Second Post on Tuesday

So... I found my previous test papers in my file... I'm not such a bad person after all, I didn't stuff them for trashcan to eat =D

Band practice resumes, spacing-out, looking at the ants moving from this end to the other. Wow, the aura between the two is really dark. In the hall filled with tables and chairs, only one light shining above them... It was like ELIMINATE EACH OTHER O_O

Okay... Maybe not everyone is getting what I'm trying to say. Well... Sorry, but I'm a bit jumpy. I hacked my boyfriend's Facebook, and Hotmail acc. I feel so bad, I think he is mad at me.

''Hello, it's your cellphone! Ring ring! Is anybody ever gonna pick me up?! RING RING!!" sadly my dear cellphone, the answer is "NO! NOBODY IS GOING TO PICK YOU UP EVEN IF YOU ARE JUST BESIDE ME!".

I feel so bad... But it was fun while it lasted. I liked and commented on my own status, using someone else's account. I was daydreaming about hacking Najib's Facebook acc this morning, but... I'm not sure if he has one, so I experimented on hacking my deary's Facebook acc. It worked. Well, I guess... I am too smart.

The reason I even chose his acc to hack is because... Well, I know him? And I was just testing my knowledge about him. The security questions and all... I passed. I passed. It let me reset his password O_O

Ah, I'm glad I didn't go through all the trouble reading about Facebook cookie stealing, or phishing... Or whatever... Damn it. I missed the Pwnie Awards!

I'm sorry. I feel so bad. I'm not even picking up.

Reicheru is... on... DIET?! O_O

Everyday people would ask Reicheru "Hey, when will you go on diet?" and she'd just shrug and roll her eyes telling them that she could care less. But recently, Reicheru has been thinking about GOING ON A DIET, and she is dead serious about it. WOW. What the hell happened to her?!

Ah... It all started with Skype.

After so many stupid updates, she downloaded Skype on her Vista again... DING~ it works. Video calling and voice calling for the past few days. Having such a tiny boyfriend, who is only skin and bones, Reicheru can't possibly BE together with him when she is... Plumpy, and chubby. She just felt... Depressed, and decided to go on ad diet. Fatless boyfriend doesn't mind Reicheru being chubby, because he says that she's cute and cuddly that way, and he loves her just as she is~ but, Reicheru still insists that she slims down, if she does, EVERYBODY will be happy. 

Reicheru says "I'll be able to wear a bikini now~" +_+

Exam week for Reicheru, although it is just a three-day thing, she still has to study for history and geography. She looks at the timetable and tells herself "Bleh, nothing worth reading, I'll get better grades than those who actually study anyways" but when she looks at the papers, she'll be like WTF?! I SHOULD HAVE STUDIED! 

After the first day of the test, which is today, Reicheru feels like she will fail maths... AGAIN. This time, maybe she'll even fail moral and civic. Out of the 20 questions for civic, she only knew the answer to 2 questions, she's a failed Chinese, she realized then that she knew NOTHING about the Chinese tradition and bad fortune... So much for being yellow...

After buying wholewheat crackers, breads, and buns, she went for oatmeal biscuits and 0% percent fat yogurt drinks. Poor Reicheru, she knows nothing about BEING HEALTHY, so she just bought what she thought was healthy. She could gain more weight if she does this wrong... Ahh, let's all pray for the chubby girl.

I wonder if anyone else noticed, but... Haven't Reicheru changed... A LOT...?

I guess it's true what they say, love changes a person...

Reicheru... Is into girly stuff now. She even applied BLACK nail polish on her toenails. The girly Reicheru is in LOVE with dresses, and she's just looking for more to buy. 

This... This... This... This... Person... I don't even know who she is anymore. She isn't everything she thought she was after all. In fact, she IS everything she thought she ISN'T... or... WASN'T... But, good thing though, she still doesn't like being in pictures or cam-whoring, and she's not a self-portrait slut. I guess there's some part of Reicheru left.

The transformed Reicheru is currently busy with the health thing, and her studies. Yes. Reicheru actually studies now... For... 15 minutes then she gives up and does something else =_=

Reicheru, Reicheru, Reicheru... Just... Who are you...?

