Last Night

I don't really know what I'm going to write... Don't think it'll be short... Make a cup of tea, have a biscuit... Slowly read it, if you have nothing else better to do. Bored people are always welcomed ^_^


We were talking...

What does it mean... How does it feel to be truly happy?

Because... None of us... None... Were really happy. The other two just hid their true self so well... No one can see through them... But me... I'm tired... Let's just pretend when I feel like it...

Hmm...

When it comes to relationships... I don't know... People do crazy things sometimes... I'm already crazy, so... I didn't think that it was a big deal. Besides... It's not like I do that everyday... And... Well... It's you.

I couldn't answer you... Because... There was nothing to say...

That was enough...

Sitting on the bench, looking at the waters, looking at the lights, listening to the waves... Looking at the moon~

I never felt so warm?

It felt good~

Though... I was cold =_=

REALLY COLD

You have warm hands. I never really held it... I just... Put mine on top of yours???? It felt warm, and nice... If it wasn't for Joseph... That big ball of light... Bursting behind the bench...  I don't know... Maybe I'd really fall asleep.

This time... Don't ask... Hold mine... Please?

Fuuwwwiiieee~

I guess...

I miss your hand...

=_=

WHAT?

It's warm...

I'm cold...

I don't know... I guess... We were meant to have computers separating us. Mm... Meeting in person is better... But... We become speechless, just looking at each other... Or... Pretending to look at the moon. Okay... Fine... I become speechless. Gimme time to think dude, not everyday you go to the beach at two in the morning...

I would like to do that again sometimes. I'll talk... Instead of falling asleep...

You're not a bit picky.

You're VERY picky =)

Hey...

I'm wondering...

I'm posting it up here?

Well...

This is a story, I felt like writing. The story may or may not be related to real life. ^_^

I don't know why you have a problem with lying on the beach. You could have sat down, instead of lying down. Mm... The moon likes eavesdropping, if you don't say anything, it hides itself... When you say something interesting, WOW, IT SHINES.

Confession in real life is actually harder.

I was gonna say that earlier, you know... Before... It's like you were waiting for me to say something, I almost did... ALMOST... But then... Awwww... I couldn't. And... I was pissed because of that, and I was actually worried that SHE might say it first.

I have to admit something...

I was gonna rape you on the sand.

Hmm...

That sounded wrong.

But then... I decided not to.

I don't rape.

I just can't think of a word. Besides rape.

Wow...

If you say that you're shy... I actually don't believe you. You did more of the requesting. I guess that it's a good thing... If  I keep on being the one in front, I think it might be weird if I asked you to be my GIRLFRIEND.

Hmm... I'm okay with you being a girl...

On second thought... You don't look good in a dress... I guess... I can't imagine O_O

Oh yes... I can...

O_O

That's bad...

What are we?


What do you want us to be?

I wasn't prepared. I'm just used to saying 'I don't know' which pisses my mum off every single time...

People get annoyed with my 'I don't know's. Like mum.

Anxious...

I just wanted to hold your hand again.

I just wanted you to get closer.

The rocks proved one thing...

One week...

I'll be asleep during that time...

I wonder...

When I step inside that room next January, when I look at the back, when I look at my side, and you're not there. Not only you... And the others... I wonder... How empty would I feel...

It's already dark inside... It somehow got darker.

Will you go to the beach with me? Again? No disturbance this time... I don't care if you don't know what to do, cause, I'll be clueless too.

"I like you. Are you sure it's not just another crush? You're not pass that age... I'm not pass that age... Probably... A few months..."

I trust you.

But one day... I'll have to face it...

Saying is always easy, when you actually try it, it's harder.

About the future... Too far is no good, think closer...

I don't think promises are necessary, because promises are meant to be broken. But... I will say this...

Until you say those painful words, I'll always be here.

The fairy tale love story...

Fairy tales aren't all happy things. They come to an end some day too...

Hard to believe that you're gone because I just miss you so much I want to see you. I miss the warmth of your hand and I wonder if you miss my icy palm.

One week...

End. 

Thank you for reading my story. Sorry  lo, if it's too geli... I fa hiao ma... Too much movies.