not alone...

Didn't anybody notice? I got a hair cut! This morning! Damn... Nobody noticed? Fine... I'll go shave my head next...

Kiko, I love you, hope you're happy.

Toy Story 3

Waaaa! Full, ate Laksa and Rojak, for tea, close to dinner time, but... Dinner is another story :D

Just came back from the movies, yea, Toy Story 3. Suppose to watch The Karate Kid too, but my mum said that one is ENOUGH. Met Justin and his dad, they sat in front of us, me and my sisters. I didn't call any friends as usual, I hate doing that... They have to ask this, ask that... UGH, troublesome! And besides, I just decided this morning while watching Disney Channel xD

So basically, this movie is about... Toys. Unlike Toy Story 1 and 2, Andy's a big boy now, and going to college. Andy didn't play with them for years, they feel unwanted and all. They never gave up, they try to get Andy's attention... But, they fail. After that, Andy started packing for college, guess what? He packed Woody, but all the others were going to the attic. The other toys were accidentally thrown out by Andy's mum, so, they thought that Andy doesn't love them anymore, Woody told them that Andy still loves them and that they were accidentally thrown out, but, they didn't listen... Didn't believe Woody. The other toys decided to be donated to Sunnyside Daycare... And there is where the fun begins...

Sunnyside Daycare seemed like the perfect place for a toy, a toy's heaven, toys forever being played by children... The perfect place for unwanted toys, or so they thought...

Lotso, the cuddly bear who smells like Strawberries is in charge of the place, well, to the toys he is. He seems kind and cuddly... But inside, he's a monster. You see, he belonged to a girl named Daisy once, she loved him very much, she loved him like there was no other... One day, Daisy, her family and her toys - Lotso, Big Baby, Chuckles went for a picnic, or something like that. Daisy fell asleep and when it was time to go home, her mum carried her into the car, but... The toys were left behind. They waited... But, she never went back. They decided to go back to her, and when they finally did... Lotso was disappointed, in her hands, a new replacement that looks just like him... He was replaced, from that moment on... He changed...

Well, I don't want to spoil the fun if you guys haven't watched it yet, but, I'm guessing that many of you already did.

The toys were almost roasted at the end, if it weren't for those three cute three-eyed aliens and their love for claws, they'd be BBQ-ed toys... At the end, Lotso got what he deserved, pinned to the front of a truck. Who knew toys could be so evil? And I must admit, Big Baby gave me the creeps. OOOOH... Dolls. Man, Ken... Is soooooo GAY! It's a wonder Barbie would like him, well... They are made for each other... Seriously... THEY ARE.

Nice hand writing, Ken. ==''

Being in my room, with shelves full of toys... I really wonder, are they sad? I mean, I don't play with them, I don't hug them... They're just for show... And the Barbie dolls... OMG, they're in the drawer? Oh great... Who'd want them, oh yea, the orphanage... I guess... I'll see, I don't think I'll be clearing my room anytime soon though, it's already Saturday... And tomorrow's Sunday... And... Hell... School starts, and the pre-shows? And... The competition... Break a leg...

あなた。。。フィオナはあなたを愛しされません、でも。。。あいしてる。。。なんで。。。なんで？！なんにしても、あなたはまだ愛して彼女。。。先輩バカなの。。。レイチェルさばか、のために愛するあなた。

はい！

Direct translations are never good...

I know some words, I don't know some words...

I don't even know if that's a sentence which actually makes sense to

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