My internet is being ridiculously slow these days, so what better way to stop myself from smashing the modem than to blog? Once this "write post" page is loaded, I can spend as much time as I want here, without having to wait... Until it's time to press the orange button that says "publish"
Honestly, I came on here without anything in mind. There's no topic, no emotions that I want to pour out, nor is there anything interesting that's happening at the moment. Right now, all I'm looking at is the screen, I didn't even know that my fingers knew the positions of each alphabet so well! I still have my socks on, my bra is lying on my lap and I'm making a sort of the-fuck-did-I-write-that-for face.
July already, huh?
This morning, I finally forced myself to do some mathematics exercises... CHAPTER ONE T^T I'm a horrible student, I know. I wonder how Siah Pang Seng felt when he walked over to my desk only to see me, his student for a year and a half already, start the first page of the workbook when other people have already finished all the exercises inside.
Even so, it's never too late to start. Hey, at least I'm trying, okay? I know I'm not the best, but I'm putting a little bit of effort into learning something! This is the first time in seventeen years that I voluntarily take out my mathematics book and ask my friends to teach me. I wonder if I'll be able to get a C for mathematics in SPM... Yeah, my hopes aren't too high for it since I'm aiming for the more arty subs like literature and history.
To all my juniors out there, if you choose to go into the science stream even though you know you suck at science and maths, YOU'RE GONNA HAVE A BAAAAAAAAD TIME! Heed my warning! My brother was kind enough to tell me that I'd regret the fuck out of going into the science stream back when he was in form five, but stupid little me didn't take his advice. Please, don't make the same mistake that I made... Albeit bearable, you'd still be left behind.
Dennis facepalmed himself when he found out I was a science student. Everyone knows just how hopeless my ability to understand logic is, and thus have given up on ever hoping that Rachel Cheong Yun Xuan will ever ace mathematical and science subjects. My parents have one eye closed when it comes to me and maths-- shows just how horrible I am, doesn't it? Even grandpa stopped tutoring me... T^T
Biology is the only one science subject that I'm actually good at, probably because it doesn't need much logic and has very very little questions that requires calculations-- thank goodness for that! I failed chemistry because there's too much calculations but passed physics because at least I've got some common sense in me!
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What am I doing? Going on and on and on about my studies. It doesn't comfort me at all that I'm a horrible student! What's worse is that I'm making it known to the world!
Man, now I'm gonna feel all depressed again because I feel under prepared for my SPM. Literature? Still got a handful of poems to study, a few short stories to read and a drama to re-read and analyze. Sigh... I wonder if I can do it after all... I have doubts, you know? I can't remember the texts so well...
Alright, I'm challenging myself. I'll study all the required pieces for literature this Sunday, and I will finish them while sipping a cup of coffee-free caramel frappucino. Of course, I'll enjoy each written piece of art as I go, it would go against my principles not to! I don't believe in brain-dead studying =)
Mr.Internet, I hate you. I have to utilize you now, to search the world wide web for the poems and short stories in my syllabus, not to mention the analysis for the novel Holes and the drama An Inspector Calls. UGH.
Wish me luck. I'm aiming for seven As.
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Thursday, 4 July 2013
Tuesday, 16 October 2012
Writing on a Tuesday Night
I have read approximately 10 pages of my history notebook, but somehow, it felt as if I had read a hundred pages already. I want to say this to my history paper: Come at me, bro.
Ironically, I'm writing on a Tuesday night. For the past few months, I have observed my writing patterns and Tuesday happens to be the day where I cannot write at all! I just realized that I had my English test on a Tuesday... It's all clear to me now, the fact that I couldn't write this morning was because today's a freaking Tuesday! I will not accept a failure! I WILL NOT! God, please don't let me fail. Of all the things I could write about, I chose the one thing that I couldn't describe: my best childhood memory. I disagreed with the title of the essay at the end of my essay. FML.
Macadamia bit me again just now. Haha. I left my hand inside the blanket it was sleeping in... Serves me right! She's unusually defensive today though; I wonder if it's because I applied some insect repellent or it's because my hands smell like crab =-= Lazy little hedgehog is sleeping again. So much for being nocturnal huh? She sleeps 24 hours a day! Not a sound from the little fella. Thanks to her, my biological clock is set to wake me up at around five in the morning; I clean her poop and wipe her pee after I fill her food bowl with cat food. It usually takes about five minutes... Unless she stepped on her poop the night before and I have to scrub-scrub-scrub the floor! Anyway, I find her lovely albeit she has bad table etiquette and can be quite the grump. Hpmh.
Grandma--like always-- is pronouncing Macadamia's name wrongly. She calls her Macedonia, a country in southeastern Europe. Ah, grandma~ she calls my neighbour Soleha (a maid we use to have) when her name is actually Zaleha.
My next blog post will probably be about the lies I want to tell, so be prepared for an entry full of lies! Lies or not though, they're all related to my current situation.
Is it the mating season for crickets again? They are really loud today! I checked my windows to see if they were shut because even my room echoed with the shrill creaking sounds of horny male crickets; it's kind of repulsive when the relaxing sound of nature is actually millions of insects and animals trying to get laid. Yikes. Let's ignore the fact for now.
I know that it's very random of me to want to include something about my love life in a post like this... But what the heck, here's the last line of the traditional ballad Scarborough Fair:
Ironically, I'm writing on a Tuesday night. For the past few months, I have observed my writing patterns and Tuesday happens to be the day where I cannot write at all! I just realized that I had my English test on a Tuesday... It's all clear to me now, the fact that I couldn't write this morning was because today's a freaking Tuesday! I will not accept a failure! I WILL NOT! God, please don't let me fail. Of all the things I could write about, I chose the one thing that I couldn't describe: my best childhood memory. I disagreed with the title of the essay at the end of my essay. FML.
Macadamia bit me again just now. Haha. I left my hand inside the blanket it was sleeping in... Serves me right! She's unusually defensive today though; I wonder if it's because I applied some insect repellent or it's because my hands smell like crab =-= Lazy little hedgehog is sleeping again. So much for being nocturnal huh? She sleeps 24 hours a day! Not a sound from the little fella. Thanks to her, my biological clock is set to wake me up at around five in the morning; I clean her poop and wipe her pee after I fill her food bowl with cat food. It usually takes about five minutes... Unless she stepped on her poop the night before and I have to scrub-scrub-scrub the floor! Anyway, I find her lovely albeit she has bad table etiquette and can be quite the grump. Hpmh.
Grandma--like always-- is pronouncing Macadamia's name wrongly. She calls her Macedonia, a country in southeastern Europe. Ah, grandma~ she calls my neighbour Soleha (a maid we use to have) when her name is actually Zaleha.
My next blog post will probably be about the lies I want to tell, so be prepared for an entry full of lies! Lies or not though, they're all related to my current situation.
Is it the mating season for crickets again? They are really loud today! I checked my windows to see if they were shut because even my room echoed with the shrill creaking sounds of horny male crickets; it's kind of repulsive when the relaxing sound of nature is actually millions of insects and animals trying to get laid. Yikes. Let's ignore the fact for now.
I know that it's very random of me to want to include something about my love life in a post like this... But what the heck, here's the last line of the traditional ballad Scarborough Fair:
When he has done and finished his work.
Parsley, Sage, Rosemary and Thyme:Oh, tell him to come and he'll have his shirt,And he shall be a true lover of mine.
Scarborough Fair
Thursday, 11 October 2012
Alienware M14x or hp Pavilion dv4?
I have never felt anxious about exams because I already know my outcomes. I know what I can do and what I can't; I just live with it unlike SOME people I know who try to memorize as many answers as possibly just so they'd get good grades.
Anyway, instead of fretting of my grades like a normal Asian should, I'm more anxious about getting a new laptop. I have two choices in mind right now: Alienware M14x and hp Pavilion dv4.
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| Alienware M14x |
- 3rd Generation Intel® Core™ i7-3630QM Processor (6MB Cache, up to 3.4GHz w/ Turbo Boost 2.0)
- Windows® 7 Home Premium SP1 64bit (English)
- 14.0" (35.56 cm) WLED HD+ (900p) display (1600X900)
- 8GB2 Dual Channel DDR3 SDRAM at 1600MHz
- 1TB 5400RPM Hard Drive
- 2 GB GDDR5 NVIDIA® GeForce®GT 650M using NVIDIA Optimus™ technology
- Slot Load 8X DVD+/-RW Drive with DVD+R double layer write capability
- 2.92kg
Of course, the main reason why I even considered it was because it's a gaming laptop. Perfect for RPGs, great graphics and decent sound; it's all I need in a laptop. Since I only play offline, I think it's a waste for me to get this laptop. I have very low self-esteem and I'm not very good with people so I can't battle online, I'd panic if something goes wrong and I- and probably the rest of the players- would blame myself when my team loses.
