Showing posts with label Quotes. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Quotes. Show all posts

Monday, 24 June 2013

From Smoke to Smiles

The sounds of the piano flood through the halls, echoed up the stairway and squeezed themselves into my room through the little gaps underneath my wooden door. A Wise Bud, played by bony fingers of a thirteen-year-old girl waiting for time to pass. The front door closes-- I hear it too. The car engine yawned to life, barely resting for an hour and its owner wants it on the road again; poor, poor machine! Outside my window, Indonesian smoke shrouds the neighborhood, blurring the night. Even the rays of the streetlamp cannot penetrate this misty clusters of dustiness.

Once again, our good neighbour Indonesia's annual forest fires has affected the air quality. It has successfully proven that yes, open burning has a severe effect on the environment. It's amazing, that clouds of smog can travel so far-- across oceans and acres of land! Thanks to a convenient and free form of transportation called wind, smoke can now enjoy holidays in Singapore and Malaysia.

After a week of stopping by Singapore, the pollutants have decided to fly north, making its way across the borders to the peninsular. Mr.Smoke is almost done with its holiday in Malaysia, reaching the North(where yours truly resides) quietly last night as we were sound asleep in our beds, dreaming about cookies, cream and whatnot.

The haze arrived at my doorstep just this morning, greeting me with an unpleasant breeze that reeked of the burnt. It got worse throughout the day, and by the time I was in biology class after recess, my head grew heavy and I wanted badly to be able to breathe. I could still see through the ashes, though my eyes started to feel a stinging sensation towards the end of school.

All this smog is making me feel as if I'm in Silent Hill! Only, there seems to be all signs of life all around me. I told Sarah that we should go out in the dead of the night, when everyone was visiting the realm of their unconscious minds.

Nelson Mandela is staring at me. No matter where I am, it seems as if his eyes are fixed on me and nothing else. It's annoying when Reader's Digest put a person's face on its front cover! I always hated it when magazines featured famous people on their front page. Who in the world would want someone staring at them while they look at the highlights listed on the front cover!?

My favourite part of Reader's Digest is Nury Vittachi's column. It's always interesting and I like his sense of humour! It never fails to make me laugh out loud! In the July 2013 issue, Nury talks about what sounds good in one language might spell disaster for the other. Reading it made me realize that English is indeed a big mistake! This is one paragraph that I would like to share:

A French reader told me about a Parisian chef who in 1765 started selling a tasty liquid he call a restorer, which is "restaurant" in French. The English got it mixed up and told the world that "restaurant" meant "a place to eat out". Germans were soon dipping sops(Deutsch for chunks of bread) into the delicious warm bowls of restaurant. The English, confused again, told the world that the new dish was called "soup". So the English sentence: "Sitting in a restaurant, I drank some soup" actually means, "Sitting in some soup, I drank some bread."
Nury Vittachi
Now I finally understand why Europeans hate English!

The column made my day!

Other than that for a happy event, I received emails from Lisa, telling me that a package is on its way here to me! I'm SOOOO excited! Ohboyohboyohboy! Pictures and gifts and greetings! Apparently, she got my birthday mixed up with another darling of hers, but oh well, it's the thought that counts! Can't wait for it to arrive at mah doorstep~!

Of course, like every other day for more than a month now, there's a certain person that lights up my world. I've been smiling a lot, and I've never been happier. Call it breaking free, or whatever it is that a female feels after realizing that they're not in love with their past lover anymore.

There are many fish in the sea, the first catch would of course hold a special place in your heart even after you've set it free but instead of sobbing on a boat in the middle of the ocean, why not dive in and forget about everything? Swim with the fishes and become a mermaid. You'll find that letting go and moving on is a part of life, a lesson learnt. Open your eyes.

Seeing your name appear in my inbox was a pleasant surprise. Three little alphabets mean so much.



10. 15. 18.


Monday, 3 June 2013

Waking Up on the Wrong Side of the Bed

Clearly, I've woken up in a bad mental state. When all I should feel is overly-attached to my pillows, blankets and very soft bed, rolling in bed first thing in the morning seems to be the last thing on my mind at the moment. I could even feel the frown on my face. My eyebrows are a bit sore from joining together since I've yet to do my unhappy-face warm-ups-- after all, I just woke up.

