No... It's not about ghosts... OR... Roaches...
I appreciate you being able to help me, and talk to me when I'm so nervous I have to bite my shirt. But... Well... It's different from your case... I mean... It's TOTALLY different... I'm not you. LOL. And... She isn't going anywhere... Is she?
You think I don't wanna try...?
Heck. I wanna give it my best... But... WHY THE HELL NOW?!
Well... If I gave my life more attention instead of going on AnimeCrazy/GoGoAnime/AnimeSeason/MangaFox/MangaReader 24/7, I think things wouldn't be all THIS bad... I would've realized it sooner... AND I'D ACTUALLY BE HAPPIER.
Yep. It's all my fault.
Try it...
Try it...
Try it...
UFFFFFF
Dude... It's not that I don't want to. Believe me... I really wanna try, but... I can't make decisions for EVERYTHING... Or EVERYONE... Damn... This is hard.
Yeah. I'm just scared.
Cause, well...
It's too selfish.
And...
I'm scared.
It's tipping of the edge anyway... If there's a slight push... It'll fall... And... It'll all be over...
WELL
I still have no idea what's holding it there... But I am certain, it ain't gravity. I don't care what you say, GRAVITY DOESN'T APPLY TO THAT!
It's not like I want it to fall... But, if I say I don't want it to die... Wouldn't that just be selfish?
It's complicated.
I want what's best for everyone. So, I don't mind myself getting hurt... Or anything like that... If I have to choose between myself, and ALL the people I care about, then... I guess I can take a bullet or two.
Rainbow.
I know it's a selfish request...
But...
Are you willing to?
2 comments:
Who being able to help you? Me?XD
yep. lol. xD
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