Tell me that a girl like me shouldn't get a laptop like that because it'd just be wasting.
Operating system
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Windows® 7 Home Premium 64
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Processors
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Intel® Core™ i5-3210M
• 2.5 GHz |
Chipset
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Intel HM77 Express
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Memory, standard
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4 GB 1600 MHz DDR3 (1 x 4 GB)
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Memory slots
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2 user accessible
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Graphics
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NVIDIA GeForce GT 630M (2 GB DDR3 dedicated)
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Hard drive description
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750 GB SATA (7200 rpm)
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Compared to M14x, seeing Pavilion dv4's processor speed at 2.5 GHz makes my heart ache a lot. This looks like your average laptop; plain, boring. It is affordable though, about HALF the price of M14x. My parents would consider getting me this laptop if I asked them since it's only about RM2500. If I work hard and be stingy enough, I could even save enough to buy it!
Tell me to get this one, since it's something a girl like me should have: plain, affordable, plain.
Ah, I need some comments... I'm always indecisive like this. I really want M14x, but if I think about it economically... T^T BUT I STILL WANT IT...! Anyway, give me your opinions.
I will not be able to sleep tonight, I'm sure of it. I'll be tossing and turning in bed, thinking about which laptop I should get and how I can earn money fast enough to get myself the one I want. ~!@#$%^&*()_+ It's exam month too!
Unless my current laptop 'accidentally' falls out my room window, I don't think that my parents will listen to my proposal for a new laptop. Hmph. One time, my siblings and relatives even signed a petition asking dad for an air-conditioner in the hall and he just looked at our signatures, said "meh" and went back to lazing around.
I can't complain much. My parents are already kind enough to buy me an air ticket to Australia as a gift for my 16th birthday. Asking for a new laptop when they've already spent so much is kind of rude and bratty... Hmm... I guess I'll do enough part-time jobs and earn as much as I possibly can; here's the ironic part of things: my mom doesn't want me working part-time yet she complains that I spend too much of dad's hard-earned money.
It's late.
Leave your comments! or just talk to me when you see me.
Wednesday, 10 October 2012
Head in the Clouds
Finals start tomorrow; the opening subject is biology and what am I doing? Planning what to do and where to go when I arrive Sydney this coming December, eating McDonald's, typing with oily fingers and thinking about my pet who is just upstairs.
I simply have NO mood at all to study. I find that even staring at the fan turn is more interesting than reading a line in my biology book. I feel absolutely HOPELESS and I really, really, really regret choosing the science stream. Sometimes, I wonder how my life would turn out to be like if I transferred to convent back in March... Why didn't I though, it's not like the things I'm staying in Nan Hwa for matters a lot -or at least that is what I tell myself- to me.
SUMMER! SUMMER IN AUSTRALIA!
Sorry, I was having boobies and bikinis in my head.
Ah... Sigh...
I find that my relationship is going downhill as well. As I have more and more freedom, I realize that I don't want to be tied to a single person. In other words, I realize that I'm not ready to commit myself just yet. The reason why I even stay in this current relationship is because I don't want to friendzone him. Honestly, he's like a best-friend that I've never had but since he's a guy, I made him my boyfriend. The fact that I want him only as a best-friend scares me... Could it be that we're too close? So close that I think of him as a brother instead of a partner... I talk about the girl I like with him, I mention how I love soft boobs with pink nipples to him, we share the most embarrassing secrets with each other and we say the darnest things too! I love him... I don't know...
The above paragraph just made my sound like a guy, didn't it? Do not doubt my gender, for I have boobies!
Before November and TIMBC could come, I'm already thinking about the events that are going to happen afterwards.
I find that this year's final exam is really depressing for me. I just don't want to hit the books! Not to mention that I have to skip a day of the exams because I have to go to Singapore to make my I.C. I'm happy that the subject that I'm going to miss is moral, yet sad at the same time because additional mathematics isn't on the same day but the next, which makes things worse tenfold.
I'm really lazy, and if you want me to tell you the truth, I DON'T WANT TO GO FOR TIMBC 2012.
As I thought, not transferring to convent was a BIG mistake.
I'd lost interest in what I do. I don't see the point in what I do and MUST do anymore. A wise man once said: "If you lose your passion, then it's better to leave than to pressure yourself, myself and everybody here."
It's time to bond with Macadamia again...
Ah, that's right, I haven't updated this blog in a while... I've got a pet hedgehog, Macadamia. She's an African Pygmy and I'll upload a picture or two when I finally take them. Anyway, I don't keep her in a cage because I see no reason to since I know where to find her during the day. She's nocturnal so putting her in a cage at night is useless and it gives me more work because she gets shit all over her cage... ONE time... ONE time was enough to make me stop putting her in a cage. I'm not sure if letting her run free like this is okay or not though... Are there any other hedgehog owners that don't keep their hedgies in a cage?
Going to McDonald's
in my underwear.
Sunday, 13 May 2012
Procrastination at its Best
As the water beat against my back, I told myself that I'd do some hardcore studying today... Then, I started singing Adele's Set Fire to the Rain while shampooing my bushy hair.
An idea hit me.
Since I have no mic, I can't sing on Karaoke Party so I'll just go on Youtube and search for karaoke versions of songs to scream out... But what about Chemistry? There's a test tomorrow... and I still don't know what comes after Beryllium. Not to mention I suck at balancing out chemical equations!
I came out of the shower and Googled 'how to balance chemical equations'. After 2 minutes of reading, I proudly told myself that I've studied. But in reality, we all know that I still don't know shit~ So, the horrible singing begins!
My neighbours and family should be thankful that I was't singing with the real karaoke system! I just sang quite out-of-tunely in front of my laptop. The only song that I THINK sounded good was Yellow, by Coldplay. Ehehe, maybe because it's slow, warm and lovely? I don't know? But well, I'm just happy that I procrastinated against studying. MUAHAHAHA! That isn't very good, now is it?
I've been lazing off at home since Thursday, and the only real studying I did was... Barely a chapter of Biology... Uh-oh, that can't be good! The reason why I don't think that I should be burying my head in reference books is because I THINK THAT I HAVE A LOT OF TIME. Out of the 10 or 11 subjects, I only take 4 or 5 seriously... Other than that, I never study for language; I just do some last minute flip-through and hope for the best. I have a thing against memorizing art! Or in this case, stealing people's writings. Shame on you!
The only books I will take out are biology, history and chemistry. Even though it's my first year getting to know physics, I've already given up on that bastard! There's just no way I can understand the laws of Isaac Fucking Newton! UGH! It's all the apple's fault again! How many times must that God damned fruit change humanity?! We all know the other subject that I've blacklisted, don't we? In case ya' don't, it's additional mathematics. Additional maths is like magic, you space out for even a second, then everything the teacher taught will go POOF. That is what happens to me every Thursday afternoon during additional maths tuition.
Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers out there! Well, don't go check on what your kids are doing. You might not like what you see =p
I don't know what to do on the net these days... Sigh... I open up my browser and stare blankly at Google's logo... And on special occasions where they animate the logo, I'd look at the alphabets dance and when they're done, I'd open up a new tab to see it all over again... I exaggerated a bit too much back there, don't go thinking I'm some sort of weird hobo, okay?
I'm gonna roll in bed, just so I can let time pass by NOT studying~
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Have a nice day.
Tuesday, 9 August 2011
WHAT A WASTE OF PAPER!
Hi hi! The week long torture simulator has ended! Now, all I've gotta do is sit back, relax, and wait for the real thing.
THEY WASTE SO MUCH PAPER!
I just cleared out my bag, and I took out so many sets of questions. After taking out a stack, I looked inside my bag- Another one. When I thought that I had taken out everything, another set of questions pop out. Ah. that pile of paper lying on the floor, there is this itch to burn it and send them all to hell, but... That will just be polluting the environment.
SO... I am going to recycle my test papers =D
But then... Won't the teachers want us to paste them in our books? Do corrections and whatever? Oh well... These people are so... So... So... What do you call that... So... So... So... UGH. I give up, I can't think of a word.
I'm such a bad person, the last test, I stuffed all the question papers into the trash D=
So sad.
Hmm... Let's see... I'll be rummaging around this bloody messy room of mine for recyclable items. I keep my soap bottles in a drawer, waiting... For the day my lazy ass finally decides to take them to the recycling bins. Ah, I wonder if used condoms are recyclable O_O NOT THAT I HAVE ANY USED CONDOM ANYWHERE!!!!!! I swear. I don't have any used condoms anywhere. For the time being.