I woke up on the wrong side of the bed-- literally. I tucked myself in nicely last night, sleeping in the center of my queen-sized mattress, but when I opened my eyes this morning, my legs were touching the cold tiles, only a part of my head was resting on the edge of the bed while some of it rested in thin air. Somehow, during my eight-hour sleep, I managed to rotate ninety-degrees.

"When you get yourself into a sticky situation, you can either try your best to pull yourself out or get sucked in deeper." I told myself a week ago. These days, my Facebook statuses are often pieces of my frustration. After updating each quotable status, I write a blog post with them as my base. Mum has been posting pictures of quotes on my wall; it seems that she gets the feeling that I have trouble letting go. I won't deny the fact that I have the memory of an elephant when it comes to regrets and mistakes, since I remember even the slightest distortion in my life from more than a decade ago. The reason why I can't forget is because I always want to undo the things I've done. I was a spoiled brat. I wish I hadn't jumped on the bed that afternoon, she wouldn't have... if I just listened to her and stopped jumping... Yes, I still remember very vividly the afternoon. Her, resting on the old mattress, the round-table lunch going on outside the door, laughter and very loud chatter... Blood, vomit, clanking of bowls, tears, flustered people and the guilt that enveloped my heart... Even as a child, I blamed myself.

I should stop.

Everything in life is temporary. So, if things are going good, enjoy it because it won't last forever. And if things are going bad, don't worry. It can't last forever either.


By posting that quote on my wall, my mum has made me ten times more depressed. It isn't a very positive post, if you ask me!

I want everything to last forever. That's just me. I believe that they can last forever. We just have to put effort in them, so they can continue to walk with us along our paths, be there until the very end. Sometimes, I'll desperately hold on to the things I don't want to lose, even after knowing that they're never coming back. I'm scared. I really am scared. It's only a matter of time before my ship gets wrecked again, I'm sailing right into the typhoon because I'm ridiculously courageous. I know what the outcome will be, yet I'm sailing full-speed ahead. Fuck myself, I know. This tantalizing taste of excitement is truly something that would cause the end of me someday.

Every time a person disappears from my life, my heart would break a little. No matter how insignificant or worthless they may be, I'd still feel hurt. I still have faith in humanity, if not, I wouldn't be this silly little girl that's still wearing rose-coloured glasses.

Friday, 12 August 2011

Fwuastwaeted

*Post may contain rude language due to bad mood. You have been told, please do not continue if you cannot accept rude words. Thank you. I am being polite.*



Oh seriously, I think I've found my twin, we don't look alike, but we sure think alike. It's either the world is screwed, or we're the ones who are screwed. Okay, I think I'm gonna go with both, the world IS pretty much... Fucked up... And the two of us... Have a whole buncha unspoken opinions that NOBODY REALLY EVER CARES ABOUT, since NOBODY EVER AGREES WITH US, and... Well, because we are not pop-u-lar enough. Unlike somebody with a name more suited for a stray dog.

HAHA. Now, I am unhappy. Well, today was... Let's just say that nothing good happened. Okay, I practiced  ballroom dancing with Winnie and got 43/60 for my history paper... And found out that Mr.Too grew... HANDSOME-ER... Yeah, those were the only good things that happened today. Going to school was a TOTAL waste of time. I didn't even sleep!

Facebook just pissed me off. Account temporarily not available due to site issue? ... You are making a bitch into a mad bitch, Facebook.

Friday... Friday... Friday... FRIDAY. I hate you so much. Why can't you be less hectic? Damn you. I love Monday more than you Friday! MONDAY! I'm talking about Monday! The day EVERYBODY hates! And I... LOVE IT.

Okay, there is something seriously wrong with me, I think I need anger management, I'mma go grab the PSP and play Angry Birds now. I hope that those green pigs don't make me angrier. Sheesh, the song Friday is a disgrace to music, if it is what we call music. Even my dog can sing better. SERIOUS.

