Ahhhhh~

Ahhh~ I've finally started on Sekai-ichi Hatsuiko. AHHHH~ My goodness. I wonder why homosexual love relationship excites me. Heck, they excite me more than my own STRAIGHT relationship. Though I think that my boyfriend is gay. 

Tee-hee~ After watching 5 episodes and the OVA, I'll stop watching and READ the manga now. Continue to watch episode 6 and 7 while I wait for the release of episode 8!!! Yes! It will be out by tomorrow NIGHT! So will episode 19 of Gosick! Ahhhhhh, another reason why I love Fridays. But... Some things just ruin the love-Friday mood. The top reason is of course Rebecca Black's awful song Friday. Don't remind me.

Wow. After watching Sekai-ichi Hatsuiko, lives of manga authors and editors are THAT scary O_O

BEHOLD! The editors.

Aha~ Editor-in-Chief. Takano. 

He reminds me of Usagi from Junjou Romantica.

The perfect seme. AHHHH~

Ritsu. Brown hair, green eyes... 

The same as Misaki from Junjou Romantica.

Only...

Misaki is cuter~

Nakamura Shungiku sure is good at writing BL. Ahhhh~ I love her~

I don't know why, but in BL, the seme tend to have a square face, and the uke have... Sharp chin and big eyes... More girly... But... DAMN, they just look so good together, making me feel jealous.

Always wondering how it feels like to date a girl, I know I can experience it someday... But... The thing I'm more interested in knowing is, how does it feel like to be a guy, that dates another guy =x

I always have these fantasies of my life turning out like those in manga and anime. AHAHAHA. Suddenly, I feel like being a guy. The main purpose of course, is so that I could date another guy, and be gay. Hehehe. I just make you want to slap me, don't I?

Stories... They are too good to be true. Why wont she just tell me that she likes me too?! That will make everything more dramatic, and I'll have to choose between her and him which I really can't but truthfully can!!! Oooh, that would make me in the middle, acting as a rope for tug of war. Fair skin, pretty legs, shiny eyes and soft hair... Ahhh~

GEEZUS!

I have to STOP thinking about her, or else, this is going to be BAD for ME. I'll be stuck at home writing about my own yuri fantasies if she still wont leave my mind. I never tried writing yaoi... WAIT... I have... 

Never mind... I will now go to Mangafox and excite myself to sleep.

I blush, I jump, I close my eyes, wrap myself in my blanket and roll in my rocking chair while watching BL. 

I Messed Up AGAIN

You know. This always happens. I always get so upset cause my own stupid self that I hate so damn much. I take that anger out on some idiot who is willing to let me stab. No matter how many times I throw thorny roses on that idiot... That person... That guy... He just pisses me off... He... Never... Understands...

That is why........... He never helps.

In a way. He helps. By making me pissed off and giving up, I feel better.

I feel much better. Compared to just now. That's cause I gave up. Like usual.

The feeling when anger turns into tears. THAT JUST SUCKS. At least I can conclude that I am not a violent person.

What else can I write here. There's nothing NOT personal these days. My life has gotten even MORE messed up. And like always, it has NOTHING to do with YOU. NOTHING AT ALL. Don't go assuming like you did and always do, my problems never had anything to do with you. Maybe they did. Maybe I'm lying. Cause I don't wanna admit that I'm wrong, and that you're right.

I hate you.

I hate you.

I hate you.

I don't know. I just felt like it.

I hate everything about you. You hate everything about me. So why do you... LOVE ME?! A song by Three Days Grace. Nothing personal. Just felt like screaming the song out. I think I'll do that when I bury my face in my pillow later. I'll probably have to dry the pillow afterwards.

Ah. Friends... Really? I just don't feel like I belong anywhere anymore.

Well. I think I'll just go be one of those emo people that hides in a corner everyday... That life... What so different from the one I'm having now...

... And only when I start to think about it... I, hate EVERYTHING about you. You, hate EVERYTHING about me. Why... Do I... LOVE YOU?!... 

No Condom, No sex

My legs are sore. Ouchii~

Today, Leo club had a project at Tesco. Was it a... Don't discriminate people with HIV campaign? I never knew @_@

I wonder if it's my face problem =-=

Everyone I go to tend to ignore me. DAMMIT. 

If we're doing this again next year, I'll just use my "I'M HIV+, PLEASE HUG ME AND BE MY FRIEND. YOU WONT GET INFECTED BY HUGGING" approach. Knowing these people, they'd run away. Faster than I can hug them =_=

The funniest thing, some of the Malays run away when they see the "No condom, No Sex!!!" board =D

One Malay lady said "NO SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE!" then ran away with her children and trolley =_=

My sore legs ruined my mood to shop for groceries, and I forgot that Saturdays are NO PLASTIC BAG DAYS. I only brought my tiny bag, and it was stuffed with my clothes. Oh yeah... The drinks at Each a Cup(?? IDK what the place's called) SUCKS. My Oreo something something blended was like Oreo with EXTRA water. Instead of a blend.

You know what I did after I came back?

I clicked on Google Chrome, and Googled for safe sex =_=

What...?

Safe sex is really troublesome. You need to have condoms, lubricants, dental dams? Well... Dental dams can be replaced by condoms... When you cut the condoms...?

GAAAAAAAH >_<

WHY AM I WRITING THIS?!