=)
DON'T GET THE WRONG IDEA!
=_=
Ah, I feel so sleepy. Sleeping too much in the exam hall kills you, damn it. Hmm... I wonder if people really do die in exam halls. Hmm... Something I will never know...
Tsk. Tsk. Tsk. I feel so heart broken looking at the pile of hateful papers. I hope when I recycle them, they don't come back as my toilet paper!
Uhuhu, every time something like this is over... I'll be movie marathon-ing, otaku-ing, and not sleeping. Oh yeah... That reminds me, I still have to go to school, and... Band practice. UGH. I'm so lazy. Oh... Why do we practice six days a week again? HELLO, I HAVE A LIFE! Please don't ruin it by kicking me out when I go on holidays. o zero o.
Ooh... I see a red plastic bag *v*
When will I go to Pos Laju? I have something to post... I'm too lazy, maybe I wont go post it... I think I'll wait for him to come back before I hand my torn journal to him. Ah, I don't feel like giving it. It is messy, and depressing, I feel like burning... Uh, I mean RECYCLING... It.
What a waste of paper, I think I should just save my diary in my laptop instead of... Writing 4 books a year =_= ouch.
THEY WASTE SO MUCH PAPER!
I just cleared out my bag, and I took out so many sets of questions. After taking out a stack, I looked inside my bag- Another one. When I thought that I had taken out everything, another set of questions pop out. Ah. that pile of paper lying on the floor, there is this itch to burn it and send them all to hell, but... That will just be polluting the environment.
SO... I am going to recycle my test papers =D
But then... Won't the teachers want us to paste them in our books? Do corrections and whatever? Oh well... These people are so... So... So... What do you call that... So... So... So... UGH. I give up, I can't think of a word.
I'm such a bad person, the last test, I stuffed all the question papers into the trash D=
So sad.
Hmm... Let's see... I'll be rummaging around this bloody messy room of mine for recyclable items. I keep my soap bottles in a drawer, waiting... For the day my lazy ass finally decides to take them to the recycling bins. Ah, I wonder if used condoms are recyclable O_O NOT THAT I HAVE ANY USED CONDOM ANYWHERE!!!!!! I swear. I don't have any used condoms anywhere. For the time being.
=)
DON'T GET THE WRONG IDEA!
=_=
Ah, I feel so sleepy. Sleeping too much in the exam hall kills you, damn it. Hmm... I wonder if people really do die in exam halls. Hmm... Something I will never know...
Tsk. Tsk. Tsk. I feel so heart broken looking at the pile of hateful papers. I hope when I recycle them, they don't come back as my toilet paper!
Uhuhu, every time something like this is over... I'll be movie marathon-ing, otaku-ing, and not sleeping. Oh yeah... That reminds me, I still have to go to school, and... Band practice. UGH. I'm so lazy. Oh... Why do we practice six days a week again? HELLO, I HAVE A LIFE! Please don't ruin it by kicking me out when I go on holidays. o zero o.
Ooh... I see a red plastic bag *v*
When will I go to Pos Laju? I have something to post... I'm too lazy, maybe I wont go post it... I think I'll wait for him to come back before I hand my torn journal to him. Ah, I don't feel like giving it. It is messy, and depressing, I feel like burning... Uh, I mean RECYCLING... It.
What a waste of paper, I think I should just save my diary in my laptop instead of... Writing 4 books a year =_= ouch.
Thursday, 14 July 2011
Random Thursday in July
Monthly exams are OVER! But this time, it isn't "YAY! Let's skip school and go on holiday!" in fact, this time it's "Oh shit no! Trials are almost here! Oh God! Oh God! And after trials, the real thing will be here! Noooo!" =_=
I forgot what I did today, the whole day was BLURRY for me. Half awake doing everything. I think I had a ballroom dance with Winnie in class. Hmm... Did I bitch-talk about people today... Most likely YES, because... There isn't one day in my life that I'm not crapping about somebody, even if it's the same old crap, it just... Never gets old.
I love surprises, we all love surprises. I wonder how well I can plan a sneak attack. Uhuhu, I'm such a cheeky girl. I have something in mind... I just hope that I'm not too late D=
I know I always say this... But... Jesus, if you make it happen, I swear, I will follow mum to church. Okay, FINE, I'd just go for ONE session... Sheesh. So... CAN YOU MAKE IT COME TRUE?! I'm not asking for much, oh no, I don't want first place, I just want a SURPRISE ATTACK =)
Oh yeah, guess what...
Even though it is laughable, because the questions are damn easy, I'm happy that I passed, and it is your business that you make fun of my stupidness. Hey, at least I got 12/30, and not 3/30 like SOMEBODY. Whatever, I'm happy that I'm able to pass.
Ahh, I finally watched The Roommate. I now have the ROOMMATE PHOBIA. When I go to college next time, I wanna live with someone I know, or just live alone, or just live with a dog! Ahhh! I don't wanna have a psycho hot lesbian roommate... I JUST WANNA HAVE A HOT LESBIAN ROOMMATE! Minus the PSYCHO... Shivers... Crazy bitch...
I wanna try something next time... If I get the chance to go to a bar, I'd look at a girl, and hope she looks at me too. Then, I'd follow her into the restroom. When she talks to me, I'd get closer and closer to her. Then when she applies her lipstick, I'd ask her "What flavour?" and have her lend it to me. Holding the lipstick, I'll ask her whether or not I can taste it. When she tells me to go ahead, and leans her face closer to mine, I'd kiss her. And then, go back to her place. Ah, the perfect plan.
SLAP!
SLAP!
WHACK!
BAM!
I helped to hit myself so mum won't have to chase me and strangle me because of my abnormalness. She always complains about this. But... I'm not writing nonsense... Okay, maybe I am... But, this is me, so if I'm weird, I can't help it, not everyone in this world is normal ya' know. I'm just the special type who needs a bit of tightening, or maybe I just lost a few screws growing up.
I'm so bored. Mr.Too is asleep already. I can't share my thoughts anymore. Aww... That bastard loves lesbians. I'll say no more, or else he is going to kill me and have my blog reported. Hah... Lesbian Loving Little Fucking Pedo-Pervert Drummer Boy...
Oh my, Zongxu's nickname gets worse everyday. At first, it was just... Little Fucking Drummer Boy. Ah, I guess he already naik pangkat~
R-R-R... RAICHU?! O_O
YES! I'm Pikachu's... Uhh... IDK what...
Anyway, have a good night, and enjoy your dreams.
MemeMeRachel_2344
I forgot what I did today, the whole day was BLURRY for me. Half awake doing everything. I think I had a ballroom dance with Winnie in class. Hmm... Did I bitch-talk about people today... Most likely YES, because... There isn't one day in my life that I'm not crapping about somebody, even if it's the same old crap, it just... Never gets old.
I love surprises, we all love surprises. I wonder how well I can plan a sneak attack. Uhuhu, I'm such a cheeky girl. I have something in mind... I just hope that I'm not too late D=
I know I always say this... But... Jesus, if you make it happen, I swear, I will follow mum to church. Okay, FINE, I'd just go for ONE session... Sheesh. So... CAN YOU MAKE IT COME TRUE?! I'm not asking for much, oh no, I don't want first place, I just want a SURPRISE ATTACK =)
Oh yeah, guess what...
I PASSED MY MATHS TEST!
Even though it is laughable, because the questions are damn easy, I'm happy that I passed, and it is your business that you make fun of my stupidness. Hey, at least I got 12/30, and not 3/30 like SOMEBODY. Whatever, I'm happy that I'm able to pass.
Ahh, I finally watched The Roommate. I now have the ROOMMATE PHOBIA. When I go to college next time, I wanna live with someone I know, or just live alone, or just live with a dog! Ahhh! I don't wanna have a psycho hot lesbian roommate... I JUST WANNA HAVE A HOT LESBIAN ROOMMATE! Minus the PSYCHO... Shivers... Crazy bitch...
I wanna try something next time... If I get the chance to go to a bar, I'd look at a girl, and hope she looks at me too. Then, I'd follow her into the restroom. When she talks to me, I'd get closer and closer to her. Then when she applies her lipstick, I'd ask her "What flavour?" and have her lend it to me. Holding the lipstick, I'll ask her whether or not I can taste it. When she tells me to go ahead, and leans her face closer to mine, I'd kiss her. And then, go back to her place. Ah, the perfect plan.
SLAP!
SLAP!
WHACK!
BAM!
I helped to hit myself so mum won't have to chase me and strangle me because of my abnormalness. She always complains about this. But... I'm not writing nonsense... Okay, maybe I am... But, this is me, so if I'm weird, I can't help it, not everyone in this world is normal ya' know. I'm just the special type who needs a bit of tightening, or maybe I just lost a few screws growing up.