Ah, funeral, I've missed you $v$

But damn you, I was planning on double-movie date with me, and MYSELF. I wanna watch The Rise of The Planets of the Apes... And the most MANTICIPATED movie of the year... COWBOYS & ALIENS! AHHHHHHHH! James Bond meets Indiana Jones baby! That reminds me, I think I will watch Bad Teacher tonight, if Winnie still doesn't gimme her flash drive, she'll have to go download it herself!

Sigh... Another reason why I am fwuastwaeted. Zongxu, you God damned guy-bitch, why do you have to do this to me? I can't watch my movies in peace because I don't which to choose- You, or movies. Gimme a choice, ask me "Coffe, Tea, or ME?" with that perverted look of yours, so I can ask you for tea instead and kick you out so I can watch my movies in peace T^T

I forgot... Even if he does give me that perverted look, I'll still choose him, cuz... He looks awesome. A bit old, I mush admit... But... There's this thing... I think that... Benjamin is in love with him.

A twat for important posts, really, I don't know what the hell is wrong with you people =)

I'll do this for the sake of teamwork, I may not like you, you, OR you... But, I will do my job right, without letting my personal opinions get in the way, you yeah, if you are reading this,  then you better shut your yappin the next time we meet, cuz whatever... 

My personal opinion here doggie, the aftermath of a fucking war, I don't like it. Maybe I'm doing this just because I don't like you, but... Seriously, if I was gonna go away and I hear that, I will so screw you. Maybe he is a failure, but honey, you don't really have to point that out.

Oh no, here it comes again... I'm being a bitch again... I'm being a bitch again. No shit... Shit... Shit... I said that I'd stop, I said that I'd change. God damn it. Never mind... I guess I'll just go screw myself.

PeAce.




"... It all started when I went on Amazon to look for the covers of Playboy magazines, cuz I was feeling horny..."
 14-year-old boy










Monday, 18 July 2011

Not so Bluey Monday

Yes! I skipped my least favorite day of school today. Snoozed till 12.42 this afternoon. Ah, I just love going on trips, so when I come back, mum says I can skip =D

So... Yesterday... Yes, I went for the NATCOMP finals at Stadium Bukit Jalil... That is where it is held right? I forgot =_=

I didn't know I needed a ticket to go in, but, even after I knew, I acted like I didn't know.

I went JUST so I could see Sultanah Asma and the school doing the show about my mama Monster. But... I already felt sleepy during the second half, so when it was finally time for Sultanah Asma, my eyes were only half open =_=

Monster Gaga was a failure. I just liked the part where they danced >_<

The color guards ruined my mood to watch their show. When I saw them... I was like... O_O WHY ARE THEY ALL WRAPPED UP?! So... So... So... SAD T^T they should have worn the bubble-dress, I wont complain if they wore the meat-dress =_=

I like the band with the FURRY HATS =D they looked so cute, like those FAT CAT TAILS~ The band had a neat formation, waaa, so round~

That was about all I could remember... Oh... And, I remember the school with the plumpy soloist, and a super round trumpeter~ Tee hee~ The way he walked was so cute, I thought he'd slip, but he didn't. Wow, I admire that T^T

I don't know why, but... I really hate going to Times Square.

The 'surprise attack' was a failure. I surprised nothing, and attacked nothing. I didn't dare strangle him in public. Oho, if it were some place quiet, I'd do so many things to him. Hehehe, I just thought of something. ...WHY DIDN'T I THINK OF THIS GENIUS IDEA YESTERDAY?! ARGH!

Anyway, I spent some time with my now bushy-haired Zongxu. Though the only thought in my mind was to strangle him, I managed to let him live. It must be very long since I last saw him, he has hair now... Very bushy too. Planning to keep a beard apparently. I wonder if it will grow all curly like his sideburns O_O oh no, if it grows all curly... It'd be like...

...
...
...




Oh hell?!

Imagine what would happen when he sleeps next time... The beard will get all tangled up, some might even fall on the bed.

He'd need an extra bottle of shampoo, a special comb, and some beard care product. I WILL NEVER SHARE MY COMB WITH HIM! If I have one.