Right. I'm... Uhh... Telling you the ways of preventing AIDS and STD???

I always... Always... ALWAYS end up Googling sex, and STD, and other diseases... But you know what...? No matter WHAT I Google, I always end up on the same topic... I don't know why... But... Hmm... I guess I'm just curious.

Wait...

Wait...

If no condom = no sex... Then... Condom = Sex? But then... What about children? No condom = no sex = no children??? @_@

Things are so complicated sometimes. Damn those people who play with other people and made AIDS. Another reason WHY, I don't feel like marrying somebody and having children.

Okay... I'm bored, cause somebody's at a concert. So. I'm uploading photos I never uploaded on Facebook =D 

AHEM.

HIV+ people are still people. Except... They have a.. Not very long time to live. Don't make them feel like outcasts please, HIV wont be transmitted through hugging, kissing, or sharing food. Saliva has nothing to do with it, so don't worry. Hmm... What would happen if a vampire sucks the blood of someone who has AIDS... Will the vampire get AIDS too? I wonder...

If you want to die, get infected, here's how:

1. Share needles with junkies

2. Go to a prostitute every night

3. Suck breast milk of a person who has AIDS

4. Do a person with AIDS

5. Cheat on your partner with anyone you see

If you DON'T want to die, DON'T get infected, DON'T do the above. 

I think I kinda pity whores now. Wont they get infected too?

AWW MAN

This is so unfair? >_<

Ah well...

I'mma go shower now.

Have a nice, don't look down on people.

"HIV+? SO WHAT?!"

Rachel_2202

The Bookaholics 300 Followers Giveaway

Wheee~

The Bookaholics 300 Followers Giveaway

This is my first time joining a giveaway, can I bribe random.org to pick me? xp

While Aik is away preparing for the mid-year exams, I'm still here.... Joining her giveaway, blogging bout it, stalking my boyfriend on Facebook, watching movies and thinking bout yaoi anime. Everything... EXCEPT... Studying.

I'm the worst T^T

SOOOOOOOOOO

Like the title la, 300 Followers Giveaway.

One winner... THERE'S JUST ONE?!

That winner will receive... Um...

The Demon Trappers by Jana Oliver Sticker

The Demon Trappers by Jana Oliver Iron-On Guild

[Signed] Forsaken by Jana Oliver Extract & Poster

[Signed] The Demon Trapper's Daughter by Jana Oliver Postcard

[Signed] The Body Finder by Kimberly Derting Bookmark

[Signed] Desires of The Dead by Kimberly Derting Bookmark

Desires of The Dead by Kimberly Derting Sticker

[Signed] Radiant Shadows by Melissa Marr Bookmark

[Signed] Bookplate by Melissa Marr

Waaaa~

So many~

Let's see... I'll be... Competing with... 300 more followers. 

I think I'll need to find a four-leaf clover. And a rabbit's foot. 

I'm not gonna chop one off =_=

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

I'm disconnected!

Damn you Streamyx. 

Oh! I forgot! The giveaway is available worldwide~

Join~

Join~

Join~

Maybe I'll win instead of you =D

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#321

Sunday.

Watched The Ghost Must Be Crazy with Jesvin. Held her hand. Got scolded by her boyfriend. Sheesh.

Had a sudden craving for konlo mee after the movie =_=

Haaa~

Going to watch Source Code next Sunday. Whee~

I really wanted to continue watching it today... But... Aww... I feel bad if I drag Jesvin along. =(

Folksongs From Somerset... Is playing again and again and again AND AGAIN in my head. It just wont shut up! @_@

Lalalalalala~ Lalalalalala~ Lalalala~Lalalala~Lalalalalalaaaaaaaalalalaaaaaaaa~

=_=

Thanks to Jesvin, I can now copy my geography folio =D

She finished it! YES! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~

I sound boring today... Don't I? That's cuz I'm not in the mood. AWWW. Too bad.

Things happen, but, I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO lazy to blog about them. I have so many UNWATCHED movies left in my laptop, I can't wait to watch em all! Just need to dig up some time... Time... So short, and it passes damn fast. Before I even realize it, I'll be 80 and in a wheelchair.

Facebook is annoying.

Changing my relationship status isn't that big a deal... Is it...? Why does everyone believe Facebook?! T^T

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Okay.

Hmm.

I'm always so free, but when I think about it, I'm always busy. Busy.Busy.Busy. Buzz. Buzz.Buzz. Busy little bee. Poor little bee. Poking flowers. Collecting nectar. Only to have the honey eaten by Poor Bear and me. Buzz.Buzz.Buzz. Poor busy little bee.

If I'm gonna borrow luck from dead people, I'll make a promise saying that I'll burn a bungalow, two Mercs with drivers, two bags of hell money, and two servants. Instead of FIVE big trucks of everything. Cause if I can't pay back, I'll have to marry some dead ah gua.

Yes I'm bored. If not, you wouldn't be seeing so much crap on your screen.

I know you miss me, my sweet, lovely Bloggie. But... I'm sorry dear... Whenever I think about you, you're too far away. Whenever I wanna see you, I do something else, and fall asleep. Sorry I never dream about you. It's not that I don't wanna visit you often... It's just that... Time is... Time... And I don't have anything to write on you. Forgive my lovely Bloggie. T^T

Good night~










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