I'm so bored. Mr.Too is asleep already. I can't share my thoughts anymore. Aww... That bastard loves lesbians. I'll say no more, or else he is going to kill me and have my blog reported. Hah... Lesbian Loving Little Fucking Pedo-Pervert Drummer Boy...
Oh my, Zongxu's nickname gets worse everyday. At first, it was just... Little Fucking Drummer Boy. Ah, I guess he already naik pangkat~
R-R-R... RAICHU?! O_O
YES! I'm Pikachu's... Uhh... IDK what...
Anyway, have a good night, and enjoy your dreams.
May Lady GaGa be in your dreams teaching you English, and Katy Perry kiss you so she could taste your cherry chapstick, while dancing with Britney Spears and Ke$ha till the world ends. Throw a grenade at Bruno Mars, and a dynamite at Taio Cruz while you both are getting higher. Love the way Eminem lies to you that he needs a doctor.
MemeMeRachel_2344
Tuesday, 23 November 2010
Wish Ya'll SPM Candidates The Best, and Good Luck
It's just as the title says...
Well... I'm sorry, but, I kinda lost your numbers... I lost the number... That was most important to me... So... I guess he'll be receiving one less good luck message... He doesn't really give a damn anyway.
I... Only have 3 numbers... Of all the form fives...
Well...
Since I'm so damn free, I'll wish everyone that I can think of good luck later...
I will support you guys mentally... In my sleep...
Nehh... Sorry... If I spelled you names wrong... Most of you... I don't know, and don't like... But... Good Luck Anyways...
Diong Hai Teng
Ding Hong Leong Goh Swee Kai???
Yeoh Hui Bao
Lee Hui Ming
Ching Huei Su???
Ong Huey Pei
Fiona... Ling...
David Ling
uhh...
Ling Siew Wei???
Lianne???
ehhh...
Anyone else????
I seriously don't know....
Good luck everyone... Even if I don't know HALF the people in the list above... All the best to you guys...
Do well...
Do well...
Do well...
That's all I can think of right now...
Don't be nervous... Or anything... Cause, you don't have to be nervous... It's just a test... A very important one... I guess... No pressure... Haa...
Just try your best and everything... Will... Turn out how it turns out...
It'll be fine, no matter how bad it is, everything's gonna be okay...
Just okay...
Fine...
You've all studied hard I suppose...
Do great.
I love you all...
No...
I just love the few of you...
Not all...
Whatever...
GOOD LUCK
Even if this doesn't mean anything...
Still...
There's the thought...
Well... I'm sorry, but, I kinda lost your numbers... I lost the number... That was most important to me... So... I guess he'll be receiving one less good luck message... He doesn't really give a damn anyway.
I... Only have 3 numbers... Of all the form fives...
Well...
Since I'm so damn free, I'll wish everyone that I can think of good luck later...
I will support you guys mentally... In my sleep...
Nehh... Sorry... If I spelled you names wrong... Most of you... I don't know, and don't like... But... Good Luck Anyways...
Tan Shin Yun
Too Zongxu
Ngoo Jia Xun
Diong Hai Teng
Ding Hong Leong Goh Swee Kai???
Yeoh Hui Bao
Lee Hui Ming
Ching Huei Su???
Ong Huey Pei
Fiona... Ling...
David Ling
uhh...
Ling Siew Wei???
Lianne???
ehhh...
Anyone else????
I seriously don't know....
Good luck everyone... Even if I don't know HALF the people in the list above... All the best to you guys...
Do well...
Do well...
Do well...
That's all I can think of right now...
Don't be nervous... Or anything... Cause, you don't have to be nervous... It's just a test... A very important one... I guess... No pressure... Haa...
Just try your best and everything... Will... Turn out how it turns out...
It'll be fine, no matter how bad it is, everything's gonna be okay...
Just okay...
Fine...
You've all studied hard I suppose...
Do great.
I love you all...
No...
I just love the few of you...
Not all...
Whatever...
GOOD LUCK
Even if this doesn't mean anything...
Still...
There's the thought...
GOOD LUCK
Thursday, 11 November 2010
I Failed
Remember when I said that no matter how dumb I may be, I will NEVER fail a subject? Well... I guess I'm dumb enough to fail one subject. Math. No problem, I hate it, it hates me... It's a hate-hate relationship.
I was suppose to write this a LONG time ago, but... It didn't matter. Hey... Mum didn't kill me. So, I thought that it'd be fine... I forgot one tiny bit... One failed subject is... A big problem.
I just needed two more points to pass anyway... What? I didn't cheat... For once in my life, I didn't.
I was going to... But then again, I was on bad terms with a certain somebody that's in front of me... Even if I wanted so badly to copy her paper... I have my pride right? I can't just USE somebody like that... It's just low... So... I think I failed my Math paper because of my silly way of thinking...
I knew that even if I copied her answers, just like last semester, she wouldn't say anything... But... That would be unfair, and like I said... I have my pride...
I will say things again.
I don't care so much for my results, but, if I happen to fail, I will be VERY upset because I have never failed anything, until now.
I'm not smart, but, I'm not so stupid either... So, I'm smart, I just hate Math, and most of the time... I'm so lazy that I don't bother to do the calculations. Yes... This is one of the reason why I failed.
I set goals for my studies, which nobody knows about, not even me. If I'm impressed, I'm impressed. If I'm not... I'll just sit there, and give out a very dark aura.
I don't care about placing. Just so you know, I'm gonna be at the back, cause I failed my fucking Math paper. So, if it comes out, just keep your mouths shut, I don't want to hear even a 'try harder'... And, yes, don't talk to me. OR come near me.
When I get home, if I get shouted, I will take all my snacks, cucumber, and tea to my room, and will never come out. IF I get shouted.
You know what...
I give up. There's no point, is there? When the time comes, I'll just take my fucking results, and go home, so I don't have to see your happy faces.
Yes, I'm jealous. Save the crap about not working hard.
I know, I never worked hard, because, I don't want to, and I don't see the need to. I'm satisfied. And nobody has the right to say that they are disappointed in what I got. It's mine, so it's mine, nobody else needs to tell me anything.
I'm a lazy person. Lazy in some things, and active in others, and... Studying, I just hate that. It's a waste of time studying before exams, if you know, you know. Before the exam, just flip through a bit... You'll manage...
Next year, PMR. I don't know... Just another useless object in the way that I have to clear to move on.
Studying is a pain in the neck. When you find a job, I doubt that it will NEED history. If you're into arts, I doubt that it needs Math...
Whatever...
Clearly, I'm just pissed off.
So...
It's best that nobody says anything next Tuesday.
I never hurt people the way I want to, I'm not strong enough... I always swallow that hate, you know? And then... Meditate... And wow... It's like nothing happened... But believe me, I would like to know...
I forgot where I saw that sentence...
Paint the walls with that crimson color, and drown yourself in that bright color...
Pissed off@0025
MemeMeRachel
I was suppose to write this a LONG time ago, but... It didn't matter. Hey... Mum didn't kill me. So, I thought that it'd be fine... I forgot one tiny bit... One failed subject is... A big problem.
I just needed two more points to pass anyway... What? I didn't cheat... For once in my life, I didn't.
I was going to... But then again, I was on bad terms with a certain somebody that's in front of me... Even if I wanted so badly to copy her paper... I have my pride right? I can't just USE somebody like that... It's just low... So... I think I failed my Math paper because of my silly way of thinking...
I knew that even if I copied her answers, just like last semester, she wouldn't say anything... But... That would be unfair, and like I said... I have my pride...
Ehehe, mum... The score I got for my Math paper last semester... Well... You could say that it was... Fake. Since I copied my WHOLE subjective paper from somebody else...
I could have won... If it wasn't for my stupid Math paper. I hate losing. But.. I don't care... See, I don't care, but, of course, I'm upset... If anybody MAKES me even more pissed, I will seriously lose it and strangle them in front of the whole class. Jeez. Who knew I was so competitive.
I will say things again.
I don't care so much for my results, but, if I happen to fail, I will be VERY upset because I have never failed anything, until now.
I'm not smart, but, I'm not so stupid either... So, I'm smart, I just hate Math, and most of the time... I'm so lazy that I don't bother to do the calculations. Yes... This is one of the reason why I failed.
I set goals for my studies, which nobody knows about, not even me. If I'm impressed, I'm impressed. If I'm not... I'll just sit there, and give out a very dark aura.