Oh... Zongxu will have to shampoo his beard after each meal. Boy... What a waste of shampoo! And if anything gets stuck inside, how will it get out? Eww... Mosquitoes would die inside, flies and other bugs too.

Then when he kisses me, I'd get rashes! When he hugs me, I'd get rashes on my neck! And if we sleep together, I might find beard-hair in my hair O_O

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

I don't have anything against people with beard and Santa Claus okay? I was just thinking about... The bad things that would happen if someone kept a beard. It's okay if the beard owner keeps it clean and stuff, but... We all know men aren't exactly the cleanest. Wearing the same underwear for two days... EWWWW... Even if it is turned inside-out... Still... WRONG... 

Okay...

I think I might be getting sleepy. 

Funeral again tomorrow. YES! Don't get me wrong here, I'm not happy that someone died, I'm happy that I can get RM10 =_= I'm so cheap~

My Chinese calligraphy is still unwritten... Ah damn... I guess I'll go write it now.

Weird dream today. I still feel guilty, I knew it... I knew it... I KNEW IT! I DID HAVE A CRUSH ON THAT GUY BEFORE! Aha! Rachel Cheong! You are in trouble! HE SO OLD! =_=

Another day another finding.






When I was a KID:


Pussy meant CAT,

Sex meant GENDER,
  
 Bitch was a FEMALE DOG,
Dick was a NAME,

BJ
was a NICK-NAME,
 
Bang was a SOUND, 
Rubber was just like PLASTIC, 
Ass was an ANIMAL, 
Screw was just a NUT,

Tit
was a SNACK,
  
Head meant a part of BODY !!


But Now ____________


Everything is just damn complicated
                         
 

Friday, 27 May 2011

Ahhhhh~

Ahhh~ I've finally started on Sekai-ichi Hatsuiko. AHHHH~ My goodness. I wonder why homosexual love relationship excites me. Heck, they excite me more than my own STRAIGHT relationship. Though I think that my boyfriend is gay. 

Tee-hee~ After watching 5 episodes and the OVA, I'll stop watching and READ the manga now. Continue to watch episode 6 and 7 while I wait for the release of episode 8!!! Yes! It will be out by tomorrow NIGHT! So will episode 19 of Gosick! Ahhhhhh, another reason why I love Fridays. But... Some things just ruin the love-Friday mood. The top reason is of course Rebecca Black's awful song Friday. Don't remind me.

Wow. After watching Sekai-ichi Hatsuiko, lives of manga authors and editors are THAT scary O_O


BEHOLD! The editors.


Aha~ Editor-in-Chief. Takano. 
He reminds me of Usagi from Junjou Romantica.
The perfect seme. AHHHH~


Ritsu. Brown hair, green eyes... 
The same as Misaki from Junjou Romantica.
Only...
Misaki is cuter~


Nakamura Shungiku sure is good at writing BL. Ahhhh~ I love her~

I don't know why, but in BL, the seme tend to have a square face, and the uke have... Sharp chin and big eyes... More girly... But... DAMN, they just look so good together, making me feel jealous.

Always wondering how it feels like to date a girl, I know I can experience it someday... But... The thing I'm more interested in knowing is, how does it feel like to be a guy, that dates another guy =x

I always have these fantasies of my life turning out like those in manga and anime. AHAHAHA. Suddenly, I feel like being a guy. The main purpose of course, is so that I could date another guy, and be gay. Hehehe. I just make you want to slap me, don't I?

Stories... They are too good to be true. Why wont she just tell me that she likes me too?! That will make everything more dramatic, and I'll have to choose between her and him which I really can't but truthfully can!!! Oooh, that would make me in the middle, acting as a rope for tug of war. Fair skin, pretty legs, shiny eyes and soft hair... Ahhh~

GEEZUS!

I have to STOP thinking about her, or else, this is going to be BAD for ME. I'll be stuck at home writing about my own yuri fantasies if she still wont leave my mind. I never tried writing yaoi... WAIT... I have... 

Never mind... I will now go to Mangafox and excite myself to sleep.

I blush, I jump, I close my eyes, wrap myself in my blanket and roll in my rocking chair while watching BL. 










