I have no idea what title to put. Gonna write one big mix of things, better to have a stupid looking title.
First of all, my 'PRESENT' from Pn.Toh isn't that bad. It was in fact, better than I had imagined. It didn't hurt THAT much, not like how some people say it would. It felt kinda nice... ==''... So I guess being fat does have its advantages. Plus, I read that people with fat thighs and butt live longer.
What the hell is wrong with you woman? You think I have a lot time and my ink is free? Corrections? You are asking me to copy my damned essay again! There is barely anything to be corrected!
And what the fuck is it with the tongue pose pictures?! It's not like you people are posing for some porn or slut magazines! You guys fucking think it's cute? I just have one comment... YOU PEOPLE LOOK LIKE HOOKERS! Argh! What the hell is going on in those minds of yours? Is being a bitch the trend nowadays?
And what the hell is wrong with me? I've never been THIS blur in my entire miserable life! It's really like my heart IS gone. I don't feel anything anymore. Neutral...
Damn myself. I can't be thinking about THAT again, can I? I mean come on, I love only myself. And I want to love only myself! Why can't I fucking do that? I can't be having second thoughts... I can't! I don't wanna love anyone! Especially my friend. Fuck this...
Just a friend dammit.
And this always leads to disaster. Why? Cause the topic will always be brought up. And that is why I don't fucking tell anyone anything anymore. I just write everything down in 'My Black Book'. Good luck finding it.
I swore to myself, never EVER go for... never mind... If you know me well, you very well know what I promised myself. So, I guess no one knows me well enough to know what I promised myself. I'm disappointed. After everything, still nothing? Well, I don't mind people being clueless. It's the best.
Comment here. Yes or No questions only. Wont answer when you ask me in person.
And damn... Where did I put my phone?
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