I don't care about placing. Just so you know, I'm gonna be at the back, cause I failed my fucking Math paper. So, if it comes out, just keep your mouths shut, I don't want to hear even a 'try harder'... And, yes, don't talk to me. OR come near me.
When I get home, if I get shouted, I will take all my snacks, cucumber, and tea to my room, and will never come out. IF I get shouted.
You know what...
I give up. There's no point, is there? When the time comes, I'll just take my fucking results, and go home, so I don't have to see your happy faces.
Yes, I'm jealous. Save the crap about not working hard.
I know, I never worked hard, because, I don't want to, and I don't see the need to. I'm satisfied. And nobody has the right to say that they are disappointed in what I got. It's mine, so it's mine, nobody else needs to tell me anything.
I'm a lazy person. Lazy in some things, and active in others, and... Studying, I just hate that. It's a waste of time studying before exams, if you know, you know. Before the exam, just flip through a bit... You'll manage...
Next year, PMR. I don't know... Just another useless object in the way that I have to clear to move on.
Studying is a pain in the neck. When you find a job, I doubt that it will NEED history. If you're into arts, I doubt that it needs Math...
Whatever...
Clearly, I'm just pissed off.
So...
It's best that nobody says anything next Tuesday.
I never hurt people the way I want to, I'm not strong enough... I always swallow that hate, you know? And then... Meditate... And wow... It's like nothing happened... But believe me, I would like to know...
Murder is an art of enjoyment...
I forgot where I saw that sentence...
Paint the walls with that crimson color, and drown yourself in that bright color...
Pissed off@0025
MemeMeRachel
Thursday, 28 October 2010
Half Way Thru Finals~
Oh yeah! I'm already half way there... Half way there... Half way there...
But, now that I think of it, the real challenge starts tomorrow 0_0 And ends on Friday =D
Geography
History
Science
and wow, Chinese objectives!
Oh great, Kelly is beside me. Wow, I what a good way to make me NOT cheat during finals. But, it's a habit, so, I guess that I can't help myself. My mouth's so itchy that I can't stand NOT talking, even if I don't really like talking to people. I know. I'm just SO weird.
Even weirder, my laptop settings are in Japanese because I thought that Chäos;HEAd needed it that way. Woo, even Wikipedia's in Japanese. *SIGH* I still know nothing about Japanese. And... Chäos;HEAd didn't work! Must be some problem somewhere while I downloaded it. UGH!
It's like... OMG, finals are almost over! OMG! I need to download, download and DOWNLOAD for the holidays!
While people shop till they drop, I for one, DOWNLOAD TILL I DROP.
Thanks for all da buffday wishes ya'll! Thank you to mommy, Lisa, and Sarah for that BIG, SOFT AND CUTE stuffed puppy. Huggin it now^^
Thank you Jeremy! And... Er... What's your name again???? Sorry, I can't remember your name, I can only remember Jeremy's and Ong Tae Ngyong's???? @_@ Anyway, thanks for the cards! Love you two! Jeremy and... Someone I forgot what's your name!!!! T^T
Oh! Six minutes left! And I'm done! With... Part one ==
Edelweiss Eiden Fantasia. Hope it works. Maybe I'll download Edelweiss directly too... Hmmm...
Oh, it's done, but... I need part Two to finish the download... Dammit!
Okay... SO... Finals... I'm okay with it. Feeling relaxed tho. Well, maybe cause I already know everything??? xD Well, maybe not EVERYTHING, but, you know... A bit here and there. There might be holes in what I know. Like, a missing date, a missing name, and a missing place... And, a missing contract agreement! As for maps... Screw them... I'll read one when I'm on a road trip, or just... Lost.
Science is okay... I know MORE about the human digestive system... I think... At least I know what's a Duodenum. Yeah, yeah smart guy, I know you know what's that. You don't have to think and show off to yourself how clever you are!
Rats eating ya' alive. Gross.
So, any progress anyone?
Haha.
Results... People get the wrong idea of the point of exams. I mean, COME ON! It isn't about the result! It's about what you're dumb child learned during the year. Dammit. Why do parents always care for the results? What if that day my boyfriend died and I was in shock and couldn't do anything? HUH?!
I don't have a boyfriend mom...
That was just an IF.
All you people EVER care about is the God damned result! That's why, in order to live on freely like a child is suppose to, we cheat. Unless of course, we're those brainy people like Jessica Tee and Ling Shu Jing. Nope, not missing anyone in that brainy people list in case you're wondering. IN MY CLASS. Not your form 4 or 5 or whatever.
You don't care how we do it, as long as you can see the result, you're satisfied, and we're relieved. I don't know about MOST people, but, I'm like that. I believe most people are too? Cause, well, when you get a 10/100, you're gonna get kicked outta the house, and called a useless child and they would curse you so that you'd die faster. Family members these days... Joking == A bit...
It's true. No?
Another two days and it's freedom baby! Oh yeah! The Halloween party@Steak House! Woohoo! LOL, if I can get a scythe in time, I'd definitely go reap some souls! ::Evil Laugh:: I am the Grim Reaper after all... Although... What I'm going to wear is a robe, for... ::Chuckles::... Rituals... ::Evil Grin::
Enough with the evil-ing!
Gonna check my mail later, it's been SO long since I checked my mails... Mostly from Facebook and OMGPOP... Ah, social gaming sites, how I love them. You don't have to see each other, or know each other, you just play, and make friends.
Oh damn, I've gotTsuki no Ame in my head... Probably because Sebastian's voice is so... Sexy??? LOL! I can understand why Grell loves him so much! SEBAS-CHAN! Chuu~
Lalalalalala~
Riko, you can download Ero, you don't have to buy them. But... I would like to own something original for once! I don't think Anime.Tech sells Ero. Maybe they do... But... I guess I'll have to wait years before finding out! xD
Good luck to you and me!
Lets die together! Lets eat together! Lets celebrate together! Again!
It's time to say good-bye! Yeah! My milk expired.
Hey... I have a question, will it be okay if I don't perform in the Passing Out Ceremony this year? Well... There's... Nothing else to say. Can I go to Japan for Comiketto... No? Guessed it... Damn you.
I will definately go to Comiketto! When I grow up, I don't care! I will go! AND I WILL COSPLAY! Damn you Malaysia for not having Otakuthons and Cosplay Conventions and all that stuff!
レイチェル＠００００
But, now that I think of it, the real challenge starts tomorrow 0_0 And ends on Friday =D
Geography
History
Science
and wow, Chinese objectives!
Oh great, Kelly is beside me. Wow, I what a good way to make me NOT cheat during finals. But, it's a habit, so, I guess that I can't help myself. My mouth's so itchy that I can't stand NOT talking, even if I don't really like talking to people. I know. I'm just SO weird.
Even weirder, my laptop settings are in Japanese because I thought that Chäos;HEAd needed it that way. Woo, even Wikipedia's in Japanese. *SIGH* I still know nothing about Japanese. And... Chäos;HEAd didn't work! Must be some problem somewhere while I downloaded it. UGH!
It's like... OMG, finals are almost over! OMG! I need to download, download and DOWNLOAD for the holidays!
While people shop till they drop, I for one, DOWNLOAD TILL I DROP.
Thanks for all da buffday wishes ya'll! Thank you to mommy, Lisa, and Sarah for that BIG, SOFT AND CUTE stuffed puppy. Huggin it now^^
Thank you Jeremy! And... Er... What's your name again???? Sorry, I can't remember your name, I can only remember Jeremy's and Ong Tae Ngyong's???? @_@ Anyway, thanks for the cards! Love you two! Jeremy and... Someone I forgot what's your name!!!! T^T
Oh! Six minutes left! And I'm done! With... Part one ==
Edelweiss Eiden Fantasia. Hope it works. Maybe I'll download Edelweiss directly too... Hmmm...
Oh, it's done, but... I need part Two to finish the download... Dammit!
Okay... SO... Finals... I'm okay with it. Feeling relaxed tho. Well, maybe cause I already know everything??? xD Well, maybe not EVERYTHING, but, you know... A bit here and there. There might be holes in what I know. Like, a missing date, a missing name, and a missing place... And, a missing contract agreement! As for maps... Screw them... I'll read one when I'm on a road trip, or just... Lost.
Science is okay... I know MORE about the human digestive system... I think... At least I know what's a Duodenum. Yeah, yeah smart guy, I know you know what's that. You don't have to think and show off to yourself how clever you are!
Rats eating ya' alive. Gross.
So, any progress anyone?
Haha.
Results... People get the wrong idea of the point of exams. I mean, COME ON! It isn't about the result! It's about what you're dumb child learned during the year. Dammit. Why do parents always care for the results? What if that day my boyfriend died and I was in shock and couldn't do anything? HUH?!