Saturday, 5 February 2011

In Case You All Come Knocking Post

I didn't get to watch the original version of I Spit On Your Grave. It was banned in... Probably the whole world =_=

I hope I downloaded the original uncensored version...  But... I doubt that I did... Hmm... We're all sadistic people. Go read the info on the film on Wikipedia. A 1978 movie... Why ban it? Guess I wont know... SINCE YOU GUYS CUT OUT SO MANY HORRIBLE THINGS FROM THAT MOVIE!

Click on this link to read it, if you're too damn bored.

[http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/I_Spit_on_Your_Grave]

Turns out, the movie has a sequel =_=

[http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Savage_Vengeance]

I don't get why they need to ban it.The world today is already so corrupted, and if men are having the fun raping and murdering women, then why can't women learn a few tricks or two? Of course... Nobody EVER agrees with me. Cause I'm cynic.

UGH

Never mind.

I wont be knocking on people's doors, but people come knocking at my door? GREAT. Make yourselves at home, cause, I wont be caring much. Sitting in the hall feeling awkward cause it's people you ain't familiar with... I'M SO EXCITED.

NOT!!!

Oh, and in case you all come at a bad time... I don't know, if my uncle feels like watching the original 1978 I Spit On Your Grave... Then I will obviously be watching it with him and my bro. Maybe grandma will be watching too... Unless you all wanna see some brutal gang rape and some sadistic revenge... My mum will be out in the hall chatting with you all instead of me.

In case you all come knocking... And hear those pained women sounds from the TV room... It wont be porn. It will be a woman, brutally gang raped. And if you hear men shouting, it's not vampires, it's a woman torturing them.

I already watched the 2010 remake of I Spit On Your Grave... So, I'm just gonna compare the two.

I can't wait!

Nobody cares about the RATED 18 AND ABOVE warning these days. I'm 15 and I have an adult content warning before you can enter my blog. What can I say... I'm me... And gosh... I'm a girl... While other women are from Venus, I for one, am from Pluto.

I've told countless lies, but the lie that I told the most is...

I HAVE READ THE TERMS AND CONDITIONS


What can I say...  WHO THE HELL WOULD GO READ THE GOD DAMN T&C?

Yeesh.

Here's a good night to all of you~

Always
Be
Careful
.
Don't
Ever
Forget
Girl
.
Happy
Involve
.
Just
Keep
Loving
Me
.
No
Other
Person
Quite
Reasonable
Shall
Treat
U
Very
Well
Xcept me,
You'll
Zee
.
.
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ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ

Alphabetz~

Monday, 15 November 2010

Spirited Away~

Wow, I think I'm gonna borrow the disc from ZN, I think she bought My Neighbor Totoro... Or maybe it was a set?? I forgot...

In the middle of her family's move to the suburbs, a sullen 10-year-old girl wanders into a world ruled by gods, witches, and monsters; where humans are changed into animals; and a bathhouse for these creatures.


I just watched Spirited Away, yea... I'm 9 years too late. The English dub was made last year?? I don't know... Remind me to NEVER watch English dubs... They may be convenient... But... They call their names weirdly and sometimes... They just don't feel right???

Haha... Whatever...

I don't really know about Hayao Miyazaki, since I've just watched like... ONE of his many classics.

Spirited Away was really good... Although I didn't like the main character THAT much... But at the end, I think that she's nice. I don't know why... But... I think that it was sad at the end...

Miyazaki is really old, but... In his stories... It's mostly children... I'm not saying that he should write about people his own age... Well... Umm... Let's forget the 'children' part. Who cares how old the characters are when the plot's good...

It was a really nice movie, the drawings are cute too^^

I liked the mouse, and... No Face Spirit???


See? Isn't that mouse cute? Ah, it's so chubby that it looks cute >O<

Well, see? No Face is cute... Look at the white mask... When he moves, it's cute and innocent and clumsy!!! Hyaaaa!

I tend to dislike lead actors/actresses in movies. Well... I like the dragon better, it's... Nice =D

It's very creative, and relaxing. It doesn't make you go all 'Owh... WTF?!' and all that. You just move along with it, like you're ACTUALLY in THAT world... Or maybe that's just me? Well... I know that unlike most movies, this doesn't make you hit yourself in the head about what choices they make. Enjoyable movie... Better than horror movies and action movies. Definitely better than talk shows =D

I don't really need to do much explaining cause... Obviously, no one cares. But if they do, they already watched it. And... I suck at explaining.