Datu Patinggi Abang Haji Abdillah bin Datu Pattinggi Haji Mohammad Kassim... 

WTF?! Is that your name + your dad's name + your mum's name??? Your freaking name is longer than all my three children's added up together! And... If I have to write your name out tomorrow for history... I WILL SO KILL TENGKU! I don't even know Najib's full name. Heck, I played manguli with him before I was born. 

MemeMeRachel_2138

Ah... WTF? Again?

EGuess where I just came back from? Yes, the hospital. AGAIN! This time, it was my uncle and aunt. They're fine, no need to worry, no broken bones or anything.

Why do people keep getting themselves into accidents? We met my bro's three friends in the emergency room. One was in bad condition. He had his upper stitched back, it kinda fell... That's what his mum told my mum anyway.

And you know what's funnier?

A 16 year old Indian fella was like half dead cause he drank too much. Why? His girlfriend didn't want him anymore. This, another Indian guy told us. What a dumb guy. He almost died because his girlfriend ran away? AH! COME ON!

I spent so long at the hospital... I didn't even know what I was doing. Hm... About... 2 hours plus.

People around me gets hurt all the time! I just wonder, who will the next one be? And who will die next month? Damned fate. If they didn't go for supper, none of this would've happened. But, whatever, since it already happened... Then... It happened.

I don't know, I still haven't forgotten the way my uncle treated me when I was in kindergarten. He would buy candy and crackers for me all the time. He treats me so well. I... I don't know how I can repay him, he's so kind. I just don't know, I mean, when I see him lying there... I don't know what to say... Just want him to know that I haven't forgotten his kindness.

Hm. What happened at the hospital? Long story.

But, to cut a long story short, let's just say that my aunt was like a drunk. She blabbers non stop and everyone happens to laugh. Even the doctor. And the Navy people who knocked them down...

Very long story. She keeps going on about what went wrong... Blah blah blah... How it happened... OMG...

Right, I'm sleepy. More details will be in my book.

Em.

I'm gonna go watch Nightmare On Elm Street when it comes out. Anyone wants to come? Maybe my mum will watch too... I don't know...

I miss somebody, but I can't think of who I'm missing. I don't know who I'm missing. I just miss someone. I don't know. Feels weird, it's like I'm missing a thing... A thing I just couldn't let go of...

• Peace.

Positively positive of positive positiveness

What a nice title. I like it.

I'm better again.

I'm thinking positively again. It's like something hit me hard. No, it's not about the bread thing... Please, I do not want to remember that. I don't even know why I even said that... I almost chocked myself and everyone else who heard about it. Note to self, never EVER offer someone bread, especially when it's a him.

I'm so happy. Not about THAT.

My mum just says the wrong things at the wrong time. How much more better can she be at timing? Hello, mummy, I'm thinking positively now, yesterday was yesterday, you have to know one thing about me, I am nuts and I think what I like to think. I didn't think you'd read my blog. Well, anyways... Okay... If you're reading... Don't say anything.

Class picture...

Why you have to be so funny? You made me laugh... And this year's pic will come out badly... AGAIN... You made everyone laugh... Thanks Toozgx.

Stephanie missed today. Why? I don't know... She didn't even tell me she wasn't coming...

I hope that by tomorrow... Everyone will forget about the bread thing... Seriously, I didn't know why I even did that. That was a dumb move...

I'm...

HAPPY.

Another stupid thing

STOP, I really mean it this time. I know I said I don't care anymore cause I don't have the mood to do the things I love most. Scolding, hitting and laughing. That doesn't mean you all can mess up my hair, threaten me, blackmail me? Don't ask me about any of that, I DON'T wanna talk about it.

Oh ya, hope that idiot didn't do anything stupid yet. Here's to the idiot:

Hey idiot, don't give. What I wrote is what I wrote, you want keep your problem.
You want give, can, not stopping you. There's nothing left to salvage anyway.
Fine, no mood to say anything anyway...

Who am I kidding? I care, just no mood or energy to do anything. (Sigh)... Really, being his friend was my choice, falling for him was far beyond my control. How I wish I didn't go out with you all that day, if I hadn't, none of this would have happened. There's no turning back now, is it?