I don't have a boyfriend mom...
That was just an IF.
All you people EVER care about is the God damned result! That's why, in order to live on freely like a child is suppose to, we cheat. Unless of course, we're those brainy people like Jessica Tee and Ling Shu Jing. Nope, not missing anyone in that brainy people list in case you're wondering. IN MY CLASS. Not your form 4 or 5 or whatever.
You don't care how we do it, as long as you can see the result, you're satisfied, and we're relieved. I don't know about MOST people, but, I'm like that. I believe most people are too? Cause, well, when you get a 10/100, you're gonna get kicked outta the house, and called a useless child and they would curse you so that you'd die faster. Family members these days... Joking == A bit...
It's true. No?
Another two days and it's freedom baby! Oh yeah! The Halloween party@Steak House! Woohoo! LOL, if I can get a scythe in time, I'd definitely go reap some souls! ::Evil Laugh:: I am the Grim Reaper after all... Although... What I'm going to wear is a robe, for... ::Chuckles::... Rituals... ::Evil Grin::
Enough with the evil-ing!
Gonna check my mail later, it's been SO long since I checked my mails... Mostly from Facebook and OMGPOP... Ah, social gaming sites, how I love them. You don't have to see each other, or know each other, you just play, and make friends.
Oh damn, I've got
Lalalalalala~
Riko, you can download Ero, you don't have to buy them. But... I would like to own something original for once! I don't think Anime.Tech sells Ero. Maybe they do... But... I guess I'll have to wait years before finding out! xD
Good luck to you and me!
Lets die together! Lets eat together! Lets celebrate together! Again!
Finals, I will beat you and only two more days, I can kiss you good-bye and we will meet again during form 4 cuz I'll be sitting for PMR next year instead! Don't miss me! Cuz I definitely wont miss ya'!
It's time to say good-bye! Yeah! My milk expired.
Hey... I have a question, will it be okay if I don't perform in the Passing Out Ceremony this year? Well... There's... Nothing else to say. Can I go to Japan for Comiketto... No? Guessed it... Damn you.
MY NEXT TARGET! COMIKETTO!
I will definately go to Comiketto! When I grow up, I don't care! I will go! AND I WILL COSPLAY! Damn you Malaysia for not having Otakuthons and Cosplay Conventions and all that stuff!
失望した
レイチェル＠００００
Thursday, 21 October 2010
Before Finals, Holiday Planned~
I don't know the case for you people, but, wow, in my class, everyone's already planning their vacation! Forget about books even when the exam hasn't even started. We are great people~
I don't plan to do much. Well... October 30th is the Halloween party. I'm going to Ipoh in the morning to shop for wigs 0x0 and the books^^ And well... I think I'll stop by Anime Tech too xD
Hehehe... On Sunday... I'll be doing what I said I'm gonna do for the past year... I will finally clean my room! yes... It's been a year already... And... Wow... The books are dusty... Why are all my wires tangled with my bra strip???!!! Is that a shoelace? And... Where's the tissue box???!!! Is that a form 4 text book? What?! Is that my Chinese revision book... What's it doing there?! HUH... DEAD ROSES??? @~@ A Whiskey box? Jacob's Cream Crackers box? And... What the... My money's everywhere... On the bed... In the candle holder... In my box... On the dresser... On the 'work' table... Wait... I didn't leave some in the bathroom did I???
OMG... I have some serious cleaning up to do after finals. Dammit. Anime and manga will have to wait. That reminds me... I'll have to buy cucumbers and seaweed... And... Green tea... Maybe ramen. Cucumbers are healthy, and they make WONDERFUL snacks when you're watching anime, or reading manga! Seaweed too. Gonna make more onigiris! Hehe, as long as I like them, I don't need you people to like them xp
And band practice... I'm free anyway. So, I'll show up for practice whenever! Except... When I'm busy =D
Funerals are fun. I'll go. Just text me 0x0
Oh... My birthday's on the 26th. I'm not celebrating. What? It's on the second day of our exam! I know... It sucks. After the exam? I'll go celebrate... Alone... Unless... You're paying. But... I would rather celebrate it alone. It's peaceful that way. Maybe go for lunch, and a movie... And walk a bit... And... Go home.
Oh right. I'll celebrate with Shirley and Han Siang right??? I don't know... It's a maybe? Anyway, I'm always free~
Birthdays...
Oh...
October 24...
I'm not getting him a present. I don't give anyone presents. I'm poor. It's the thought that counts. I will always wish, but never give.
Call me useless, call me stingy. That's just me. Whatever. Nobody has to give me presents either, if I don't give, I don't receive, so, it's find with me.
What to do... What to do... It's not like I've prepared for finals. But... I've always been like this. I remember things, I just need to see words. I can answer questions... That I don't know I know. But... I'll... Study... I'll study... I'll study. I will not lose. I hate losing. Although I don't really give a damn if I lose. Win or lose it's still the same. At least I trust and believe in myself. In order for spells to work, you need to have faith in your words and believe in them. That's what I'm doing, I'm training myself to believe. For myself. Who knows... I might actually be able to cast spells one day... ::Evil Thoughts::
:: Shrugs::
Anyway. I'll definitely do great! I may be daydreaming and clueless all the time, but... Don't you underestimate me! I just hate math! I can score in everything but that! Chinese is fine! I'll get a B!
Why... Why is there math... Let the nerds to that... I'm not good with numbers!! T^T
The more I think about it, the more I hate it. It's a hopeless place. There's a world out there, not just one 'tanah'. If you want improvement, improve. You know that you can do it, you just don't want to. You're not gonna live forever. If this goes on, you can kiss your precious 'tanah' good-bye. The next generation will be the last. We either get nuclear bombed, or, go bankrupt. We're already on the edge of bankruptcy. So. Do things that are useful for once. Plant more trees. I'd rather live like Tarzan than have myself fried by the UV rays. I'm already burnt.
I'm sleepy and if I go on... I think I'll write about the other world rather than what the title says.
Sorry if I have a long blog and give you guys headaches. Thank you for supporting. That is all. Good Night.
MemeMe@Rae-Chan_11.40pm
Tuesday, 19 October 2010
Books, Books, and More Books. The Exam Plans.
Now that I think of it, I've never really read any play that Shakespeare wrote.
I've always wanted to read Shakespeare's work. They're all tragedies =D
I don't know if Shakespeare's EMO or just a sad dude.
Sorry bro!
LOL
Anyway... I know that I'm suppose to be studying and all... But... Hey... I'm just me, and being me... I can study when there's a smart person beside me willing to help an idiot like me. That's why... I love having Shu Jing sit beside me in class =D
She's not just smart... She hates Korean dramas too! I couldn't ask for a better person beside me!
Hamlet
Macbeth
Romeo and Juliet
Knights of the Round Table
Sherlock Holmes
Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde
King Arthur
Greek Mythology
Some of them aren't Shakespeare. So? I still wanna read em' ya' know? Hey... I just like books. They make me feel smart, and, a book is a single person's best friend. When I have a book, I don't need anyone else. It'll just be me, my books, some tea, trees or Starbucks, or The Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf~
You can't concentrate when you're at McDonald's. People would say that you're a nerd. Reading literature at McDonald's... Who does that???
Okay... So... Why the sudden Shakespeare thing? Well... Cause of today's literature comic = =
Please, don't ask... And of course, because of Kuroshitsuji OVA 1. Yeah, because they did the play 'Hamlet' so I was interested. Sebastian made a GREAT villain, and Ciel did an AWESOME job on stage! Right... No more anime thoughts from now on... Cause I need to FOCUS ON STUDYING!
Romeo and Juliet... Well... I hate love stories, but... What the heck... They died at the end. People do such stupid things outta love. Man... Prince and princess of the enemy country. No wonder their parents forbid them to love each other! If I were their parent... I would lock them up in the dungeon, and wow... I would torture them. Of course... I'm evil... Muahahahahahahaha. I just hate princesses, they're just so pampered and polite, that it kills me! Princes... Are the same. UGH. Have I mentioned that I HATE COMBED HAIR?
Macbeth cause... Well... He's a dumb guy, he can't do anything without his wife. If I remembered correctly, he died cause he was depressed that his wife died, and didn't know what to do so the enemy took that opportunity to kill him. I wonder... Did Shakespeare have a wife????
Knights of the Round Table and King Arthur... Well... Thanks to Fate/Stay Night. Having me interested in King Arthur, and other legends of Babylon, Ireland and I forgot what other country...
And well, Greek Mythology... I've always been interested. Well, they have so many Gods/Goddesses, and some of them are evil, while some of them are not... Wow, I just like those kind of stuff. And you know who's my favorite Greek God? Hades, Keeper of the Underworld. Yeah. I use to love Zeus more, but, you know what? Hades is better.