About the whole anime non-stop plan... Well... I'm not doing it. It's bad for me. Yeah... I'm also lazy, and I can't pick ONE to watch... One... One... One Piece? Nope. What can I say? I guess I don't like fighting with fire and mages much. I would prefer... Some things like Blood+ and Kuroshitsuji, Vampire Knight... BL... And... Some STRAIGHT romance... No sports... Maybe MORE drama =D

Dammit... Where's my nori?

UGH. How can I make onigiris without nori?! Dammit... Will you stock faster? I've been waiting for over a month now!

Anyway... I'm really blur now...

Funeral tomorrow... Hai.... Hai...

... I know it's a bit too late, but, I've always loved you. No matter how hard I tried, you just never loved me back... You... Know what made me disappointed? The fact that you don't even care enough to dislike me... 

Risako. 
Junjou Romantica- Junjou Terrorist. 



Logging Off@0214

MemeMeRachel 

Friday, 29 October 2010

People Who Crap, They Don't Look In The Fucking Mirror

Firstly, I would like to say... What happened to Eroge Download???!!! Dammit! I was going to get Symphonic Rain Working!!!

UGH. I guess I'll write this and continue studying for my history paper tomorrow. You know something? I don't feel like going for tuition tomorrow morning, I feel like hugging God's leg and hope that I'll memorize all those names of historical pigs, and pig farms. I have to learn about dumb people who can't do anything, and in the end lose everything including their pig farm. Yes, the pigs are OUR so-called HEROES, and the pig farms are, DUH, this piece of 'tanah'. And as for the British, they're the wolves who lie, lie and lie. Hypocrites. I still don't like you Victoria! Even if you're dead!

So, friends... There's been some issues, while, I'm just the busybody who doesn't know the details. Well, I guess being popular isn't that great, people might know you and stuff... But, you never know when your so-called FRIENDS might stab you in the back. Mostly, they just act NICE in front of you, and then, they bitch about you, and your girlfriend... Or boyfriend... And when I say BITCH ABOUT, I don't mean the way me and my friends talk about THEM in a serious way... It's just, you know... They bitch about ya'...

I just can't stand these people.

Yea. Hey, some respect please? WE'RE not rich. You are, okay? She's right you know? At least she controls herself, and you? You don't care if it's in the middle of the night, you can go karaoke, even if you HAVE to walk there...

And YOU... You make me disappointed. We're you like this last time? Or maybe I didn't know you well enough that time to think that you were good. Oh, turns out, you're just another bitch like her. They say that friends make us who we are, and well... That's true, congrats baby, you're officially a bitch. I didn't like you since I turned 13. All those thoughts about you when I was 11 went POOF. People really change once they're in secondary school. I have seen many things... Many... Many examples...

You know what? I like her. Yeah, I LIKE HIS GIRLFRIEND. And when you used to be his girlfriend, I LIKED YOU TOO... A bit... But now... You're inseparable with your C.Bitch, and you know what? I think I might actually go punch you one day... Your name says it all right? Come.C.Punch.

Sometimes, people gotta look in the mirror. Fuck you two, I know you're PRETTY, and probably look at the mirror 24/7, but, I bet it's all about the hair, your contacts and God knows what else. LOOK INSIDE FOR ONCE!

But, oh, I forgot, bitches think that they're SO GREAT that they only care about their looks. Pardon me, but, aside from your boobs being almost the same size as mine, you're not THAT hot. And oh, I still think that my boobs are bigger. Hey, at least I don't show how big they are to guys. And my boobs are still growing, I'll see you when we're 20, but, I guess you'd probably have a boob job by then... Oh well...