Yeah... I'm writing so much because I want to forget about Loveless. Just. Forget about Soubi. Nobody can cosplay him! NOBODY! And well... I'm trying to keep myself focused on the RIGHT things. I just have to wait till after finals. And then... Junjou Romantica...
As for studying, I will study. BM is on the first day, so, I'll study the BM novel crap on Sunday. Chinese, I am kinda studying it. Science, I just need to flip through it. English, re-read the novel. Maybe. History, oh man, I need to start tomorrow. Geography, I've always relied on my common sense, but, I'll look through it. Math, I've always hated it, and I curse those who found out formulas for everything. Damn geniuses were too bored back then. I'll read through the steps of calculating whatever, and probably forget everything afterwards. Hey, at least I read. KHB, I don't have time for you! Civic and Moral, GO TO HELL. PJK and Art, what the hell... Wei Ni, lemme see those answers, kay! Thanks!
That's about my study plan. I'm shocked. I never study.
True, I don't give a damn about my grades, but, I hate losing to people who likes to show off in front of me. Heh. I may still suck after studying, but... At least I know that I WILL NOT ask ACS students about the questions. Even if everyone else does, I WONT. Unless of course, they tell me. I wont ask. I know, nobility is useless in this century, but, at least I'm true to myself. I didn't say anything about not cheating though. I'll try my best not to look at other people's answer... But... What will I do about Math paper 2??? That just kills me. 60 marks man... I can't even get 20...
Yes, I suck that much at Math! I hate it! I hate it! I hate it!
Don't you come and qun me when you get your results. And oh, one more thing, you will never win against Shu Jing. Yeah, I'll support her any day! Even if you and me are the last ones on Earth and there's a pebble in between us, I'd rather pick that God damned pebble as a companion for life!
I've always wanted to read Shakespeare's work. They're all tragedies =D
I don't know if Shakespeare's EMO or just a sad dude.
Sorry bro!
LOL
Anyway... I know that I'm suppose to be studying and all... But... Hey... I'm just me, and being me... I can study when there's a smart person beside me willing to help an idiot like me. That's why... I love having Shu Jing sit beside me in class =D
She's not just smart... She hates Korean dramas too! I couldn't ask for a better person beside me!
Hamlet
Macbeth
Romeo and Juliet
Knights of the Round Table
Sherlock Holmes
Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde
King Arthur
Greek Mythology
Some of them aren't Shakespeare. So? I still wanna read em' ya' know? Hey... I just like books. They make me feel smart, and, a book is a single person's best friend. When I have a book, I don't need anyone else. It'll just be me, my books, some tea, trees or Starbucks, or The Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf~
You can't concentrate when you're at McDonald's. People would say that you're a nerd. Reading literature at McDonald's... Who does that???
Okay... So... Why the sudden Shakespeare thing? Well... Cause of today's literature comic = =
Please, don't ask... And of course, because of Kuroshitsuji OVA 1. Yeah, because they did the play 'Hamlet' so I was interested. Sebastian made a GREAT villain, and Ciel did an AWESOME job on stage! Right... No more anime thoughts from now on... Cause I need to FOCUS ON STUDYING!
Romeo and Juliet... Well... I hate love stories, but... What the heck... They died at the end. People do such stupid things outta love. Man... Prince and princess of the enemy country. No wonder their parents forbid them to love each other! If I were their parent... I would lock them up in the dungeon, and wow... I would torture them. Of course... I'm evil... Muahahahahahahaha. I just hate princesses, they're just so pampered and polite, that it kills me! Princes... Are the same. UGH. Have I mentioned that I HATE COMBED HAIR?
Macbeth cause... Well... He's a dumb guy, he can't do anything without his wife. If I remembered correctly, he died cause he was depressed that his wife died, and didn't know what to do so the enemy took that opportunity to kill him. I wonder... Did Shakespeare have a wife????
Knights of the Round Table and King Arthur... Well... Thanks to Fate/Stay Night. Having me interested in King Arthur, and other legends of Babylon, Ireland and I forgot what other country...
And well, Greek Mythology... I've always been interested. Well, they have so many Gods/Goddesses, and some of them are evil, while some of them are not... Wow, I just like those kind of stuff. And you know who's my favorite Greek God? Hades, Keeper of the Underworld. Yeah. I use to love Zeus more, but, you know what? Hades is better.
Yeah... I'm writing so much because I want to forget about Loveless. Just. Forget about Soubi. Nobody can cosplay him! NOBODY! And well... I'm trying to keep myself focused on the RIGHT things. I just have to wait till after finals. And then... Junjou Romantica...
As for studying, I will study. BM is on the first day, so, I'll study the BM novel crap on Sunday. Chinese, I am kinda studying it. Science, I just need to flip through it. English, re-read the novel. Maybe. History, oh man, I need to start tomorrow. Geography, I've always relied on my common sense, but, I'll look through it. Math, I've always hated it, and I curse those who found out formulas for everything. Damn geniuses were too bored back then. I'll read through the steps of calculating whatever, and probably forget everything afterwards. Hey, at least I read. KHB, I don't have time for you! Civic and Moral, GO TO HELL. PJK and Art, what the hell... Wei Ni, lemme see those answers, kay! Thanks!
That's about my study plan. I'm shocked. I never study.
True, I don't give a damn about my grades, but, I hate losing to people who likes to show off in front of me. Heh. I may still suck after studying, but... At least I know that I WILL NOT ask ACS students about the questions. Even if everyone else does, I WONT. Unless of course, they tell me. I wont ask. I know, nobility is useless in this century, but, at least I'm true to myself. I didn't say anything about not cheating though. I'll try my best not to look at other people's answer... But... What will I do about Math paper 2??? That just kills me. 60 marks man... I can't even get 20...
Yes, I suck that much at Math! I hate it! I hate it! I hate it!
Don't you come and qun me when you get your results. And oh, one more thing, you will never win against Shu Jing. Yeah, I'll support her any day! Even if you and me are the last ones on Earth and there's a pebble in between us, I'd rather pick that God damned pebble as a companion for life!
Cucumbers make good snacks when reading manga and watching anime.
MemeMe@Rae-Chan_11.31pm
Monday, 18 October 2010
Complaining
Today is Monday. There's one week left till finals, of course, our art paper is this coming Friday.
I always wonder, there's so many subjects, can't they cut off those unimportant ones like
1. Art.
2. Moral.
3. Civic.
4. KHB.
I mean, come on! Why do we HAVE to STUDY for ART?! WTF?! That is SO not art! You don't answer questions to show that you're good at painting or drawing do you?! We have projects and folios and all that crap, isn't it enough? Why the hell do we have to memorize art? And... In BM, fuck.
Moral and civic. The more you teach us about democracy or what the government is doing, you're making us HATE it even more, cause, we know that they're all LIES! Seriously... Moral, and civic, is there a need to test us about THAT? So what if I don't know what type of dances they are? As long as know the lion dance, that's good enough! Why do I have know traditional instruments? As long as I know what is the gong, that's enough. I don't freaking care about what Malays wear! I know what's a Sari and Cheong Sam, that's passable. WHY THE HECK DO I HAVE TO LEARN ABOUT THEM?! CAN'T I ASK OTHER RACES? INSTEAD OF HAVING TO LEARN USELESS SUBJECTS AND WASTE MY TIME LISTENING TO THE TEACHER CRAPPING FOR A FUCKING HOUR!
KHB... Yeah, sure... Everyone knows what's a hammer. It's used for hitting nails, pulling out nails and killing people. There, it's enough, don't need to know anymore than that. About sewing dresses... You sew, not study. And... I don't wanna be a tailor when I grow up, so, I don't feel like learning it, and I don't plan on having kids, so, I don't have to know how to sew things. If my shirt gets torn, there's a million tailors in town, and... I can buy a new one. Cooking? There are cooking shows.
Yea, this is the exam madness. You get so mad cause you sit for useless subjects.
I think that it's stupid. People should have the right to choose whether they want to take on KHB or not. And... Moral and civic are useless subjects. We know all we need to know. You don't litter, even a three year old knows that.
Major subjects...
1. English
2. Chinese @$^*#
3. UGH... Malay... !@#$%^*()
4. Science
5. History ~!@#$%^&*()_
6. Math !@#$%^&*()__)(*&^%$#@!!~~!@#$%^&*()
7. Geography ~!@#$%^&*()_(&%#^%$^%
Anything I left out???
As if seven subjects aren't enough... We have ART, MORAL, CIVIC, KHB and PJK...