You can't always get what you want. So... You're jealous? Hah. If you weren't you wouldn't do that to her. You have people, you have popularity, you have your mouth to help you crap and spread bad rumors about people, but, other than those, you don't have the brains, and the heart. No matter how pretty you are, you'll never fine a serious person if you keep up that attitude of yours. Sure, I may lose to you in looks+popularity, but hey, I don't bitch about the girlfriend of my friend... Maybe a little... But... At least not like you... Publicly... WHAT?! I KEPT TO MYSELF, THIS IS MY FUCKING BLOG! AND I WROTE WORST THINGS ABOUT HER IN MY FUCKING JOURNAL! And oh, I don't bitch about her family... Maybe her sister... But, you know... THAT'S NOT THE POINT...

So, that's it huh? You have nothing left, and, you decided to use your tongue? You can't shut it, can you?

As expected.

But well...

I'm not sure about anything, and, the above one could be anybody you think fits the description. Well, it's girls today, we're all bitches. No matter how well we are, there's a bitch in every living girl, and boy.

I'm not saying that I'm right. I'm not saying that you're wrong. I'm just saying.

Democracy is dead, but, I'm alive, so, why should I care if other things die?

I don't look in the mirror, but, I often think of myself and ways I can change from being a bitch to being a cold hearted loner.


  • I like him, I don't like her. I don't care about them, I care about myself.


I don't bitch about her, I just joke-crap about her, using her as a joke to make people laugh and wanna kill me.

I don't like you but I know you and I consider you as a familiar.

I don't have friends, I have true friends.

I don't care, because I'm a nobody.

I don't like people, but there are some that I can live with and I care about them.

I'm happy, but I don't show how happy I am.

I have emotions but they are useless.

I am afraid of Hell, but I want to see it.

I am afraid of blood, but its color is beautiful.


I can't put in contacts but I use spells.

I'm a rookie, but one day, I'll curse them all.

世界の嘘


レイチェル@0051

Tuesday, 19 October 2010

Books, Books, and More Books. The Exam Plans.

Now that I think of it, I've never really read any play that Shakespeare wrote.

I've always wanted to read Shakespeare's work. They're all tragedies =D
I don't know if Shakespeare's EMO or just a sad dude.
Sorry bro!

LOL

Anyway... I know that I'm suppose to be studying and all... But... Hey... I'm just me, and being me... I can study when there's a smart person beside me willing to help an idiot like me. That's why... I love having Shu Jing sit beside me in class =D
She's not just smart... She hates Korean dramas too! I couldn't ask for a better person beside me!

Hamlet

Macbeth

Romeo and Juliet

Knights of the Round Table

Sherlock Holmes

Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde

King Arthur

Greek Mythology

Some of them aren't Shakespeare. So? I still wanna read em' ya' know? Hey... I just like books. They make me feel smart, and, a book is a single person's best friend. When I have a book, I don't need anyone else. It'll just be me, my books, some tea, trees or Starbucks, or The Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf~

You can't concentrate when you're at McDonald's. People would say that you're a nerd. Reading literature at McDonald's... Who does that???

Okay... So... Why the sudden Shakespeare thing? Well... Cause of today's literature comic = =
Please, don't ask... And of course, because of Kuroshitsuji OVA 1. Yeah, because they did the play 'Hamlet' so I was interested. Sebastian made a GREAT villain, and Ciel did an AWESOME job on stage! Right... No more anime thoughts from now on... Cause I need to FOCUS ON STUDYING!

Romeo and Juliet... Well... I hate love stories, but... What the heck... They died at the end. People do such stupid things outta love. Man... Prince and princess of the enemy country. No wonder their parents forbid them to love each other! If I were their parent... I would lock them up in the dungeon, and wow... I would torture them. Of course... I'm evil... Muahahahahahahaha. I just hate princesses, they're just so pampered and polite, that it kills me! Princes... Are the same. UGH. Have I mentioned that I HATE COMBED HAIR?

Macbeth cause... Well... He's a dumb guy, he can't do anything without his wife. If I remembered correctly, he died cause he was depressed that his wife died, and didn't know what to do so the enemy took that opportunity to kill him. I wonder... Did Shakespeare have a wife????

Knights of the Round Table and King Arthur... Well... Thanks to Fate/Stay Night. Having me interested in King Arthur, and other legends of Babylon, Ireland and I forgot what other country...