~!@#$%^&*()_++_)(*&^%$#@!~!@#$%^&*()_+
It's not fair. Turning everything into Malay cause of the Malays. Hey, dumb ass! Yeah, you, Minister of Malaysia's fucking education. Let us choose, if Malays are dumb and want things easy, let them have it their way, so, when they're dumb enough, they will fall and our country will be a better place. Fairer too. Although, fair doesn't exist in this world... Whatever, it'll still be better than THIS. Let's not forgot who were the idiots who let the Japanese come into our country and killed a whole lot of people. Yeah, history helps in showing how dumb Malays are. Ish, even in those days, they're dumb.
OK OK... That was outta topic.
OK, as I was saying, Minister...
Don't change to Malay. If you want, change EVERYTHING to Malay in MALAY SCHOOLS ONLY. Yeah, that's better. If you change OUR bio or whatever into Malay... Bye-Bye. I'd rather be in last place in some other country. Make a fair decision for once, you're already so fat, might as well don't fill your own pocket and eat, and BE FAIR. Seriously... Weigh yourself once in a while dude. You can go for lipo to, but, I heard that it hurts =D
Oh yeah... I forgot, later I kena tangkap.
Oh well... Whatever, since this country's already so unfair, it doesn't matter. Well... If that happens, I'm going to hell anyway right? SO...
MemeMe@Rae-Chan_10.10pm
I always wonder, there's so many subjects, can't they cut off those unimportant ones like
1. Art.
2. Moral.
3. Civic.
4. KHB.
I mean, come on! Why do we HAVE to STUDY for ART?! WTF?! That is SO not art! You don't answer questions to show that you're good at painting or drawing do you?! We have projects and folios and all that crap, isn't it enough? Why the hell do we have to memorize art? And... In BM, fuck.
Moral and civic. The more you teach us about democracy or what the government is doing, you're making us HATE it even more, cause, we know that they're all LIES! Seriously... Moral, and civic, is there a need to test us about THAT? So what if I don't know what type of dances they are? As long as know the lion dance, that's good enough! Why do I have know traditional instruments? As long as I know what is the gong, that's enough. I don't freaking care about what Malays wear! I know what's a Sari and Cheong Sam, that's passable. WHY THE HECK DO I HAVE TO LEARN ABOUT THEM?! CAN'T I ASK OTHER RACES? INSTEAD OF HAVING TO LEARN USELESS SUBJECTS AND WASTE MY TIME LISTENING TO THE TEACHER CRAPPING FOR A FUCKING HOUR!
KHB... Yeah, sure... Everyone knows what's a hammer. It's used for hitting nails, pulling out nails and killing people. There, it's enough, don't need to know anymore than that. About sewing dresses... You sew, not study. And... I don't wanna be a tailor when I grow up, so, I don't feel like learning it, and I don't plan on having kids, so, I don't have to know how to sew things. If my shirt gets torn, there's a million tailors in town, and... I can buy a new one. Cooking? There are cooking shows.
Yea, this is the exam madness. You get so mad cause you sit for useless subjects.
I think that it's stupid. People should have the right to choose whether they want to take on KHB or not. And... Moral and civic are useless subjects. We know all we need to know. You don't litter, even a three year old knows that.
Major subjects...
1. English
2. Chinese @$^*#
3. UGH... Malay... !@#$%^*()
4. Science
5. History ~!@#$%^&*()_
6. Math !@#$%^&*()__)(*&^%$#@!!~~!@#$%^&*()
7. Geography ~!@#$%^&*()_(&%#^%$^%
Anything I left out???
As if seven subjects aren't enough... We have ART, MORAL, CIVIC, KHB and PJK...
~!@#$%^&*()_++_)(*&^%$#@!~!@#$%^&*()_+
It's not fair. Turning everything into Malay cause of the Malays. Hey, dumb ass! Yeah, you, Minister of Malaysia's fucking education. Let us choose, if Malays are dumb and want things easy, let them have it their way, so, when they're dumb enough, they will fall and our country will be a better place. Fairer too. Although, fair doesn't exist in this world... Whatever, it'll still be better than THIS. Let's not forgot who were the idiots who let the Japanese come into our country and killed a whole lot of people. Yeah, history helps in showing how dumb Malays are. Ish, even in those days, they're dumb.
OK OK... That was outta topic.
OK, as I was saying, Minister...
Don't change to Malay. If you want, change EVERYTHING to Malay in MALAY SCHOOLS ONLY. Yeah, that's better. If you change OUR bio or whatever into Malay... Bye-Bye. I'd rather be in last place in some other country. Make a fair decision for once, you're already so fat, might as well don't fill your own pocket and eat, and BE FAIR. Seriously... Weigh yourself once in a while dude. You can go for lipo to, but, I heard that it hurts =D
Oh yeah... I forgot, later I kena tangkap.
Oh well... Whatever, since this country's already so unfair, it doesn't matter. Well... If that happens, I'm going to hell anyway right? SO...
命令だ、殺すこと.
MemeMe@Rae-Chan_10.10pm
Tuesday, 12 October 2010
Kuroshitsuji OVA 1
LMAO! I laughed through the whole thing! LOL! Episode name, His Butler, On Stage. Wahahaha.
Ciel was organizing a charity show for orphans, and the acting group met an accident on their way to England, so, Ciel ordered Sebastian to make the play a success NO MATTER WHAT... And that resulted in EVERYONE acting. Haha, even the Undertaker, Grell and Tanaka! ROFL! Oh, and Lau and RanMao acted too xD
Wakame. Suki. Suki.
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Oh yeah, the play was HAMLET, by the great William Shakespeare. But of course, if they went according to script, it wouldn't be funny AT ALL. Of course, with these screw ups, nothing can go according to plan!
Yeah, so, the OVA was just about the play. It was damn funny though. I know it's the pre-exam period where everyone's got a headband saying I WILL STUDY, JUST YOU WAIT EXAM, I WILL ACE YOU! YOU SUNNUVA BITCH!
But well, unlike me, I'm reading manga and watching anime. Yeah, sure, I'm reading manga online on Manga Reader, so, I wont get caught WATCHING anime, I'll be READING. LOL. I was on Mangafox at first, but, couldn't find H.O.T.D, so read it on Manga Reader~
Yeah, I watched H.O.T.D, but, hey, I wanted to know how reading manga feels like, and wow... It actually feels great, you get the feeling too, the angry feeling when you see a dumb bitch willing to turn into a zombie cause of love... And the feeling when you say DON'T DIE! or DIE YOU DUMBASS! And well, you get excited too, and can't wait to click to the next page, or, for most people, FLIP to the next page.
Relax a bit. Watch anime, read manga. Oh well... Since PMR is over, why don't you guys relax? And yeah... I have SEJARAH... And... A LOT... But, man... I'm lazy. I can't get myself to do it. When I see books, it's just... UGH!
Oh well...
Here, watch the first OVA of Kuroshitsuji~
And, wow, the second OVA looks good, and funnier~
Kuro Sushi Ya
WAHAHAHA
Tanaka's sushi restaurant O_O
The trailer for the second OVA. HAHAHA.
Oh yeah, Undertaker as the queen, and Lau as the king. ROFL! Lau touched Undertaker's chest, no, more like RUBBED, and said 'FLAT FLAT FLAT' and wow, Undertaker liked it. Haha, but, of course, it isn't in the above pic ^^
^^ WAKAME. SUKI.SUKI^^ Oh RanMao, DAISUKI NANO!!!
That just made my favorite quote, LOL, I LOVE SEAWEED <3
Anyway, I AM NOT going to do my history homework, but, I AM going to continue reading H.O.T.D~
Yes, call me useless and I can care less. Don't worry, I'll sulk when my results come out, well, I don't have high expectations... Hmmm... But... Can I get an A for my history paper? Aww... Come on... I need at least 2 A right? I can't get only ONE... EVERY SINGLE YEAR T__T and I think I'll be able to get one for Science... But... NOT MATH @__@ Hmm... Civic and moral can jump off KLCC. Any other subjects I left out? Oh, Chinese, BM, And English... How bout a... C...B...A? Or... B...B...A? Or... B...C....A? Or... C...C...A???? T__T
Hallelujah. All my life, I have no dream. While other dummies dream of being doctors so they can save people, I dream of being Superman, not to save people, but to fly == And now, while everyone is dating, I am alone hoping that my crush doesn't like me back. Hmph. I'm weird. And yes, the reason is because I'm kind, good hearted and don't wanna hurt him. Yes, I get bored easily. You don't wanna know how thing ends though.
While everyone dreams of being doctors and lawyers, I dream of being nothing, and... Food.Not Continuing H.O.TD#10.44pm
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