And well, Greek Mythology... I've always been interested. Well, they have so many Gods/Goddesses, and some of them are evil, while some of them are not... Wow, I just like those kind of stuff. And you know who's my favorite Greek God? Hades, Keeper of the Underworld. Yeah. I use to love Zeus more, but, you know what? Hades is better.

Yeah... I'm writing so much because I want to forget about Loveless. Just. Forget about Soubi. Nobody can cosplay him! NOBODY! And well... I'm trying to keep myself focused on the RIGHT things. I just have to wait till after finals. And then... Junjou Romantica...

As for studying, I will study. BM is on the first day, so, I'll study the BM novel crap on Sunday. Chinese, I am kinda studying it. Science, I just need to flip through it. English, re-read the novel. Maybe. History, oh man, I need to start tomorrow. Geography, I've always relied on my common sense, but, I'll look through it. Math, I've always hated it, and I curse those who found out formulas for everything. Damn geniuses were too bored back then. I'll read through the steps of calculating whatever, and probably forget everything afterwards. Hey, at least I read. KHB, I don't have time for you! Civic and Moral, GO TO HELL. PJK and Art, what the hell... Wei Ni, lemme see those answers, kay! Thanks!

That's about my study plan. I'm shocked. I never study.

True, I don't give a damn about my grades, but, I hate losing to people who likes to show off in front of me. Heh. I may still suck after studying, but... At least I know that I WILL NOT ask ACS students about the questions. Even if everyone else does, I WONT. Unless of course, they tell me. I wont ask. I know, nobility is useless in this century, but, at least I'm true to myself. I didn't say anything about not cheating though. I'll try my best not to look at other people's answer... But... What will I do about Math paper 2??? That just kills me. 60 marks man... I can't even get 20...

Yes, I suck that much at Math! I hate it! I hate it! I hate it!

Don't you come and qun me when you get your results. And oh, one more thing, you will never win against Shu Jing. Yeah, I'll support her any day! Even if you and me are the last ones on Earth and there's a pebble in between us, I'd rather pick that God damned pebble as a companion for life! 



Cucumbers make good snacks when reading manga and watching anime.

MemeMe@Rae-Chan_11.31pm

Thursday, 7 January 2010

Saying And Quotes~


You're Mine

So true~



Not a Perfect Girl


I don't really comb my hair anyway. I REALLY like being unperfect, it feels me...






You Just <span class=


How many of you know WHO I REALLY AM?



Who I am


Yes, yes, yes, I so love myself.



You Really Have No Idea



Okay, which bitch wanna try seeing my REAL bitchy side? Any volunteers?


Point In Your Life

And where is that point in my life exactly?

Never Find Another Like Me

Mm-Hm, true that.




Greatest Challenge


Sounds easier than Maths to me, besides, I don't want anyone... Or do I?


Best Thing Ever!

But of course, YOU FORGET~


I'll Always Have Your Back

Yea! Does this mean I can slap you guys?



Do What Makes You Happy

I WILL LOVE MYSELF FOREVER! And again, who makes me smile?


LIFE

oO, does this mean I gotta try some new un-tested slimming thingy, go on a diet, I love what I have, I just wanna love someone~


At Your Side

Yes, and I love you guys, did you guys ever leave my side? I dunno... Did you guys leave?


Define: Friend


But, NOBODY likes me... Do my friends like me? Hmm?

Letting Go

Mm-Hm, I'm still not there yet...


You Can Say

YEA! To all you bitches who bitch talk me~


Someone Out There


Will I ever find 'the guy above'? Nice, if I could... How much I couldn't?

Live Laugh Love

Okay! My problem is I just feel like giving up on Maths cause I suck at it more than I suck with love...


News Flash


Yea bitch, I don't. So, STFU and please your fucking self first! Asshole!

In And Out


Will you guys be kind enough to do so?

Life Goes On

It does go on, I just gotta figure out how can I survive in school with my Maths like this... I'm HOPELESS!


I don't think that ANYONE just read what I wrote, if some kind person read it, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE leave a comment, I don't care even if you say 'fuck you', I just wanna know who's THAT kind to read some thing I just wrote...


BYE BYE~